You deserve to suffer! Because you're stupid! Blind as a bat! I bet I can sell you some magic beans right now!
No! It is not that you can't think or don't want to think. You have been conditioned NOT to think. You are functioning on "automatic stupidity and gullibility". Yes you are, yes you are and I can prove it.
Did you chime in and spew vulgar epithets over the recent Jordan Davis verdict? The jury was hung. Was it a deliberate racist plot? Am I being "disloyal" to black people by not complaining loudly? Are we like a sports team or a huge extended family? Must we stick together on every issue?
In their anger and frustration a lot of people missed the fact that this Dunn man is facing a minimum of 60 years. Retry him if you must. The man is human. You can add on a million years, he still won't be able to do them. Why are we lying and faking? I slam my locks shut when I roll up to an intersection and see a group of "thugs". To borrow from Dave Chapelle; "You may not be a 'ho but you are wearing a 'ho's uniform."
Please don't represent what you are not in order to be accepted, to not stand out, to demonstrate your loyalty to "its a black thang" mentality . True, no one has the right to judge you. But are you being your true authentic self? In my youth I wore hot pants and halter tops. I swear I personally invented twerking. What was I looking for? A godly man! (In Mr.V's Figure 8) Man was I barking up the wrong tree.
Children, all children of every age and hue. Live to love and not offend. Do say please and thank you. We do live in a very cruel world and many people have "triggers", are off their meds or should be on them. You are not bullet proof. Do not yell obscenities. Just shake your head and pray for the ignorant.
We are a bunch of hypocrites. Some of us march around with signs demanding protection for the 2nd amendment. Every body wants a gun. Shooting guns is an American pastime. We write and promote hypnotic music glorifying gun violence. Our favorite movies glorify gun violence. "Go ahead make my day!" Dirty Harry is our American hero.
What is my point? Relax, trust GOD. GOD will fix it. Look at O.J.
Stay in His WORD children. Practice critical thinking. READ! Contemplate , mull over, meditate and don't be so quick to follow the crowd.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 19, 2014 All rights reserved.
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
(Singing) "Glory Hallelujah"
Praise GOD for another beautiful day on planet earth. Thank you for your WORD LORD, for your healing mercies, for your tender truth.
I am sitting in front of this computer laughing, light and unburdened. Smiling as I reflect on my harrowing ordeal. Feeling extra special, anointed, approved, accepted into the fold of the righteous. I can truly look back and say I did what was right, godly, blessed and Holy Ghost guided.
No, I am not condemning you. You did a better job at that than any one can ever do. You knew you were a reprobate. That fact shamed you. Unfortunately nothing you ever did wrong ever affected you enough to want to correct it, to genuinely want to change. Pretending and lying was good enough for you because you were so brilliant at it. I am sure I have never met a better liar and I hope I never will.
Yes, you could have done better. You could have revealed your true demonic self by finally repenting. You could have taken those blinders off your sons. Oh well, it is all in Divine Order. Those that ask to be delivered, will. Those that prefer to cling to your demonic poisoned breasts, will.
True, you convinced us you were all powerful. That there was nothing we could ever do to escape you, to escape the taint of you. You swore your homemade "hoodoo-voodoo" was so powerful you could defeat the LORD Jesus Christ. That you, Martha Jane Walters could do anything that crossed your mind. Rape anyone! Baby, child, pre-teen, teen ... age or gender never mattered to you. You could brutalize, assault, stab, shoot ... who was going to believe anything negative against you? You were far too clever. That preaching scam was the best one you ever came up with.
There is still one minor flaw in your diabolical plan. I AM NOT UTTERLY DESTROYED! My brother is not so old that he can't still become the great physician GOD created him to be. My brother the brilliant musician can still play his horn, can still write beautiful songs.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS HODGES DOSTER WATSON LAMOUREAUX I boldly declare ;All your EVIL, every evil deed, plot, scam and thought burn with you forever in molten HELL!
Dear LORD in Heaven; "Banish all the forces of evil from me, destroy them, vanquish them, so that I can be healthy and do good deeds. Banish from me all spells, witchcraft, black magic, malefice, ties, maledictions, and the evil eye; diabolic infestations, oppressions, possessions; all that is evil and sinful, jealousy, perfidy, envy, physical, psychological, moral, spiritual, diabolical ailments. Burn all these evils in hell, that they may never again touch me or any other creature in the entire world. I command and bid all the powers who molest me ---- by the power of GOD all powerful, in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior, through the intercession of the Immaculate Virgin Mary----- to leave me forever, and to be consigned into the everlasting hell, where they will be bound by Saint Michael the archangel, Saint Gabriel, Saint Raphael, our guardian angels, and where they will be crushed under the heel of the Immaculate Virgin Mary."
