It can not be possible! For eighty-six long years this vile creature has been allowed to abuse and mutilate. For eighty-six long years she has remained camouflaged behind a mouthful of "Thanky Jesus" and a clerical robe. Charming and pleasing to the eye, cunning and clever, diabolical to the core, she has waxed worse and worse.
No, you don't have to do anything. You don't have to say anything. Suffer her if you must. I won't!
Monday, May 14, 2012
Make it plain
That's what GOD said to me; "Make it plain." The simple truth is I was born into the clutches of what has to be the most maniacal, diabolical, conniving, deceitful, murderous woman that ever lived. A closeted demon so cunning that I could not see her clearly until I was in my late 50s.
To the outside world she is a refined lady, a minister of the Gospel. Only her six children know better. Psychologically enslaved and tethered we have endured, some of us for as long as seventy years.
Impossible you say? Not if that demon was smart enough to plant terrifying fear in our hearts. Everyone knows, betray Mathy Jane if you want to , you are going to get a beat down, put down and a "root".
I watched her beat my little brother for defecating on himself. He had on a diaper! He was a baby. She was mad because he had loose bowels. The fecal matter spilled out of his diaper and she had to clean it up. She beat him savagely! That was just the beginning of his inhuman treatment. A lazy cunt, she was always tricking someone into cleaning up her messes. She hated that boy and still does. She always called him ugly and lot of other foul names.
"Make it plain." She tortures you one minute and showers you with "love" the next. She confused us, kept our heads spinning, to say the least. Cruel demonic acts, one after the other. Sick perverted sex acts...just a common woman, known to have sex with anyone, any where, any time, any gender, any age.
"Make it plain." Sick insane jealousy has always plagued her. You were never going to rise above her in anything. So, you some how managed to acquire a college degree or medical degree. She made sure you would never reap the benefits. She stalked you, pretended to love you, just to destroy you.
"Make it plain." Too lazy to care for her invalid father alone, one day she had enough and she simply shot him through the heart. Claimed it was suicide, never blinked, never flinched. She made sure she was the finest dressed at the wake and the funeral. Bought herself fine outfits and complained about having to buy him a suit. My grandfather was so selfless he neglected to buy himself anything. I was shocked when I looked at his old suit still hanging in the closet. It was a summer suit that he wore year round. It was thread bare. He had one white shirt and a snake tie. We argued when she refused to buy him a two dollar pair of socks. I stood up to her then and demanded that she put socks on him. "What difference it make? He ded." I "cut the fool" in that department store. It seems I had a little Mathy Jane in me.
Every month he turned all of his checks over to her, social security, his pension. All she ever had to say was ; "Daddy, I need..."
"Make it plain." A cold heartless woman, No morals, no decency, a complete fraud. Some how I convinced myself that she became a preacher because she was remorseful. Horse pucky. Preaching is part of her game. She simply wants to be seen. She demands to be adored and worshipped. The fool actually wants to prove that she is more powerful than GOD. That she is smarter than her father, than GOD.
"Make it plain." It seems my whipped family will let it happen. Mum. "Narry" a word. They will not say yea or nay. I understand their fear. I fully understand their disbelief.
I refuse to be her slave, her b****, any longer. Family some truth is abominable. But the truth is the Truth and the Truth will set you free!
Dear LORD I am pleading for your mercy. I am tired of hurting. I am tired of crying. I am tired of no one in my family caring. I am tired of her slandering my grandfather.
Give them courage LORD. Bring them to your marvelous light. Take their fear LORD. Bless them abundantly is my prayer In Jesus' name.
Sincerely,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the proud granddaughter of a truly righteous man)
To the outside world she is a refined lady, a minister of the Gospel. Only her six children know better. Psychologically enslaved and tethered we have endured, some of us for as long as seventy years.
Impossible you say? Not if that demon was smart enough to plant terrifying fear in our hearts. Everyone knows, betray Mathy Jane if you want to , you are going to get a beat down, put down and a "root".
