Top of the Bottom

That's where a lot of oppressed people want to be. Lacking any ambition or self motivation their only concern in life is to have more than you. A bigger house, a newer and better car, it doesn't matter, just so they have fifty more dollars than you. In order to make sure you are bent down and broken , lost and forgotten they set traps, dig pits and spread lies. These cretins are so foul and disgusting no one in their right mind would have any thing to do with them. So they hide in the CHURCH. You can't keep them out. Every time the doors swing open they are there. No they do not want to sit in the pews. They demand high places because they want to be seen. These poor beings are lost in darkness. Narcissistic , sadistic and hedonistic! Have mercy, "Amen, come Jesus." Don't fear them , EXPOSE THEM! Too cowardly to openly live their reprobate lives they plot and conjure 24/7. Don't you dare foolishly attempt to placate them. This demon will grin in your face, send you gifts, tell you that they are proud of you WHILE they "root" you, poison you, set you up. They hate God and they hate every one that loves God. Because they think they have gotten away with their murders and mayhem they are laughing right now. Please somebody tell them that "when their desolation comes , it will come as a WHIRLWIND"

Eye Hath Not Seen

I know God is good! He has his hand upon me. Thank you Lord for speaking to me when I was four years when you promised me that you would never leave me.
"Come by here Lord! Somebody needs you." I am fractured, I am broken, but I am healing My favorite place to be as a child was church. Good singing, good preaching and good food abounded. Most importantly the seed was planted, it took root. I learned that I should never be ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I am glad I listened when my grandfather told my mother every day "Mathy Jane, apart from Christ you are nothing." WE ARE NOTHING APART FROM CHRIST. If you want your life to be counted as dung. Try living on your own, try to fight your own battles. I was in prison for 58 years! But the Lord stirred me up, lifted me up out of that muck and mire. I truly "Count it All Joy!" Our lesson for the day children is Revelation 7:14 "These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes in the blood of the Lamb." Be Blessed.
Much Love, Peace and happiness.

How Long?

How long will we languish in darkness Children? Hold up? You mean you can be arrested on the word of some "cracker police" because he said he smelled marijuana? What was the harm? The only law that TI broke was being rich and black. Your silence will not protect you. All of us better look well to our going. I am a historian and I know that when the economy is down the principalities look for a scape goat. Amerikkka is just beginning its assault on all people of color. They know they can get away with it because we are all fractured haters busy covering our own ass with no concern for dignity. STAND UP! Get up off of your knees. I will not live as a sniveling slave. You will not walk on me devil. Something is wrong in this World. I can buy all the liquor and cigarettes I want to defile my body, but I can't smoke a little herb? At least when I smoke a joint I go and sit my ass down. I don't get in my car and drive drunk like the "legal" hooligans. Laws are supposed to protect people not criminalize harmless activity. LEGALIZE IT!
PEOPLE UNITE and demand the legalization of marijuana. I know one thing it will damn sure help this economy.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness

WHOA!

You neegas better wake up and smell the coffee! "Your silence will not protect you."( Audre Lorde) It smells like RACISM. The devil is subtle. He eases you into his trap. You better look at Amerikkka's fruit. Michael Vick was robbed of all of his wealth and imprisoned over a dog! A white Hockey player killed his friend when he slammed into a brick wall going 120 miles per hour while driving drunk and he didn't get day. Thousands chase the bulls in Barcelona every year. To this day millions of people enjoy bull fights, cock fights, we race dogs and horses experiment on cute little monkeys and most people eat meat. (Who was his lawyer?) Yet we villify and persecute people of color for the slighest infraction. Yesterday they got TI for smoking a joint! Here in Ga they arressted 60 people for LYING on an application to get section 8 housing and they kept publishing the number for people to snitch on their friends and relatives. Wake up people! You can not placate a demon. As a matter of fact he loves it when you show fear and he WILL come for you at last. We are in a war children. "It is a secret war, enemy unseen" (Alice Lovelace) Going along to get along makes you a slave. A sniveling cowardly slave. The power that raised Jesus from the grave lives in you IF YOU LIVE RIGHT! I am very tired of closet demons hollaring Lawd! Lawd! kissing you on the forehead and stabbing you in the back. I can not believe how dumb neegas are. The same neegas that sold us into captivity are still up to there same old tricks. Be Blessed.

PTL!

I was wrong for so long. For 30 years I taught my students about the Power of the Elite. I went into great detail explaining how 1 - 5% of the world's population owns and controls 99 - 95% of all the world's wealth. I really got their attention when I bemoaned how 99-95% of us struggle to eke out a living competing for the 1 - 5% left to us by the greedy uber rich. I attempted to enrage them concerning the corporate greed that robbed and plundered the masses. Now I understand why Jesus said "The poor you will have always." and "You have not because you ask not." What is wrong with our world? Why do we have so many selfish evil creatures on this earth? I asked that question until I read Revelation 2:10. Check it out.
In the mean time do what you can to save the children.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel

"Mama's Baby"

There are six of us in total, all by different daddys. Don't frown. Some of you think you have the same daddy and don't.(smile) "Mama's baby, daddy's maybe." is an ancient adage for a reason. My grandfather was often amused by that dilemma and wisely advised; "All caught in your net is yearn (yours)" Like most fractured families we are not close. We rarely call or visit each other. But we often hear how terrible the others are doing via our birth mother. She is our common thread. Well it is not exactly a thread, more like a hangman's noose. At any rate she abused and terrorized all of us and is now frantically trying to erase and manipulate our memories through the same vulgar tirades that used to work so well when we were innocent dependent children. I am not about to let any one hipped, one kneed, eighty-four year old "root working" demon walk on the Jesus in me. What is my point? What is the moral of this story? Work out your own salvation children or you'll end up old ,cripple and crazy, too stiff necked and ashamed to repent. Your assignment for today is James 3:16. Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit without ceasing.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness.

Daddy's Little Girl

I wasn't "Daddy's Little Girl", "Mother's Little Girl", I was just what blacks in Wade Station referred to as a "Throwed away" baby.
All that's cool. I'm just glad to be here. I mean that, that's exactly what I told my mother at fifteen when she forced me to write my grandfather a letter to explain the quandry she had gotten into. MJW had divorced her soldier husband of ten years for a much younger very handsome "yalla" soldier.
The year prior her "short jet black" hen pecked beat down abused cowdardly husband got caught up in some of her sexual deviancy involving me. For some reason he thought that he could disturb my sleep in the middle of the night with his big black dick in one hand and a wad of money in the other.
Time Out!WARNING! This blog is for mature audiences that want to know the TRUTH about our world. My blog is Real, it is Honest. It may be too painful for those born perfect and privileged and have never had to endure any kind of pain. You know, the kind of people that could not understand why the "masses" didn't leave New Orleans before KATRINA hit. You are truly blessed if you have never cursed or had to. Well I promise that you will not get "coodies" or contaminated in any way. My hope is that you will help me to "out" all pedophiles, or at least some of them. I promise to not curse unnecessarily. I am of the opinion that there is no such thing as bad language, only bad experiences. I have survived so many Bad Experiences that I must share them on this blog. I hope and pray my story can save some poor child from abuse.
Back to my story, well I went crying and screaming to my mother. She saved me and a fake fight insued. I know it was fake because she beat him down many times before this and he was always left in a bloody heap. This time it was just a lot of loudness and the motel manager called the MPs (Military Police). She drove right behind them and bailed him out without disclosing the cause of the "fight"