privilege indeed. Called and anointed before I was formed in the womb. It would be poor, fallen , evil as a black snake, Mathy's fate. A fate she deserved more than anyone could ever know. Of course she hated me. Of course she hated her family. Of course any sign of improving, escaping, living good or living right failed to escaped her attention.
Martha ran ahead of you digging ditches, planting lies, siccing her "flying monkeys" on you. You would NOT succeed at ANYTHING! How dare you try!?
It was my beautiful, brilliant daughter that pointed out my ridiculous fear. Pulling into any one's driveway when I found myself lost in Atlanta used to terrorize me. I would drive for miles looking for an intersection or turn around. My always comedic daughter did an impression of me as a slave. I was embarrassed . But, it was true. I retained so many characteristics of a sniveling slave. All ingrained, pounded in my brain and heart by the world's "commonest" woman.
Listen children! You do not want to love her, to honor or cherish her name in any way! Martha was never anything but a common, nasty, vile, carnal, selfish, manipulative woman. She was a REPROBATE! satan assured her that she was the most brilliant closeted imp that ever lived. If there was ever a ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing, it was Martha.
No, I am not going to worry you any more. I will pray for you. I will ask GOD to touch your heart with a finger of love everyday. No, I will not hang around you or try to do anything to earn your love any more. You cling to that false image, that hologram that she created. You refuse to look at her fruit. How can you not know!? You were appointed to WEST POINT IN 1969!
"Liar! Liar! pants on fire!" Houses and cars burned to the ground, relationships and marriages destroyed. Did anyone ever notice that after confiding in Martha your heart's desire , it was soon destroyed?
A brilliant musician ended up a hopeless alcoholic because he unfortunately loved that "woman" more than he loves GOD. Open his eyes LORD. Lead him to the Light.
Martha hated everyone and every thing good. Demanded to be in charge, demanded to control your life and flat out refused to control her own. Demanded to be honored for an accident of birth, her color, her hair. (Damn dummy!) Demanded that you sit up under her, admiring her all day. Demanded that you never have and original thought. Demanded that you hate GOD and most of all hate that damn JEROME WALTERS! (He reminded her of her constant wrong doing far too much ..."inna-fearing a**" Always "up in my bizness")
I know now, it was habit. Any time we did not "hop-to-it", do "due diligence ", pay homage to Martha and kiss her "yalla-good haired a**", we caught hell! Let anyone compliment you for anything in front of Martha, you were going to suffer! You can be sure a boiling hot pot of coffee, fingers slammed in the car door, savage sexual molestation, vicious cussing was coming! You could "bet your booties granny"!
That heifer sure had her way. The most sexual partners, I am pretty sure very few women can compare to her "history". World's greatest, successful, pathological liar. That's her. Martha's lying was perfect and rapid fire. It took powerful narcotics administered to her during knee surgery (2008) to finally loosen her tongue. I listened! Talk about rapt attention! I was floored when she told me about her mother's boyfriend.
Is that what they were hiding? Was grandmother Rachel a whore? Was she unfaithful to the "love of her life"; Jerome? Is that how she was raped? Did her mother's lover rape her?
Why did Martha try to kill her daddy with a shotgun when she was 16? She said it was because he was whoring around on her mother with some woman named "Sang". Giving her all of his tobacco money.
Granddaddy always said you were nothing but a liar. I some how always knew granddaddy didn't care for his wife too much. Every time I would ask about her he would grit his teeth. Once he exclaimed;"It was 31 yeeeeeaarrrs of sheeeeeeerrrrrrr HELL!"
I always felt that granddaddy felt that he was stuck with Martha. She was a pain in the ass, pure vexation of the soul, you could never trust her with anything, she was a manipulative liar on top of being a notorious whore, but she was his, she was his only daughter and he just refused to give up on her.
My daughter makes me laugh. She can't understand why we didn't kill the b****. Fear! Martha (satan) instills the kind of fear that only the LORD Jesus can take.
Don't let satan bully you children. Put her in her place. Remember; "Apart form Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright June 9, 2014 All rights reserved.