Martha I can never know when evil engulfed you, took over your mind and spirit. I know it did! I know it was and is the Holy Ghost that saved me from the likes of you. Praise the LORD!
Children if you want to be delivered, pray. If you are miserable and don't know why, pray. If you were associated or contaminated by Martha in any way, pray.
I am going to end today's post with a simple still heart breaking story. Rico (her young pretend pimp husband) had finally packed his bags and left her. He left a letter that filled a yellow legal pad. I don't know what he said. Evidently is was a long painful explanation of why he had to leave her and his young infant son.
"Come on! Gwen" was her command to me. "Let's ride ... dis black muthaf****** dun stole my brand new Cadillac!" Martha pretended this young man that she married one day after obtaining a fraudulent divorce from her co-perverted husband had wronged her! She was still "screwing" her ex-husband! Had started a relationship with the man that would become her fourth legal husband. She laughed because the man knew Rico, was stationed in his unit and was screwing his wife everyday. Not only would Martha go off on her young fine husband anywhere and anytime in the most ignorant loud ghetto fashion ,she would walk around the house "stanking", unwashed, hair sticking up, teeth unbrushed, parcels still in the jar. House looking just like a dimpster dumpster and smelling like a bus station. He soon found out that she was treating him just like she treated us; just like pure S***!
There was nothing you could do. She taunted, always singing off key(couldn't carry a tune in a bucket);"You can't win fuh duh fix you in! I can't lose fuh duh stuff I use!"
Rico was stationed in Fort Lee, Virginia. That is where he fled to in Martha's magic Cadillac. Claiming that was all she wanted we sped up I-95. Evidently in serious haste to leave, Rico had inadvertently left his Gulf credit card in Martha's wicked little hands. She had a ball filling the gas tanks of the strangers we encountered along the way. Martha was raging, fuming, mad enough to kill again. One man got a complete set of tires.
I enjoyed my first dinner of Lobster tail. We checked into Virginia's finest motel. Martha was beside herself with grief when Rico's first sargent put her hysterical ass out of his office with;"Lady! I cant make that man go back to you!"
I felt so sorry for her. There was my strong courageous mother that never permitted me to shed one tear in my whole 18 year old life, snotting and screaming like a banshee over a man.
Yes, I felt sorry for her but I felt sorrier for Rico. I secretly congratulated him in my mind for successfully escaping.
What is my point? Why am I telling you all this? Evil is real! Don't play with it and if you do, don't you dare think you are going to get away.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 18, 2014 All rights reserved.
I am sitting in front of this computer laughing, light and unburdened. Smiling as I reflect on my harrowing ordeal. Feeling extra special, anointed, approved, accepted into the fold of the righteous. I can truly look back and say I did what was right, godly, blessed and Holy Ghost guided.
No, I am not condemning you. You did a better job at that than any one can ever do. You knew you were a reprobate. That fact shamed you. Unfortunately nothing you ever did wrong ever affected you enough to want to correct it, to genuinely want to change. Pretending and lying was good enough for you because you were so brilliant at it. I am sure I have never met a better liar and I hope I never will.
Yes, you could have done better. You could have revealed your true demonic self by finally repenting. You could have taken those blinders off your sons. Oh well, it is all in Divine Order. Those that ask to be delivered, will. Those that prefer to cling to your demonic poisoned breasts, will.
True, you convinced us you were all powerful. That there was nothing we could ever do to escape you, to escape the taint of you. You swore your homemade "hoodoo-voodoo" was so powerful you could defeat the LORD Jesus Christ. That you, Martha Jane Walters could do anything that crossed your mind. Rape anyone! Baby, child, pre-teen, teen ... age or gender never mattered to you. You could brutalize, assault, stab, shoot ... who was going to believe anything negative against you? You were far too clever. That preaching scam was the best one you ever came up with.
There is still one minor flaw in your diabolical plan. I AM NOT UTTERLY DESTROYED! My brother is not so old that he can't still become the great physician GOD created him to be. My brother the brilliant musician can still play his horn, can still write beautiful songs.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS HODGES DOSTER WATSON LAMOUREAUX I boldly declare ;All your EVIL, every evil deed, plot, scam and thought burn with you forever in molten HELL!
Dear LORD in Heaven; "Banish all the forces of evil from me, destroy them, vanquish them, so that I can be healthy and do good deeds. Banish from me all spells, witchcraft, black magic, malefice, ties, maledictions, and the evil eye; diabolic infestations, oppressions, possessions; all that is evil and sinful, jealousy, perfidy, envy, physical, psychological, moral, spiritual, diabolical ailments. Burn all these evils in hell, that they may never again touch me or any other creature in the entire world. I command and bid all the powers who molest me ---- by the power of GOD all powerful, in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior, through the intercession of the Immaculate Virgin Mary----- to leave me forever, and to be consigned into the everlasting hell, where they will be bound by Saint Michael the archangel, Saint Gabriel, Saint Raphael, our guardian angels, and where they will be crushed under the heel of the Immaculate Virgin Mary."
