What do you do when you wake up one morning at age 57 and finally accept the fact that your own mother has betrayed you for your entire life? Do you remain her dirty dishrag? NO! You Praise the LORD!
What do you do when you finally accept the fact that you have been terrorized and manipulated by a Jezebel demon straight from the bowels of hell? You look at her fruit and finally acknowledge that she is a sadistic pedophile, an incestuous rapist, a MURDERER and sorcerer. You put all of the cruel pieces together, fall on your knees, crushed, pulverized into fine dust. Then you slowly knit yourself back together. You pick up the pieces and let GOD mend you, restore you. He is the potter. He will make you brand new.
What do you do when you finally accept GOD's pure Gospel Truth? That woman you loved, confided in, MURDERED the only man that you ever loved, the only man that ever loved you. Do you join your blind, deaf and dumb family in their collective cowardly ignorance? Do you impatiently wait for that old troll to die? Do you bear her shame to avoid her foul curses? Do you pretend along with her church and friends that she is a preacher, a loving mother, an anointed child of GOD?
Do you keep childhood secrets because you want desperately to be accepted by "this world"? Or do you cry out to GOD and thank Him for His guidance and protection?
Do you ask GOD "Why ME LORD?"
Do you hate her and hope and pray she burns in hell for eternity? Do you tell some of the awful things she did that you have never been brave enough to commit to print? Do you wonder why "the world" hates you, shuns you, when she is the culprit, the evil doer?
Do you read about priests, doctors, and other closeted pedophiles that continue their madness, molesting and destroying GOD's children, and continue to do nothing?
Do you cry daily for your five brothers that are still suffering, still under her spell and demonic influence?
What do you do? You acknowledge GOD and thank Him for delivering you. You thank Him for the voice, the means, the know how, the determination and tremendous tenacity it will take to rescue our children.
You thank Him for your blog, your readers, your supporters. You thank Him for the best selling book that will free others. You thank Him for your journey, your struggle, your story. You thank Him for your Victory.
You thank Him for picking you up out of the muck and the mire, for taking your from victim to Victor. You tell the world! The world needs to know, must know because these demons are not few but many.
You tell because there is some poor little boy and girl being victimized right now. Millions of our children are being deliberated destroyed right now in the presence of an uncaring world.
You must tell GOD's children that they must not fear, must not give up, because a loving living GOD sent His Son so that they might have life. They can have an abundant blessed life. They can be great. They can be anything their little hearts desire.
What do I do, everyday, all day? I thank My ALL KNOWING ALMIGHTY GOD!
Children! Don't you dare let any demon, any foolish imp from the seat of satan intimidate you, threaten you, put stumbling blocks in your path and keep you from the Throne of Grace.
"If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you." (John 15:7) Those are red letter words. That's Jesus. That is what Jesus said, what He said and He can not lie.
The devil is a liar, the father of lies. He wants you destroyed, flat on your back, prostrate with grief. You have a stupid mother that Jesus told you would be against you. She is a simpleton, skinning and grinning with the devil. Thinking she got over, fooled the world. She thinks she is honored because very few are brave enough to face her and tell her GOD's Gospel Truth. Her father did and she blasted a .38 bullet through his heart.
She thinks she is honored because her crippled defeated sons still call her "mother". She thinks she's won because her cowardly church remains mum. They are totally silent on the issue. They are waiting for her to be cast on her "bed of affliction".
GOD told me to tell her she is on it, and has been on it since she was 13. At 13 she chose evil over good. It was at age 13 she decided to secretly worship satan. GOD gave her over to a reprobate mind at age 13. She is a LIAR! Her "father" is a LIAR!
"Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it." (John 8:44). More red letter words. That Jesus! Jesus speaking to us! Jesus warning us!
Praise the LORD!
Saturday, March 2, 2013
"As a man thinketh..."
"As a man (or woman) thinketh in his heart so is he." The key word is THINK. What you think, what you know for yourself. Not what you have been told, feed or brainwashed into believing.
"Study to show yourself approved." You must Study! You must read, contemplate, reason, draw inferences, come to intelligent conclusions.
I am sure my grandfather must have told us everyday; "You must cultivate the mind." He explained the mind was fertile ground for knowledge and understanding if you "cultivated" it. He taught us to Read by example. I saw him read books, newspapers, magazines every day.
