I AM THAT I AM! Part ll

Like I said; racism and The Holy Spirit are incompatible.  They can not mix. They can't even tolerate each other. Now I know why my mother was always cross, irritable , short tempered, rude, always vulgar. That is exactly who and what she was . That preaching each and every Sunday for decade after revolting decade,  was some bullshit.

Mathy's religion did not last to the car. I am screaming hysterically! Why go? Why bother? Other than needing an audience, why did Martha go to church for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS IN A STRAIGHT ROW? Why was the woman foolish enough to think it counted?

She was a dullard, anti-intellectual but,  too proud to admit it. My poor birth mother surrounded herself with books to look smart.  I am sure she never read the Bible, never completely. She cherry picked it well.

Look at the irony of my mother's evil schemes; I become the scholar she always wanted to be, the woman of discretion she wanted to be. Why? Her  abominable treachery! Her lying, stealing, plotting, digging ditches, forcing me into captivity!

'No matter how long the night, Joy comes in the morning!'

"Ain't GOD Good!"