How Long?

How long will we languish in darkness Children? Hold up? You mean you can be arrested on the word of some "cracker police" because he said he smelled marijuana? What was the harm? The only law that TI broke was being rich and black. Your silence will not protect you. All of us better look well to our going. I am a historian and I know that when the economy is down the principalities look for a scape goat. Amerikkka is just beginning its assault on all people of color. They know they can get away with it because we are all fractured haters busy covering our own ass with no concern for dignity. STAND UP! Get up off of your knees. I will not live as a sniveling slave. You will not walk on me devil. Something is wrong in this World. I can buy all the liquor and cigarettes I want to defile my body, but I can't smoke a little herb? At least when I smoke a joint I go and sit my ass down. I don't get in my car and drive drunk like the "legal" hooligans. Laws are supposed to protect people not criminalize harmless activity. LEGALIZE IT!
PEOPLE UNITE and demand the legalization of marijuana. I know one thing it will damn sure help this economy.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness

WHOA!

You neegas better wake up and smell the coffee! "Your silence will not protect you."( Audre Lorde) It smells like RACISM. The devil is subtle. He eases you into his trap. You better look at Amerikkka's fruit. Michael Vick was robbed of all of his wealth and imprisoned over a dog! A white Hockey player killed his friend when he slammed into a brick wall going 120 miles per hour while driving drunk and he didn't get day. Thousands chase the bulls in Barcelona every year. To this day millions of people enjoy bull fights, cock fights, we race dogs and horses experiment on cute little monkeys and most people eat meat. (Who was his lawyer?) Yet we villify and persecute people of color for the slighest infraction. Yesterday they got TI for smoking a joint! Here in Ga they arressted 60 people for LYING on an application to get section 8 housing and they kept publishing the number for people to snitch on their friends and relatives. Wake up people! You can not placate a demon. As a matter of fact he loves it when you show fear and he WILL come for you at last. We are in a war children. "It is a secret war, enemy unseen" (Alice Lovelace) Going along to get along makes you a slave. A sniveling cowardly slave. The power that raised Jesus from the grave lives in you IF YOU LIVE RIGHT! I am very tired of closet demons hollaring Lawd! Lawd! kissing you on the forehead and stabbing you in the back. I can not believe how dumb neegas are. The same neegas that sold us into captivity are still up to there same old tricks. Be Blessed.

PTL!

I was wrong for so long. For 30 years I taught my students about the Power of the Elite. I went into great detail explaining how 1 - 5% of the world's population owns and controls 99 - 95% of all the world's wealth. I really got their attention when I bemoaned how 99-95% of us struggle to eke out a living competing for the 1 - 5% left to us by the greedy uber rich. I attempted to enrage them concerning the corporate greed that robbed and plundered the masses. Now I understand why Jesus said "The poor you will have always." and "You have not because you ask not." What is wrong with our world? Why do we have so many selfish evil creatures on this earth? I asked that question until I read Revelation 2:10. Check it out.
In the mean time do what you can to save the children.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel

"Mama's Baby"

There are six of us in total, all by different daddys. Don't frown. Some of you think you have the same daddy and don't.(smile) "Mama's baby, daddy's maybe." is an ancient adage for a reason. My grandfather was often amused by that dilemma and wisely advised; "All caught in your net is yearn (yours)" Like most fractured families we are not close. We rarely call or visit each other. But we often hear how terrible the others are doing via our birth mother. She is our common thread. Well it is not exactly a thread, more like a hangman's noose. At any rate she abused and terrorized all of us and is now frantically trying to erase and manipulate our memories through the same vulgar tirades that used to work so well when we were innocent dependent children. I am not about to let any one hipped, one kneed, eighty-four year old "root working" demon walk on the Jesus in me. What is my point? What is the moral of this story? Work out your own salvation children or you'll end up old ,cripple and crazy, too stiff necked and ashamed to repent. Your assignment for today is James 3:16. Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit without ceasing.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness.