He was a self educated man. Robbed of a formal education by racism he had to leave school after a total of nine months. It was some little one room school in Robeson county South Carolina. He learned enough "reading, writing and arithmetic" to learn on his own. To self educate. He mastered every subject he tackled. Gifted with a photographic memory he would amaze us by reading anything once and committing it to memory.
He died when I was twenty-seven and I never once beat him in a game of checkers or tick-tac-toe. We would do math problems. He let me use paper and pencil and he did his problems in his head and he would beat me every time.
He beat all of us. My brother, the only medical doctor in the family never beat him. His "smarty-pants" daughter never beat him.
My grandfather taught me to respect knowledge, to crave it, to think independently. He taught me to observe and question.
I am a "teacher", a very disappointed teacher. For thirty plus years I have tried to inculcate the love for knowledge and learning. I assure you it is a thankless battle. Far too many of our students demand to be spoon feed. "Just give us the answers!"
The corrupt bureaucratic public school systems have managed to rob our children once again. THINK! Would you use a public restroom? Do you really think a group of greedy bureaucrats have any real interest in truly educating your child?
Warehousing is a more appropriate term. Crowd them in. Stuff as many little miscreants in a classroom as you can. Teach them the test! Dumb down the curriculum. Make sure 90% are on the Honor Roll. The parents will never know that very little real learning is going on. They won't know that their child has been robbed until the junior and senior year when the students are required to take high stakes test in order to graduate.
They still may never know. All teachers are forced to interrupt real "teaching" in order to "teach the test".
Scammed and robbed for twelve years the "little darlings" finally enter some one's college. They show up a week early to take high stakes diagnostic tests once again. Far too many will find themselves in remedial classes. Borrowing expensive college tuition to pay for courses they should have mastered in elementary school.
"Hope scholarships" are lost, dreams are dashed. Teachers are blamed, forced to take more worthless classes in order to be re-certified every five years. "It's the teachers fault!"; the mindless media clamors.
Parents complain. Don't forget these are the same parents that complained and hauled teachers into the Principal's office every time they tried to really teach little Johnny. These are the same parents that made every excuse for "their little darling". He has ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder), or ADD with HA (Hyper Activity). He is BD (Behavioral Disordered), etc. Every disorder known to man has been identified.
The teacher is assigned a file cabinet full of IEPs (Individual Educational Plans). INDIVIDUAL EDUCATIONAL PLANS! Really!? Is this do-able?
"You better get to work by 7:30 so you have a fighting chance at the copy machine. Serve your early morning duty. Monitor the halls and bathrooms because we certainly can't expect high school students to follow the rules and do what they are told. Make sure you are vivacious, dynamic, witty, energetic, well dressed, kind and understanding. Don't get tried, work through your lunch, remain after school to tutor. Give them extra credit to come in for tutoring. Give them extra credit to make up for the test they failed and refuse to make up.
Take the blame! It is all your fault! 'Your're BOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRING!' 'YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING! YOU EXPECT US TO READ ALL THAT!'
You count the days. Pray for Divine guidance. Pray to win the lottery. Pray that your administrators will assist you. You thank GOD for the good students. The students that are well behaved no matter what. You remind yourself that it is Character not Color. You repeat it over and over; "It is Character not Color... it is Character not Color." (But deep down in your soul you quietly whisper ...I wish the school would get whiter)"
The poor teacher is saddled with students labeled with a slew of alphabets. How does the bureaucratic thieving greedy school system respond? Make sure theses teachers are spending exhaustive hours cranking out weekly lesson plans that no one bothers to read.
Give her an "N" on classroom management. Make her take an online course, she is a whiner. Make sure her computer is older than she is. Give the parents access to her roll book. Call it "infinite campus". Encourage the parents to track every grade and comment. Force her to answer endless emails, return phone calls, attend conferences before and after school.
Haul her into conferences and crucify her for what she didn't do. Let the parents rant a rave. "You should have called me.... I don't believe You!... I raised my child better than that. ... She doesn't lie! ... She would never do anything like that!... YOU CAN'T TEACH! YOU SHOULD RETIRE!"
