Caught her knee deep, caught her up to her red eyeballs in Conjure! Do I have to tell you that is an abomination?
Jesus warned us about the "blind leading the blind". That is certainly what happened in my case, in my family. A very wicked little girl grew up to become the greatest (secret) harlot that ever lived (as far as I am concerned).
For those that are unsupportive, telling me to forget it, to take it tuh duh LAWD! "Take yo' burdens tuh duh LAWD and leave them there." SHUT UP SPREADING IGNORANCE!
I AM VERY TIRED, exasperated with Non Bible Readers telling me what the Bible says, what GOD said, based on the ignorance that they learned from fellow lazy gullible twits.
Ignorant Myths perpetuated by illiterate "Biblical Scholars" and n******:
#1 "GOD don't put no on you than you can bear"- (Well, that is partially right because GOD is not the one that put that painful burden on you. satan did!)
#2 "Take your burdens to the LORD and leave them there." What? Didn't the LORD tell us He wanted us to have life and to have it more abundantly? So why am I ducking and dodging these traps and pits dug by my own mother?
#3 "I'd take that to my grave." That's not Biblical at all. That is some rubbish perpetuated by satan himself. That was one on my mother's favorite admonishments. Of course she promoted it, declared it, seared it into our brains. Why? she was a demonic, root working reprobate, too common to be discussed in polite and or impolite company. Common as any cur in any back alley!
#4 "What would Jesus do?" I don't know? But I do know that He doesn't condone INCEST! Your not wanting to know, refusing to know, does not make it less true.
The first lesson I remember learning in church was; "Suffer (permit) the little children to come unto me and forbid them NOT the kingdom of Heaven." Brutally beating and savagely molesting your own children just because you can, just because you are bigger, stronger, full of slick lies, are considered attractive, have light skin, "good hair" is no justification for sick debauchery.
I have given it a great deal of thought. Yes, Martha was full of evil vile hatred that she concealed astonishingly well. But, I truly believe that it was she, it was in fact the demon that she carried in her heart that she hated. I believe her self loathing made her hate any and everything good and innocent.
I also believe that was the penalty she had to pay for being so wicked, so full of pride, defiant and rebellious. Granddaddy warned her about witchcraft. She just had to do it. She knew better, but did it anyway! GOD forbid!
I do not want another person on this earth to be forced into silence, enslaved and made a footstool by their own loved ones, their OWN mother!
Some one said to me; "I sense anger in your blog." Anger!? No, it is more than anger, more than outrage. I am "pissed". "Pissed" because I misread , misinterpreted my Bible for far too long. Didn't take advantage of my Holy Ghost Power. Didn't turn that slippery, slimy snake from my door. Jesus told me to stay away from such and I didn't know. 2 Timothy 3, was never preached to me. I didn't know that Jesus gave us "conditions" for forgiveness, either. They must apologize!
Martha died bragging; "I aint apologizing for s***!" These are not the words of an ordained minister. "Except ye repent, you shall not see GOD."
[Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles September 9, 2014 All rights reserved.]
Tuesday, September 9, 2014
Monday, September 8, 2014
"A common low dog, a blow fly ...
was the label my grandfather gave to men that spread their seed outside of wedlock. Not only do you bring misery and poverty on that poor bastard unwanted child , you bring down the "race".
Born in 1894 Jerome Walters honored and respected the laws and social mores of his day. He didn't hold to it wholeheartedly. He knew good "white people", as well as black. He wasn't accepting skin color as a reason or excuse for wrongdoing. He loved the LORD and somehow granddaddy always knew that "race" and "color" did not matter in anything!
You could be what you wanted to be. You could acquire an education, own land, start a business, become a lawyer, doctor. President Obama would not have been a surprise to my granddaddy.
He could not successfully shield me from the two buzzard pedophiles I was forced to live with. But when he came around he was a breath of fresh air. Full of compliments, encouragement and words of wisdom.
He couldn't do anything with that reprobate daughter of his. Correct her, correct her, admonish her gently and pray this evil b**** doesn't go off again.
As I have told your repeatedly, this blog is my healing ground, where I come to vent and sort out my feelings. I am pretty disgusted with my family and mankind in general right now. Stupid ass people blocking blessings, using skin color as an excuse for their demonic nature.
My mother was famous for telling people to kiss her ass. Her favorite thing to say after she was caught "whoremongering", caught in the natural act, was to say; "I gave dat n**** my ass to kiss!" She would say that after she bleed the poor man for all the money she could, after she had used him up, destroyed his family, perhaps career and entire life.
