I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

What shocked you most?

...about her betrayal?

She was the opposite.  I mean she said the exact opposite of what she meant or was thinking.  I know now.  I put it together, now.  I understand, now!  It is crystal clear ,now.

She declared how much she loved me to everyone around, any one that would bother to listen, but her actions always betrayed her.

Like what?  Like what?  Like no baby pictures.  How are you going to fail to take pictures of this baby you claim to love so much?  A baby you claim is so beautiful?  There is a serious lack of evidence your honor.   How is any real mother going to orchestrate and participate in the sexual abuse of her own children?  Then turn around and instill so much fear in them that she feels comfortable in her debauchery? Proud!  Not a shred or remorse.  Walking around stuck up, snooty, looking down on people, always talking about people.  Picking at people, calling every person of color black and ugly.  Trying to solicit praise and honor for her color.  Something she had nothing to do with.  Trying to elevate an accident of birth to some "blessed" status.  Walking around bothered, irritated , scaring the "be-Jesus" out of people so you won't have to hear about or face your "sickness"   You are sick of me talking about you, ain't you?  (No! not "aren't" you, I am on your level today)  You never thought I thought I was better than you.  You are smart!  Why didn't you use that brain for GOD? for the uplifting of GOD's Kingdom?

  "Ah can't change de pass!"; all indignant and cross!  Still trying to intimidate.  Still that savage bully.

No, there is definitely something wrong with you.   And it is more than a screw loose.  It is more than being simply misguided.  You always tried to pawn yourself off as a helpless sinner.  You are far far worse than any ordinary fallen sinner.  You are that woman in Ezekiel 13.  You are some kind of "witch", demonic soothsayer.  But, you ain't got no power!  Well, you ain't got none no more!

You never had any!  GOD used you!  You thought you were using GOD and GOD was using you!  "Good-GOD-Almighty!" What an awesome GOD I serve!

He said He will make your enemy your footstool and He will.  GOD is going to save his children.  I am not giving up the right for the wrong, for you.  Why should I save your reputation?  You never did!

Paul Robeson - Balm in Gilead

Mahalia Jackson- There is a Balm in Gilead

You don't control me!

You can't even control yourself, how are you going to control me?

You mad, huh?  You fuming, huh?  Feeling betrayed I reckon.  Welcome to the club.

You sure got a lot of nerve pretending to be all wounded and forlorn.  Calling here crying!  Pretending to be distraught because I called the police on you.  They told me that they really couldn't do anything, that you would have to confess.

For some reason you thought that I did it anonymously.  Secretive, clandestine or covert is not my style.  That's your m.o. (modus operindi).

You don't need to be sneaky when you are telling the truth.  You don't have to have a good memory either.

Just who do you think you are?  You have no power!  You have a lot of guile and treachery.  You are totally dishonest and low-life.  You are nothing but an ungrateful, selfish, spiteful, whorish, lying imp!

Hey! I didn't make you.  You look in the mirror.  You have been you for over 86 years!  You know you.  You know that you can't be trusted.

Back to your murdering my granddaddy.  You can't do what you always did.  You always did despicable things so foul that no one wanted to recognize them, remember them.  You did things best not talked about.

I never could understand that about you.  I could never square that in my head.  How you could be a pioneer whore, a world class freak and sit up in church every Sunday.

Did you think "church going" cleaned you up, appeased GOD?

Why are you such a jealous woman?  You're (were) pretty, you're smart, you're gifted and talented.  How did you think you could keep me away from GOD's best?  Why did you want to?

You deliberately led your entire family into captivity and you know it.  You laugh, you think it is funny.  You lost, dummy!

If ***** had become the great musician that he wanted to be, he would have blessed you.  You know that .  But, his total and utter destruction (on the sly) was more important to you.  Why?  He is still a bastard.  He is still an "outside" child that you laid on your husband.

"All caught in yo net is yearn!"; we laughed.  Why did you curse him out when he asked about his father?   Why did you curse me for telling him?  I didn't have anything to do with your "whorishness", Miss "Sitting on a Gold Mine".

Be hot or cold.  "Either you is a 'ho or you ain't!"  You can't be a 'ho on the sly, fool!  Your solution to beat, stab, lie on, destroy any and everyone that knew or called you a 'ho was not the best solution.

Trying to make all the women you know "'ho(s)" is your answer.  You can't do that and call yourself a "preacher".  And you can't cuss out people for criticizing your crooked wobbly walk with GOD.

I still say that you are not nearly as crazy as you pretend to be.  You are too good.  Your foul deeds have been too successful for you to be the fool you pretend to be.

P.T. Barnum said that a sucker is born every minute.  You sure proved it.  I wonder if P.T. willingly, voluntarily enslaved his whole family just so he could be the "top of the bottom"?

We are coming in Hot!Hot! Hot!  Coming with fire and brimstone!  Coming with GOD's Holy Ghost Truth!

Be richly blessed.  Stay in His WORD.  (lets do Acts chapter 1 today).  Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel