"Even in the last hour...

you can come into the Kingdom."  Jesus hung on that cross.  Shed His innocent blood for you and for me.

Don't ignore me.  Don't cast me aside and pay me no attention.  Don't act like I have no value and no voice. Don't you dare think you've won! Don't call me vile names and continue to tell vicious lies on me.

Yes I count!  I count for something.  I am somebody! I am a child of the King.  I am GOD's child!

He told me that ;"...when your mother and father forsake you I will take you up!"  He took me up! He picked me up out of the muck and the mire.  It was not my fault that the world called me "illegitimate".  It was your fault.  Being born black, being born with dark skin is not a sin!  It is not a badge of dishonor.

Perhaps you think that gave you the right to abuse me.  You're wrong.

So you have lived a very long despicable life.  So what?  I think most people have.  "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction, narrow is the path of righteousness."  My grandfather taught me that more people will do wrong than choose to do right.  That's fine.  The key word here is "choose".

  Choose, don't fake.  Choose! Why pretend when GOD gave you a choice? Why suffer in misery, lying and denying?  Why bluff and bully your way through life?

So you call yourself a preacher.  Who cares?  I can call myself the Pope or a Potentate, that doesn't make it so.  Cussing people out who find you out still doesn't change the fact that you are a rank demon.

If you had listened to your father rather than trying to fool him. If you had shown remorse and tried to clean up your act when you were found out and talked about, you would not have ended up with such a shameful past.

You would not have to lie and deny, spew venom and writhe in self hatred.  You would not be bogged down in guilt, stuck in the muck and the mire.

Release my brothers!  Tell the truth!  Admit your guilt.  Confess your sins.  Tell your friends and family you are sorry.  Don't miss your blessing being a stiff neck ignorant heathen.

You used to tell me to come get my beating.  You, come get your blessing.  Be blessed today.  Give your life to Christ.

A time to celebrate!

GOD gave us a time for every thing.  "A time to sow, a time to reap...a time to die."

Today is a time to celebrate! I celebrate my wonderful life! I thank GOD for my beautiful, brilliant daughter,  truly a blessing from Almighty GOD.

I celebrate GOD's Goodness.  For all of His wisdom and tender mercies.  I thank Him for His WORD. Hallelujah! Praise the LORD! Don't you dare be defeated today!  Do not let that devil think he has won.

Children, we are born of sin into sin.  From the moment we come to this earth evil forces are waiting to devour us, to destroy us.  To lay us low, to pulverize us,  "to crush us until there is nothing left but dust."

The devil wants you to believe that you can't win.  The devil punishes you severely for just being born.  Sees your potential early and tries to destroy it.  The devil will make you crawl up in a bottle, numb yourself with narcotics.  The devil wants you wasted, scum on the side of the highway.  Unloved, unwanted,  suffering in pain and turmoil every where you turn.

But, I came to tell you that GOD has another plan. GOD sent His son that you might have life and have it more abundantly.  Jesus told the paralytic man to;" pick up you bed and walk."

I picked up my bed children! Praise the LORD!  I will never give up on my dream!  GOD sent me some scripture and told me to give it to you.  Mark 11:23.  Read it today.  Anything you want you can have.  Believe in your heart.  Love the LORD.  Make Him first in your life.

Rid yourself of all the lies you've been told.  "Love ye one another as I have loved you."  "Pray for those that would spitefully use you."

If it is your OWN MOTHER! Pray for her, she's lost.  Pray for her soul.  Ask GOD to touch her heart with a finger of love.  To open her blind eyes and to unstop her deaf ears.

Pray for all the lost on this earth, then CELEBRATE! Praise the LORD!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

What is the worse thing...

you can be on this earth? a  MURDERER? a CHILD RAPIST? a "WITCH DOCTOR/ROOT WORKER" ?  a ROBBER?

I used to think that the worse thing a person could be was a LIAR! I heard my grandmother Rachel say it often; "If you  will lie, you will steal.  If you will steal you will kill!"

That bit of knowledge has remained with me my whole life.  I abhor liars.  My mother used to run around the house screaming at the top of her lungs: "He said a LIAR wudden tarry in Hiz sight!"

I took their words to heart and always tried to live righteously and honestly.

Later in my life I grew to believe the worse thing you could be was Two-faced, an insincere backstabber, a phony hypocrite, a jealous hater.  A person that would pretend to love you while hating your guts.  A person that would deliberately lead you down the wrong path just to get a laugh.

More recently I believed an insincere whorish, murdering mother was the worse thing a person could be.  A mother that hides behind GOD's WORD to destroy her whole family because she is a demon possessed blind deaf imp.

 I had an epiphany today. Today I realize that the worse thing you can be in this world is a COWARD! A WIMP! A DISHRAG! A DOORMAT! A SNIVELING QUAKING SHIVERING COWARD!

Something less than the man or woman GOD intended for you to be. A "CHRISTIAN" THAT WILL STAND AROUND LOOKING AND SAYING NOTING AS THE DEMONS RIP, ROAR , AND TEAR GOD'S KINGDOM ASUNDER.

A person so selfish and self-centered  they can't get involved with what doesn't bother them.  Millions of our children are been raped, ripped and destroyed by vile evil men and women daily.  They know, we all know, but can't take the time to care.  Confident that their children, grandchildren and love ones will never be touched by corrupt priests or preachers, aunts, uncles or close friends.  Confident that behind the beguiling smile and  phony walk of predators is a good person.  Impressed by their cheerful words, slathering flattery, and token gifts, they refuse to listen to the warnings or look at their fruit.

GOD told you to "walk by Faith and not by sight."  He told you to "shun the very presence of  Evil!"

On this day,  February 10, (1979) my grandfather, Jerome Walters, was MURDERED, shot in the heart by his only daughter.  A daughter that never gave him anything but grief her whole life.  It is very fitting that she should choose to shoot him in the heart because she certainly broke his heart over and over.

It is also fitting that she would choose February 10.  On February 10, 1939, my grandfather's oldest son,  Jerome Walters, Jr.,  bled to death in his arms.  A wayward bullet struck him in the aorta as he walked across a field adjacent to highway 301.  He was a good boy, seventeen years old, tall and handsome just like his father.  He was a good student, well mannered and respectful.  He was the apple of his father's eye.

My grandfather always told me; "Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient."  The fact is my truth is inconvenient.  "It happened so long ago"; they say.  "You not no CSI, you don't know!"  "She's old! Let it go!"  "Let GAWD git hur!"

"Just let her go to hell."  I can't do that.  Something in my spirit will not let me.  I can not hold my peace.  The Holy Spirit compels me on this day, February 10, 2013,  to REBUKE satan!

"COME OUT OF HER! GET THEE BEHIND ME sATAN!"  "sATAN! I REBUKE YOU IN THE HOLY NAME OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST! LOOSE THIS WOMAN! SHE HAS SUFFERED ENOUGH!"

She did wrong, went wrong and could never find her way back.  I think she wanted to.  Too proud, too rebellious, too ignorant to hear from GOD. I truly believe that she can hear now.

Martha Jane your sins are forgiven thee.  Give your life, give your heart to Christ.  Do it NOW! Get on your knees and pray to your Loving GOD.  Tell Him that you are sorry, you didn't mean it.  Apologize to your loved ones that you hurt so miserably. 

"So live, that when thy summons comes to join the innumerable caravan, that moves to that mysterious realm, where each shall take his chamber in the silent halls of death, thou go not, like a quarry-slave at night, scourged in his dungeon, but, sustained and soothed by an unfaltering trust, approach thy grave like one who wraps the drapery of his couch about him, and lies down to pleasant dreams." - William Cullen Bryant

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and cloak you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Just who is ignorant enough...

dumb enough, stupid enough to think they can put their little grave yard dirt up against GOD? You got to be a Fool! a stark raving maniac!

