I'm sorry folks, satan has reduced the "Church" to a racket , a bunch of swindlers. (Revelation 2:20) Why didn't they catch my mother? They are just like her, greedy, full of pride, color struck, double minded, weak, full of fear.
My mother was the scariest monster I ever saw. She was paranoid, full of fear. She was a full fledged reprobate, full of mischief. I gave her Obama yard signs, stickers, everything, she (claimed) was afraid to display them and she lived in a black neighborhood.
What good is living, if you are living in fear? No, I don't like to fight but, fight we will, if you wrong me, try to take advantage of me. I guess that stems from my childhood of trauma. Maybe I would have always stood up for myself, anyway.
Something about the words ; "You black muthafuckers come git yo'beatin'!" didn't sound too civil . too Christian, to me , so therefore I felt obliged to take to the woods until the coast was clear. (Dear LORD, is that how I learned patience? Spending hours upon hours in the woods alone, hiding from a fucking lunatic?)
I have the audacity to often wonder how I could have survived slavery, hell, I did! I was just as much a slave as any human being ever held captive, against his will , on this earth. Martha did not permit one of us to own our own life, our own minds, our own thoughts. We had to think and articulate her stupidity or face her foul ridicule, her rejection. The nerve! (If I had only recognized what a low slut Martha was. If I had only connected the dots, dotted the eyes, crossed the tees. Martha was a PERVERT!)
Made us feel guilty for achieving anything, having anything, for not putting her first, for resisting being a constant punching bag, HER foot stool, HER piece of shit garbage for her to pretend to rescue.
Martha would get on the phone telling every one how she had to pay your rent, keep your lights on, help get your dumb -no -credit- having- ass a car, never once sharing the deep disturbing evil she was up to, the fact that she was totally against you, escaped her silly brain in the mind numbing game she invented as she went along. Martha, did deliberately destroy the slightest self-esteem any of us could have ever had. Why? MARTHA JANE WALTERS WAS A SICK, DEMON POSSESSED SADIST!
No, she had no compassion for us, for any one.
This orange man has no compassion for anyone, either. It is starting to show on his face. His face is starting to resemble dried out dookie, a cow patty bleached by the sun. He can humble himself. He can turn around. He can pray, purge, fast, study. He can be redeemed!
The Holy Spirit struck Saul down on the Damascus Road. He used to kill Christians! There are many great stories of evil men changing at the last minute. Jesus said that we can ALL come into the Kingdom, even in the last hour.
PRAISE THE LORD!
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