Just get over it!

Just get over it!  Why can't you forget it!?( She says angry, frustrated!  She is tired of hearing about my pain.  She is annoyed, bored, she has heard it all before.)

"She was a monster! A cold,  closeted bulldogger, a secret SADIIIIIISSSSSSSSSTTTTTT that stole my life!"

"Well, it sucks to be you nigga! … you shudda' known….whut the fuck! I WOULD NOT HAVE TAKEN THAT CRAP! YOU ARE THE FOOL!…Just get over it, damnnnnnnn!"

"Did I tell you something was wrong with her… I mean very wrong.  She bludgeoned a small puppy between two bricks when she was a small child.  She tricked her two year old brother into putting his little hands in the fireplace because she wanted his six peanuts."

"Yes, I have heard it aaaaaaallllllllllll before! Can you change the fucking subject!?   Damn…I'm going to put in my earphones…sick of this shit…she is all you fucking tallllllkkkkkk about!"

"Did I tell you how she used to beat me! She used to beat me in the head with her fists, pretending she was trying to teach me to tell time!  She raped my brother , I know it for a fact.  She had him raped by her MEN WHEN HE WAS A SMALL BOYYYYYYYYYYYYY!  SHE RAPED ME!!! I TELL YOOOOUUUUUU SHE DID SOMETHING TO ME! I CAN'T FEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLL DOWN THERE! I AM DEAD ! DOWN THERE!!!!!!"

"Well…what are you telling me for!?  I can't do shit about it!"

"GOD told me to help children, that my testimony would help children, that people would be so horrified , sympathetic and empathetic, they would join and  share my blog. Real Christians would flock to me looking for ways to help.  Truthfully,  I did not expect to be so reviled and hated, barely tolerated.  And I sure lost a lot of friends on FB.  How about the woman that cussed me out.  Said that she was blacker than black and her head FULL of dreadlocks proved it.  Said;"There IS no way! I DoNOT believe you!  I am hoity-toity doctor ph.d so-n-so and I am an expert on ALL black people and I KNOW THAT NO BLACK WOMAN WOULD EVER DO SUCH THINGS AND A PREACHER!  You should be ashamed for attempting to spread such lies!  then she said; "Witchcraft! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! laughing me to scorn.  So I did attempt to protect myself from her slings and arrows for offending her black militant ears with images of Trazan movies.

I said , Dr. Blacker than thou,  all natural , insulting,  jealous,  thank yo'shit don't stank,  just another fake ass lying ass,  Jezebel spirited fake 'ho,;  "What about Saul, King Saul went to a  "root worker" a soothe sayer,  when he was trying to kill Daivid. "   "Where it at!? Where it at!? I ain't seent it!  (For that one brief moment,  that stank-ass-phony-ass-know-it-all-ho,  forgot she had a ph.d, and  acccidently dropped her phony plastic persona.)   GOD told me to help children, that my testimony would help abused children."

"Well, I can't help you … I ain't got time to help yoooooouuuuuuuuuú! Play with the computer, you'll figure it out.    Pray… maybe your GOD will send somebody to help you.  You know I would  …    if I could … me being so busy and in high demand and all…. I … I, I , I,  I   just don't have the time."

"…we all got time enough to die…"

"Whut did you say?"

"…nothing I will be alright.  My grandfather told me that Jesus will fix it.  That He will fix it up!  And I know He will.  Though He tarry…I will not give up!  Though they mock me, ridicule and revile me, I will hold on!  I don't have any friends Jesus!  My friends and family see me coming and turn and go the other way!  I know I have the highest percentages of "un-friend" activity  in the history of FB.  I feel like the man that fell in the ditch, that every one refused to help.  I am waiting on my good Samaritan LORD.  I have been suffering, laying here bleeding and stinking in my own filth!  No one will help me. NONE OF MY FRIENDS OR FAMILY WILL HELP ME! THEY WON'T EVEN GIVE ME A PHONY LIKE! (Well they will "like" something safe, like an old picture.)   But they will freely give that bitch one, that stanking abomination , straight from the bowels of hells.  Some of them hoes post her picture on purpose, just to piss me off.   "Ha-ha-ha ugh- ha-ha-,  you didn't have no mama! You didn't have no mama!" ,  "You got raped, you got raped, you got ruined, you got ruined and ain'tnobody in this world gon eva' care'bout you , ain't nobody in this world 'gon eva care 'bout you! ...'cause you were dumb enough to be born black.  That is what you get wid your dumb black ass."

I press on LORD! I press on!  Save me Jesus! Save me!

{Excerpt from The JR WALTERS CHRONICLES      January 31, 2015    All rights reserved.]