I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Martha was just determined to ...

Make us feel like we were nothing. Especially me.  She intended for me to be the "nothingnessest nothing", something less than a common street walker. She groomed me for it.  Was ignorant and perverted enough to use her little homemade hoo- doo.

GOD said "NO!"  Satan had you locked in his jaws.  GOD let him blind, deafen and retard you.  GOD sent Rachel Gwendolyn to this earth to reverse this generational curse.

Embrace GOD's Truth children.

Friday, March 7, 2014

I call them ...

"trueisms", tidbits of knowledge passed down to me from my grandfather.  "You got to cultivate the brains!" An advocate of higher education granddaddy insisted that reading was the only salvation for the black man, for any man for that matter.  "Study to show yourself approved."

It was true when he said it and it is true now.  You must READ! How can any one acquire knowledge without thorough reading, without comprehension and extrapolation skills?

Be alarmed,  the concept, the very practice of "Critical Thinking" has been totally removed from the public schools (at the least the ones I've been affiliated with).  Students are not taught how to think.  As a matter of fact all forms of individuality and creativity is discouraged.  Having your own mind, your own "unique" style is frowned upon.  Public schools have a long list of things you can't do.  Of course our students are angry, raging and confused.

#1 - Limit or curtail bathroom breaks.  Make every teacher write a complete pass (full name, date, homeroom, student number, destination leaving and returning  and make sure you observe the 15 minute rule),  as in Apartheid tradition.  Interrupt , destroy, mangle any attempt to educate.  The masses must remain the dummies, the stooges, they have always been.  Mark reserve for "Cannon Fodder" or prison.  Hell, just throw them away.  Relegate  them to the lowest ghettos full of roaches, rats and vile living.  They deserve it.  Should not have been born black, or poor.  Shouldn't have been born with a dream or desire to better yourself.  Don't you know to get in line, find your place at the end of the line and suffer.

# 2 - Continue the lie about "The Man", racism stomping a black man down. Tear up! "Turnt Up" every where you go, every club, every school, every party and picnic .  Always take a gun.  Shoot as many innocent people as you can.  Give everyone the opportunity to have their face emblazoned on a t-shirt with "R.I.P." Be sure you have a candlelight vigil and shed some fake crocodile tears for the camera only.

No children, GOD is not fooled.  Plastering Jesus on your lips does not implant Him in your heart.  One thing for sure, every day you are creating fruit, leaving a legacy.  A legacy that you can't "back lie" to fix.

"Principalities".  There is a reason low functioning, incorrigibility and anti-intellectualism is encouraged among this "free entitlement" generation.  Don't you ever forget that the slaves were deliberately kept ignorant.

I taught in a metro Atlanta high school recently and these poor students and parents believed they had discovered the magic formula for the Hope Scholarship and high test scores.  "Teach the test! Yes I will use my i-phone on all tests and my behavior is animalistic, rude and violent because no one has recognized that my brains remain uncultivated.  Every thing is given to me, all I do is bitch and moan and I learned early how to play the blame game.  Every time this teacher challenges me, demands a much higher standard I will run to the principal with LIES! (Yes I am a viper a part of that great population of vipers predicted to come)"

I am tired of phoniness, I am tired of hypocrites.  I am sick of people pretending to be thick, pretending they don't know or can't comprehend GOD's WORD.  You know, you just don't want to know.  Martha knew and knew well.  Unfortunately she "over enjoyed" her brilliant schemes.  Took far too much credit for her successes.  The fool was jealous of herself, hated herself, thought she was winning. Left here thinking she won. She won alright, won the right to be known as the greatest harlot that ever lived, the commonest woman that ever lived.  Earned the right to be known as a slug, a bottom feeder, a viper.

I told my brother I would sleep under a bridge, in a hollow log before I would kiss her a** again.  Before I would pretend again, before I would prostrate myself before her alter pretending she was something she was not.

GOD saved our lives for a reason.  GOD revealed her to me for a reason.  I don't know about you but I'm better than that.  I loved my granddaddy and I damn sure would have never tolerated the likes of "Mathy Jane", would have never tried to save her worthless a** without his influence.

I do cry for you every day.  I do feel sorry for you, something so soiled, so full of "faithlessness" you missed the boat.  You missed out on your opportunity to give your life to Christ because of your false pride.

Well, I am taking my story, my testimony to the air waves, sounding the alarm, trying to save as many of GOD's children as I can.

Stay in GOD's WORD.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."  *Here are some prayers, some WORDS, read them every day.  Make sure you know that you are under attack.  This enemy doesn't fight fair, she doesn't regard the rules of engagement.  She is a hideous thing, still trying to reach out with her long tentacles, trying to continue her enslavement from the grave.  GOD said; """NO!!!"

TIME TO COME OUT FROM AMONG THEM CHILDREN.  You know it is not color or race, national origin, political party or religious affiliation.  It is Spiritual!

