I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Monday, July 23, 2012

Help us Holy Ghost!

A man goes into a movie theater and murders twelve people, wounds fifty or sixty innocent men, women and children.  And there are still people that say there is no such thing as evil.  If  good exists, you must have bad.  GOD verses evil.  Some choose evil, some choose good.  Too many people choose Satan, too few choose GOD.  I don't know why.  It is the mystery of the ages, of the universe.

If we are not hurting enough here comes that "Rev" Phelps and his "church".  Calling people names and glorifying murder.  How is that Christian? Let go of the anger.  You should not use anger and hatred to force people to go along with your agenda.  Is your motivation salvation or humiliation?

Why would anyone ever want to humiliate another human being?  What gives you the right to judge or to destroy?  Growing up not only did I witness my mother savagely beat my baby brother who was barely a year old.   I had to listen to her curse and humiliate him every day.  She called him ugly, bugged eyed, pop eyed, dumb.  Do know in between her savage cruel treatment she would love on us.  Hug us and kiss us, compliment us.  Some may call it bi-polar.  I call it a ruse, a trick,  a ploy, a tool to keep us enslaved, confused.

Martha thoroughly ruined her life by the time she was sixteen.  She had an unwanted baby and I am sure a very bad reputation.  Trying to murder her daddy on Mr. "Wifford's" porch sure didn't help her reputation in in Wade.

No one could reach her.  She "cut duh fool".  I think she continued to get pregnant every year.  Selfish and uncaring.  Always believing her beauty, cunning and charismatic charm was all she would every need.  Unfortunately her insane jealousy plagued her.  She hated anyone with a college degree, something she could have earned but lacked the discipline.

All I know is that ***** always hated me.  Always placed me in harms way when it came to her lovers.  She wanted to see me fail.  Demanded that I be nothing but a whorish loser like her.  I rebelled, I refused.  So she did what she has always done, pretended to love me so that she could stay up on me to ruin me, to root me.

If she is in your life she is doing the exact same thing to you.  If you can't see it that's your misfortune.

I always hurt for my poor brothers.  They certainly suffered some terrible abuse at her hands.  "I'll cut yo' muthaf****** balls out!" was their morning wake up call.  She hasn't changed, not one bit.  She's just old as dirt.  The same scummy low immoral creature she has always been.  Still jealous hollering "Lawd! Lawd!" not meaning a single word.

"From such stay away."  No you never have to say you are sorry.  I am sure you never will.  Who could dare admit to being as common as you proved to be.  You fell lower than whale s***.

Men don't marry a whore.  Never get with a woman because she is a beautiful seductress.  "From such stay away!"

I was fifty-eight years old and she called me fat and ugly.  A shriveled up ancient whore called me ugly and I cried.  I was tired.  I was visiting her for Christmas.  She used her charm and wit to trick me into visiting her once again.  No presents.  She never has any presents for you.  If you get a present it is some left over s*** she didn't want.  She will sit around on her old ass and fire insult after insult until you can't take it any more.  Then she will play crazy and claim she didn't mean any harm.

"From such stay away."  She knows full well why she is still so evil after all of these years.  She still uses "witchcraft", still serves the devil and still suffers from carnal lust and sick jealousy.  "It is what it is"  She is what she is.  I choose to be "motherless".  I would rather have a cold blooded rattlesnake for a  mother.  At least it would have the decency to rattle before a strike.

"From such stay away."

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Never beat your children!

All you do is instill fear.  The scripture does say "Spare the rod and spoil the child." It means knowledge, not a stick.  Jesus imparted knowledge.  He didn't go around beating and knocking on people.  Take the time to instruct your child properly.

If you were victimized as a child.  If you suffered vicious savage brutality as I did.  Let go of that fear.  Leave it at the alter.  That monster can no longer hurt you.  Yes, she still has a vicious lying mouth.  But, at the longest it is not long.

Stand up and be a man.  Be the man that she never wanted to see.  The man she prevented you from becoming.  Trust GOD.  He told you to fear no man.  That certainly includes your vicious savage primitive demonic mother.  Call her what she is.  She will never change.  You pitying her will never help her.  Look beyond that fake exterior.  Remember!  Recall all of her sick demented acts.

She is going to get exactly what she deserves.  You can rest assured of that.  You are going to have to look in the mirror when she is finally gone.  You are going to question your "manhood".  You are going to wonder why you let her slay you so long.

She is not worth it.  If you must hate me.  Hate me on your own.  Don't hate me because she cultivated it, demanded it.  Hate the lies she feed you.  Hate what she did to your life.