Now the teacher has a choice. "Should I continue to dumb these dummies up? Give them the questions, give them the answers. Give them "A"s they didn't earn. Grin and bear it. Pray, anoint my room. Pray; "...Dear LORD deliver me from evil!"
The CEO of Coca-Cola just got another raise. He is up to 30.5 million per year for legally pushing a drug. I am down to my last dime, driving a ten year old car, for trying to save children. For demanding that they understand that it is character and not color.
"I waited patiently on the LORD and he heard my cry."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"Study to show yourself approved." You must Study! You must read, contemplate, reason, draw inferences, come to intelligent conclusions.
I am sure my grandfather must have told us everyday; "You must cultivate the mind." He explained the mind was fertile ground for knowledge and understanding if you "cultivated" it. He taught us to Read by example. I saw him read books, newspapers, magazines every day.
He was a self educated man. Robbed of a formal education by racism he had to leave school after a total of nine months. It was some little one room school in Robeson county South Carolina. He learned enough "reading, writing and arithmetic" to learn on his own. To self educate. He mastered every subject he tackled. Gifted with a photographic memory he would amaze us by reading anything once and committing it to memory.
He died when I was twenty-seven and I never once beat him in a game of checkers or tick-tac-toe. We would do math problems. He let me use paper and pencil and he did his problems in his head and he would beat me every time.
He beat all of us. My brother, the only medical doctor in the family never beat him. His "smarty-pants" daughter never beat him.
My grandfather taught me to respect knowledge, to crave it, to think independently. He taught me to observe and question.
I am a "teacher", a very disappointed teacher. For thirty plus years I have tried to inculcate the love for knowledge and learning. I assure you it is a thankless battle. Far too many of our students demand to be spoon feed. "Just give us the answers!"
The corrupt bureaucratic public school systems have managed to rob our children once again. THINK! Would you use a public restroom? Do you really think a group of greedy bureaucrats have any real interest in truly educating your child?
Warehousing is a more appropriate term. Crowd them in. Stuff as many little miscreants in a classroom as you can. Teach them the test! Dumb down the curriculum. Make sure 90% are on the Honor Roll. The parents will never know that very little real learning is going on. They won't know that their child has been robbed until the junior and senior year when the students are required to take high stakes test in order to graduate.
They still may never know. All teachers are forced to interrupt real "teaching" in order to "teach the test".
Scammed and robbed for twelve years the "little darlings" finally enter some one's college. They show up a week early to take high stakes diagnostic tests once again. Far too many will find themselves in remedial classes. Borrowing expensive college tuition to pay for courses they should have mastered in elementary school.
"Hope scholarships" are lost, dreams are dashed. Teachers are blamed, forced to take more worthless classes in order to be re-certified every five years. "It's the teachers fault!"; the mindless media clamors.
Parents complain. Don't forget these are the same parents that complained and hauled teachers into the Principal's office every time they tried to really teach little Johnny. These are the same parents that made every excuse for "their little darling". He has ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder), or ADD with HA (Hyper Activity). He is BD (Behavioral Disordered), etc. Every disorder known to man has been identified.
The teacher is assigned a file cabinet full of IEPs (Individual Educational Plans). INDIVIDUAL EDUCATIONAL PLANS! Really!? Is this do-able?
"You better get to work by 7:30 so you have a fighting chance at the copy machine. Serve your early morning duty. Monitor the halls and bathrooms because we certainly can't expect high school students to follow the rules and do what they are told. Make sure you are vivacious, dynamic, witty, energetic, well dressed, kind and understanding. Don't get tried, work through your lunch, remain after school to tutor. Give them extra credit to come in for tutoring. Give them extra credit to make up for the test they failed and refuse to make up.
Take the blame! It is all your fault! 'Your're BOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRING!' 'YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING! YOU EXPECT US TO READ ALL THAT!'
You count the days. Pray for Divine guidance. Pray to win the lottery. Pray that your administrators will assist you. You thank GOD for the good students. The students that are well behaved no matter what. You remind yourself that it is Character not Color. You repeat it over and over; "It is Character not Color... it is Character not Color." (But deep down in your soul you quietly whisper ...I wish the school would get whiter)"
The poor teacher is saddled with students labeled with a slew of alphabets. How does the bureaucratic thieving greedy school system respond? Make sure theses teachers are spending exhaustive hours cranking out weekly lesson plans that no one bothers to read.
