I can still hear those saints singing in Wesley Chapel A.M.E.Zion church. I was a mere child but I was listening. I could not help being unwanted and secretly tortured and abused by my "mother". Some how I knew that my GOD was watching over me, leading and guiding me.
She tried to sap my courage. Over confident that she did, she finally went too far. Praise the LORD the hideous monster went too far. She did everything to me that she could. What a plot. Physical abuse, psychological and emotional abuse and the sickest SEXUAL abuse ever perpetuated!
For some reason this very foolish depraved woman thought that she could successfully wrap herself in GOD's WORD and get away with her madness. She really thought she could rob Jerome Walters of his good name.
It is not going to happen. GOD is not going to let you and if you don't repent soon you are going straight to hell. The truth is you are already in hell. Every morning when you grace your mirror you know that you are looking at a foul sneaky snake. A pedophile, a "root worker", a robber, a rapist, a LIAR,and a thief.
Every time you crawl up in a pulpit you know full well you are the biggest fake that every lived.
You don't have to fake Martha. Salvation is free.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Why do you cloak a demon?
Are you afraid of her? deeply ashamed? brainwashed?
Do you think she is your lot in life? The hand you drew? Or do you believe that she is not that bad because she convinced you that she changed? Is it that you just don't care because you falsely believe that you are her chosen one?
Is it that you truly love her and decided to accept the good with the bad? Or could it be that you don't mind the bad she did just so she doesn't target you?
Are you full of secret hatred along with her? Do you get together with her and cowardly agree with every lie? Do you laugh and agree as she scorns others? What do you think when she talks trash about your granddaddy? Tells you how much she always hated him.
Did you hate him? Do you remember that he changed your diapers? Kept you clean, clothed and feed you. Where was she? Where was your mother? Do you remember her leaving you in a cold apartment on Bridges street without food or water for three days? Don't you remember when she finally came back you were scaling her huge goldfish? At four years old you had that much sense.
Do you remember how she used to beat your mercilessly? called you ugly, bragged that she tried to abort you three times?
Well you can cling to her if you want to. Lie for her and cloak for her. I am depending on the LORD and thanking Him everyday for rescuing me from that monster.
You told me that you hope I find peace.
I have found peace. I have found glory, and Divine intervention. Dear brother, I found the Holy Ghost!
Do you think she is your lot in life? The hand you drew? Or do you believe that she is not that bad because she convinced you that she changed? Is it that you just don't care because you falsely believe that you are her chosen one?
Is it that you truly love her and decided to accept the good with the bad? Or could it be that you don't mind the bad she did just so she doesn't target you?
Are you full of secret hatred along with her? Do you get together with her and cowardly agree with every lie? Do you laugh and agree as she scorns others? What do you think when she talks trash about your granddaddy? Tells you how much she always hated him.
Did you hate him? Do you remember that he changed your diapers? Kept you clean, clothed and feed you. Where was she? Where was your mother? Do you remember her leaving you in a cold apartment on Bridges street without food or water for three days? Don't you remember when she finally came back you were scaling her huge goldfish? At four years old you had that much sense.
Do you remember how she used to beat your mercilessly? called you ugly, bragged that she tried to abort you three times?
Well you can cling to her if you want to. Lie for her and cloak for her. I am depending on the LORD and thanking Him everyday for rescuing me from that monster.
You told me that you hope I find peace.
I have found peace. I have found glory, and Divine intervention. Dear brother, I found the Holy Ghost!
Saturday, February 2, 2013
I feel very sorry
for "unbelievers", those of little faith. Shaking and quivering in their boots for their known sins. Too repulsed by their own deeds to acknowledge them. Too confused , dizzy or stupid to reach out for GOD's unchanging hand.
They know full well that GOD loves them. They know that it was their pride and rebelliousness that got them in the trouble they are in. They foolishly dress up for GOD. Put on robes and fine raiment . Sit up in a "church" for hours wailing and howling trying to impress people. Satisfied to look like a "Christian", sound like a "Christian", knowing that their heart is filthy and black with deep hatred.
The truth is that they hate themselves. They do hate their deeds. They hate you more for not doing what they did. They tried to lead you down the same path. You were too smart, too blessed.