Monday, June 9, 2014
Sunday, June 8, 2014
There are a few things ..
that I must share with you. It is imperative that you know:
#1 - There is only ONE GOD! He has many names. He is Alpha and Omega, the Bright and Morning Star. He is my All in All! I would have been nothing without Him! He saw fit to rescue me from an awful pit. He plucked me up out of the miry clay. satan had me bound and bound good. Bound me in the arms of a wicked demonic reprobate mother that dared GOD to reveal her. GOD said No! Praise the LORD!
Don't waste your time praying to Buddha, Allah, Confucius, etc. Wise men, perhaps, but not Holy, not all knowing and all seeing.
#2 - satan is relentless and sneaky. he will convince you are wise in your "doubting". he will blind you. You will not be able to see how magnificent GOD truly is. he will convince you that it was all you . It was your beauty, your brains. satan will convince you that you are the smartest person on this earth.
#3 - You will know you are truly in the clutches of satan when you being to mistreat the people you claim to love. Be careful and pray when you start to enjoy inflicting pain, when you are(secretly) glad that you hurt someone's feelings, destroyed their dream, robbed someone.
#4 - If you start plotting revenge for wrongs or imagined offenses, when you can't feel His Spirit, you are in trouble. Pray to the One and Only true Living GOD. Pick up your Bible, Pray, get Baptized ...get delivered today!
#5 - Tomorrow may be too late for all of us.
#6 - Always Praise the LORD!
#1 - There is only ONE GOD! He has many names. He is Alpha and Omega, the Bright and Morning Star. He is my All in All! I would have been nothing without Him! He saw fit to rescue me from an awful pit. He plucked me up out of the miry clay. satan had me bound and bound good. Bound me in the arms of a wicked demonic reprobate mother that dared GOD to reveal her. GOD said No! Praise the LORD!
Don't waste your time praying to Buddha, Allah, Confucius, etc. Wise men, perhaps, but not Holy, not all knowing and all seeing.
#2 - satan is relentless and sneaky. he will convince you are wise in your "doubting". he will blind you. You will not be able to see how magnificent GOD truly is. he will convince you that it was all you . It was your beauty, your brains. satan will convince you that you are the smartest person on this earth.
#3 - You will know you are truly in the clutches of satan when you being to mistreat the people you claim to love. Be careful and pray when you start to enjoy inflicting pain, when you are(secretly) glad that you hurt someone's feelings, destroyed their dream, robbed someone.
#4 - If you start plotting revenge for wrongs or imagined offenses, when you can't feel His Spirit, you are in trouble. Pray to the One and Only true Living GOD. Pick up your Bible, Pray, get Baptized ...get delivered today!
#5 - Tomorrow may be too late for all of us.
#6 - Always Praise the LORD!
I tell you what ...
Butt Smut!; I look forward to communicating with you every morning. You can never imagine the joy and relief I feel having finally learned the cause of my constant pain; You!. What the f*** is your problem? How did you manage to become the sneakiest, vilest creature that ever lived? I know, I know; messing with them "damn roots", calling yourself some kind of homemade "root doctor".
While it does give me great pleasure to "out" you, to spill the beans on you, to read you; the most important aspect of my blogging is to Warn! Be double minded and double dealing if you want to, you will end up like Mathy; something too ashamed to repent.
You think it was a lack of strength, a lack of self discipline. It was none of that. It was purely your choice. It was your lack of faith. You did in fact prefer hating to loving, terrorizing just for the fun of it. Martha you were just another spoiled little "rich" girl. You were rich by colored standards. Your daddy was the wealthiest black man in the community. You were somebody but you had no class, no morals, you were despicable!
You don't have to be despicable children. You don't have to hate yourself or continue to live in denial. Today is a very good time to pray, to ask The LORD Jesus to come into your heart to stay. "Dear LORD create in me a clean heart, renew in me a right mind." Praise the LORD! This was my grandfather's constant prayer. I am sure I heard him pray this prayer aloud many, many times.
So, Martha, while you thought you were winning. When you delighted your sick, selfish self in all manner of unrighteousness and hated against your father, hated GOD and all manner of His goodness, you were not getting away. Your not so secret torture was preparing me, building me, fortifying me. Praise the LORD!
I know one thing if I don't know anything else; any body that would honor you is blind, cripple, crazy and not worthy of The Kingdom. How can you get on your knees and ask GOD to bless you, to make a way for you when you know for a fact, that fallen, nasty, reprobate, malignant narcissistic woman MURDERED your saintly grandfather!?
