How low!? How devious! Sexual assault, rape, molestation, disfigurement and torture perpetrated against her own family, her own children for decade after decade , knowing full well she should have killed herself or chained herself in a cave somewhere. How repugnant! A low viperous rattle snake has the decency to rattle! Like a low, slow, dim witted snapping turtle, Martha NEVER let go!
Dear LORD I do know that woman, that I did actually love, did have natural affection for, was NOT worthy. Was never worthy. Dear LORD I know that woman you assigned to me as "mother" was HIDEOUS! REPUGNANT! DESPICABLE!
Mainly, she had no manners! NONE! A low slut for satan that demanded to be treated like a queen by the very people she hated and secretly destroyed the most.
I do have to pause one moment and laugh. My mother, Martha Jane Walters , loved hot gossip more than any woman on this earth. She loved it so much , she just made it up. There was one thing we could not do, were forbidden to do; ever say one negative word concerning her. Demanded that ALL her secrets, not only be held in defeated silence but, carried to our graves!
LORD, is that why I love talking about her like the dog she was?
"No! You are healing baby, just healing. ALL MUST reap what they sow! No imp can come up with their own plan for salvation. Live the life you talk about in your song. Plus, that slut went way too far when she cold blooded MURDERED JEROME WALTERS AND NEVER REPENTED! Had the nerve to laugh! Just MOCKED ME!"
Relax! Free fall! GOD got this! It is ALL in Divine Order!
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