GOD loves all of us the same. He will not make you come to Him. He invites you to come to Him. He gently calls you to the light. Prayers do help. If your loved ones truly loved you as they profess they would courageously encourage you to give your life to Christ. They would not permit you to stand in their face and tell another lie.
You made them fear you. Cowarded them down to feeble little imps. You need their strength now. But, you took it. You squandered their manhood for your own pleasure.
You are still all of the terrible things that you deny. Are you still cussing, ranting and raving? Do you still think mailing out all of your CD's of you preaching makes any difference to GOD? to your victims?
Get on your knees while you still can. Seek the LORD while you still have breath in your body. Pray and ask GOD to remove all of the hate. Pray that you will never tell another lie in your life.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your soul.
Your daughter by birth, Rachel Gwendolyn.
They know full well that GOD loves them. They know that it was their pride and rebelliousness that got them in the trouble they are in. They foolishly dress up for GOD. Put on robes and fine raiment . Sit up in a "church" for hours wailing and howling trying to impress people. Satisfied to look like a "Christian", sound like a "Christian", knowing that their heart is filthy and black with deep hatred.
The truth is that they hate themselves. They do hate their deeds. They hate you more for not doing what they did. They tried to lead you down the same path. You were too smart, too blessed.
GOD loves all of us the same. He will not make you come to Him. He invites you to come to Him. He gently calls you to the light. Prayers do help. If your loved ones truly loved you as they profess they would courageously encourage you to give your life to Christ. They would not permit you to stand in their face and tell another lie.
You made them fear you. Cowarded them down to feeble little imps. You need their strength now. But, you took it. You squandered their manhood for your own pleasure.
You are still all of the terrible things that you deny. Are you still cussing, ranting and raving? Do you still think mailing out all of your CD's of you preaching makes any difference to GOD? to your victims?
Get on your knees while you still can. Seek the LORD while you still have breath in your body. Pray and ask GOD to remove all of the hate. Pray that you will never tell another lie in your life.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your soul.
Your daughter by birth, Rachel Gwendolyn.
May I share some knowledge with you?
My journey on this earth has taught me that getting old does not necessarily make you wise. Perhaps it should. Or maybe it is just something we assume.
There are some people on this earth that firmly believe they can do anything they want. Any thing that crosses their mind. They don't care who they hurt or what effect they may have on their victims. They think if they respond with loud vulgar lies and ignorant antics they are some how absolved of their sin.
These people are bullies. They will beat you, stab, shoot you. Lambaste you, cuss you out, cut the absolute fool on you. They do accomplish their purpose. Most people will leave them alone, let them lie with reckless abandon.
As nauseating and painful as they are we learn to tolerate them because they are kin.
I am a little different. There are just certain things I am not going to let you get away with: pedophilia, incest, demonic "root working" and MURDER!
You can stand silently by if you want to. Pretending that you don't know, waiting on her to die. I won't!
I can't do it. My Almighty GOD compels me to tell the Truth! The Holy Ghost won't let me rest. Jerome Walters was too good to me. He saved my life and I will not let anyone lie on him and smear his good name. HE DID NOT KILL HIMSELF!
She did it! His own daughter did it! A wayward tramp that never did anything for any one in her entire life. A selfish lying whore still trying to slip into heaven through the backdoor.
It is not going to happen!
There are some people on this earth that firmly believe they can do anything they want. Any thing that crosses their mind. They don't care who they hurt or what effect they may have on their victims. They think if they respond with loud vulgar lies and ignorant antics they are some how absolved of their sin.
These people are bullies. They will beat you, stab, shoot you. Lambaste you, cuss you out, cut the absolute fool on you. They do accomplish their purpose. Most people will leave them alone, let them lie with reckless abandon.
As nauseating and painful as they are we learn to tolerate them because they are kin.
I am a little different. There are just certain things I am not going to let you get away with: pedophilia, incest, demonic "root working" and MURDER!
You can stand silently by if you want to. Pretending that you don't know, waiting on her to die. I won't!