I watched her beat my little brother for defecating on himself. He had on a diaper! He was a baby. She was mad because he had loose bowels. The fecal matter spilled out of his diaper and she had to clean it up. She beat him savagely! That was just the beginning of his inhuman treatment. A lazy cunt, she was always tricking someone into cleaning up her messes. She hated that boy and still does. She always called him ugly and lot of other foul names.
"Make it plain." She tortures you one minute and showers you with "love" the next. She confused us, kept our heads spinning, to say the least. Cruel demonic acts, one after the other. Sick perverted sex acts...just a common woman, known to have sex with anyone, any where, any time, any gender, any age.
"Make it plain." Sick insane jealousy has always plagued her. You were never going to rise above her in anything. So, you some how managed to acquire a college degree or medical degree. She made sure you would never reap the benefits. She stalked you, pretended to love you, just to destroy you.
"Make it plain." Too lazy to care for her invalid father alone, one day she had enough and she simply shot him through the heart. Claimed it was suicide, never blinked, never flinched. She made sure she was the finest dressed at the wake and the funeral. Bought herself fine outfits and complained about having to buy him a suit. My grandfather was so selfless he neglected to buy himself anything. I was shocked when I looked at his old suit still hanging in the closet. It was a summer suit that he wore year round. It was thread bare. He had one white shirt and a snake tie. We argued when she refused to buy him a two dollar pair of socks. I stood up to her then and demanded that she put socks on him. "What difference it make? He ded." I "cut the fool" in that department store. It seems I had a little Mathy Jane in me.
Every month he turned all of his checks over to her, social security, his pension. All she ever had to say was ; "Daddy, I need..."
"Make it plain." A cold heartless woman, No morals, no decency, a complete fraud. Some how I convinced myself that she became a preacher because she was remorseful. Horse pucky. Preaching is part of her game. She simply wants to be seen. She demands to be adored and worshipped. The fool actually wants to prove that she is more powerful than GOD. That she is smarter than her father, than GOD.
"Make it plain." It seems my whipped family will let it happen. Mum. "Narry" a word. They will not say yea or nay. I understand their fear. I fully understand their disbelief.
I refuse to be her slave, her b****, any longer. Family some truth is abominable. But the truth is the Truth and the Truth will set you free!
Dear LORD I am pleading for your mercy. I am tired of hurting. I am tired of crying. I am tired of no one in my family caring. I am tired of her slandering my grandfather.
Give them courage LORD. Bring them to your marvelous light. Take their fear LORD. Bless them abundantly is my prayer In Jesus' name.
Sincerely,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the proud granddaughter of a truly righteous man)
Little David slayed ...
Goliath! What is the point of that story? That with faith, with your trust in GOD you can do anything, including slaying a mighty giant.
Goliath was huge. He is symbolic of evil. He was fearless and confident. An evil monster cut down by a little Hebrew boy with a rock.
What will you do when you run into your monster, your evil giant? Will you run and hide? Will you try to placate that demon while praying and waiting on GOD to do something? Or will you live with that monster and tolerate her evil? Will you let her destroy and diminish the quality of your life because she lets you have the crumbs from her table?
Will you pretend that you don't know because the truth is too inconvenient? Will you continue to let her rip you open, insult you and terrorize you while laughing out of habit? Have you given up? Do you go along to get along just because everyone else does? Did she successfully rob you of your manhood? Is she still strutting around with your "manhood" in her pocket? Did she do things to you that you are too ashamed to admit, acts so abominable you can't admit them to yourself?
No you don't have to hit her in the head with a rock. Your truth would help. Your testimony would help. No, you were her victim also. You had no idea she could or would murder her own father. It happened. But, did you care? Did you ever care? Can you care now?
Still got Jesus plastered on your lips and far from your heart? Still wearing Him around your neck, attending church and not listening to His WORD?
Trust GOD! I'm telling, I'm doing the best I can to slay that demon. If you have a heart. If you have any Walters blood in you, the least you can do is help me tell my story.
We let evil demons kill our prophets "while we stand around and wait." We let demons walk on us, control us, terrorize us, refuse to stand up for ourselves. We suffer from lack and blame the white man knowing full well the cause of our misery is our own "mother".
