I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Sunday, April 16, 2017

" Thank you for choosing out my different changes." BUDDY MILES - Them Changes

One of the worse memories I have of my mother is being cussed out and humiliated in front of my cousins because I jokingly revealed how she brutally beat my baby brother for having loose bowels. The mongrel slut beat that baby senseless.  He was potty trained instantly, we laughed.  How sad! How horrible!

I was shocked because believe it or not,  I was jaded, hardened by my mother's secret cruelty.  At thirty-three, a new mother with my own child , I had failed to recognize what an ignorant beast Martha was.

It is called conditioning. "You ain't SHIIIITTTTTT! I HATE ALL YOU BLACK ASS MUTHAFUCKERS! I HATE THE DAY I EVA HAD YOUR DAMN WORTHLESS BLACK ASSES! I'LL BE GLAD WHEN YOU DAMN SORRY BLACK ASS NIGGERS LEAAAAAVVVVVVEEEEE!"

Dear LORD thank you for your goodness and mercy.  Help me LORD! Martha was so low, so manipulative, she did not have these fits of rage in front of others that  she considered to be intelligent or in a position to stop her.   Martha lived the phoniest of phony lives for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!  She lived a double life, one for us and one for the church.  Only GOD can know what she did  in the streets, in the dark, anonymously .  Every Sunday Martha  pretended to be a  college educated debutante.

 Martha was demon possessed and only she knew why. Martha deliberately chose satan as her god and hated GOD so much she sunk lower than whale dew-key.

Where were we EVERY SUNDAY? In CHURCH! SITTING UP IN WESLEY CHAPEL A.M.E.ZION CHURCH IN WADE, NORTH CAROLINA!!!!!

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy? Just why? We were her captives, her punching bags, some of us were her sex toys! 

I have tried to give her credit often, believing that she was actually trying.  No such thing! What did Jesus say? "Look at their fruit!"  Do know Martha was such a clever demon she taught us that , that scripture was referring to us, to the children you bear. What a LIAR! WHAT A REPUGNANT PIECE OF SHIT!  I refuse to go down with that slut! My five brothers may falsely believe cloaking for her is what GOD wants, I know better!

I do thank GOD for my Mathy Jane Experience.  trump supporters have no idea how abominably evil trump is! He is a SUCCUBUS! A MONGREL MONSTROSITY! AN ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY GHOST!  I know,  because Martha Jane Walters pre-terrorized me, pre-abused me, pre-lead me into captivity.

The Walters family feared Martha because she was so vicious, so lying, so diabolical.  All we did was pray.  Yes,  we stayed on our knees while that slick slut destroyed us for her own sadistic supply.  We lost our SIXTY-FIVE ACRES OF LAND ! We lost the family home.  We lost careers, marriages, we lost our self-esteem.  We lost our way because we feared.

So,  the old demonic whore thought! GOD DELIVERED ME! PRAISE THE LORD!


Babies are being brutalized, assaulted by the millions daily and very few have time to care.

"Suffer the little children to come unto me, forbid them not the Kingdom of Heaven."

My ignorant childish mother roared, that was just one more thing she had to hold against me.

The worse lie my mother convinced my brothers of , was that I was jealous of her, that I envied her, envied her color.  Hogwash!

White racists want to believe black people want to be white. No, I want your stuff! I want the exact same rights and privileges  you have!

I will NOT be ranked, judged or DENIED! Bow down satan and PRAISE THE LORD!

"Come ye out from among them."

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