Martha I can never know when evil engulfed you, took over your mind and spirit. I know it did! I know it was and is the Holy Ghost that saved me from the likes of you. Praise the LORD!
Children if you want to be delivered, pray. If you are miserable and don't know why, pray. If you were associated or contaminated by Martha in any way, pray.
I am going to end today's post with a simple still heart breaking story. Rico (her young pretend pimp husband) had finally packed his bags and left her. He left a letter that filled a yellow legal pad. I don't know what he said. Evidently is was a long painful explanation of why he had to leave her and his young infant son.
"Come on! Gwen" was her command to me. "Let's ride ... dis black muthaf****** dun stole my brand new Cadillac!" Martha pretended this young man that she married one day after obtaining a fraudulent divorce from her co-perverted husband had wronged her! She was still "screwing" her ex-husband! Had started a relationship with the man that would become her fourth legal husband. She laughed because the man knew Rico, was stationed in his unit and was screwing his wife everyday. Not only would Martha go off on her young fine husband anywhere and anytime in the most ignorant loud ghetto fashion ,she would walk around the house "stanking", unwashed, hair sticking up, teeth unbrushed, parcels still in the jar. House looking just like a dimpster dumpster and smelling like a bus station. He soon found out that she was treating him just like she treated us; just like pure S***!
There was nothing you could do. She taunted, always singing off key(couldn't carry a tune in a bucket);"You can't win fuh duh fix you in! I can't lose fuh duh stuff I use!"
Rico was stationed in Fort Lee, Virginia. That is where he fled to in Martha's magic Cadillac. Claiming that was all she wanted we sped up I-95. Evidently in serious haste to leave, Rico had inadvertently left his Gulf credit card in Martha's wicked little hands. She had a ball filling the gas tanks of the strangers we encountered along the way. Martha was raging, fuming, mad enough to kill again. One man got a complete set of tires.
I enjoyed my first dinner of Lobster tail. We checked into Virginia's finest motel. Martha was beside herself with grief when Rico's first sargent put her hysterical ass out of his office with;"Lady! I cant make that man go back to you!"
I felt so sorry for her. There was my strong courageous mother that never permitted me to shed one tear in my whole 18 year old life, snotting and screaming like a banshee over a man.
Yes, I felt sorry for her but I felt sorrier for Rico. I secretly congratulated him in my mind for successfully escaping.
What is my point? Why am I telling you all this? Evil is real! Don't play with it and if you do, don't you dare think you are going to get away.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 18, 2014 All rights reserved.
Monday, February 17, 2014
"Lost in translation"
I love language, WORDS have always intrigued me. I could sit and listen to Grandaddy and aunt Beulah for hours. My mother accused me of never doing anything but running my "f****** mouf'". But she was wrong. I was listening intently, deliberately memorizing, recording every word and deed on that magnetic tape running in my brain.
The language that fascinated me the most was the language of my grandfather, a self-educated North Carolina tobacco farmer. He was what some people called "country". The word "country" denoted the fact they livid in very rural areas (many on their own land). In the back country hidden behind miles and miles of trees, winding dirt roads. A place where many people dipped snuff, "chawed 'bacca", bathed regularly every "Saddy night". Made their own soap, butter, fishing poles, dressed their own hogs.
"Seben" meant seven, "fidden tuh" meant "fixing to" which means preparing to do something.
The one Wade Station expression I loved the most was; "I Ain't Studdin' You!" Those four little words meant that you can stop talking, stop wasting your breath. "I am no longer listening to you. There is nothing you can say or do that would ever interest me!"
Once that pronouncement has been made against you; you should know to leave, to let it go. I am sure we have all witnessed a relationship when we wondered aloud what the poor whipped victim saw in their cruel, selfish, immoral mate. "Doesn't he know?" "Can't he see?"
My mother taught me:"Sump'in unnatcul goin' on! Yea chile when you see a couple been together a long time and all dey do is fight ...yea chile ... sump's unnatcul goin' on!"
True, my mother, Martha Jane Walters taught me a lot. True, she taught me a lot of wrong but none of it was for naught. I certainly know that unbridled insane jealousy will ruin you. A rebellious, sneaky, deceitful nature combined with extreme ignorance will ruin you.
Never desire to rob someone of their gifts. Never believe that you are smart enough to rob a good man of his good name. Never ever believe that you have to compromise with satan over any issue. "Fear no man!"