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Copyright March 7, 2014   All rights reserved

*Anima Christi
Soul of Christ, sanctify me; Body of Christ, save me; Blood of Christ, inebriate me; Water from the side of Christ, wash me; Passion of Christ, strengthen me; O good Jesus, hear me; within your wounds, hide me; let me never be separated from you; from the evil one, protect me; at the hour of my death, call me; and bid me come to you; that with your saints, I may praise you forever and ever. Amen. (excerpted from An Exorcist Tells His Story)

Thursday, March 6, 2014

David could have ...

looked at Goliath and said ;"No way!" He was young, he didn't have to listen to GOD.  He came from a wealthy family.  He really didn't have to get involved.  No one would have blamed him and everyone would have understood.

My life has taught me that we all can expect to meet or have a Goliath in our lives, some monster trying to destroy us.  David was fortunate in this respect, he could see his demon.  Far too many people are involved in a *"secret war, enemy unseen".

How can you defend yourself against an enemy you can't see?  How can you protect yourself from an evil mother?  A mother with no morals!  I found out one thing you don't do.  You DO NOT ignore it, do not deny it's existence.

My brother admitted that he was well aware of her low character and perennial interference and manipulation but he prided himself in his ability to placate her.  He bragged that he alone could sense when she was up to something or lying and he knew how to duck and dodge her "slings and arrows".

"How do you know if Mathy is lying?"; we laughed.  "When her mouth is moving."  That is a shame.  When everyone in your family expects for you to lie, to steal, to fornicate, to plot, to "work roots".

How many people in my family knew to get out their jars of sulfur and sweep their house clean after a visit from Mathy?  Who didn't know that she had a very jaundiced eye?

That is worse than a shame, far beyond despicable.  It is an abomination! It's true.  I can't deny it.  I can not reflect back on any time in my life that Martha Jane, Mathy Jane or what ever you want to call her was not up to some evil.  I asked GOD why and He opened my Bible to Romans 1: 21 -22 ; "Because that, when they knew GOD, they glorified Him not as GOD, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.  Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools."


Well ... thank you LORD.  She sure thought she was brilliant alright, was fond of calling all of us fools, especially me.

Be hot or cold children.  Decide this day whom you shall serve.   No! you can NOT be double minded. You can not balance good AND evil.  And No you can not have too much Jesus.

Stay in His WORD, remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Copyright March 6, 2014   All rights reserved
* quote from Alice Lovelace and Jikki Riley

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

The Grand Inquisitor

After dragging and kicking boxes and boxes of evidence into the court room Rachel was exhausted.  Sweaty, clothes ruffled, hair sticking up; Rachel began to frantically attempt to knock some of the thick dust off  the mountain of boxes; some marked EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL, EXAMPLES OF PERVERSION, most were marked DAILY CRUELTY AND SADISM WE ACCEPTED AS NORMAL.

Obviously irritated and in much too much of a hurry the Grand Inquisitor mumbled; "Yea dey is a heap of evidence dat dey wuz some anti-Christ-ism goin' on heah alright ..."

For one brief moment Rachel was very excited, so excited she feared the entire courtroom could hear her tiny broken heart beating wildly, thundering in her chest. Then she felt the old gray balding bearded man's eyes burning a hole in her.  Rachel's joy started to slip away once again.  That damn witch won again! (Damn she one smart muthaf******!)

"Well jest what you want me to do!? She ded ni!  Yea ... you is right ... she sho' wuz low ... but she good ... too good fuh me to f*** wid and I'm de Grand In-Quiz-SAH-TOR.  Dey ain't many dat can git by me ... but dat heifa 'dere she part of dem new n*******.  Yes suh! Dur world gon' know sumpin' when a hep of dem  n****** git together on dis earf."

Rachel gathered all the courage she had and screamed: "You can tell! ... the least you can do is try and warn people!"

"I wud baby but people don't want to hear none of that rat now.  Dey partying chile.  Gitting dey freak on.  Dey twerking, trying to git a nut.  Ain't nobody but some kinda nerd lak you trying to live right.  Trying to be honest ... going 'round tellin' duh truf and s***.  So I jest gave up and gave in.  When a whole group rejects you, dats pain.  When all duh n***** git together and talk about you lak a dog behind your back ... you git to feelin' so loney.

"But you are the Grand Inquisator!"; Rachel screamed. "You are supposed to care! You are supposed to guide!"

"Who said!? Who told you that rot!? ... Baby I am jest lak eva'body else ... out fuh my damn sef ... covering my own ass ... lookin' out fuh number one, lying, scheming, scamming, plotting and jest generally f***** up every dream I ever heard about."

Alarmed! Struck by an awesome electrical current Rachel reached up and grabbed the Grand Inquisitor's golden robe.  Everything gold and glittery fell off and there stood Martha grinning from ear to ear.

Rachel stumbled from her bed scratching her old grey head and wondered aloud; "What did I eat? Where did that dream come from?"

"...Scourged in his dungeon, but, sustained and soothed by an unfaltering trust, approach thy grave like one who wraps the drapery of his couch about him, and lies down to pleasant dreams." -William Cullen Bryant

Respectfully,
The Family

Copyright March 5, 2014   All rights reserved.