How do you sleep at night? How did she sleep at night? I know she slept very well, snored like a freight train.
I can't do it! It is not in my nature. I will not give up the right for the wrong. I will not cloak for a dead demon! I will face my truth head on! I will continue to love the LORD with all my heart. Not because He brought me through. But, because it is natural! I have natural affection and I truly thank GOD because evidently it is a rare trait. Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright June 8, 2014 All rights reserved.
While it does give me great pleasure to "out" you, to spill the beans on you, to read you; the most important aspect of my blogging is to Warn! Be double minded and double dealing if you want to, you will end up like Mathy; something too ashamed to repent.
You think it was a lack of strength, a lack of self discipline. It was none of that. It was purely your choice. It was your lack of faith. You did in fact prefer hating to loving, terrorizing just for the fun of it. Martha you were just another spoiled little "rich" girl. You were rich by colored standards. Your daddy was the wealthiest black man in the community. You were somebody but you had no class, no morals, you were despicable!
You don't have to be despicable children. You don't have to hate yourself or continue to live in denial. Today is a very good time to pray, to ask The LORD Jesus to come into your heart to stay. "Dear LORD create in me a clean heart, renew in me a right mind." Praise the LORD! This was my grandfather's constant prayer. I am sure I heard him pray this prayer aloud many, many times.
So, Martha, while you thought you were winning. When you delighted your sick, selfish self in all manner of unrighteousness and hated against your father, hated GOD and all manner of His goodness, you were not getting away. Your not so secret torture was preparing me, building me, fortifying me. Praise the LORD!
I know one thing if I don't know anything else; any body that would honor you is blind, cripple, crazy and not worthy of The Kingdom. How can you get on your knees and ask GOD to bless you, to make a way for you when you know for a fact, that fallen, nasty, reprobate, malignant narcissistic woman MURDERED your saintly grandfather!?
How do you sleep at night? How did she sleep at night? I know she slept very well, snored like a freight train.
I can't do it! It is not in my nature. I will not give up the right for the wrong. I will not cloak for a dead demon! I will face my truth head on! I will continue to love the LORD with all my heart. Not because He brought me through. But, because it is natural! I have natural affection and I truly thank GOD because evidently it is a rare trait. Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright June 8, 2014 All rights reserved.
Friday, June 6, 2014
"Private Notes"
Dear LORD I thank you for your WORD, for this beautiful earth, for your children that you have strategically placed along life's highway. Thank you for all the wonderful people you placed in my path.
Dear LORD thank you for taking my burden, exposing the incredible evil that had me bound from birth. Dear LORD in Heaven help me to warn this naive blind world of the ravenous wolves that are deliberately leading them astray.
My Truth, the Truth that only Almighty GOD could reveal to me. Martha's evil is so incredibly despicable that her victims would rather continue suffering than admit that she thoroughly deceived and destroyed them. So they hide in the dark, pretend to be loners, numb themselves by self medicating, refuse to remember, and wait on death to overtake them.
I Will NOT!!! She was never anything but a stanking ( )! Some how managed to pretend to be mentally ill so that the world would feel sorry for her. Just another beautiful, brilliant demon reeking with hatred and poisonous venom. (From such stay away!)
Martha was a demon! It had nothing to do with her "race", color, up bringing, racism or anything. It was her choice, her free will. Martha was a sadist, derived much pleasure from the pain and anguish she secretly inflicted upon others. Crushing, bludgeoning, terrorizing was truly the joy of her secret life.
Of course I am glad that she is dead! I am glad that I am one of her many victims that can say that out loud with pride. "The wicked shall cease from troubling." You certainly tried to hang on as long as you could. Never did change. I don't think you ever tried. Inflicting secret pain, causing confusion and drama delighted you.
No I can't struggle through this life, suffering and waiting on death in order to protect your corrupt name. If you truly ever wanted a good name you would have earned one. You did what you always did, stole. Nothing but a thief, a liar, a murderer that refused to repent knowing full well you could.
No, this is not revenge talking, this is the voice of wisdom, of admonition. "The way of the transgressor is hard." : JR Walters.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright June 6, 2014 All rights reserved.