Daddy's Little Girl

I wasn't "Daddy's Little Girl", "Mother's Little Girl", I was just what blacks in Wade Station referred to as a "Throwed away" baby.
All that's cool. I'm just glad to be here. I mean that, that's exactly what I told my mother at fifteen when she forced me to write my grandfather a letter to explain the quandry she had gotten into. MJW had divorced her soldier husband of ten years for a much younger very handsome "yalla" soldier.
The year prior her "short jet black" hen pecked beat down abused cowdardly husband got caught up in some of her sexual deviancy involving me. For some reason he thought that he could disturb my sleep in the middle of the night with his big black dick in one hand and a wad of money in the other.
Time Out!WARNING! This blog is for mature audiences that want to know the TRUTH about our world. My blog is Real, it is Honest. It may be too painful for those born perfect and privileged and have never had to endure any kind of pain. You know, the kind of people that could not understand why the "masses" didn't leave New Orleans before KATRINA hit. You are truly blessed if you have never cursed or had to. Well I promise that you will not get "coodies" or contaminated in any way. My hope is that you will help me to "out" all pedophiles, or at least some of them. I promise to not curse unnecessarily. I am of the opinion that there is no such thing as bad language, only bad experiences. I have survived so many Bad Experiences that I must share them on this blog. I hope and pray my story can save some poor child from abuse.
Back to my story, well I went crying and screaming to my mother. She saved me and a fake fight insued. I know it was fake because she beat him down many times before this and he was always left in a bloody heap. This time it was just a lot of loudness and the motel manager called the MPs (Military Police). She drove right behind them and bailed him out without disclosing the cause of the "fight"

Have You Ever Noticed?

Have you ever noticed how "uneducated" people are always trying to prove that they are as smart as "educated" people. Always trying to bait you into some inane argument attempting to show off their limited knowledge. "Ugh...what came first, the chicken or the egg? Miss Boston University educated?" Sometimes you find yourself hemmed up in a corner at the family reunion dinner arguing with a cousin that's been to fifteen different community colleges. The reason he has never finished school is because everyone is racist, even the black teachers. Or that whacked teacher really expected them to Read! No one would know you didn't go to college or fluncked out of college if you didn't make it a bill deal.
No one ever said that you weren't a lady. I didn't know what you were doing. I didn't know what you had done. I knew you were the cruelest bitch that ever breathed breath. I knew you would whip a nigga's ass. You might say some smart shit but you were going to pay. Oh yes, there was going to be some blood shed and it wasn't going to be yours. I never saw you get a briuse. I never heard a man talk loud to you.
Your low opinion of yourself made you hate others. Your low self esteem fueled your cruelty. No matter what, you have no excuse. You have been wrong for eighty-four years. How sad. Too stiff necked, too proud, and too ignorant to love God.
How do you do it? How do read a prayer that you stole and pretend that it is God inspired? Why can't you pray? You can't pray because you can't feel anything. You can't feel anything because you don't believe in God and you hate any and everyone that does. A real Christian is a chump to you. Someone to prey on, take advantage of, torture. Why? Because pain gets you off. You smashed that puppy between two bricks because it got you off. What did your parents do to you? Did they beat you? You hated them. How could you hate good people? Because you are Legion! You are a root working demon or a collection of demons. Don't you dare say you didn't have us down on the grave yard collecting goofer dust. And don't you say that you didn't trick Aunt Ollie out of Uncle Will's root working books. "Yea Aunt Ollie I'm gonna burn 'dem up."
But God is so wonderful. He turnes all tragedies into triumps He dries all tears. "For God I live and for God I'll die."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness

Have You Ever Been Betrayed?

Have you ever been betrayed children? Has anyone ever manipulated you and led you astray? Well, don't worry because Jesus will fix it. "I stepped in the water and the water was cold, it chilled my body but it didn't chill my soul!"
The mother is the child's first teacher. The influence a mother has over her child is immesasurable. That is why God's mother had to be a virgin, holy, pure without blemish. Of course we all could not be born to a mother like Mary, so God fixed that problem by giving us his Living Word. There is no secret about God's desire for our lives. God gave us his Son and he gave us his Word. Study children! Study to show yourself approved. Today your assignment is to read , study, and extrapolate Proverbs 1 and 2.
"The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; but fools despise wisdom and instruction." ..."My son, if sinners entice thee, consent thou not." When I was fourteen years old that woman that I called mother slithered up beside me and cooed softly in my ear; "I know you have urges. If you want to have sex you jest tell me and I will get you sum condoms and Emko." Urges? I didn't know quite what you were talking about. You see I still considered myself a child and I knew that was an adult realm that I didn't want to enter. You were still a cool mother though. We had no curfew. Free as a breeze we could do as we pleased; smoke, drink,"cuss". And "cuss" we did! That is the kink in my armor right now, a foul mouth.
But God had a plan. He put a real Christian right there in our house. What a blessing in my life. True my life has been rugged, but I would have been lost, washed up on the dung hill of this world without the influence of Jerome Walters.
I thank God for you every day Granddaddy. It is not so much what you said, it is what you did. You taught me by example that Love is and action verb.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel Doster