Dear LORD I pray for all the lost, all the blind, all of your children that refuse to embrace your truth. Blind as a bat, can't see the truth staring them in the face. Weak and frightened they hold on to satan's despicable lies. Burdened down with their own sins that they refuse to take to your cross. The poor fools truly believe they must continue to suffer because the one who enslaved them flattered them, buttered them up. Told them;*"their lips were getting smaller, those liver lips were shrinking."
Make sure you know that satan has NO power. Yes, he is loud and vulgar, a despicable reprobate, but he has no power. Yes, a demon possessed mother can instill the most incredible fear. But that is what it is, fear. Confront that demon. Watch her run! When I confronted Martha about my rape when I was eight years old she cussed me out, reminded me that she was an ordained preacher and Fled!
Jesus told me the "Truth" would set me free. Thank you Jesus!
Stay in His WORD children. Study your Bible, pray, fast, meditate, cleanse, dream, name and claim. Step out on GOD's promises today! Repent of your sins Today! Accept GOD as Your Redeemer Today!
Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
*reference to Martha's trademark scam of manufacturing and selling "Lip Reducing Cream" when she was 16
Copyright February 17, 2014 All rights reserved
The language that fascinated me the most was the language of my grandfather, a self-educated North Carolina tobacco farmer. He was what some people called "country". The word "country" denoted the fact they livid in very rural areas (many on their own land). In the back country hidden behind miles and miles of trees, winding dirt roads. A place where many people dipped snuff, "chawed 'bacca", bathed regularly every "Saddy night". Made their own soap, butter, fishing poles, dressed their own hogs.
"Seben" meant seven, "fidden tuh" meant "fixing to" which means preparing to do something.
The one Wade Station expression I loved the most was; "I Ain't Studdin' You!" Those four little words meant that you can stop talking, stop wasting your breath. "I am no longer listening to you. There is nothing you can say or do that would ever interest me!"
Once that pronouncement has been made against you; you should know to leave, to let it go. I am sure we have all witnessed a relationship when we wondered aloud what the poor whipped victim saw in their cruel, selfish, immoral mate. "Doesn't he know?" "Can't he see?"
My mother taught me:"Sump'in unnatcul goin' on! Yea chile when you see a couple been together a long time and all dey do is fight ...yea chile ... sump's unnatcul goin' on!"
True, my mother, Martha Jane Walters taught me a lot. True, she taught me a lot of wrong but none of it was for naught. I certainly know that unbridled insane jealousy will ruin you. A rebellious, sneaky, deceitful nature combined with extreme ignorance will ruin you.
Never desire to rob someone of their gifts. Never believe that you are smart enough to rob a good man of his good name. Never ever believe that you have to compromise with satan over any issue. "Fear no man!"
Dear LORD I pray for all the lost, all the blind, all of your children that refuse to embrace your truth. Blind as a bat, can't see the truth staring them in the face. Weak and frightened they hold on to satan's despicable lies. Burdened down with their own sins that they refuse to take to your cross. The poor fools truly believe they must continue to suffer because the one who enslaved them flattered them, buttered them up. Told them;*"their lips were getting smaller, those liver lips were shrinking."
Make sure you know that satan has NO power. Yes, he is loud and vulgar, a despicable reprobate, but he has no power. Yes, a demon possessed mother can instill the most incredible fear. But that is what it is, fear. Confront that demon. Watch her run! When I confronted Martha about my rape when I was eight years old she cussed me out, reminded me that she was an ordained preacher and Fled!
Jesus told me the "Truth" would set me free. Thank you Jesus!
Stay in His WORD children. Study your Bible, pray, fast, meditate, cleanse, dream, name and claim. Step out on GOD's promises today! Repent of your sins Today! Accept GOD as Your Redeemer Today!
Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
*reference to Martha's trademark scam of manufacturing and selling "Lip Reducing Cream" when she was 16
Copyright February 17, 2014 All rights reserved
Sunday, February 16, 2014
I've always been amazed by ...
the number of people that claim they don't believe in GOD. My heart breaks for the ignorant that scoff and laugh at my uncompromising faith. Perhaps I am more fortunate than most people because I know my Redeemer lives!
I have never had any doubt. GOD has always given me irrefutable proof, documented evidence. Not that I have to prove anything to anyone. If you don't want to believe, then don't. Crucify me if that makes you feel better. No matter what no one can make me lie and uphold an abomination from the bowels of hell just so I can appear to be "normal".
I know what I saw! I know what I experienced! And I know my LORD and Savior Jesus Christ has been with me every step of the way. GOD gave me a name for it before I truly grasped what was going on;"Journey to Wholeness". GOD gave me the title to that chapter of my life before I came close to accepting the fact that I was broken. I was broken and didn't know it. I was content to let Martha think for me. Truthfully I didn't know I had the right to. I was conditioned;"Honor your mother, Honor your mother, Honor your mother. Never question, do what you are told. Never question, do what you are told..."