Dear LORD thank you for taking my burden, exposing the incredible evil that had me bound from birth. Dear LORD in Heaven help me to warn this naive blind world of the ravenous wolves that are deliberately leading them astray.
My Truth, the Truth that only Almighty GOD could reveal to me. Martha's evil is so incredibly despicable that her victims would rather continue suffering than admit that she thoroughly deceived and destroyed them. So they hide in the dark, pretend to be loners, numb themselves by self medicating, refuse to remember, and wait on death to overtake them.
I Will NOT!!! She was never anything but a stanking ( )! Some how managed to pretend to be mentally ill so that the world would feel sorry for her. Just another beautiful, brilliant demon reeking with hatred and poisonous venom. (From such stay away!)
Martha was a demon! It had nothing to do with her "race", color, up bringing, racism or anything. It was her choice, her free will. Martha was a sadist, derived much pleasure from the pain and anguish she secretly inflicted upon others. Crushing, bludgeoning, terrorizing was truly the joy of her secret life.
Of course I am glad that she is dead! I am glad that I am one of her many victims that can say that out loud with pride. "The wicked shall cease from troubling." You certainly tried to hang on as long as you could. Never did change. I don't think you ever tried. Inflicting secret pain, causing confusion and drama delighted you.
No I can't struggle through this life, suffering and waiting on death in order to protect your corrupt name. If you truly ever wanted a good name you would have earned one. You did what you always did, stole. Nothing but a thief, a liar, a murderer that refused to repent knowing full well you could.
No, this is not revenge talking, this is the voice of wisdom, of admonition. "The way of the transgressor is hard." : JR Walters.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright June 6, 2014 All rights reserved.
Thursday, June 5, 2014
Martha sincerely believed
that she and she alone should be able to do any thing that crossed her mind. Any place, any time , with any one. No boundaries, she was special. She was smarter. She could commit her many sins and lewd acts in such a way that her victims would be grateful.
Even GAWD knew better than to deny Mathy Jane any thing. Strip you naked! Beat you savagely! Worse than any Ante-bellum slave. Then turn around and pat you on the back while pretending to be proud of your blind obedience. (In warding laughing and ridiculing you for being what she considers to be a spineless f*****. )
Even GAWD knew better than to deny Mathy Jane any thing. Strip you naked! Beat you savagely! Worse than any Ante-bellum slave. Then turn around and pat you on the back while pretending to be proud of your blind obedience. (In warding laughing and ridiculing you for being what she considers to be a spineless f*****. )
Get the Big Picture
Don't be afraid to examine your wounds. How can you ignore excruciating pain for your entire life just because your jailer, your tormentor, told you to?
My mother is finally dead and gone and all I can say is good riddance. GOD forbid such Jezebel creatures from being so successful for so long ever again. I pray that the evil ignorance and sly serpent like deception never captivate another person on this earth. May no family be forced to choose between an imaginary hologram mother that never really existed and a great Job like Patriarch. May the entire world know the complete truth about people like Martha. May all come to know how truly manipulative and deceptive satan and his imps really are.
Martha Jane Walters, you set the world back, you set women back. I know now you never lived, you stewed in your own filth. You failed as a human being, mother, daughter, aunt, cousin, friend, pastor and mentor.
That's all right. "We all have sinned and fall short ..." But, you don't, don't you ever try to use GOD, use the love He planted in the heart of His children to enslave and destroy. It won't work. You will be found out.
You were wrong Martha; "You can't win fah duh fix you in, I can't lose fuh the stuff I use!" You lost, you lost big time. Yes you are still a "puzzlement" to me but a saved witness that will praise and thank the LORD forever and ever for revealing your true nature to me.
Those that claim they can't see or don't see it simply because they are still terrified, still believe denial is the best course , the only answer for their traumatized dehumanized hearts.
The best news, the only WORD you need to hear; "Know ye the Truth and the Truth well set you Free!"
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright June 5, 2014 All rights reserved.
My mother is finally dead and gone and all I can say is good riddance. GOD forbid such Jezebel creatures from being so successful for so long ever again. I pray that the evil ignorance and sly serpent like deception never captivate another person on this earth. May no family be forced to choose between an imaginary hologram mother that never really existed and a great Job like Patriarch. May the entire world know the complete truth about people like Martha. May all come to know how truly manipulative and deceptive satan and his imps really are.
