"Woman to woman ..."

The lyrics to some popular song long ago.  "Woman to woman ..." the song went.  This one woman demanded to talk to another woman via a "song message".  I don't know if the women ever talked.  I know one woman got her message out loud and clear.  She was taking care of that man. "The car he drives ...the clothes he wear .. see, I make that possible."

I am sure a lot of women thought like me.  "How desperate."  You are willing to take care of a man!  To fight for him.  To make a fool of yourself on the radio.  I liked that hook "Woman to woman", though.

I am a woman in  need of a "Woman to Woman " talk with one woman on this earth.  Martha Jane Walters, my birth "mother".  A poor common slut that built her horrible life around harming and completely destroying others.  The b**** won't die!  Just keeps hanging around to hurt even more.

I was born into your clutches .  I had no way out.  An abominable stank whore that would have sex with anyone, any age, any gender (perhaps species) , any where and at any time.

No, you have no moral compass.  Not one hint of discretion.  That is your burden to bear.  My burden is getting over you, surviving you.  Adjusting to the fact and finally accepting the truth that something as foul, despicable, corrupt and as evil as you can in  fact exist , seem to thrive.

Your "fake Christianity" no longer phases me.  It is impossible to love the LORD and live the life you've lived.  You are abhorrent!  You murdered your own father and I can only guess the lengths of your depravity with your five sons.

I recognize now.  I see you clearly for the common c*** you are.  I can't say I feel sorry for you.  It was your choice to make.  You made every low common decision you could.  I can't say you were unsuccessful ever.

Were you undetectable? Unbelievable?  No! you are just common scum that we did not want to accept as true.  Yes, you were quite cunning and manipulative but it became obvious that you wanted nothing but sick demonic narcissistic supply.

How any one can continue to tolerate you is beyond my ability to discern.  The longer I live the commoner you become.  The longer I live the more I come to know about your serious lack of any moral discretion.

No wonder you were so jealous of me.  Perhaps I wasn't the chaste lady you supposed me to be.  I am certainly impotent, asexual, a eunuch  as a result of your sexual abuse and constant jealous interference.

You are one miserable excuse for a woman, a mother, a grandmother.  May the Dear LORD have mercy on your soul.

Forgive me ...I'm learning

Have some patience.  I am learning. What looks like a "roach chase" is practice, preperation for something wonderful to come.

Little did I know ...

but GOD knew.  I was born into this world a helpless babe. GOD sent me here for His own purpose. He didn't send me here to be some ogre's narcissistic supply.

I did not remain a dependent weakling very long.  My survival instincts kicked in early.  I knew my life was going to be rough because GOD told me.  He promised me that He would always be with me, that He would never leave me.  What He didn't tell me or what I couldn't fully hear or comprehend was that the true source of  my struggle would be my jealous fallen mother.

I find it more than ironic that she labeled me a snake and she turned out to be the snake, the serpent, the crafty conniving she-devil.

GOD sent me to tell you NOT to put up with evil-doers in your family.  Don't fear them.  Don't be embarrassed to call them out, to expose them.  Most of all don't believe them, not one word that comes out of their corrupt mouth.  They are polished prevaricators, expert liars and deceivers.

They are pure parasites, blood suckers.  They can't get enough of your pain that is why they overkill.

Looking back over our past I realize that as a family we should have done something about her many years ago.  The unfortunate fact is her terrorizing cruelty and brutality held us captive.  That and just not believing what we saw, witnessed and experienced.

A demon unheard of.  A backstabbing treacherous snake purring like a helpless kitten.  I am warning you.  Look the other way if you want to.  Keep trying to make a loving mother out of a demonic whore.  Let her know that you still fear her.

It will not end well.

My Loving, Almighty GOD has always protected me and He delivered me. Praise the LORD!  GOD will deliver you too.  He will deliver you from the hands of your enemies if you ask Him.

Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

As you read this blog ...

please listen to the Gospel song "Stand by me" by Lou Rawls and The Pilgrims Travelers.  May  it bring you as much joy and peace as it brings me.

"I'm calling you LORD ... Stand by me."

Dear LORD I am standing here alone (practically) facing the greatest demon this world has ever known.  A treacherous "mother", a complete unrepentant demon.  Her fangs and tendons are showing ready to pounce, determined to the bitter end to destroy me.   Not just me, she wants to destroy all goodness, all righteousness.  The foolish woman is engaged in a secret war with GOD.

Yes, it is bizarre, utterly ridiculous, unfathomable, the nightmare of the millennium.  Ignorance, stupidity and wickedness allowed to play out.  GOD has a purpose for her life.  If her life doesn't demonstrate the power of His mighty WORD and prophecy to you, nothing ever will.

Confident that she crushed the life out of her father and all her sons she will not rest until she has successfully smeared and destroyed me.  She Will NOT! GOD will not let her.  He will not permit it!

Her Bible toting and scripture reading mean nothing to me.  "Do me like you did Daniel in the lions den! The Hebrew children were in a fire hotter than it ought to be, just like you delivered them I know you will deliver me."

