The Love of Many Will Wax Cold

"Icy words dipped in lies to disguise their true meaning, Frigid condescending conversation; arctic alibis..." Unfortunately that is the way I feel about most of the people I know and come in contact with. I see phony people, they surround me. They are heartless, cold, selfish and uncaring beings. "Blind and won't see" Dear Lord, strengthen me, prop me up on every leaning side. Touch some one's heart Lord. Touch their cold hearts with a tender finger of love. Remove the FEAR and trepidation. Tell them that it is Fear that gives the devil access into their lives. Fear is contaminated FAITH, it is not natural, it is cowardly, it's low down. A man can not cower in fear and call himself a Man. Only snakes and sniveling slaves crawl around on their bellies dodging the bruising crushing blows from the demons they allow to control them. I have a message for all of the Perfect People. You put your trust in your good job, your fine home, your luxury cars. You run to church on Sunday begging God to bless YOU. Some of you are stupid enough to think you can buy a blessing. Well "I stopped by on my way to heaven.." to tell you ; YOU GET BLESSED BY BLESSING OTHERS!" You know that evil people are ruining our children by the millions and you simply say "Oh well, it didn't happen to me." I want you to know that one day you will stand in judgment and Jesus will say to you ; "Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me." Your homework is to read and study Matthew 25: 32 - 46 and to bless at least one child that is not yours.
Be blessed.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness from one of the "least" ones
Rachel

Where Is Your Compassion?

"So Jesus had compassion on them, and touched their eyes; and immediately their eyes received sight..." Matt 20:34 I think the worse thing a "Christian" can be is cold and uncaring. It just occurred to me, why are so many people suffering in the most affluent nation in the world? We are cold, we are selfish and most of all we are uncaring. "I got to get mine!" What happened to our churches? Oh how I long for a church like the one I grew up in, Wesley A.M.E. Zion, in Wade, NC. We had something that has been lost , equality. We had dinners on the yard, but the preacher sat with us. Our pastor did not have a staff, or body guards. I think they understood about not showing partiality. Be careful, do not put any man over you. If you do you are no more than a volunteer slave. Do you go out of your way to be mean to people? Do you hate people that do not think exactly like you? Do you judge people by their clothes, weight or age? Are you a frightened suck up, glad to do the bidding of someone that you placed over you? Now I finally understand why my grandfather always prayed; "Lord if I get too high up, bring me down." Praise the Lord for REAL Christians! Thank you Lord for giving me a voice and a cross.
Be Blessed.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel

Let Your Conscience Be Your Guide

You can't do it. If you lived a million years you couldn't do it. No one is smart enough to to navigate and survive this painful sick world without our Almighty God holding our hand. We need God and we need his "Play Book", the Bible. "The B-I-B-L-E yes that's book for me!" That is what we sang in vacation Bible School. My mother made us go to church every Sunday. That was the best thing she ever did for me. Don't let this world fool you children. "We ALL have sinned and come short of the throne of grace." But even in the last hour He said you can come into the kingdom. It doesn't matter what you've done. Come boldly, come honest. Seek Him and ask for forgiveness. Ask God to come into your heart and dwell there. Every morning before you brush your teeth you should fall down on your knees and thank God for his anointing. Ask God to let YOU be a blessing to others. If you are walking around burdened down with terrible secrets you should know that your secret is not a secret. It shows on your face, in your countenance, in your health. You can't feel good, you can't get well and you are miserable. Dear Lord I love my mother and I forgive her. May your light from heaven shine upon her, give her courage Lord. Trick the devil that is tricking her Lord. Give the TRUTH tellers courage Lord. Give us wisdom and understanding. No homework today children, just a word to meditate on ; "Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up." James 4:10 Peace.