I can't do it. My Almighty GOD compels me to tell the Truth! The Holy Ghost won't let me rest. Jerome Walters was too good to me. He saved my life and I will not let anyone lie on him and smear his good name. HE DID NOT KILL HIMSELF!
She did it! His own daughter did it! A wayward tramp that never did anything for any one in her entire life. A selfish lying whore still trying to slip into heaven through the backdoor.
It is not going to happen!
They walk by sight ...
pay them no mind. They think like this world. They see but they can't "see".
They are too frightened to be different. Too afraid to stand alone with no one but Almighty GOD on their side.
They are foolish, believe every word the world tells them. They are narcissistic and conceited. So in love with themselves they can't love anyone one else.
They are deaf. They can't hear a single WORD from GOD.
They are envious and jealous and demand to be envied, lauded, worshipped. They can't take any form of criticism. Don't you dare see through them. Don't catch them in a mistake. They will beat you over the head with their unread Bible.
They are so lost they think going to church "religiously" will save them. They think quoting the Bible is proof that they are "saved".
They are vipers. GOD warned us about them. "Pass them by." Don't waste your breath on them. They are not worthy.
They are too frightened to be different. Too afraid to stand alone with no one but Almighty GOD on their side.
They are foolish, believe every word the world tells them. They are narcissistic and conceited. So in love with themselves they can't love anyone one else.
They are deaf. They can't hear a single WORD from GOD.
They are envious and jealous and demand to be envied, lauded, worshipped. They can't take any form of criticism. Don't you dare see through them. Don't catch them in a mistake. They will beat you over the head with their unread Bible.
They are so lost they think going to church "religiously" will save them. They think quoting the Bible is proof that they are "saved".
They are vipers. GOD warned us about them. "Pass them by." Don't waste your breath on them. They are not worthy.
"If you enter in ...
and they receive you not, shake the dust off your feet!" That's what Jesus said. That's what He told me.
Do know that many will not receive you. They will not receive you because they hate you. They hate Christ, GOD and all goodness. They are determined to win . They are mentally ill, hopelessly lost. Blind, deaf, crippled and crazy.
"Shun them!" They will slither up to you, cooing and schmoozing. Confident in their cunning lies and demonic deception. They are actually proud to be disciples of the devil. They look upon their minor success as "winning".
Anything they have more than you is viewed as a victory by them. " I live in a two story partial brick house! I drive a Cadillac! I have more fine clothes than I can wear! My skin is light bright and damn near white! I have "good" hair, not a nap in it. I have a license to preach! I have fooled almost everyone for 88 years!"
They smile slyly with porcelain white teeth. Their neck is stiff, their resolve defiant. "Never!" they scream. "I will NEVER Repent!...you dummies never caught me! I Am A PREACHER! I Fooled GOD!!! THAT LITTLE BLACK B**** IS A LIAR!!!"
Daring GOD to take her life she continues to live in sick deceit. It is not her. She didn't do those things. "You are CRAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Don't you f**************** piss on my grave when I'm dead. I HAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEE YOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUU! You lying! You lying! You jealous! You black! You ignut! You ain't got no sense! You no sense-ED! You ain't nevah had no sense! You a fool! You ain't S***!"
So here we are, eight days before the the 34th anniversary of that awful day. Thirty-four years ago I was too terrified to tell the truth. Thirty-four years ago I was horrified, mortified by fear and self-loathing.
By the Grace of Almighty GOD I kept living, kept surviving, kept remembering. Day by day for thirty-four years I have slowly pieced this horrendous puzzle together. It is sickening and so unnecessary. But it is so real.
Jerome Walters took the same seat for years and years. We attended Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Chapel. A beautiful red brick church with a bell tower sat right on highway 301. They tell me that my great grandparents helped to establish that church.
Jerome Walters, a tall handsome "Indian" sat in the exact same spot every single Sunday. He sat in the same chair, a wooden straight chair with a lattice bottom. He always leaned back on the back two legs. Was perfectly balanced, miraculously never fell.
He prayed. He prayed the greatest prayers I ever heard. He was an eloquent orator, a brilliant Bible scholar. He prayed for us. He prayed for me. He loved us. No greater love have I every known.