Children what if your "mother" is not right? What if your daddy was just another blow fly laying his eggs? (When your mother and father forsake you I will take you up.)
What if your mother was far ahead of the psychiatrists and the church? Dear LORD can a person be afflicted with mental illness as well as demon possession? Dear LORD that is the psychological equivalent to having Leprosy and AIDS.
Mess around with the devil, mess with the occult if you want to. Don't you dare think what happened to my mother can't happen to you, can't happen to any of us.
GOD granted me the strength to handle this truth. Our world is in pure turmoil. People are suffering in excruciating psychological pain that stem from one source; satan. What did Jesus say? If you are a liar you are a liar and a MURDERER just like your daddy, your father, satan.
If you are a liar about anything stay out of my face. If you prevaricate, embellish, engage in trickery for the sole purpose of witnessing my personal destruction up close and personal; Stay the hell away from me! "Get thee behind me satan!"
No I don't know what happened to you, when, where or how. But, I got sense enough to know that you do not serve my best interest. You are the kind of "Christian" that justified giving those smallpox contaminated blankets to the Indians. Yes children there are people in YOUR family that will try to convince you that WRONG is RIGHT. To please not ever tell on them because "we be kin", the world won't understand and besides you are nothing any way. You were never going to do anything with your life. Your life is not as important as theirs' was and most importantly;"You duh Fool! S***! YOU let me trick you! ...Git ova'it! You can kiss my yalla a**! Don't piss on my grave when I'm DED! AND HELL NO!!!!!!!!!I AIN'T NEVAH GON APOLOGIZE FAH S***!"
Children, just because someone comes to you wearing a robe, bragging about their ordination, hooping and hollering "Jesus" doesn't mean they are saved! Look at their fruit! Look at their deeds. Listen to their conversation.
I just want to tell you about one Holy Ghost Miracle today. (I'll keep it short) My mother convinced me that I could continue driving this old 1968 Montego Mercury ( on loan to her from one of her boyfriends) without any brakes. "Just pump'um ...you'll stop." Yes I was 19 and apparently very stupid. So shortly there after I was driving much too fast in the torrential rain with no brakes (mind you). I totally lost control of my little car. It took on a life of it's own spinning directly into the path of a speeding eighteen wheeler. I closed my eyes and screamed; "I'm coming home to you LORD!"
At that precise moment the Dear LORD lifted that little car and placed it safely on the median to rest as the eighteen wheeler whizzed by. Praise the LORD!
People that refuse to believe in GOD don't have to. As for me' "You can't make me doubt Him!"
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedinly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 16, 2014 All rights reserved.
I have never had any doubt. GOD has always given me irrefutable proof, documented evidence. Not that I have to prove anything to anyone. If you don't want to believe, then don't. Crucify me if that makes you feel better. No matter what no one can make me lie and uphold an abomination from the bowels of hell just so I can appear to be "normal".
I know what I saw! I know what I experienced! And I know my LORD and Savior Jesus Christ has been with me every step of the way. GOD gave me a name for it before I truly grasped what was going on;"Journey to Wholeness". GOD gave me the title to that chapter of my life before I came close to accepting the fact that I was broken. I was broken and didn't know it. I was content to let Martha think for me. Truthfully I didn't know I had the right to. I was conditioned;"Honor your mother, Honor your mother, Honor your mother. Never question, do what you are told. Never question, do what you are told..."
Children what if your "mother" is not right? What if your daddy was just another blow fly laying his eggs? (When your mother and father forsake you I will take you up.)
What if your mother was far ahead of the psychiatrists and the church? Dear LORD can a person be afflicted with mental illness as well as demon possession? Dear LORD that is the psychological equivalent to having Leprosy and AIDS.
Mess around with the devil, mess with the occult if you want to. Don't you dare think what happened to my mother can't happen to you, can't happen to any of us.
GOD granted me the strength to handle this truth. Our world is in pure turmoil. People are suffering in excruciating psychological pain that stem from one source; satan. What did Jesus say? If you are a liar you are a liar and a MURDERER just like your daddy, your father, satan.
If you are a liar about anything stay out of my face. If you prevaricate, embellish, engage in trickery for the sole purpose of witnessing my personal destruction up close and personal; Stay the hell away from me! "Get thee behind me satan!"
