I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Monday, April 3, 2017

"Ya'life didn't turn out lak you planned it, did it?"

Those words stuck in my heart like a two edged rusty dagger.  I can not say I was surprised to learn that Martha had deliberately done everything in her power and authority to ruin my life, to make me suffer.  I was shocked that she revealed her true self in such a cruel mocking way, however.

"Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free."  My truth, my mother was a lecherous, carnal viper. She was a pervert, just as perverted, just as  crooked as a dog's hind leg.  There was no stopping her. Martha did not want to stop, saw no need to stop because she did indeed enjoy, relish,  in abominable evil.

For some reason Martha loved to commit  shocking,  repugnant, despicable unimaginable sins over and over to the same people.   A mother that rapes and physically tortures her own babies is a menace to society and the church should NOT give such women refuge just because they look good, sound good and are unhinged ! If wasn't that Martha failed to understand her role as mother.  She knew well but, Martha was spoiled and woefully uneducated.  She did really believe in color ranking.  She really was extremely jealous, extremely violent, extremely destructive.

Martha was wrong, she bragged too soon.  Sure,  we were both elderly and true I never made  the "big time".  She had successfully done a job on me and I like a fool forgave her.  I wasn't a fool Martha. You were the fool.  You preached for decades and never heard one word GOD said.

You were forgiven! You didn't forgive yourself.  I know when you looked over your life you fled, you wanted to disassociate yourself from your own filth without washing. You refused to repent.  You laid all your nasty crap on me, at my door.  Sorry, It didn't work. It backfired.

You were vermin, tried to make me lower than you!  How dare you!
You knew; "What a child hears, he believes, what he believes, he does."  That's why you called us all those filthy names! That is why you deliberately sexually abused and exploited us.

Well, it didn't work! Rot in Purgatory.

"Come ye out from among them."

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