Give her an "N" on classroom management. Make her take an online course, she is a whiner. Make sure her computer is older than she is. Give the parents access to her roll book. Call it "infinite campus". Encourage the parents to track every grade and comment. Force her to answer endless emails, return phone calls, attend conferences before and after school.
Haul her into conferences and crucify her for what she didn't do. Let the parents rant a rave. "You should have called me.... I don't believe You!... I raised my child better than that. ... She doesn't lie! ... She would never do anything like that!... YOU CAN'T TEACH! YOU SHOULD RETIRE!"
Now the teacher has a choice. "Should I continue to dumb these dummies up? Give them the questions, give them the answers. Give them "A"s they didn't earn. Grin and bear it. Pray, anoint my room. Pray; "...Dear LORD deliver me from evil!"
The CEO of Coca-Cola just got another raise. He is up to 30.5 million per year for legally pushing a drug. I am down to my last dime, driving a ten year old car, for trying to save children. For demanding that they understand that it is character and not color.
"I waited patiently on the LORD and he heard my cry."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Monday, February 25, 2013
GOD is looking dead at You!
GOD is watching You! He knows every thought you have before you have it. Just who do you think you are fooling?
"For the word of GOD is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and all the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart." (Hebrews 4: 12)
Every word of this scripture is the Gospel Truth! You can't hide from GOD! You can't fool GOD!
Yes, there is a GOD! Not "a" God, but the true and living GOD! The Almighty, All Knowing GOD!
Praise the LORD! Tell me how I knew your character, knew all about you when I was a four year old child! No, I didn't "know" it was YOU. But, I knew something wasn't right. I knew I was immersed in evil. I always knew GOD was leading and protecting me. I still know it! You can't make me doubt Him!
Everything GOD has ever told me has come to pass. I told you when GOD told me that I was going to win a house (1979). I won one didn't I?
I don't have to prove anything to You. You know. Don't wait or fear GOD laying you on your "bed of affliction". You are already on it. You were on it when you yielded to your common lust. You were on it when you committed ever evil deed that crossed your mind.
My blog is your "bed of affliction". You have to read about yourself. Know every word is the truth. You have to show the world what a stubborn fool you are.
GOD gives you another opportunity to give your life to Him everyday. But, you have to refuse. You have to live a lie. You have to live a lie because you have lived a complete lie for 88 years. You remain blind, deaf, dumb, unrepentant and unsaved because it is a habit. Because you believe in evil more than you believe in GOD. What have you ever gotten right? Sure you swindled a lot of people out of their money as a "root worker". But, you lost every penny. It never profitted you anything.
Every man you ever "rooted" into marriage left you or turned out to be worthless. You never earned a B.S. or B.A. degree. You are not a real preacher. Who calls you their pastor? You will never be named mother of the year.
What do you have? Nothing but Pride. "Pride goeth before a fall."
Real Christians fall down but, they get up. GET UP!
May the Dear LORD prick your heart. Touch it with a finger of love.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"For the word of GOD is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and all the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart." (Hebrews 4: 12)
Every word of this scripture is the Gospel Truth! You can't hide from GOD! You can't fool GOD!
Yes, there is a GOD! Not "a" God, but the true and living GOD! The Almighty, All Knowing GOD!
Praise the LORD! Tell me how I knew your character, knew all about you when I was a four year old child! No, I didn't "know" it was YOU. But, I knew something wasn't right. I knew I was immersed in evil. I always knew GOD was leading and protecting me. I still know it! You can't make me doubt Him!
Everything GOD has ever told me has come to pass. I told you when GOD told me that I was going to win a house (1979). I won one didn't I?
I don't have to prove anything to You. You know. Don't wait or fear GOD laying you on your "bed of affliction". You are already on it. You were on it when you yielded to your common lust. You were on it when you committed ever evil deed that crossed your mind.
My blog is your "bed of affliction". You have to read about yourself. Know every word is the truth. You have to show the world what a stubborn fool you are.
GOD gives you another opportunity to give your life to Him everyday. But, you have to refuse. You have to live a lie. You have to live a lie because you have lived a complete lie for 88 years. You remain blind, deaf, dumb, unrepentant and unsaved because it is a habit. Because you believe in evil more than you believe in GOD. What have you ever gotten right? Sure you swindled a lot of people out of their money as a "root worker". But, you lost every penny. It never profitted you anything.