I am embarrassed to know you. To claim you as kin! How dare you live so long and remain so stupid.  No, you are way beyond stupid.  You are pig headed!

Look at you! Trying not to die.  We all got to die one day chile.  Your daddy taught you; "Didn't come here to stay always."

What you want to stay here for anyway?  You want to ruin some more lives? Steal some more joy? Tell some more lies?  Do you want people swooning and loving on you that secretly hate you as much as you hate them?

A Bible in one hand and "goofer dust" in the other!  You are hilarious! A clown, a buffoon, a tragedy going somewhere to happen.  What did granddaddy tell you about that "root working"?  He told you that you were going to hell didn't he?

You show going!  Going straight to hell with a pair of gasoline "draws" on.  You deserve to burn, burn for eternity.  Anybody ain't got no more sense than you got.

You worse than Lot's wife.  At least when she looked back GOD turned her into a pillar of salt.  You turned back and loved Sodom and Gomorrah.  Couldn't leave there.  Couldn't keep your nasty hands off of GOD's anointed.

You thought you were something didn't you? "Wudden" nobody "eva' gon" be smart enough to catch you.  That boy stayed gone for over twenty-five years.  Came back toting  GOD's pure absolute Truth!

You thought you got away didn't you. Told "eva'body" he was a fool and a drug  addict.  Granddaddy told you that "Chickens come home to roost." You didn't believe him did you?

He told you that "Jesus would fix it."  You scoffed and laughed didn't you?  Put that .38 bullet in his innocent heart and never shed "nay're a tear".  Took all of his money out of the bank and never shared one red cent with your brother or children. Greedy! Selfish and money grubbing!

You made sure his house burned to the ground didn't you?  Called the sheriff on X and made out like his friend had dropped a dime on him for selling drugs.  You were jealous!  That find rambling ranch house finally had running water and a flushing toilet.  You were jealous! You were so afraid that your son (the one that ruined your life when You had him at sixteen) was going to out do you.  He may have ended up being somebody, being prominent and highly educated.

You could not have that could you?  So you ran around "rooting" everybody you could.  Spreading lies and confusion.

You running out of time.  There is only a little bit of sand left in that hour glass.  What you gonna do?  Stand around looking stupid?  Spend your last dollar on some two headed doctor?  Or are you going to pray? Are you going to fast?  Are you going to ask your Bishop and church elders to pray for you?  Are you going to ask your children and loved ones to pray for you?

Are you going to say that you are sorry?  Are you going to apologize and repent?  The night is far spent Mathy.  No, you can't undo a single thing you did.  But, you can make amends.  You can come to Christ!

No, you can't come like you are.  You can't come with a foul mouth and a heart full of hate.  You can't come ignorant and double minded.  You can't come talking out of both sides of your mouth.

Come quickly while you yet can.  Grab hold to Jesus' out stretched hand.  Jesus was good enough for you to hide behind, to use to deceive others.  He is good enough and loves you enough to forgive you.

This world may never forgive you.  But, GOD will.  He sure Will!

So you succeeded!...?

Yes, you succeeded in your vile filthy plan.  You destroyed your own children.  Destroyed many dreams and careers.  We may never know what truly could have been without your interference and deliberate sabotage.

But, what did you win?  You can't hold your head up, you can not in good conscious call yourself a good mother, daughter or friend.  You may dress like a "Christian", talk like a "Christian", perhaps even walk like one.  Brag all day about how "dem dumb n*****" gave you a license to preach.

You are not worthy.  GOD knows it! You know it! And I know it!  For eighty-eight years you have demanded to do what you please, just as you please and NO ONE better utter a murmur about your demonic nature.

NO ONE could ever control or corral you.  You ripped and you ran.  You fornicated with men and women, some your own first cousins.  You committed the vilest incest with your son.  I do not know how many.  You had five very handsome intelligent sons.  I can not say how many you violated for sure.  But, one I do know. What you did to him is sickening.

You started "touching" him when he was a tiny little boy.  You involved him in sex acts with your many lovers and at least one husband.  You beat him severely every day of his life.  Then you turned around and raped him, pretending that it was "love". You will rot in hell for that!

