I am the silent voice of all abused children. I am their eyes, ears. I am their muffled cries. I finally realized, finally accepted, how horrible a woman my mother really was. I must laugh. She used to rage! Scream! Holler! Curse, screech, roar, for days, complete DAYS at the time. She forced us to remain silent. We had to take her abuse, falsely believing her to be a wise mother. Martha's body grew old but, her mind remained the sick perverted mind of a mentally disturbed sadistic twelve year old spoiled rotten selfish demon possessed brat.
You would curse us for the color of our skin, our birth status, none of us had a daddy or the same daddy. Woman you were wretched! You had the nerve to complain that; "Niggers ain't shit!" Woman you really demanded the right to be AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE "ROOT WORKING" PREACHER! A brutal man beater! Woman you were a Savage! A savage that demanded to be a savage! An uncorrected, unrepentant SAVAGE playing dress up in a clerical robe. and NOBODY better NOT say shit!
No woman! GOD is NOT weak! We were weak and unaware! Now that I know and know that I know, NOT one preaching PERVERT will ever be safe around me! I'm telling! I told you that when I was eight years old. I think you beat me , you slut!
Preaching! What a dummy! GOD is embarrassed! I'm embarrassed! Martha you could have lived a better life as a rank ass sinner. Mixing GOD, The Gospel and WITCHCRAFT , sexual perversion, pathological lying, prostitution, stalking, sadomasochism , MURDER, Oh No!
Martha! You were a deplorable! You read the Bible every day and discerned it in favor of satan. Martha, you deliberately cherry picked the Scripture to enrich yourself and satisfy your carnal lust. Rot! Just Rot!
This world will be a wonderful place when women like my mother can find no hiding place.
"Come ye out from among them."
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