I can remember so many of them, call them by name. I will never forget Mr.Smith. A big yalla' walrus looking n****. Ugh-ah-lee! Green, orange, yellow, brown and grey teeth . Swollen, bleeding gums . Yes, Martha, I guess you had reason to hate me. I was only 14, but I had the presence of mind to know what I was willing to do for money. And he was not it! I remember telling you; "I wudden' borrow no pussy and giv' to dat n****!" You laughed, said something about his money being green, some utter non sense.
Little did I know that you were plotting against me for all of my "insensitive" comments. Did I hurt your feelings? I wonder was it deliberate on my part? Was I subconsciously angry? Did I know I was your bitch? I knew that you taught everyone to hate me, encouraged your husbands and lovers to molest me.
I don't know where you went wrong Mathy Jane. Your rape and puppy bludgeoning is as close as I can get to your truth. You have no justification, no excuse. Thanks to you I have no idea what sexual pleasure is. Yes, I am useless and impotent in the bedroom and I don't even give a shit.
They say ;"You can't miss what you can't measure." I wonder if that is true? You never loved me. I am sure I missed that. Yes, I do compare myself to other women, to my "friends". You come up "shawt bitch"! Mighty shawt! You sorry muthaf********!
Jesus said; "Love ye one another as I have loved you." You couldn't even do that! What a sorry miserable slut! No wonder you hated me, hated all women. No wonder the phrase "virtuous woman" sent you into a tailspin.
No, I GOT TO TELL ON YOU! I am very sure there are some more closet demonic women just like you! I must reveal you! If I can save one family, one person from the pain and anguish this ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing forced me to experience, my life will not have been lived in vain.
[Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles SEPTEMBER 8, 2014 All rights reserved.]
Born in 1894 Jerome Walters honored and respected the laws and social mores of his day. He didn't hold to it wholeheartedly. He knew good "white people", as well as black. He wasn't accepting skin color as a reason or excuse for wrongdoing. He loved the LORD and somehow granddaddy always knew that "race" and "color" did not matter in anything!
You could be what you wanted to be. You could acquire an education, own land, start a business, become a lawyer, doctor. President Obama would not have been a surprise to my granddaddy.
He could not successfully shield me from the two buzzard pedophiles I was forced to live with. But when he came around he was a breath of fresh air. Full of compliments, encouragement and words of wisdom.
He couldn't do anything with that reprobate daughter of his. Correct her, correct her, admonish her gently and pray this evil b**** doesn't go off again.
As I have told your repeatedly, this blog is my healing ground, where I come to vent and sort out my feelings. I am pretty disgusted with my family and mankind in general right now. Stupid ass people blocking blessings, using skin color as an excuse for their demonic nature.
My mother was famous for telling people to kiss her ass. Her favorite thing to say after she was caught "whoremongering", caught in the natural act, was to say; "I gave dat n**** my ass to kiss!" She would say that after she bleed the poor man for all the money she could, after she had used him up, destroyed his family, perhaps career and entire life.
I can remember so many of them, call them by name. I will never forget Mr.Smith. A big yalla' walrus looking n****. Ugh-ah-lee! Green, orange, yellow, brown and grey teeth . Swollen, bleeding gums . Yes, Martha, I guess you had reason to hate me. I was only 14, but I had the presence of mind to know what I was willing to do for money. And he was not it! I remember telling you; "I wudden' borrow no pussy and giv' to dat n****!" You laughed, said something about his money being green, some utter non sense.
Little did I know that you were plotting against me for all of my "insensitive" comments. Did I hurt your feelings? I wonder was it deliberate on my part? Was I subconsciously angry? Did I know I was your bitch? I knew that you taught everyone to hate me, encouraged your husbands and lovers to molest me.
I don't know where you went wrong Mathy Jane. Your rape and puppy bludgeoning is as close as I can get to your truth. You have no justification, no excuse. Thanks to you I have no idea what sexual pleasure is. Yes, I am useless and impotent in the bedroom and I don't even give a shit.
They say ;"You can't miss what you can't measure." I wonder if that is true? You never loved me. I am sure I missed that. Yes, I do compare myself to other women, to my "friends". You come up "shawt bitch"! Mighty shawt! You sorry muthaf********!
Jesus said; "Love ye one another as I have loved you." You couldn't even do that! What a sorry miserable slut! No wonder you hated me, hated all women. No wonder the phrase "virtuous woman" sent you into a tailspin.