You Will Not MURDER HIS NAME! You Will Not Steal His Legacy!
So you successfully took his life. So you think. You did NOT take his life. He gave it. He was ready to go. He was beleaguered. He was tired of being hell hacked and tortured by you.
So that's your legacy; being a horrid demonic root working cunning sly reprobate serpent your whole life. Robbing your children of every dream and happiness. So that makes you feel good. That's what makes you happy, fooling, hoodwinking, robbing, raping, lying and faking.
You Will NOT Wear JEROME WALTER'S Mantel. YOU ARE NOT WORTHY!
So you won't repent. You absolutely refuse! Stay under that rock! Slither back there. Stay there!
GOD's Truth will never change for You. I will never change or lie for you! I will never pretend that you didn't do the awful things you did and are still doing.
I Will NOT Shut UP!!! I Am telling the Whole World! Just like I Promised You When I Was Eight Years Old!
Granddaddy used to tell you:"The truth will make you fighting mad or shouting glad!"
I am shouting glad today. PTL!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Do know that many will not receive you. They will not receive you because they hate you. They hate Christ, GOD and all goodness. They are determined to win . They are mentally ill, hopelessly lost. Blind, deaf, crippled and crazy.
"Shun them!" They will slither up to you, cooing and schmoozing. Confident in their cunning lies and demonic deception. They are actually proud to be disciples of the devil. They look upon their minor success as "winning".
Anything they have more than you is viewed as a victory by them. " I live in a two story partial brick house! I drive a Cadillac! I have more fine clothes than I can wear! My skin is light bright and damn near white! I have "good" hair, not a nap in it. I have a license to preach! I have fooled almost everyone for 88 years!"
They smile slyly with porcelain white teeth. Their neck is stiff, their resolve defiant. "Never!" they scream. "I will NEVER Repent!...you dummies never caught me! I Am A PREACHER! I Fooled GOD!!! THAT LITTLE BLACK B**** IS A LIAR!!!"
Daring GOD to take her life she continues to live in sick deceit. It is not her. She didn't do those things. "You are CRAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Don't you f**************** piss on my grave when I'm dead. I HAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEE YOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUU! You lying! You lying! You jealous! You black! You ignut! You ain't got no sense! You no sense-ED! You ain't nevah had no sense! You a fool! You ain't S***!"
So here we are, eight days before the the 34th anniversary of that awful day. Thirty-four years ago I was too terrified to tell the truth. Thirty-four years ago I was horrified, mortified by fear and self-loathing.
By the Grace of Almighty GOD I kept living, kept surviving, kept remembering. Day by day for thirty-four years I have slowly pieced this horrendous puzzle together. It is sickening and so unnecessary. But it is so real.
Jerome Walters took the same seat for years and years. We attended Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Chapel. A beautiful red brick church with a bell tower sat right on highway 301. They tell me that my great grandparents helped to establish that church.
Jerome Walters, a tall handsome "Indian" sat in the exact same spot every single Sunday. He sat in the same chair, a wooden straight chair with a lattice bottom. He always leaned back on the back two legs. Was perfectly balanced, miraculously never fell.
He prayed. He prayed the greatest prayers I ever heard. He was an eloquent orator, a brilliant Bible scholar. He prayed for us. He prayed for me. He loved us. No greater love have I every known.
You Will Not MURDER HIS NAME! You Will Not Steal His Legacy!
So you successfully took his life. So you think. You did NOT take his life. He gave it. He was ready to go. He was beleaguered. He was tired of being hell hacked and tortured by you.
So that's your legacy; being a horrid demonic root working cunning sly reprobate serpent your whole life. Robbing your children of every dream and happiness. So that makes you feel good. That's what makes you happy, fooling, hoodwinking, robbing, raping, lying and faking.
You Will NOT Wear JEROME WALTER'S Mantel. YOU ARE NOT WORTHY!
So you won't repent. You absolutely refuse! Stay under that rock! Slither back there. Stay there!
GOD's Truth will never change for You. I will never change or lie for you! I will never pretend that you didn't do the awful things you did and are still doing.