No I don't know what happened to you, when, where or how. But, I got sense enough to know that you do not serve my best interest. You are the kind of "Christian" that justified giving those smallpox contaminated blankets to the Indians. Yes children there are people in YOUR family that will try to convince you that WRONG is RIGHT. To please not ever tell on them because "we be kin", the world won't understand and besides you are nothing any way. You were never going to do anything with your life. Your life is not as important as theirs' was and most importantly;"You duh Fool! S***! YOU let me trick you! ...Git ova'it! You can kiss my yalla a**! Don't piss on my grave when I'm DED! AND HELL NO!!!!!!!!!I AIN'T NEVAH GON APOLOGIZE FAH S***!"
Children, just because someone comes to you wearing a robe, bragging about their ordination, hooping and hollering "Jesus" doesn't mean they are saved! Look at their fruit! Look at their deeds. Listen to their conversation.
I just want to tell you about one Holy Ghost Miracle today. (I'll keep it short) My mother convinced me that I could continue driving this old 1968 Montego Mercury ( on loan to her from one of her boyfriends) without any brakes. "Just pump'um ...you'll stop." Yes I was 19 and apparently very stupid. So shortly there after I was driving much too fast in the torrential rain with no brakes (mind you). I totally lost control of my little car. It took on a life of it's own spinning directly into the path of a speeding eighteen wheeler. I closed my eyes and screamed; "I'm coming home to you LORD!"
At that precise moment the Dear LORD lifted that little car and placed it safely on the median to rest as the eighteen wheeler whizzed by. Praise the LORD!
People that refuse to believe in GOD don't have to. As for me' "You can't make me doubt Him!"
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedinly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 16, 2014 All rights reserved.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
"No weapon ...
formed against me shall prosper !" She knew that. My mother knew that more than most people. She owned every Bible and Concordance known to man. She was very knowledgeable when it came to the scripture. Unfortunately it was scripture taken out of context and embellished by her. She knew every word that GOD said that would keep you ignorant and enslaved by her. That Bible was for you not her. All the more reason you must study the Bible for yourself. Remember the slave masters taught the slave;"Servant, obey your master." And the good slave masters said;"Amen!"
Yes, she had to hide. A true blood sucking nymphomaniac sadistic troll. Question? Was she successful in hiding from herself? {I think not. I genuinely believe she simply preferred evil to good.}
We would not have put up with her. We would have banished her collectively had it not been for her beautiful mask and sweet honey dipped creamy milk chocolate words. Plus we didn't want to see. There are one billion women in the room. Only one can be your mother and you draw the commonest, the lyingest, most manipulative, "got the nerve to be demon possessed" mother on earth!
Hey man, that's life. Every body can't be Blue Ivey or Prince George. Some of us are just the stragglers. But, that doesn't mean we are worthless, that we have no merit. That some ogre that got here ahead of us has the right to burn and brand us, to violate us in every way conceivable then demand that we remain silent. Take it to our graves because our pimp, our blood sucking demonic (secret) enemy was our mother. The woman that played preacher so well she fooled herself and every one around her. Unfortunately her envy and jealousy kept her lively, lying and shaking dust until the day she closed her eyes.
Are you unhappy? Do you feel empty? Is there something missing in your life? Are you a coward? How do you determine right from wrong? Does someone have to tell you what to think and when to think? Do you still believe denying or blindly ignoring GOD's Gospel Truth will make it go away?
If someone convinced you that you must suffer until you die make sure you know that is a lie from satan's mouth. GOD wants you to have "Life and have it more abundantly!"
As a young teenager I watched this witch flip her wig. Life was rough and unbearable at 825 Dwain Drive. I ran to my granddaddy crying. He told me; "When your head is in the lion's mouth ... don't make any sudden moves." {Thanks granddaddy, what ever the hell that meant?} Then granddaddy added "Git grown, git gone ... and don't nevah come back heah ...no 'mo." {There was no way on this earth I would ever forsake my grandfather. No, granddaddy, I will never leave you in this hell hole.}
You can be right or wrong. You can be hot or cold. But, you cant be both.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 15, 2014 All rights reserved
Yes, she had to hide. A true blood sucking nymphomaniac sadistic troll. Question? Was she successful in hiding from herself? {I think not. I genuinely believe she simply preferred evil to good.}
We would not have put up with her. We would have banished her collectively had it not been for her beautiful mask and sweet honey dipped creamy milk chocolate words. Plus we didn't want to see. There are one billion women in the room. Only one can be your mother and you draw the commonest, the lyingest, most manipulative, "got the nerve to be demon possessed" mother on earth!
Hey man, that's life. Every body can't be Blue Ivey or Prince George. Some of us are just the stragglers. But, that doesn't mean we are worthless, that we have no merit. That some ogre that got here ahead of us has the right to burn and brand us, to violate us in every way conceivable then demand that we remain silent. Take it to our graves because our pimp, our blood sucking demonic (secret) enemy was our mother. The woman that played preacher so well she fooled herself and every one around her. Unfortunately her envy and jealousy kept her lively, lying and shaking dust until the day she closed her eyes.
