If you do, you will wish GOD had cast you into the deepest ocean with a millstone about your neck than to harm the least one of these my children.
The least one, that's me. I was the least of GOD's children. According to my mother I wasn't ****! My mother spewed her poisonous venom on me for 62 years, pretending to love me (us) while hating me (us) with a passion.
"Why I do dat?"; she questioned, feigning confusion, attempting to solicit my pity.
(How the hell could I know? I had buried it, buried it deep in order to live. In order to keep one foot in front of the other.)
I know now why she hated me with a passion. Martha had very low self esteem . Why? Because she was promiscuous . Why was she promiscuous? As an historian I know that the Institution of Slavery destroyed the morality of the African slave.
African slaves were deliberately bred like animals, …. horses and dogs. Masters, falsely accepting the lie that the white man was or is superior, made fun and ridiculed the humanity of his property. The poor black woman suffered mightily. Deliberately turned into "breeders". Stripped naked and put up on auction blocks to be thoroughly examined in public view.
The sellers would make the slave bend over and spread their cheeks, their actual buttocks! In order to look closely up their, her, anus and private parts. They claimed the were looking for evidence of disease. I maintain, they were freaks, just more perverts.
Perversion has nothing to do with skin color or status. It is spiritual. Many so called slave "Pappys" would drag their 12 and 13 year old daughters to the master, exclaiming;"She ripe, ni massur…she sho' is."; grinning and laughing, putting on a coon act. This must have been the beginning of "Pimping".
The master would reward that slave father with a ham, a shirt , a second hand pair of shoes. The male slave was never permitted to be a man. But he was encouraged to be a "stud", to reproduce. Some big, huge, Mandingo type slaves were rewarded when they over populated the slave quarters.
And some slave women were bold kept whores, like Sally Hemmings, Thomas Jefferson's "woman". A poor slave that he "took" or knew in the Biblical sense, when she was 13 years old and he was well over 40!
Yes, there were some fine slave women that "worked their shimmy" and had ole massur sprung and lusting after their "skills" and she did get her way!
Whorish is whorish and no woman (or man ) has to be whorish. Be whorish if you want to. You will feel inferior. You will lust and covet. You will NOT be able to love because GOD will release you over to a reprobate mind.
Once GOD delivers you over to a reprobate mind, it will be over for you. Reprobates are void of all natural affection. You can not love or listen. You will do perverted things that you will try to hide.
No, you will not be ashamed, just pissed, that you are caught. You will continue to play (manipulate) the only people unfortunate enough to love you, tolerate you, believe in you and need you.
But you are a whore. Your love is for rent. All your lovers must line up and kiss your behind. That is it! If a person refuses to go along with your lies, your intimidation, your theatrical, over the top drama, that's it for you. There will be much cussing, cursing, fighting, lying and extreme violence. So we learned early to let you have your way. Because all that drama was not worth losing your love, your favor.
Piss Martha off if you wanted to , you would be put on her **** list. It would be announced loudly. Every one in your family will shun you, hate you on Mathy's demand. Traumatized! Trauma bonding is real.
Yes, you will keep up mess. The law will be called to your home often. It will never be your fault. Every time you see that child, those children, THAT YOU DELIBERATELY PLACED IN HARM'S WAY, CHILDREN THAT YOU DID PIMP OUT TO sATION FOR NOTHING.
Your reprobate mind told you how to tie this knit wit's tail in a knot. Get him involved in your pedophilia. Talk him into it. Tell him it is your fantasy. Tell him that it will guarantee you two buzzards "voodoo power".
In reality, you just wanted to have something on him. Something to threaten him with, to keep him in line, to keep his check coming. Get something on him that you know your father , your brother (for sure) will kill this maggot for. Put that fear in him, then you can do just like you want! You can pin an "outside" baby on him and he will not even be able to protest.
You were right Mathy Jane, "you could not lose for the stuff you used."
You are that woman in Proverbs. You do destroy your own home with your own hands. You do blame every one but yourself. Did you ever feel guilty? Why did you lambast me, beat me all across the head with; "You duh 'cause of it! You duh 'cause of my son forsukin me!"?
You stanking lying manipulative whore! You knew full well why your son refused to have anything to do with you for 25 years. You knew why granddaddy told him;"XXX! Leave heah and don't nevah come back!"
NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER! Old satan, old evil Mathy Janes , can form their plots, they can torture, lie, menace in secret. Scream LORD! LORD!, never meaning one single word. They can put on a show. But it won't work.
Always devious, some times you would compliment us, say exactly what you knew we were yearning to hear.
You never meant a word you said, because you are a liar. Your father, satan is a liar! You loved lying. You preferred it. You chose , Mathy Jane, but you chose wrong. Choose wrong if you want to, but keep your nasty hands off of children.
One thing for sure, GOD maketh NOT ashamed. satan will make you so ashamed, you will be too ashamed of your deeds to ever repent.
Remember, "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES January 26, 2015 All rights reserved.]
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