Martha Jane Walters, you set the world back, you set women back. I know now you never lived, you stewed in your own filth. You failed as a human being, mother, daughter, aunt, cousin, friend, pastor and mentor.
That's all right. "We all have sinned and fall short ..." But, you don't, don't you ever try to use GOD, use the love He planted in the heart of His children to enslave and destroy. It won't work. You will be found out.
You were wrong Martha; "You can't win fah duh fix you in, I can't lose fuh the stuff I use!" You lost, you lost big time. Yes you are still a "puzzlement" to me but a saved witness that will praise and thank the LORD forever and ever for revealing your true nature to me.
Those that claim they can't see or don't see it simply because they are still terrified, still believe denial is the best course , the only answer for their traumatized dehumanized hearts.
The best news, the only WORD you need to hear; "Know ye the Truth and the Truth well set you Free!"
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright June 5, 2014 All rights reserved.
Sunday, June 1, 2014
Satan's Lieutenant
Be sure you know *satan has an army, a well organized fighting force, a menacing military, complete with field commanders, down to simple foot soldiers, mindless ignorant imps. Not only should you be aware of his army, but most certainly on the alert. Stay prayed up, keep your armor on. Pray for the Dear LORD to lead and guide you, to show you the way.
Pray for courage. That is the first thing that old evil demon wants from our children. From the moment of birth the evil one is instilling fear, weakness, ignorance, and rebellion. Counting every victory, running to satan grinning like a simple coon; " I done got ugh nudden fo' yo'masser."
Yes, I was too soon old, but fortunately or unfortunately, too late wise. That ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing was My Mother! One of satan's chief lieutenants was my own mother! All the characteristics apply to her. Her fruit is still stinking.
Excerpt from "PsychopathFree":
"they have no empathy"
"they are incapable of loving someone (ANYONE)"
"they have NO conscience and are INCAPABLE OF REMORSE"
"THEIR WHOLE LIFE IS A COMPETITION and most of all, that: they are (totally) fake personas, empty shells, life-long actors without a true self."
Who knew!? Why didn't anyone tell me. tell us? 87 years of being satan's Lieutenant! No greedier, lying, selfish, immoral, violent, murdering lunatic every lived!
I am not going to blame myself for being her blind flunky for so long. I had no idea an "ordained minister", my own mother could be so depraved.
Believe it! Mock GOD if you want to. Crawl up in a pulpit full of lies and pride, you will end up like Mathy Jane. People will simply shake their heads and walk away thanking GOD that you are finally gone. "The wicked shall cease from troubling." Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Do study your Bible. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright June 1, 2014 All rights reserved.
*I refuse to capitalize satan's name.
Pray for courage. That is the first thing that old evil demon wants from our children. From the moment of birth the evil one is instilling fear, weakness, ignorance, and rebellion. Counting every victory, running to satan grinning like a simple coon; " I done got ugh nudden fo' yo'masser."
Yes, I was too soon old, but fortunately or unfortunately, too late wise. That ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing was My Mother! One of satan's chief lieutenants was my own mother! All the characteristics apply to her. Her fruit is still stinking.
Excerpt from "PsychopathFree":
"they have no empathy"
"they are incapable of loving someone (ANYONE)"
"they have NO conscience and are INCAPABLE OF REMORSE"
"THEIR WHOLE LIFE IS A COMPETITION and most of all, that: they are (totally) fake personas, empty shells, life-long actors without a true self."
Who knew!? Why didn't anyone tell me. tell us? 87 years of being satan's Lieutenant! No greedier, lying, selfish, immoral, violent, murdering lunatic every lived!
I am not going to blame myself for being her blind flunky for so long. I had no idea an "ordained minister", my own mother could be so depraved.
Believe it! Mock GOD if you want to. Crawl up in a pulpit full of lies and pride, you will end up like Mathy Jane. People will simply shake their heads and walk away thanking GOD that you are finally gone. "The wicked shall cease from troubling." Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Do study your Bible. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright June 1, 2014 All rights reserved.
*I refuse to capitalize satan's name.
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