Are you unhappy? Do you feel empty? Is there something missing in your life? Are you a coward? How do you determine right from wrong? Does someone have to tell you what to think and when to think? Do you still believe denying or blindly ignoring GOD's Gospel Truth will make it go away?
If someone convinced you that you must suffer until you die make sure you know that is a lie from satan's mouth. GOD wants you to have "Life and have it more abundantly!"
As a young teenager I watched this witch flip her wig. Life was rough and unbearable at 825 Dwain Drive. I ran to my granddaddy crying. He told me; "When your head is in the lion's mouth ... don't make any sudden moves." {Thanks granddaddy, what ever the hell that meant?} Then granddaddy added "Git grown, git gone ... and don't nevah come back heah ...no 'mo." {There was no way on this earth I would ever forsake my grandfather. No, granddaddy, I will never leave you in this hell hole.}
You can be right or wrong. You can be hot or cold. But, you cant be both.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 15, 2014 All rights reserved
Friday, February 14, 2014
"Victory today is mine!"
That song must be in my bone marrow. I know every cell in my body is saturated. We sang it off key and out of tune for years. It is true in my life and I am very proud.
No one ever came to us and said; "Look your mother is some kind of nut. Don't trust her! What ever you do, never confide in her. Keep both eyes on her. Pay close attention." Some how instinctively I knew Martha Jane Walters was not right in the head. No I didn't know that she hated me with a passion, hated everyone in her family. I know now it was the Holy Ghost telling me; "Beware".
From conception to age 62 I had no way of knowing this kind of evil was possible. It is so incredible, it is beyond the scope of human understanding. So I thought until I discovered the broadened definition of NICROPHILIA the other day.
NICROPHILIA is exactly what Martha suffered with. She did not want to see or nurture life. All that woman ever wanted to do was kill and destroy. (Starting with that defenseless puppy.) Why brag about five coat hanger abortions? No, it was more than bragging, it was announcing with what she considered pride; "I flushed fiv of dem muthaf****** down the toilet."
Stunned, I (we) didn't say anything. Did she make that pronouncement to intimidate us? To terrify us? To make us grateful for the inhuman treatment she passed off for "love"?
If you don't know me and you are not familiar with this blog, this is my healing place. This is where I come to think out loud, to share my awful excruciating pain with the world. I am not going to lie, I for one am exceedingly glad that old c*** is finally dead. Yes, I think she lived far too long, took up way too much space, led countless hordes astray. I am not GOD, I have no right to judge. But I do have the right to tell! I have the right to climb Mount Everest, stand at the top and scream the most primal scream this world has ever heard.
The A.M.E.Zion Church must take responsibility for permitting, allowing one of the vilest demon possessed human beings to work through their denomination to enslave GOD's children. This church turned their backs on my pleas for help. You are not a church, you are an obstruction. And you need to question why you were so blind, why you loved her so much.
I am talking, I am telling because there are far too many devastated beings on this earth totally destroyed by their evil demon possessed mothers. Yes, I am scarred, scuffed up, but I am not ruined! Yes, that was fully her intention but it didn't work!
GOD SAVED ME!!! Reached down from heaven and snatched me out of that pit. Dispatched His host of Angels to guard and protect me every day. "Victory is mine! Victory is mine today!"
Got a demon in your life? Got some vermin holding on to your coattail and won't let go? Feed them GOD's Truth. They will flee every time. PRAISE THE LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 14, 2014 All rights reserved.
No one ever came to us and said; "Look your mother is some kind of nut. Don't trust her! What ever you do, never confide in her. Keep both eyes on her. Pay close attention." Some how instinctively I knew Martha Jane Walters was not right in the head. No I didn't know that she hated me with a passion, hated everyone in her family. I know now it was the Holy Ghost telling me; "Beware".
From conception to age 62 I had no way of knowing this kind of evil was possible. It is so incredible, it is beyond the scope of human understanding. So I thought until I discovered the broadened definition of NICROPHILIA the other day.
NICROPHILIA is exactly what Martha suffered with. She did not want to see or nurture life. All that woman ever wanted to do was kill and destroy. (Starting with that defenseless puppy.) Why brag about five coat hanger abortions? No, it was more than bragging, it was announcing with what she considered pride; "I flushed fiv of dem muthaf****** down the toilet."
Stunned, I (we) didn't say anything. Did she make that pronouncement to intimidate us? To terrify us? To make us grateful for the inhuman treatment she passed off for "love"?