This demon has railed and maimed for eighty-six years because no one is brave enough to stand up to her. I assure you, she has no power. Let her live to be a hundred scheming, scamming, pimping and oppressing. Keep honoring your "mother" because that's what the Bible says. Strangely, you violate other "rules" and commandments. Well, you keep honoring her. Keep on.
Goliath was huge. He is symbolic of evil. He was fearless and confident. An evil monster cut down by a little Hebrew boy with a rock.
What will you do when you run into your monster, your evil giant? Will you run and hide? Will you try to placate that demon while praying and waiting on GOD to do something? Or will you live with that monster and tolerate her evil? Will you let her destroy and diminish the quality of your life because she lets you have the crumbs from her table?
Will you pretend that you don't know because the truth is too inconvenient? Will you continue to let her rip you open, insult you and terrorize you while laughing out of habit? Have you given up? Do you go along to get along just because everyone else does? Did she successfully rob you of your manhood? Is she still strutting around with your "manhood" in her pocket? Did she do things to you that you are too ashamed to admit, acts so abominable you can't admit them to yourself?
No you don't have to hit her in the head with a rock. Your truth would help. Your testimony would help. No, you were her victim also. You had no idea she could or would murder her own father. It happened. But, did you care? Did you ever care? Can you care now?
Still got Jesus plastered on your lips and far from your heart? Still wearing Him around your neck, attending church and not listening to His WORD?
Trust GOD! I'm telling, I'm doing the best I can to slay that demon. If you have a heart. If you have any Walters blood in you, the least you can do is help me tell my story.
We let evil demons kill our prophets "while we stand around and wait." We let demons walk on us, control us, terrorize us, refuse to stand up for ourselves. We suffer from lack and blame the white man knowing full well the cause of our misery is our own "mother".
This demon has railed and maimed for eighty-six years because no one is brave enough to stand up to her. I assure you, she has no power. Let her live to be a hundred scheming, scamming, pimping and oppressing. Keep honoring your "mother" because that's what the Bible says. Strangely, you violate other "rules" and commandments. Well, you keep honoring her. Keep on.
Her posture is that of ...
a person that is self assured, over confident. She struts about like a peacock, still preaching, still lying, without a care in the world. Why shouldn't she? She committed the vilest abominable sins the world has ever known and the A.M.E.Zion church gave her a license to preach and according to her, they honor her.
I contacted the Fayetteville Police in 1988. They didn't care, they ignored me. I finally persuaded the police to "investigate" in 2011. They simply dropped by her house apologizing about this "nut" in Atlanta that keeps hounding them. I assume they sat around laughing about me. She can be very charming and gregarious.
Looks are deceiving. Just what is a cold bloodied murderer supposed to look like? How does an evil demon act? My doubters are looking for logic. It doesn't make sense, so therefore it didn't happen. No! Why she's a preacher. She's so pretty, she's so kind, she's so generous. She's old, every word that comes out of her mouth is about GOD, how she loves the LORD, how she is sending up timber.
They all refuse to look at her fruit. Everyone knows to tip-toe around her because she has a "temper". Have any of you ever noticed how she tears everyone down? Sometimes she lets her guard down and something foul and disgusting will slip out of this "preacher's" mouth.
What will it take for you to finally recognize her for what she is? Jesus told you to beware of false prophets, outwardly they wear sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves.
It would take a ravenous wolf to commit the kind of sick demonic perversion on her little children that she did. Did it and got away. Got away with a so what attitude. She is eighty-six years old and I can recount hundreds of sick repulsive things she did to me or someone in my family over the sixty years I've known her.
My family knows but they live in fear. They know, but they don't want to know. They refuse to believe although everyone of them carry deep wounds. You can't see the fangs, the tentacles, the horns. No way, that's impossible. "I never heard of such!"
Well you better hear and you better know. Any woman that can blow a hole through her eighty-four year old saintly father's heart because she is tired of taking care of him is a DEMON!
