Martha let me know at three years old how much she hated my "black muthfucking guts! You! You luddle black heifer! Telling Wright who you damn daddy is!"
Martha put on a show, a complete spectacle. Martha had a melt down. I can understand now. There she was twenty-nine years old with three bastard children by three different men IN THE FIFTIES! . I am sure everyone talked about her, as they should have. Good girls from good homes never fell so low.
I am disappointed that the woman that would regularly tie us up, beat and brutalize her little children bloody, never so much as parted her lips to her first cousin and his signifying girlfriend.
I do amaze myself. I had to be quite the progeny, to not only be able to tell my mother of the inquisition but, I clearly remember being proud of the fact that I knew a man's name that I had never met. I knew my brother's father's name as well. Was I praised? No, I was crucified! It is a wonder, a miracle that I ever spoke again.
Then when I was four and Mathy Jane came and kidnapped us when she heard the government would give her an allotment check if she pinned our birth only this "Bama. That is exactly what she did and the first thing those two buzzards did , was sexually molest us and I told my grandaddy!
Mathy always pretended that was the reason she always hated me, stalked me and treated me like shit. The fact is Martha Jane Walters hated every one! Was jealous of every one because her hardheaded stiff necked ass flunked out of Virginia Union University her first semester. Too proud to tell, she kept lying and taking her daddy's money. Who did she hate and blame when she got caught? Her brother.
GOD promises to contend with those that contend with [HIS] children. My grandfather used to warn her, I heard him over and over; "Mathy Jane! Gwen ain't the one, she sho'ain't the one you need to be messing wid."
Martha was put in charge of drug clearance and Quality Control for Womack Army Hospital. What did she do ? Smuggled me free, highly addictive drugs. What did I do? I took them by the directions because that is how lame I was. What did GOD do? Let some thug break into my apartment and steal my stash. I had more illegal narcotics than any drug dealer. Never abused them, never tried to sell them.
What is my point? "No weapon!" No weapon formed against you shall prosper if you live righteously, love the LORD, hear , trust and obey.
trump is going to go down in flames. Just like my birth mother, he has grown accustomed to winning so much , the possibility of losing, has never crossed his little mind, until lately. Look at this face. The man is troubled.
Martha knew though. She knew she would be dead but, she knew she would be discovered and discussed. She knew she would be a lesson against trying to pimp Jesus.
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