- evil can NOT win
- your enemies are certainly in your own household, all to often your own mother
- most people are envious and jealous to the point of digging pits, seeking your destruction, while laughing in your face
- all forms of racism, color consciousness, ethnic and cultural ranking is purely DEMONIC!
- most people HATE to read! most people are pure dullards! Anti-intellectualism is at it's highest point, it's highest and LAST pinnacle ! Man is now dumber, more uncivilized, in the history of the world since The Dark Ages
I re-iterate EVIL CAN NOT WIN!
True, I am beleaguered, just worn out trying to save two faced jealous "loved ones". Pure snakes, pure vipers. I married one. I'm still pissed. I'm still mad with the "church" for pawning off such a person as decent. I'm still mad with myself for having such low standards.
Did I really believe my mother when she told me repeatedly that NO man would ever want me because I was hideously black? Did I believe it sub-consciously? I must have because I could have found a better mate in the lowest gutter of Calcutta!
Another pseudo-intellectual, another none reader. Just another person that wanted to be perceived as desirable solely for the color of his skin. Just another immoral, whorish ass man.
I have kicked myself in the ass over and over for accepting my mother's ignorance for anything but, for what it was, sheer mind numbing stupidity!
She did inadvertently teach me self-sufficiency by giving me NOTHING! NO THING but aggravation, vexation, lies, plots, schemes, molestation, abuse, RAPE and poor self esteem.
Well, poor self esteem may have been her intention but, it back fired! "No weapon formed against ME shall ever prosper!"
No LIAR, NOT one, shall tarry in [HIS] sight!
The evil doer's time is up, s/he shall proceed no further.
"Come ye out from among them."
True, I am beleaguered, just worn out trying to save two faced jealous "loved ones". Pure snakes, pure vipers. I married one. I'm still pissed. I'm still mad with the "church" for pawning off such a person as decent. I'm still mad with myself for having such low standards.
Did I really believe my mother when she told me repeatedly that NO man would ever want me because I was hideously black? Did I believe it sub-consciously? I must have because I could have found a better mate in the lowest gutter of Calcutta!
Another pseudo-intellectual, another none reader. Just another person that wanted to be perceived as desirable solely for the color of his skin. Just another immoral, whorish ass man.
I have kicked myself in the ass over and over for accepting my mother's ignorance for anything but, for what it was, sheer mind numbing stupidity!
She did inadvertently teach me self-sufficiency by giving me NOTHING! NO THING but aggravation, vexation, lies, plots, schemes, molestation, abuse, RAPE and poor self esteem.
Well, poor self esteem may have been her intention but, it back fired! "No weapon formed against ME shall ever prosper!"
No LIAR, NOT one, shall tarry in [HIS] sight!
The evil doer's time is up, s/he shall proceed no further.
"Come ye out from among them."
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