You tried to introduce and coerce me into prostitution when I was fourteen.  You are the cruelest of c****!
My father refused to marry you because you were too common, promiscuous beyond belief. You beat him, cursed him and had your other lovers chasing him with guns and threats on his life.

So there you were, stuck with me, a pretty little brown baby that you decided was too black.  Insanely jealous and sadistic, you set on a course of slow torture and covert destruction.  You destroyed every award, painting, poem, essay and manuscript and marriage.  You sabotaged every career move.  You called ahead of me and prevented me from getting prestigious jobs.   Every time my grandfather praised and encouraged me, you silently and secretly burned with envy.

You stalked me, demanded to know every detail of my life so you could run ahead of me to eviscerate every hope and desire I ever had.  You humiliated me over and over grinning in my face, professing your fake phony "love" while stabbing me in the back.  When your schemes did not work fast enough you turned to "witchcraft".

You hated your mother and father, your brother and most of all,  your children.  You vowed to make us suffer and you did.  Yes, you bent me over, bludgeoned and crucified me.  But, you did not break me.  I lived a mere cowards existence under your shadow for a very long time.  I persevered, I truly struggled, but I triumphed.  GOD gave me the Victory!

You lost! You lost big time.  You lost the "good name" you stole.  You lost my love and respect.  You lost credibility and respect.  Most of all you lost Christ!

You are a vile filthy woman still too proud and ignorant to repent.  Well, you go straight to hell then.  And take all of your well wishers, defenders and cloakers with you.  Take all those still too cowardly to acknowledge GOD's Gospel Truth.

You are a vile sick sadist sociopath.  You are a MURDERER!  You are a prevaricator and a witch.  There is no good in you.  Not one ounce!

MARTHA JANE WALTERS,  I charge you with the highest crimes on earth.  Yes, I charge you because the police department of Fayetteville, North Carolina refuse to.

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the high crime of malicious mass MURDER.  The MURDER of your own father and all of those little babies you bragged about flushing down the toilet.

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of pedophilia!

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of rape!

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with assault and battery with a deadly weapon.  You assaulted with guns and knives, bats, machetes, sticks, tree limbs and bottles.

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with assault and battery with your vicious vile tongue, cutting down every talent your children had.

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with "witchcraft"!  You gathered  "goofer dust" off of a murdered man's grave at midnight on a full moon falsely believing that it would give you strength, enable you to be the crafty, cunning demon that you are.

MARTHA JANE WALTERS,  I charge you with gross ignorance and stupidity of the highest order.

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of being a fallen woman that refused to get up.

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of trespassing.  You trespassed into GOD's Kingdom and tried to destroy GOD's children.

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with high treason.  You betrayed GOD and His WORD!

MARTHA JANE WALTERS, may the Dear LORD have mercy on your miserable soul.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Look at her!

Shaking "goofer dust" AND praying at the same time.  Trying desperately to make a deal with GOD.  Trying to scrub your memory clean, cussing you out for daring to remember.

Playing crazy, pretending to be mentally infirm, confused. (Still laughing, confident that she is still getting over)

The time is drawing nigh for all of us. "Get right, get right with GOD and do it now."

"...except ye REPENT, ye shall NOT see GOD!"

Rank!

Rank demonic hatred, for no reason.  Full of mischief and evil schemes to feed her ravenous nasty narcissistic appetite. A shame, an abomination before the LORD.  Attending "church" every single Sunday just to be seen.  Wrapping herself in GOD's WORD and clerical robes for the praise and accolades.  Preaching the WORD loud and proud, never believing or heeding a single WORD.

Terrified to repent.  No, not ashamed, strangely proud of her wasted life.  She refuses to repent because she thinks it is a death sentence.  When she repents she knows that then and only then she can safely die.

Tell her she is going to die anyway.  "Didn't come here to stay always."

Stay in His WORD children.  Shun all fools and all evil.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)