Every man you ever "rooted" into marriage left you or turned out to be worthless. You never earned a B.S. or B.A. degree. You are not a real preacher. Who calls you their pastor? You will never be named mother of the year.
What do you have? Nothing but Pride. "Pride goeth before a fall."
Real Christians fall down but, they get up. GET UP!
May the Dear LORD prick your heart. Touch it with a finger of love.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Brighten someone's day!
Light up their world with your smile. Peter said; "Silver and gold have I none; but such as I have give I thee:" (Acts 3:6a)
Did my grandfather know the great impact he had on so many lives? He walked tall and regal. Greeted everyone one he met with a broad beautiful smile. Followed by kind words of encouragement.
Where would I be today without his declarations and predictions?
"My granddawthur ain't no such a woman as you!"
"Baby dawthur you have healing hands."
"Granddawthur you the jewel in my crown."
"Don't you Taught hur! Git yo' hands off hur! Look into yo' own life!"
He encouraged me to write. He told me that I had a brilliant voice. That I had something to say, something the world needed to hear. My grandfather taught me to speak my mind.
Don't spend your days parading, flaunting, hurting and trying to cultivate envy. Don't flash a phony smile to lure innocent victims into your trap. If you fill empty, full of low self-esteem, Pray. Seek the LORD. Seek His face.
You know your weaknesses, work on them. Love the LORD. Love your fellow man. "Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we man obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need." (Hebrews 4:16)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Did my grandfather know the great impact he had on so many lives? He walked tall and regal. Greeted everyone one he met with a broad beautiful smile. Followed by kind words of encouragement.
Where would I be today without his declarations and predictions?
"My granddawthur ain't no such a woman as you!"
"Baby dawthur you have healing hands."
"Granddawthur you the jewel in my crown."
"Don't you Taught hur! Git yo' hands off hur! Look into yo' own life!"
He encouraged me to write. He told me that I had a brilliant voice. That I had something to say, something the world needed to hear. My grandfather taught me to speak my mind.
Don't spend your days parading, flaunting, hurting and trying to cultivate envy. Don't flash a phony smile to lure innocent victims into your trap. If you fill empty, full of low self-esteem, Pray. Seek the LORD. Seek His face.
You know your weaknesses, work on them. Love the LORD. Love your fellow man. "Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we man obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need." (Hebrews 4:16)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, February 23, 2013
I'm not bragging ...
I'm proclaiming! I am proclaiming the merciful goodness of an Almighty, All Knowing, All Seeing GOD!
She tried to convince me that I was dumb, the world's biggest dummy. We all were dumb according to her. The world was full of absolute dummies, chumps that she alone had the right to pick. Pick clean, pick clean of their money, morality, self-esteem and any hint of happiness and joy.
Any thing we ever got right, any honor or recognition was due to her sacrifice. If she hadn't married that charcoal black n**** we "wudden'ave gon to dem good schools wid dem white churen and ended up so smart".
Our good looks was due to her good genes. Our "good hair" and intelligence. Our popularity in school was because she let us drive her brand new Cadillac to E.E.Smith Sr. High school. She worked at the college, was the secretary to the dean of students. "Dr. Rudolph Jones hired me because I wuz yalla!...I nevah did learn no short hand..he-he-he!"
Maybe I was as dumb as she said. My IQ measured 149 in the fourth grade. She didn't know what it meant until we registered at Washington Drive Junior High school and Mrs. Uzell started screaming Genius-ES!...Both of them!
They put us in the "Gifted Classes". She pretended to be proud. XXX was selected for Governor's honors. Mrs. Uzell explained that this was a very prestigious honor. She refused to let him go. "Dey might mess wid him."
Dumb? Young? Naive? Terrorized? Intimidated? Perhaps just clueless. I was nineteen. My mother let me keep her boyfriend's car while he was overseas. It was a 1965 Mercury Montego.
"Mother! there is something wrong with my brakes...when I press on them they go all the way down to the floor and the car slides to a stop."