If you don't know me and you are not familiar with this blog, this is my healing place. This is where I come to think out loud, to share my awful excruciating pain with the world. I am not going to lie, I for one am exceedingly glad that old c*** is finally dead. Yes, I think she lived far too long, took up way too much space, led countless hordes astray. I am not GOD, I have no right to judge. But I do have the right to tell! I have the right to climb Mount Everest, stand at the top and scream the most primal scream this world has ever heard.
The A.M.E.Zion Church must take responsibility for permitting, allowing one of the vilest demon possessed human beings to work through their denomination to enslave GOD's children. This church turned their backs on my pleas for help. You are not a church, you are an obstruction. And you need to question why you were so blind, why you loved her so much.
I am talking, I am telling because there are far too many devastated beings on this earth totally destroyed by their evil demon possessed mothers. Yes, I am scarred, scuffed up, but I am not ruined! Yes, that was fully her intention but it didn't work!
GOD SAVED ME!!! Reached down from heaven and snatched me out of that pit. Dispatched His host of Angels to guard and protect me every day. "Victory is mine! Victory is mine today!"
Got a demon in your life? Got some vermin holding on to your coattail and won't let go? Feed them GOD's Truth. They will flee every time. PRAISE THE LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 14, 2014 All rights reserved.
Monday, February 10, 2014
Hey stupid! The devil is not
your friend! He does not like you! If you have a rebellious spirit please pray over it. Pray for ears that can hear. Come towards the Light. Don't run away from it. Don't let satan blackmail you with guilt and shame.
Don't you move! Everyday that you live get up and get down on your knees first! Say, Recite "The LORD's Prayer" with the same enthusiasm you do the Pledge. Take the LORD with you every where you go.
Children I came to tell you that old devil means you absolutely no good. Don't trust him, don't compromise with him and what ever you do never fear him,
Today is the day, another anniversary of my grandfather's terrible demise. (Saturday, February 10, 1979) Well, I finally know why; NECROPHILIA!!! "Necrophilia; the desire of certain people to control others - to make them controllable, to foster dependency, to discourage the capacity to think for themselves, to diminish their unpredictability and orginality. " The NECROPHILIC narcissistic mother is the woman you never want to encounter! Necrophilic according to psychiatrists, just another reprobate according to GOD's WORD.
"You remember too much!" she growled in that same hateful vicious tone I grew very accustomed to as a child. The sad thing is she meant it. Poor Martha was never able to love, care about or nurture anyone. A total fake that hid her true nature viciously. I use the term viciously and mean it. Contradict, criticize or merely hint that she did something untoward or made a slight mistake you would be lucky to get away unbloodied. Your feelings were going to be hurt. But the message was loud and clear; Mathy Jane was your god and you better shut the f*** up and go along with what ever was on her agenda no matter how insane, brutal or demonic it was.
True, she is dead now, gone forever, but I am not beating a dead horse. You can learn so much from Martha's horrible rebellious life.
Life lesson # 7 - never put any trust in satan. Stay away from the occult, Tarot Cards, Horoscopes, all of that "mess".
I know I'm blessed! I am proclaiming the blessings of my Mighty GOD that reached down from heaven and pulled me out of that deep dark pit.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 10, 2014 All rights reserved.
Don't you move! Everyday that you live get up and get down on your knees first! Say, Recite "The LORD's Prayer" with the same enthusiasm you do the Pledge. Take the LORD with you every where you go.
Children I came to tell you that old devil means you absolutely no good. Don't trust him, don't compromise with him and what ever you do never fear him,
Today is the day, another anniversary of my grandfather's terrible demise. (Saturday, February 10, 1979) Well, I finally know why; NECROPHILIA!!! "Necrophilia; the desire of certain people to control others - to make them controllable, to foster dependency, to discourage the capacity to think for themselves, to diminish their unpredictability and orginality. " The NECROPHILIC narcissistic mother is the woman you never want to encounter! Necrophilic according to psychiatrists, just another reprobate according to GOD's WORD.
"You remember too much!" she growled in that same hateful vicious tone I grew very accustomed to as a child. The sad thing is she meant it. Poor Martha was never able to love, care about or nurture anyone. A total fake that hid her true nature viciously. I use the term viciously and mean it. Contradict, criticize or merely hint that she did something untoward or made a slight mistake you would be lucky to get away unbloodied. Your feelings were going to be hurt. But the message was loud and clear; Mathy Jane was your god and you better shut the f*** up and go along with what ever was on her agenda no matter how insane, brutal or demonic it was.
True, she is dead now, gone forever, but I am not beating a dead horse. You can learn so much from Martha's horrible rebellious life.
Life lesson # 7 - never put any trust in satan. Stay away from the occult, Tarot Cards, Horoscopes, all of that "mess".
I know I'm blessed! I am proclaiming the blessings of my Mighty GOD that reached down from heaven and pulled me out of that deep dark pit.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 10, 2014 All rights reserved.
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