I praise you LORD! Sitting here right now looking back over my life, I swoon, ball up in a fetal position and rock. I just rock, self soothe. LORD Jesus Christ how did MARTHA JANE WALTERS go so wrong? How could any one be so wrong, so long? MARTHA JANE WALTERS was one sick human being!
Why did I take it so long? Why was I blind? Conditioned! Stockholm syndrome! No, DIVINE ORDER!
"The wicked shall cease from troubling."
"Come ye out from among them". Don't fear them. What finally brought me out of my terrifying fear? I did follow the example of my little "half raised" daughter. My daughter made her cry, refused to lie for her. I was proud.
For what ever reason, I have always loved my daughter. She is ABSOLUTELY the best thing to ever happen to me or for me. I'm humbled, overwhelmed by the goodness of GOD.
Maybe I just wasn't scared enough. She said I remembered too much. WOMAN! No one can come to this earth, live the life you lived and just leave! No! No! No! Have some damn manners for once in your life. Have some compassion!
No, I may never know what happened to the woman that birthed me. I can only speculate, practiced conjure and became THE SICKEST INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE FAKE PREACHER THAT EVER LIVED! If not THE, One , one of far too many , unfortunately.
I know she's dead and that makes me happy. I know better than to fool with witchcraft! I refuse to be a LIAR! A whore! A thief! A robber! A jealous, envious person. I refuse to be a bad mother.
PRAISE THE LORD!
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