Yea I'm Crazy

So what? You would be crazy too if you were forced to live my life for five minutes. Remember; "Judge not that YOU be not judged." I am venting to keep from exploding. I will not hurt you. If you don't curse or are offended by foul language please leave this sight immediately. No I do not curse in church or in a professional setting. I actually do have manners. Cursing is simply my way of venting. I know cursing was my first language because that was all I ever heard. If you have never experienced horrendous pain at the hands of a narcissistic sociopath, God blessed you and that was not the path he chose for you. It certainly was the one that he choose for me and I have decided that if I can't fit in , I Will stand out. First of all I am sick of neegaz fucking wid me! Yea, I tried to say that politely. "I am growing increasingly irritated with individuals that make a nuisance of themselves at my expense." Do you see the difference? I am not calm. I am raging!!! Do know God is healing me, he is not finished with me yet. Yea, some of you are judging me. I smell you. Hey, I do the Ten, buddy. The Ten commandments for Christ's sake. I love my neighbors as myself? How many can say that? Make sure you brighten some one's day today. The Bible says that you should defraud no man. Did you rip anyone off? Do you exploit others for your selfish financial gain? Do you TRUST God to bless you abundantly? Do you let others steal your Joy?Your homework is to be a blessing to a STRANGER! Someone that you don't know. Bless someone and never mention it to anyone. Now that's a real Christian. Sorry folks, I would have been Miss Perfect Whitebread but God saw fit to make me a teacher. Be Blessed!
Much Love, Peace and Happiness

Easily Duped

"We are a heartbreak people. We crush each other into fine little pieces till there is nothing left but dust. Why do we hate ourselves so much?" Hate is the key word. In our human condition we rage with fear and jealousy. We cower from the real enemy and lash out at the one's we pretend to love. Do we really trust God as we profess? JUDGE NOT THAT YOU BE NOT JUDGED! We hear it and we say it, but do we really believe it? We repeat the Lord's Prayer; "OUR father..." He is OUR father, not the white man's father,or the black man's. So how do we show God that we love and trust him? We divide ourselves and rail against each other violently. We begin most sentences with "I hate..." How long will we stumble in darkness children while the evil one laughs at our stupidity? Stop assigning vile characteristics to a particular group or race. You can not look at the color of my skin and judge me. I know the Lord is healing me, blessing me and gathering all the broken pieces of my body. He is making me over children. He is purging all of the dross, filth, impurities. He is cleaning me up. I have been washed in the blood of the Lamb. Do not count me out too soon. I learned in Bible study that I have dynamos power. I have God's dynamite. I have been raised from the dead. Your assignment for today is to keep reading Revelation 2:10 until you get it.
Be Blessed!
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel

Top of the Bottom

That's where a lot of oppressed people want to be. Lacking any ambition or self motivation their only concern in life is to have more than you. A bigger house, a newer and better car, it doesn't matter, just so they have fifty more dollars than you. In order to make sure you are bent down and broken , lost and forgotten they set traps, dig pits and spread lies. These cretins are so foul and disgusting no one in their right mind would have any thing to do with them. So they hide in the CHURCH. You can't keep them out. Every time the doors swing open they are there. No they do not want to sit in the pews. They demand high places because they want to be seen. These poor beings are lost in darkness. Narcissistic , sadistic and hedonistic! Have mercy, "Amen, come Jesus." Don't fear them , EXPOSE THEM! Too cowardly to openly live their reprobate lives they plot and conjure 24/7. Don't you dare foolishly attempt to placate them. This demon will grin in your face, send you gifts, tell you that they are proud of you WHILE they "root" you, poison you, set you up. They hate God and they hate every one that loves God. Because they think they have gotten away with their murders and mayhem they are laughing right now. Please somebody tell them that "when their desolation comes , it will come as a WHIRLWIND"

Eye Hath Not Seen

I know God is good! He has his hand upon me. Thank you Lord for speaking to me when I was four years when you promised me that you would never leave me.
"Come by here Lord! Somebody needs you." I am fractured, I am broken, but I am healing My favorite place to be as a child was church. Good singing, good preaching and good food abounded. Most importantly the seed was planted, it took root. I learned that I should never be ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I am glad I listened when my grandfather told my mother every day "Mathy Jane, apart from Christ you are nothing." WE ARE NOTHING APART FROM CHRIST. If you want your life to be counted as dung. Try living on your own, try to fight your own battles. I was in prison for 58 years! But the Lord stirred me up, lifted me up out of that muck and mire. I truly "Count it All Joy!" Our lesson for the day children is Revelation 7:14 "These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes in the blood of the Lamb." Be Blessed.
Much Love, Peace and happiness.