No one told us...

we were left to figure it out on our own.

Hot soapy enemas, sexual abuse, neglected,  unattended , raggedy and snotty.  Mistreated and terribly abused right under the watchful eye of my grandfather.

Martha secretly loathed us, all of us , with a passion for her entire life!  Always the sniveling coward, she never let on .  I have surmised that I was secretly paying for my stupidity.  I called her a pervert in 1988 ; FOR MAILING ME A FECAL MATTER SMEARED LETTER!  (which is a form of witchcraft, by the way)

No!  Wait!  This is the part you have to get. Read the "Private Note" I wrote to myself:

Mathy (secretly) loathed me for calling her a pervert in 1988! It was true! At the time I was attempting to defend myself from her irrational violent wrath.  She had mailed me a letter she wiped her shitty ass in.  I was devastated! I confronted her over the phone.  She lied and carried on something terrible.  Called me all kinds of names and dumb ass imbeciles.  If I had not been looking at the letter( now sealed in a zip bag)  I would have been foolish enough to believe her.

I find out many, many years later this was a "deed" she bragged about, laughed about , to and WITH  my relatives. GOD said NO!!!  Anyone want to be found guilty of honoring, respecting, loving and cherishing the memory of such an abomination, be my guest.

I don't know how you can do it while honoring Almighty GOD.   You can't do it without lying, pretending, denying.  If you want to continue to live in denial, that is your wasteland.

GOD delivered ME! Praise GOD Almighty! Praise GOD from whom ALL blessings flow!  I receive it LORD!

Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing!"  You can't fake Him and you sure can't use Him!  He will find you out! He will slow walk you down!

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   January 18, 2015  All rights reserved.]