"Just pump'um." was her reply. She knew that I needed brakes. She knew that I was a tragedy about to happen. I drove around for months, pumping and sliding into cars. Sure enough I was driving in a torrential rain one day, tried to pump the brakes fast enough to stop at the light on a four lane street. I lost control of the car. It went spinning across the median. A huge eighteen wheeler was barrelling down on me and I closed my eyes and prayed. The car kept spinning and finally landed on the median. The eighteen wheeler whizzed by barely and inch from my car. I said ;"Thank you Jesus!"
GOD saved me. Rescued me again. I am sure that there are countless times He rescued me from something that "woman" did. The fact that she only murdered my grandfather, four or five babies and stabbed only one woman is a miracle. I am sure she plotted our deaths often. There was a time we all suffered "ptomaine" poisoning. We all had to go to the emergency room. "I didn't eat none of dat bar-be-que!"; she bragged.
The poor woman is a fool. She can't be helped. She will not repent and she can not be shamed. The poor woman lives in her own world of lies and deceit. She is brilliant and perfect in her world. You are nothing in her world, just fodder for her ravenous narcissistic appetite.
No she will never be wrong and you will never be right. That's pride. That is the pride GOD warned us about. That is the pride found in the book of Proverbs. "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall. (Proverbs 16:18)
The poor woman has a Jezebel spirit. "Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which called herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not. Behold I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds." (Revelation 2: 20-22)
My LORD, MY LORD! Thank you for having mercy on me. Thank you for delivering me! Deliver my brothers LORD! Deliver my whole family. In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
She tried to convince me that I was dumb, the world's biggest dummy. We all were dumb according to her. The world was full of absolute dummies, chumps that she alone had the right to pick. Pick clean, pick clean of their money, morality, self-esteem and any hint of happiness and joy.
Any thing we ever got right, any honor or recognition was due to her sacrifice. If she hadn't married that charcoal black n**** we "wudden'ave gon to dem good schools wid dem white churen and ended up so smart".
Our good looks was due to her good genes. Our "good hair" and intelligence. Our popularity in school was because she let us drive her brand new Cadillac to E.E.Smith Sr. High school. She worked at the college, was the secretary to the dean of students. "Dr. Rudolph Jones hired me because I wuz yalla!...I nevah did learn no short hand..he-he-he!"
Maybe I was as dumb as she said. My IQ measured 149 in the fourth grade. She didn't know what it meant until we registered at Washington Drive Junior High school and Mrs. Uzell started screaming Genius-ES!...Both of them!
They put us in the "Gifted Classes". She pretended to be proud. XXX was selected for Governor's honors. Mrs. Uzell explained that this was a very prestigious honor. She refused to let him go. "Dey might mess wid him."
Dumb? Young? Naive? Terrorized? Intimidated? Perhaps just clueless. I was nineteen. My mother let me keep her boyfriend's car while he was overseas. It was a 1965 Mercury Montego.
"Mother! there is something wrong with my brakes...when I press on them they go all the way down to the floor and the car slides to a stop."
"Just pump'um." was her reply. She knew that I needed brakes. She knew that I was a tragedy about to happen. I drove around for months, pumping and sliding into cars. Sure enough I was driving in a torrential rain one day, tried to pump the brakes fast enough to stop at the light on a four lane street. I lost control of the car. It went spinning across the median. A huge eighteen wheeler was barrelling down on me and I closed my eyes and prayed. The car kept spinning and finally landed on the median. The eighteen wheeler whizzed by barely and inch from my car. I said ;"Thank you Jesus!"
GOD saved me. Rescued me again. I am sure that there are countless times He rescued me from something that "woman" did. The fact that she only murdered my grandfather, four or five babies and stabbed only one woman is a miracle. I am sure she plotted our deaths often. There was a time we all suffered "ptomaine" poisoning. We all had to go to the emergency room. "I didn't eat none of dat bar-be-que!"; she bragged.
The poor woman is a fool. She can't be helped. She will not repent and she can not be shamed. The poor woman lives in her own world of lies and deceit. She is brilliant and perfect in her world. You are nothing in her world, just fodder for her ravenous narcissistic appetite.