Thank You LORD for your love and protection.  Deliver my entire family LORD.  It is time.  Bring her to a conclusion.

Needless pain

This old world is hard enough, full of pain and anguish from our own frailties and mistakes.  I assure you no one needs a secret enemy, a false friend to lead us knee deep into misery.  No one needs a mother that sits around calculating on how she can make the miserable life she created for her own children worse.

It happens. It it didn't happen to you to GOD be the Glory.  It happened to me and I came to warn others so they will not continue to suffer like I did.

Don't try to make sense of this madness. It is ridiculous.  It is unnecessary but it is real.  There are some people on this earth that don't want to see anyone happy.  Their greatest happiness stems from inflicting pain clandestinely.  They deliberately orchestrate the pain so they can pretend to care.

They will love on you, hug and kiss you.  The whole while you are crying and suffering they are silently laughing.  They are exuberant, delighted to see you suffer.

You see in their disturbed little mind you are the cause of their tremendous unhappiness.  They live to get even, to inflict more pain on you than they falsely believe you caused them.  Psychiatrists call them Malignant Narcissistic Psychopaths.  GOD calls them demons.

Demons are real!  Don't believe me.  Read your Bible!  What did Jesus spend an inordinate amount of time doing? Casting out demons!  "Dressed outwardly in sheeps clothing yet inwardly they are ravenous wolves."

If you can't see them it is because you refuse to see.  You refuse to trust GOD.  Or it is because they successfully enticed you into a sick sin that you are still too ashamed to admit.

No, your demon may not be in your family.  But you are going to meet your demon one day.  It is inevitable. There are far too many on this earth for you to escape.  "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction.  Narrow is the path of righteousness.  Few will go there in."  More will do wrong on this earth than will do right.

No, you don't have to fear them.  They have no power.  The only power they have over our lives is the power we give them.  I will give no demon power over my life!  Not as long as I have the Holy Ghost!  I have the Holy Ghost!

That's why she hates me.  That is why she hated my grandfather.  Snatch the rug from under her feet.  Look her in the eye and tell her about herself.  The fool got that way deliberately.  Deliberately sold her soul to the devil, took the short cut to "success".  Never could rid herself of the emptiness she felt.  Never could wash that stench off.  Could never feel clean and honest.  Could never enjoy any true happiness or love.

Don't follow her!  Don't believe her!  Don't you dare trust her.  Don't you call her and ask her to pray for you.  She can't pray.  She is a demon that can only prey!

Ask GOD to deliver you.  Pray and ask GOD for His eternal protection from demonic forces.  No, I can't stop her and I can't make you believe me.  I can pray for your deliverance. I can pray for GOD to finally open your eyes and ears.  I pray that GOD will take the fear that she planted in your heart.

We will suffer pain on this earth.  It is the price we pay for being human.   But no one has to suffer needless pain inflicted by a hopeless demon too proud and too wicked to give her life to Christ.

Read that Book! Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

"Oh Happy Day!"

"When Jesus washed  all my sins away!"  It was truly a wonderful day.  I got baptized.  I went down into the cold freezing water at The Potter's House on Crowell Road in Covington, Georgia.

It didn't matter that I was already old.  I was "sprinkled" at 12, gave my life to Christ. I foolishly believed that was all I needed.  My mother warned me to never get baptized again.  She kept saying; "One LORD...one baptism."

She had convinced us that she was our "religious authority" and we should listen to her only.  Wrong! You need to get in that water, go down under the water.  Don't forget Jesus got baptized.  He didn't get a symbolic sprinkling form John.  He went down under the water.

Go down under the water, surrender all, nearly drown.  Humble yourself.  Let GOD wash all your sins away.
What ever you do, don't try to hide your sins.  Don't try to pretend that you don't remember. "We all have sinned and come short of the Gospel of Jesus Christ."

Don't run out and do one thing right to clear your conscious of all your wrong doing.  Don't quote scripture to make people think you are righteous.  Don't try to convert people until you've been converted.

Every WORD in that book is true.  Sure you can fool a lot of people.  But, you can't fool GOD and you sure can't fool yourself.

Get down in that water.  Let GOD scrub all of that filth out of your mind.  Let Him cleanse you of all that hate.  Let go of ignorance, of faulty doctrine.

Study! You must study to show yourself approve.  Pick up your Bible and study it everyday.  Pray, ask GOD for wisdom and understanding.  Ask GOD to create in you a clean heart.

Beam and radiate today and every day.  Let your little light shine.  Don't let a demon keep you from GOD's promises.  Don't let an evil spirit think for you.  Look at her carefully.  Listen intently.  See the misery in her eyes.

Pray for GOD to deliver you from evil.  Rejoice and be comforted by the fact that He will never leave or forsake you.  Then and only then will you know what it is to have a "Happy Day!".

Stay in His WORD children.  Be abundantly blessed today.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

The Edwin Hawkins Singers - Oh Happy Day

When Jesus washed my sins away!