Tuesday, March 4, 2014

I didn't come for no form ...

or fashion, I just come to praise the LAWD." The famous words of Rev. Luvenia Robinson.  A truly prayed up good woman as far as I ever knew.  I sent my mother her tapes and she memorized her prayers and prayed them as hers, never giving Rev. Robinson any credit.  "Dem dumb n****** don't know the difference. He-he-he-he-he."

That memory makes me cry.  It makes me wonder; did my mother's chronic dishonesty keep her from GOD's Throne?

Don't keep me from your throne Dear LORD.  "Create in me a clean heart....renew in me a right spirit ...strengthen me ....prop me up on every leaning side ... anything that is not right, remove it LORD .. teach me patience ...remove all hate, hurt and anger ... help me to forgive (sometimes I forget).

Save our children LORD! Save our babies form the hand of the evil one.  Open their eyes LORD.  Expose them LORD.(reprobates) Shake every tree. (thanks for exposing that elementary school principal)

Go before me LORD, pave a way for me.  Let them know I am not the enemy.  Let them know GOD doesn't need another pusillanimous whimpy "Christian".  GOD needs real Biblical scholars, men and women that can discern and rightfully deciper the WORD of GOD.

Dont steal children.  Don't "borrow" anyone's intellectual property and try to take credit for it because you are too impatient to develop you own gifts.

Take it to GOD! We all have issues and burdens, take them to the foot of His Cross and leave them there.

Is there a Guiness Book of World Records ...

category for the world's wickedest mother? Or maybe a category for most manipulative treacherous scheming demon possessed preacher.  Actually I think there should be a category for most pusillanimous family.

I know I should be satisfied with my safety alone.  I finally escaped her (along with my daughter) and figured her out.  No..., truth be told, GOD revealed her, showed her to me in the scripture.  Praise the LORD.

Well, if you want to keep honoring a known demon.  If you are satisfied with your little token life.  If you don't read well and declare that you hate to read.  If your feet are swift to run to mischief you are just like Martha.  (Is it in the DNA?)   May GOD bless and keep you and if you insist on being a low functioning, anti-intellectual in the 21st century, you just go right ahead.

If sex, last sex, future sex is the only real goal you have,  GOD bless you.  But, steer clear of me, I don't want to know you.  If you are a lying backstabber and can't be trusted, steer clear.  Don't run up to me with lies on your lips either.  Telling me how good I look or how blessed I am then turn around and run to your phone to run me down because you hate yourself. (You hate yourself because you are a gutless bottom feeder and don't want to change.)

You beat babies and brutalize small children and declare to the top of your lungs that you don't need help.  You are a Rapist, a robber, a harlot, a pathological liar! And you are so foolish you intended to be the one person on this earth to thwart GOD's law, GOD's commandments, to leave here declaring your UNREPENTENCE, and made sure every one will continue to uphold your whole phony fake existence because you were actually that good at your demonic craft!.

"Reap what you sow."; means nothing to you. GOD's WORD doesn't apply to you.  You had the Seven Lost Books of Moses.  "You couldn't loose for the stuff you used."  "Dey ain't no hell! Hell right heah on earth!" ( Do you still believe that?  How long is eternal?)

You are bond in hell now.  No, you can't come back and redo anything.  But, I still have a few questions for you.  Didn't you ever notice how GOD was blessing me, rescuing me from scheme after scheme, plot after plot?

Martha, truthfully I do think you did suffer from some form of retardation.  A type of dyslexia, you never learned your left from your right and you always pronounced loins "Lions" which I thought was hilarious.

We are saved by Grace.  "Many are called but few are chosen".  Notice that word, "few".  Few as in small amount, minute percentage.

Dear LORD I know we have a long way to go.  I still see Bibles being faded and bleached by the sun sitting dusty on some one's dashboard.  There are still a significant number of people that carry a Bible as a talisman (good luck charm) or to impress others, to make people think they love the LORD or are at least religious.  No children, you have to read it.

Like my mother some of the worse reprobates attend church "religiously", playing a role, looking the part (with no GOD in their heart).  Too many of us are in line begging GOD for our long list of wants like GOD is Santa Claus.

No children you need to develop an intimate relationship with GOD.   "Call Him up tell Him what you want."  Certainly there was a time I believed most of the lies that rolled out of my mother's mouth.  But, GOD taught me better.  Do know GOD wants you to know that He will never leave or forsake you.

My family needs to know that refusing to know, refusing to accept the truth about Martha will not make her better in the eyes of GOD.  No, I can not judge her.  No, I can not safely declare that she is roasting in hell.  But, I do know GOD said the wicked will cease from troubling.

I know trying to live and survive her sure brought me closer to Christ.  The "Mathy Jane Experience" made me read and study the WORD.  I sure learned how to pray.

Of all the legacies to leave being the "world's worse" is no proud achievement.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember;" Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

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