No she will never be wrong and you will never be right. That's pride. That is the pride GOD warned us about. That is the pride found in the book of Proverbs. "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall. (Proverbs 16:18)
The poor woman has a Jezebel spirit. "Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which called herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not. Behold I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds." (Revelation 2: 20-22)
My LORD, MY LORD! Thank you for having mercy on me. Thank you for delivering me! Deliver my brothers LORD! Deliver my whole family. In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, February 22, 2013
"The LORD is my shepherd,...
I shall not want." Truly I have never wanted for anything in my life. I have wanted as in desired, a lot of things. But, I have truly never wanted as in lacked. I have not suffered for a lack of food, clothing or shelter.
"He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name sake." There have been so many times I was tempted to go wrong, to do wrong but GOD spoke to my heart and prevented me. PTL!
No, my life has not been perfect. But, it has been a very good one. One that I am very proud of.
"Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."
"Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."
I have not wanted but I have been shocked. Just keep living your world might get rocked one day also. No matter what comes your way. Prepare yourself. Get rooted and grounded in the Holy Ghost!
Don't ever depend on any man or woman. We are human and in our humanness we will betray you.
Live right! Live in truth. Love the LORD! Love your fellow man. When you find some to be "unloveable", love them from afar. Continue to pray GOD's blessings upon them.
Be abundantly blessed today.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name sake." There have been so many times I was tempted to go wrong, to do wrong but GOD spoke to my heart and prevented me. PTL!
No, my life has not been perfect. But, it has been a very good one. One that I am very proud of.
"Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."
"Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."
I have not wanted but I have been shocked. Just keep living your world might get rocked one day also. No matter what comes your way. Prepare yourself. Get rooted and grounded in the Holy Ghost!
Don't ever depend on any man or woman. We are human and in our humanness we will betray you.
Live right! Live in truth. Love the LORD! Love your fellow man. When you find some to be "unloveable", love them from afar. Continue to pray GOD's blessings upon them.
Be abundantly blessed today.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, February 21, 2013
The Proverbs
I was eight years old enjoying the summer with my grandfather. We got up at the crack of dawn, I didn't mind. We flowed him around like some little biddies.
We went form the hen house to the hog pen, feeding, gathering, but most of all learning. When I think about it now, granddaddy didn't really talk much. When he did say something it was monumental. He truly was a man of few words. But, those words were crafted, honest, words of wisdom from the mouth of GOD Himself.
He didn't have a television. It was 1959 and he still loved the radio. We would listen to the radio nightly then he would open his Bible and read for hours. Granddaddy got me involved in reading and understanding the Bible early. We started with the book of Ruth. We discussed it. My grandfather's eyes lit up, he was delighted. We went to Proverbs next.
"How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge? (Proverbs 1:22)
Lesson learned, "fools" hate knowledge. They don't know and they don't want to know. Do not disturb their ignorance. Try to wake them up and get cussed out. They will lie on you. they will gang up on you and lie. They will try to make you suffer for calling out their stupidity.
"Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you." (Proverbs 1:23)
"If you live right granddaddy...GOD will bless you with wisdom and understanding." Granddaddy smiled down on me. Radiated, beamed. Everywhere we went; "This my Grand-dawthur!" Had me standing on a step stool behind the pulpit reading scripture to the whole church.
He told me that I was anointed and I know he was right!
We went form the hen house to the hog pen, feeding, gathering, but most of all learning. When I think about it now, granddaddy didn't really talk much. When he did say something it was monumental. He truly was a man of few words. But, those words were crafted, honest, words of wisdom from the mouth of GOD Himself.
He didn't have a television. It was 1959 and he still loved the radio. We would listen to the radio nightly then he would open his Bible and read for hours. Granddaddy got me involved in reading and understanding the Bible early. We started with the book of Ruth. We discussed it. My grandfather's eyes lit up, he was delighted. We went to Proverbs next.
"How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge? (Proverbs 1:22)
Lesson learned, "fools" hate knowledge. They don't know and they don't want to know. Do not disturb their ignorance. Try to wake them up and get cussed out. They will lie on you. they will gang up on you and lie. They will try to make you suffer for calling out their stupidity.
"Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you." (Proverbs 1:23)
"If you live right granddaddy...GOD will bless you with wisdom and understanding." Granddaddy smiled down on me. Radiated, beamed. Everywhere we went; "This my Grand-dawthur!" Had me standing on a step stool behind the pulpit reading scripture to the whole church.
He told me that I was anointed and I know he was right!
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