No, I GOT TO TELL ON YOU! I am very sure there are some more closet demonic women just like you! I must reveal you! If I can save one family, one person from the pain and anguish this ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing forced me to experience, my life will not have been lived in vain.
[Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles SEPTEMBER 8, 2014 All rights reserved.]
"As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he."
My poor mother lived for 87 years falsely believing she was the right color. "I'm light bright and damn near white." ; was her theme song. Along with ; "You can't win fuh duh fix you in! I can't lose fuh duh stuff I use!"
She never came out and confessed directly that she used roots us. Her countenance changed and you could perceive in your spirit that she was delighted every time you failed. The insane jealousy, envy and covetousness that Martha carried in her heart was tremendous . It kept her stuck on stupid, kept her stagnant. I am sure Martha's emotional maturity never grew beyond that of an eight year old. Her sexual promiscuity was that of a very rebellious , extremely horny fourteen year old.
At least I am brave enough to admit that I am glad the old stanking root working whore is dead! There is absolutely no reason on this good earth for an abomination to live so long ! I say that from the mere position of a fellow human being. I do know that Almighty GOD has a purpose for her "wasted" life.
If nothing else, Martha's repugnant common life thaught me the power of prayer. How many people can truthfully say, can declare without a shadow of a doubt that GOD has been communicating with them since age four?
The poor woman ignorantly believed the color of her skin gave her carte blanche over sin. That she could do what she pleased, whenever she pleased with whom she pleased and never pay. No consequences for Martha because she had "the complexion for the connection."
All I can say is; "Death to tyrants!"
[ Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles September 8, 2014 All rights reserved.]
She never came out and confessed directly that she used roots us. Her countenance changed and you could perceive in your spirit that she was delighted every time you failed. The insane jealousy, envy and covetousness that Martha carried in her heart was tremendous . It kept her stuck on stupid, kept her stagnant. I am sure Martha's emotional maturity never grew beyond that of an eight year old. Her sexual promiscuity was that of a very rebellious , extremely horny fourteen year old.
At least I am brave enough to admit that I am glad the old stanking root working whore is dead! There is absolutely no reason on this good earth for an abomination to live so long ! I say that from the mere position of a fellow human being. I do know that Almighty GOD has a purpose for her "wasted" life.
If nothing else, Martha's repugnant common life thaught me the power of prayer. How many people can truthfully say, can declare without a shadow of a doubt that GOD has been communicating with them since age four?
The poor woman ignorantly believed the color of her skin gave her carte blanche over sin. That she could do what she pleased, whenever she pleased with whom she pleased and never pay. No consequences for Martha because she had "the complexion for the connection."
All I can say is; "Death to tyrants!"
[ Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles September 8, 2014 All rights reserved.]
Sunday, September 7, 2014
The greatest, most wonderful day of my entire long life !
Was it the day I graduated from high school with honors? No! Was it the day I graduated N.C.A.&T.State University, Magna Cum Laude? No! Was it the day I gave birth to my beautiful, brilliant daughter? No! (It damn sure wasn't the day I got married!)
The day I finally accepted the truth. The day I acknowledged the fact that my birth mother was a hopeless , lying, nymphomaniac, common as bat shit whore! There was never anything and I do mean anything too common for Martha Jane Walters to do! Nothing! Truly a woman without discretion.
Sadly, she enjoyed it tremendously and with just as much rancor, turned around and pretended to reject what she just had the pleasure of doing! Then this ignorant ogre had nerve enough to stand there flatfooted, caught up to her eyeballs in her filth! Would stand there, screaming her innocence just to confuse you! To torment you more than you were already tormented! She would blast you to hell for accusing her of doing what she knew full well she had just done! She was NOT accepting ANY consequences.! Get the F*** away from her with anything approaching the truth!
Played crazy, went wild and berserk with mayhem and threats of mayhem . Used to brag about how she showed out on her father. Cussed him out, fought him, threatened to blow his brains out. Mr. *Wifford, a family friend, had to wrestle the shotgun out of her hands. (And she was only 16) Yes, she cut the fool that day!
There would be many more times in Mathy's long life that she would go after someone viciously with a gun or knife, machete or vicious lying tongue. Her two-edged, lying, vicious, poisonous tongue was always her best weapon, weapon of choice.
I know now that the woman that birthed me was a demon. Purely demonic! Evil-er than a snake. (A snake will warn you.)