You don't want to tell because it might embarrass you. You don't want to tell because she's your mother and you refuse to believe. You don't want to tell because she threatened to leave you out of the will. You don't want to tell because it is too complicated and it happened in 1979 so just get over it!
COLD BLOODED MURDERER! COLD BLOODED RAPIST! EVIL "ROOT WORKER"! And nobody cares. You pat me on the head and send me your prayers. You send me religious e-mails.
You don't want to get involved, it's too messy. It's too disgusting. You're too busy. "GAWD will take care of hur." "I jest can't believe that. She's always been nice to me."
Well, I came to tell you, GOD's watching you. He has His eye on you. You won't "share", you won't tell. You will not lift one finger to expose this hideous monster. You grin in her face and tell her that you love her. You play her pretend games just to get along. You don't won't to get involved. Don't! With the help of the LORD Jesus Christ I will press on. I will tell my story!
Yes, the wicked shall cease from troubling one day. But, they would cease sooner if so called "Christians" refused to tolerate evil. If the "church" would be the real Church. If my family members would pray and ask GOD to take the terror out of their hearts. If just one would join me in my fight!
"Let your conscience be your guide." Jerome Walters
I will not rest, I will not sleep until I have justice for Jerome Walters!
Sincerely,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the very proud granddaughter of a very great man)
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace. May GOD open your eyes and soften your hard uncaring hearts.
I contacted the Fayetteville Police in 1988. They didn't care, they ignored me. I finally persuaded the police to "investigate" in 2011. They simply dropped by her house apologizing about this "nut" in Atlanta that keeps hounding them. I assume they sat around laughing about me. She can be very charming and gregarious.
Looks are deceiving. Just what is a cold bloodied murderer supposed to look like? How does an evil demon act? My doubters are looking for logic. It doesn't make sense, so therefore it didn't happen. No! Why she's a preacher. She's so pretty, she's so kind, she's so generous. She's old, every word that comes out of her mouth is about GOD, how she loves the LORD, how she is sending up timber.
They all refuse to look at her fruit. Everyone knows to tip-toe around her because she has a "temper". Have any of you ever noticed how she tears everyone down? Sometimes she lets her guard down and something foul and disgusting will slip out of this "preacher's" mouth.
What will it take for you to finally recognize her for what she is? Jesus told you to beware of false prophets, outwardly they wear sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves.
It would take a ravenous wolf to commit the kind of sick demonic perversion on her little children that she did. Did it and got away. Got away with a so what attitude. She is eighty-six years old and I can recount hundreds of sick repulsive things she did to me or someone in my family over the sixty years I've known her.
My family knows but they live in fear. They know, but they don't want to know. They refuse to believe although everyone of them carry deep wounds. You can't see the fangs, the tentacles, the horns. No way, that's impossible. "I never heard of such!"
Well you better hear and you better know. Any woman that can blow a hole through her eighty-four year old saintly father's heart because she is tired of taking care of him is a DEMON!
You don't want to tell because it might embarrass you. You don't want to tell because she's your mother and you refuse to believe. You don't want to tell because she threatened to leave you out of the will. You don't want to tell because it is too complicated and it happened in 1979 so just get over it!
COLD BLOODED MURDERER! COLD BLOODED RAPIST! EVIL "ROOT WORKER"! And nobody cares. You pat me on the head and send me your prayers. You send me religious e-mails.
You don't want to get involved, it's too messy. It's too disgusting. You're too busy. "GAWD will take care of hur." "I jest can't believe that. She's always been nice to me."
Well, I came to tell you, GOD's watching you. He has His eye on you. You won't "share", you won't tell. You will not lift one finger to expose this hideous monster. You grin in her face and tell her that you love her. You play her pretend games just to get along. You don't won't to get involved. Don't! With the help of the LORD Jesus Christ I will press on. I will tell my story!
Yes, the wicked shall cease from troubling one day. But, they would cease sooner if so called "Christians" refused to tolerate evil. If the "church" would be the real Church. If my family members would pray and ask GOD to take the terror out of their hearts. If just one would join me in my fight!