I Will NOT Shut UP!!! I Am telling the Whole World! Just like I Promised You When I Was Eight Years Old!
Granddaddy used to tell you:"The truth will make you fighting mad or shouting glad!"
I am shouting glad today. PTL!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, January 27, 2013
"If My people, who are called...
by my name will humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. ( 2 Chronicles 7:14)
"If My People!" Whose are you? To whom do you truly belong ? Are you so blind and self delusional that you think attending church, tithing, shouting ad sending up praises is enough?
Do you slip in and out of holiness and Christian love at will? Do you think that if you tell a lie long enough, cruse and rebuke your accusers loud enough, vulgar enough, that your evil despicable lies will suddenly come true?
Do you believe that you can out run your fruit? Will keeping people out of your business make you a saint? Does that fine robe and home made title make you feel more Christ like? The Bishop honored you, told you how beautiful you are, complemented you on your great sermons and prayers. Do you think that will get you into GOD's Kingdom?
Did you privately repent? But, told GOD that you must continue to lie because you don't want your followers to know what an evil imp you have been.
Do you hate every one that knows your true character? Do you hate them for knowing or for telling? Do you expect some type of loyalty because of kinship?
You have always been infuriated by the slightest hint of betrayal. Have you ever recognized that you are the greatest hypocrite? How many mothers deliberately volunteer to destroy their own children? How many daughters murder their own father?
So you didn't get caught? Did that mean that you got away? So it happened along time ago? Does that mean you ever stopped menacing, plotting and destroying? Whose day do you plan to ruin today? Who will you insult? Cut to the core with your lacerating tongue? Who will you lie on today? Who will you pick to blame for your miserable life?
Will you ever admit that you truly hate GOD? Will you ever open your eyes wide enough to see what a miserable wretch you are? Will you ever admit that your ignorance, rebelliousness and reprobate mind mired you in this pit?
"If MY PEOPLE!" My People, not satan's people, not evil, blind deaf and dumb people. If you are truly a child of GOD you will give up your wicked ways. You will pray and seek GOD's face. You will humble yourself. You will put your dumb pride aside. You will quit bragging about your skin color and the car you drive.
If you are truly a child of GOD you will never speak another lie! "Come yea out from among them!" Be healed and restored today.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"If My People!" Whose are you? To whom do you truly belong ? Are you so blind and self delusional that you think attending church, tithing, shouting ad sending up praises is enough?
Do you slip in and out of holiness and Christian love at will? Do you think that if you tell a lie long enough, cruse and rebuke your accusers loud enough, vulgar enough, that your evil despicable lies will suddenly come true?
Do you believe that you can out run your fruit? Will keeping people out of your business make you a saint? Does that fine robe and home made title make you feel more Christ like? The Bishop honored you, told you how beautiful you are, complemented you on your great sermons and prayers. Do you think that will get you into GOD's Kingdom?
Did you privately repent? But, told GOD that you must continue to lie because you don't want your followers to know what an evil imp you have been.
Do you hate every one that knows your true character? Do you hate them for knowing or for telling? Do you expect some type of loyalty because of kinship?
You have always been infuriated by the slightest hint of betrayal. Have you ever recognized that you are the greatest hypocrite? How many mothers deliberately volunteer to destroy their own children? How many daughters murder their own father?
So you didn't get caught? Did that mean that you got away? So it happened along time ago? Does that mean you ever stopped menacing, plotting and destroying? Whose day do you plan to ruin today? Who will you insult? Cut to the core with your lacerating tongue? Who will you lie on today? Who will you pick to blame for your miserable life?
Will you ever admit that you truly hate GOD? Will you ever open your eyes wide enough to see what a miserable wretch you are? Will you ever admit that your ignorance, rebelliousness and reprobate mind mired you in this pit?
"If MY PEOPLE!" My People, not satan's people, not evil, blind deaf and dumb people. If you are truly a child of GOD you will give up your wicked ways. You will pray and seek GOD's face. You will humble yourself. You will put your dumb pride aside. You will quit bragging about your skin color and the car you drive.
If you are truly a child of GOD you will never speak another lie! "Come yea out from among them!" Be healed and restored today.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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