Martha readily admitted all of her acts at "home", in private. Laughed and bragged about them. Why did we bear her so long? Other than being thoroughly brainwashed we were always economically dependent. Martha instinctively gravitated to "power of the purse strings". "Broke" will make you humble. You will take a lot of name calling, and public humiliation if you are down and out.
The worse thing any family can do is tolerate a sick sociopath because her sins are too repugnant to repeat. If a family is just too ashamed to admit to the world that they have a demon vexing them. If they think silence is their best strategy , very few will ever know of their awful pain.
You do gladly go along with her masquerade , or charade , more out of a need for protection from the out of control ogre than actually believing she means what she preaches. Some how she gets you to agree that what she preaches is impossible but it sounds good. That GOD doesn't not really expect it. She could not do it so loves to remind you that you can't do it either.
Strangely, it just dawned on me, a woman so vicious and psychotic about her reputation cared nothing about destroying it. Every and any thing was do-able if you just kept it secret.
There it is right there in the Word. Jesus gives us so much wisdom. We all know that we can NOT go wrong following Him. No matter what this world serves us, GOD keeps a ram in the bushes. I am so humbled right now I can scarcely write, or speak.
My daughter, my little baby , came home and rescued her mother ! Snatched me out of the lion's mouth! It is GOD! That Christ like spirit alive and well in my daughter was prayed up, prayed over many generations ago. Praise the LORD!
I had a meltdown but GOD picked me up!
PTL!
I press on ...
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