"Let your conscience be your guide." Jerome Walters
I will not rest, I will not sleep until I have justice for Jerome Walters!
Sincerely,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the very proud granddaughter of a very great man)
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace. May GOD open your eyes and soften your hard uncaring hearts.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
He' got a plan...
you can't win and it is apparent that you are too dumb to give up. It's in the book. Read it for understanding and guidance, not manipulation and snaring.
You can't win. You've been losing your whole life. "He that exalteth himself shall be debased." You sure helped to illustrate and prove that scripture.
"Be not envious and covetous." Again you refused to listen. Your insane jealousy ruined your life. Made you a despicable "thing".
You can continue to rail against GOD and the Truth if you want to. You can pretend that you hate me because I "lied" on you, slandered you. Knowing full well that you are a pathological liar and a murderer. No, man doesn't have to put you in prison. You are imprisoned by your sins.
You thought you successfully robbed me of a decent life. I suggest you think again.
Still won't hear? So you are going to play crazy and half-witted to the very end, huh? Still trying to work your "roots", huh? Still trying to put your little dust, your primitive "goofer dust" up against Almighty GOD.
I am ashamed of you. I do pray for you and all that are of the same dull understanding.
As you celebrate "Mother's Day" today, think of the wonderful mother GOD blessed you with. Remember how you were rebellious and went against everything she ever tried to teach you. Don't you dare complain about what your children didn't do for you. Don't you dare harbor hatred for me because I didn't give you anything, because I didn't send you a card. I can't. You tortured and humiliated me for far too long and well past the ability for any human being to endure.
Yes I am "human". {Well at least he's human! that's the slanderous lie you pinned on my grandmother. She never said that. You said that to hurt my brother, to mold him into "something" you could enslave and control.} Yes I'm human and I'm intelligent. I am a critical thinker and a reader. But, above all I am a child of GOD. GOD saved me from the likes of you.
Have you ever wondered why you have lived so long? Why you have REALLY lived so long. Quit telling that lie that GOD blessed you because you were such a good daughter and honored your parents. I think GOD left you here to reveal you to the world. Yes, you were too conniving , devious , treacherous and common to be believed.
Thank you for being a shining example of what NOT to do. Thank you for making me go to church EVERY Sunday. Thank you for your savage barbaric cruelty. It purged me, refined me, made me pure gold. Yes, there is a blessing in everything.
No, it is not too late. GOD is waiting. Won't you bend your stiff neck? Want you give your life to Christ for real?
Stay in His WORD children. Read your Bible. Pray. Read or say the LORD's Prayer every day. Ask GOD to come into your heart, to lead and guide you. Most of all pray and ask GOD to deliver you from evil. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
You can't win. You've been losing your whole life. "He that exalteth himself shall be debased." You sure helped to illustrate and prove that scripture.
"Be not envious and covetous." Again you refused to listen. Your insane jealousy ruined your life. Made you a despicable "thing".
You can continue to rail against GOD and the Truth if you want to. You can pretend that you hate me because I "lied" on you, slandered you. Knowing full well that you are a pathological liar and a murderer. No, man doesn't have to put you in prison. You are imprisoned by your sins.
You thought you successfully robbed me of a decent life. I suggest you think again.
Still won't hear? So you are going to play crazy and half-witted to the very end, huh? Still trying to work your "roots", huh? Still trying to put your little dust, your primitive "goofer dust" up against Almighty GOD.
I am ashamed of you. I do pray for you and all that are of the same dull understanding.
As you celebrate "Mother's Day" today, think of the wonderful mother GOD blessed you with. Remember how you were rebellious and went against everything she ever tried to teach you. Don't you dare complain about what your children didn't do for you. Don't you dare harbor hatred for me because I didn't give you anything, because I didn't send you a card. I can't. You tortured and humiliated me for far too long and well past the ability for any human being to endure.
Yes I am "human". {Well at least he's human! that's the slanderous lie you pinned on my grandmother. She never said that. You said that to hurt my brother, to mold him into "something" you could enslave and control.} Yes I'm human and I'm intelligent. I am a critical thinker and a reader. But, above all I am a child of GOD. GOD saved me from the likes of you.