She won't come near me, not because I know the truth.  But, because I have the courage to speak the truth, just like my granddaddy.  My dear brothers, I assure you, she is the coward,  transparent and despicable. She didn't beat you to "raise" you.  She did it because she is a savage sadist freak hiding behind her fake persona of "caring nurturing mother".  When has she ever cared about you? about anyone?  She refused to hold the bottle in your mouth to feed you.   She rolled up a towel and slapped the bottle in your mouth.  Left you on the couch choking with half the milk spilling out of the corner of your little suckling lips.  Now she demands to be kept secret. "Forgit it! Let it go!...I ain't repentin' fa' nuttin'!"

Don't repent!  Go straight to hell!  You will have plenty of company.  Jerome Walters will not be there with you because he didn't kill himself.  Blind Ray Charles can see from the grave that you did it!

Do you want to be blessed? healed and set free?  "Know ye the Truth!"

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Friday, July 20, 2012

"I have never seen the righteous forsaken ...

nor his seed begging bread."  My grandfather taught me that before I could read.  I know it's true.  GOD has demonstrated His promises in my life over and over.  "You can't make me doubt Him!"   No matter how rank and stubborn that demon in your life is.

I have no idea how many people are afflicted with a salacious succubus such as the one that still holds my family hostage.  I know that she is powerless.  The only power she has over my family is the power they give her.  GOD revealed her to me and released me from her demonic grip.  Praise the LORD!

Why she keeps pretending to love the LORD mystifies me.  The many, many horrific deeds that woman pulled off successfully were spawned from the mind of Satan.  She hates me and I am glorified!  If she had continued her brilliant saved and sanctified motherly act I may have remained as blind and ignorant as the rest of my family.

Stick with her.  Hold on to her.  GOD promises you a curse for your trouble.  Read Proverbs.  A whore is a deep ditch, she will lead to to a crust of bread.  That is what she fully intends to do.  Luring you with a promise of an inheritance.  What has she ever done for you?  Brought you nothing but shame and humiliation!  I will not abide her, I will not hide her.  I WILL TELL THE ENTIRE WORLD!  The world needs to know such sick evil women exist and they are too cowardly to menace the world so they deliberated target their own children.  And laugh!   Sick and demented she continues to laugh.  Pretending she pulled off the crime of the century.  The fool still doesn't know her greatest crime was deluding and destroying herself.

I will not go down that rat hole with her.  When was she ever right about any thing?  When has she ever told the truth about anything?  You know full well that she is a hideous whore that hates GOD!  Hated her daddy for always telling her the truth about herself.  She MURDERED him but she can't MURDER GOD's Truth.  I will not lie and pretend for her.  So she hates me?  At least I made her do it honestly, out in the open.  Who does she not hate?  She hates you!  If you ever did anything better, achieved more, have fifty more cents, she hates you.

She sticks to you, coos in your ear, gives you a cheap gift just so she can remain in your life for one purpose only, to destroy you.  She is insatiable.  She can never get enough of the debilitating pain she inflicts.  She laughs at you.  Calls you "no sensed-ED"  Tells the world that you are a dim-witted idiot.  Broadcasts every mistake you ever made.  Never revealing how she ruined you, how she led you down the path of "no return".

Why?  The evil cunt did it because she was stupid enough to destroy herself.  Too full of pride and blind rage to redeem herself.  Too foolish and confused to confess or come to any form of repentance she continues to try and fight against GOD's Holy WORD.

One of these days GOD's Holy WORDS are going to choke in her lying mouth.  She is not that blind and she is not nearly as stupid as she pretends.  But, she is that wicked.   Jesus told you;"From such stay away!"  Trust GOD He will deliver you!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Thursday, July 19, 2012

He pities every groan ...

Demons know it, but they don't care.  So consumed with carnal pleasure they will not be stopped.  They know better, that is why they are such skillful vicious liars.  Repulsed by their own putrid smell they demand that you, you the victim hide them.  Demand that you remain blind, believe every lie they spill.  So revolting they hate themselves.  They hate the creature they became and will never have the courage to acknowledge.  So they continue to do what they have always done.  Ripe you apart, tear you down.  Hate you for knowing their truth.  Hate you because GOD revealed His Truth to you.

Amazed and jealous of your success they try to rob you.  Theses people are takers.  They give minimally and when they do give it is always part of some sick scheme, some perverted plot.

Never call a pervert a pervert.  They will ripe your head off.  They don't want your help.  They just want to continue to do what they do best, pervert.