Have you ever wondered why you have lived so long? Why you have REALLY lived so long. Quit telling that lie that GOD blessed you because you were such a good daughter and honored your parents. I think GOD left you here to reveal you to the world. Yes, you were too conniving , devious , treacherous and common to be believed.
Thank you for being a shining example of what NOT to do. Thank you for making me go to church EVERY Sunday. Thank you for your savage barbaric cruelty. It purged me, refined me, made me pure gold. Yes, there is a blessing in everything.
No, it is not too late. GOD is waiting. Won't you bend your stiff neck? Want you give your life to Christ for real?
Stay in His WORD children. Read your Bible. Pray. Read or say the LORD's Prayer every day. Ask GOD to come into your heart, to lead and guide you. Most of all pray and ask GOD to deliver you from evil. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Jesus said; "suffer the
little children to come unto me. Forbid them not the kingdom of heaven." You knew that, tried to pretend that you didn't understand. Tried to blame that man you were with. You didn't care, they were just little black bastards to you. You knew better. You had sense enough to hide it.
You say you don't care. You keep saying you "ain't gon' nevah repent!" You feel guilty. Yes you do! Why you preach then? What you trying to prove? Are you trying to prove to the LORD that you love him? You got every kind of Bible they make, every Concordance, Hebrew-Greek Key Study Bible, New American Standard. You are in the church every time the door opens. What are you looking for? There is nothing you can do to erase your past. There is nothing you can do to make me forget. Withdrawing your love from me won't help. You never loved me any way. How can I miss what I never had? You can search all you want. You ain't covered. You're indicted. GOD knows you killed your daddy, and a lot of other people know too. They just pretend like they don't know.
Who wants to be burdened with your demonic deeds? No, you won't get by. You won't get away. Why you kill your daddy? Did his truth hurt you? No, the truth is you were too lazy to take care of him. You 'bout sorry, you know that?
It is one thing to do wrong out of ignorance. And it is another thing to do wrong and think you're going to get away because you think you're so smart. You and your "dirt", your magic dirt. You didn't do nothing but ruin your life.
I know you're shame. Well, you ought to be. I'm shame to know you. Don't want to claim you. I told you to pray. I told you to fast. The gig is up. GOD still wants you. He still wants to save your soul. No, you can't trade that preaching and Bible quoting for your sins. You can't blame it on your children. Ain't nobody jealous of you because you're "yalla and got good hair". No you're not luckier, smarter,
Quit lying to yourself! You haven't fooled anyone! They can't wait for you to die so they can talk about you like a dog. Quit trying to scare people with your "root working". A lot of good it did you. You're one pay check from poverty just like I am. Stop scamming, plotting and planning. You never had to marry men that you didn't love.
Rebellious and hard headed. You say you did the best you could. Perhaps you did. You best is awful. Yea, I'm telling (almost) everything every where I go. I don't want to see another child go astray like you did.
I don't know why you could never love anyone sincerely. I don't know why you always put on aires pretending to be something that you could have been. Salvation is still free. You don't have to fake it. No trust, no faith. Maybe it just wasn't your time. GOD said He created some vessels for honor and some for dishonor. If you don't repent I'll know that GOD created you for dishonor. He created you so that others will know that He is real, that His WORD is true.
You are a mighty cruel woman. What if you end up infirm like your daddy? Do you think one of your children might shoot you through the heart? It would serve you right. Karma is real, you know.
They say beauty is only skin deep, and you sure proved it.
Think about what I said. Yes, I'm still praying for you. I pray that you will trust the LORD and accept Him as your savior. I pray that you will not worry about what others have to say. I pray that you will stop hating and working roots on people.
I pray that GOD will open your blinded eyes and bring you to the light. I pray that your long eight-six years of disgusting, despicable sin will be forgiven.
By the way; "Happy Mother's Day"
Get in His WORD children. Trust the LORD Jesus Christ with all your heart. Pray for the weak and pitiful. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
You say you don't care. You keep saying you "ain't gon' nevah repent!" You feel guilty. Yes you do! Why you preach then? What you trying to prove? Are you trying to prove to the LORD that you love him? You got every kind of Bible they make, every Concordance, Hebrew-Greek Key Study Bible, New American Standard. You are in the church every time the door opens. What are you looking for? There is nothing you can do to erase your past. There is nothing you can do to make me forget. Withdrawing your love from me won't help. You never loved me any way. How can I miss what I never had? You can search all you want. You ain't covered. You're indicted. GOD knows you killed your daddy, and a lot of other people know too. They just pretend like they don't know.
Who wants to be burdened with your demonic deeds? No, you won't get by. You won't get away. Why you kill your daddy? Did his truth hurt you? No, the truth is you were too lazy to take care of him. You 'bout sorry, you know that?
It is one thing to do wrong out of ignorance. And it is another thing to do wrong and think you're going to get away because you think you're so smart. You and your "dirt", your magic dirt. You didn't do nothing but ruin your life.
I know you're shame. Well, you ought to be. I'm shame to know you. Don't want to claim you. I told you to pray. I told you to fast. The gig is up. GOD still wants you. He still wants to save your soul. No, you can't trade that preaching and Bible quoting for your sins. You can't blame it on your children. Ain't nobody jealous of you because you're "yalla and got good hair". No you're not luckier, smarter,
Quit lying to yourself! You haven't fooled anyone! They can't wait for you to die so they can talk about you like a dog. Quit trying to scare people with your "root working". A lot of good it did you. You're one pay check from poverty just like I am. Stop scamming, plotting and planning. You never had to marry men that you didn't love.
Rebellious and hard headed. You say you did the best you could. Perhaps you did. You best is awful. Yea, I'm telling (almost) everything every where I go. I don't want to see another child go astray like you did.
I don't know why you could never love anyone sincerely. I don't know why you always put on aires pretending to be something that you could have been. Salvation is still free. You don't have to fake it. No trust, no faith. Maybe it just wasn't your time. GOD said He created some vessels for honor and some for dishonor. If you don't repent I'll know that GOD created you for dishonor. He created you so that others will know that He is real, that His WORD is true.
You are a mighty cruel woman. What if you end up infirm like your daddy? Do you think one of your children might shoot you through the heart? It would serve you right. Karma is real, you know.
They say beauty is only skin deep, and you sure proved it.
Think about what I said. Yes, I'm still praying for you. I pray that you will trust the LORD and accept Him as your savior. I pray that you will not worry about what others have to say. I pray that you will stop hating and working roots on people.
I pray that GOD will open your blinded eyes and bring you to the light. I pray that your long eight-six years of disgusting, despicable sin will be forgiven.
By the way; "Happy Mother's Day"
Get in His WORD children. Trust the LORD Jesus Christ with all your heart. Pray for the weak and pitiful. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
N***** don't like to read!
They sho' don't. Dat's why dey so ignut. Dat's why they git took advantge of so often. They try to pretend lak they read though. Be trying to sound all educated and s***. Dumb a** n****! Dey a plague on the erf jest like flies. I can't stand'um, nun of'um.
Dey cursed I tell ya! Won't read and you can't tell'um nuttin'. Don't blieve s*** stank. Not if you black and tell'um. Any thang come out a white man's mouf dey blieve. Dey blieved dey wuz gon' git forty acres and a mule...ain't got it yet! Stupid n******.
Hi dey git lak dat? Slavery? Naw, they try to blame slavery, it ain't nuttin' but duh devil. Devil got'um chile.
Dey cursed I tell ya! Won't read and you can't tell'um nuttin'. Don't blieve s*** stank. Not if you black and tell'um. Any thang come out a white man's mouf dey blieve. Dey blieved dey wuz gon' git forty acres and a mule...ain't got it yet! Stupid n******.
Hi dey git lak dat? Slavery? Naw, they try to blame slavery, it ain't nuttin' but duh devil. Devil got'um chile.
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