"You can lead a horse to water but you can not make him drink."  You can not help a perverted demon.  Not one that thinks she is smarter than you.  Not one that justifies her deeds and depends on her cunning to shield her.  That, and phony preaching and a few token gifts.

Jesus told you to shun the very presence of evil.  You better listen.  There are some sick disgusting people on this planet earth.  There are just as many evil immoral women as men.  Why are so many people quick to believe that birthing a baby makes you a saint?  Quoting the Bible doesn't make you a believer.  Cunning demons know the Bible.

Don't be a lazy illiterate Christian.  Study your Bible for yourself.  Pray for understanding.  Pray for deliverance from evil.  Thank GOD every day, every hour for protection.

Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from that diabolical hideous monster.  Deliver my family if they so desire.  In the mighty name of Jesus Christ I pray.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

There are some ...

foolish people on this earth that proclaim their longevity to be a blessing from GOD.  It may be a blessing, but not for them.  There are some women, so wicked, so cruel and disgusting that it takes their victims decades to heal, to gather the strengthen and courage to save themselves.

How can you love yourself if your mother taught you that you weren't s***?  How can you enjoy your life if you have been forced to live in crisis mode for all of it?  How can you find courage if you mother beat you severely from birth? Led you into captivity with the sickest foulest forms of carnal sexual deviancy ?

What if she was cunning enough to put on a cloak, a robe, called herself a (pretend)  "preacher"?  You listen.  You watch.  You look at her fruit and come to GOD's Truth on your own.

What kind of mother is happy, glories in the down fall of her own children?  She knows why her son remains "mentally ill".  She knows all too well the true cause.  She doesn't care.  As a matter of fact, she is delighted.

A very foolish woman that is willing to do anything to make herself look good.  A very wicked, twisted woman that can not, will not let go of the devil's hand.  Demon You are hereby put on notice! (Notice that you don't need because you knew from the beginning.)  YOU WILL NOT HARM GOD'S CHILDREN AND GET AWAY!

That Bible that you profile with, skim through and use as a tool to enslave the simple, is GOD'S PROPHETIC WORD!  How dare you think you can get away!  How did you think you could savagely sexually abuse your own children and get away?  How did you think you could MURDER a good man like Jerome Walters and escape the wrath of Almighty GOD?

We call them "sickos"

We all know they exist.  John Wayne Gasey, Jeffery Dommer, Ted Bundy, Catherine the Great, Ivan the Terrible.  We just don't want to admit that we could possibly have one in our own families.  We don't want to know.  We pretend that we don't know.  Some ignorant preacher told us to pray for them.  They never tell us to rebuke them, to shun them.  Culturally we are taught to suffer.  "Take dat to your grave."  "Don't shame the family name."

Look what she did to the family name!  Look what she did to the family Patriarch!  Bold! Unrepentant! Waxing worse and worse.  I will not take it!  I will not remain silent!

Demons do plague ordinary simple families.  Why? Because we let them.  I won't!  Not any more.

Thank You Jesus!

Praise the LORD! Dear LORD in Heaven I had no idea how you were protecting me, leading and guiding me.  Dear LORD I will praise you, glorify you and proclaim your Great Name for the rest of my life.

Born into the clutches of this vicious animal I had no way of knowing what this fallen woman had in store for me, for us.  Her many, constant, never ending sick, repugnant, cowardly and depraved deeds I will not repeat today. They are too vile to recall or repeat.  GOD rescued me! I escaped! I am free!  It is my desire to free others, to bring them to the light.  She is too horrible, too terrifying to recognize.  Dear LORD give my family courage.  Let them know that they can't wish her away.  Give my brothers the courage to stand up to her.  Take their shame LORD.  Shame she deliberated inflicted upon them to keep herself a secret.

Touch their hearts with a finger of love LORD and release them from this vicious demon.  Teach them to love themselves.

There is some evil on this earth too horrifying to know, sins that we can't wish away.  We can't ignore it and pretend that it doesn't exist.  The more we pet it and pretend,  the worse it  gets.  When you see evil you must stand up to it.  Stand up to the devil!  The devil fears you!  The devil is terrified of the Holy Ghost!  Pray for the Holy Ghost, the indwelling of His Holy Spirit.  Have it for real.  Don't pretend.  Trust GOD He will deliver you.  GOD will expose that demon and put her in her place.

Dear LORD thank you for having mercy on me.  Deliver my family LORD!  Shine a spot light on that demon.  Reveal her for what she really is.   Reveal her sins LORD!

Stay in His WORD children.  remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)