I am going to say something right now that truly makes me happy! I am going to ring it out loud and clear:"GOD I'M SO GLAD THAT MUTHAF******* IS FINALLY DEAD!!! I can hardly contain myself! My heart has been nothing but truly delighted since September 23, 2013!!! Praise Be to the LORD! "The wicked shall cease from troubling!" "Trouble don't last always!" "Death to tyrants!" F*** you b**** and the train you came in on! Take your lingering funky scent with you! You common muthaf*******! How dare you be so common and low! You knew better you common ass b****! If you had not known better , you would not have hidden it so well!
I am glad your funky stanking ass went to hell! (Well, not really) I did want you to repent so desperately. Hard headed for your entire life, you refused. You left here laughing at me. Left me confused, an old ass woman, that has no idea who her real father is! That sealed the deal b****! You are in fact a CUNT!
LOL! That's what's on my mind today. What's on yours?
[Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles September 7, 2014 All rights reserved.]
The day I finally accepted the truth. The day I acknowledged the fact that my birth mother was a hopeless , lying, nymphomaniac, common as bat shit whore! There was never anything and I do mean anything too common for Martha Jane Walters to do! Nothing! Truly a woman without discretion.
Sadly, she enjoyed it tremendously and with just as much rancor, turned around and pretended to reject what she just had the pleasure of doing! Then this ignorant ogre had nerve enough to stand there flatfooted, caught up to her eyeballs in her filth! Would stand there, screaming her innocence just to confuse you! To torment you more than you were already tormented! She would blast you to hell for accusing her of doing what she knew full well she had just done! She was NOT accepting ANY consequences.! Get the F*** away from her with anything approaching the truth!
Played crazy, went wild and berserk with mayhem and threats of mayhem . Used to brag about how she showed out on her father. Cussed him out, fought him, threatened to blow his brains out. Mr. *Wifford, a family friend, had to wrestle the shotgun out of her hands. (And she was only 16) Yes, she cut the fool that day!
There would be many more times in Mathy's long life that she would go after someone viciously with a gun or knife, machete or vicious lying tongue. Her two-edged, lying, vicious, poisonous tongue was always her best weapon, weapon of choice.
I know now that the woman that birthed me was a demon. Purely demonic! Evil-er than a snake. (A snake will warn you.)
I am going to say something right now that truly makes me happy! I am going to ring it out loud and clear:"GOD I'M SO GLAD THAT MUTHAF******* IS FINALLY DEAD!!! I can hardly contain myself! My heart has been nothing but truly delighted since September 23, 2013!!! Praise Be to the LORD! "The wicked shall cease from troubling!" "Trouble don't last always!" "Death to tyrants!" F*** you b**** and the train you came in on! Take your lingering funky scent with you! You common muthaf*******! How dare you be so common and low! You knew better you common ass b****! If you had not known better , you would not have hidden it so well!
I am glad your funky stanking ass went to hell! (Well, not really) I did want you to repent so desperately. Hard headed for your entire life, you refused. You left here laughing at me. Left me confused, an old ass woman, that has no idea who her real father is! That sealed the deal b****! You are in fact a CUNT!
LOL! That's what's on my mind today. What's on yours?
[Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles September 7, 2014 All rights reserved.]
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
Pissed like a muthaf******!
Damn right I'm pissed. I HATE N*******!!! Don't you dare accuse me of being racist! It is NOT color. If you have low character, if you are immoral and common you are a N******!
I am feed up to my eyeballs with fake a$$ Christians. N******* preachers that have never read the Bible thoroughly one time. Men and women that sound good, look good, put on a good performance, admonishing you to do what they have never done and don't plan to.
I am exasperated by people that holler "LAWD! LAWD!" and don't mean it. My LORD and Savior did not suffer and die on that cross for some semi-illiterate pathological lying sadistic reprobate to torture me for my entire life! Commit every sin known to man, rip, run, decimate and destroy for her own barbaric primitive pleasure!
If we suffered mightily, it was our own fault. Of course we were terrified! A gross savage monster for a mother! Thank GOD for the days, hours and minutes she had to pretend to be "normal", put on a temporary performance of good parenting, stewardship, intelligence, saved from sin and sanctified.
We lost our grandmother, Rachel, in 1954. I do remember her attempting to protect me from the wrath of Mathy Jane. Mathy Jane, a simple whore "that would screw a snake if you held his head". Now that is a direct quote from Mathy Jane herself. I wonder if her first cousin/sister ever knew that is what she said about her?
I listened, didn't judge, just listened as Mathy ran down every woman in the family. Graphically described the sexual practices of others.
"Yea chile, we took duh bus to Atlantic City! I swear that big fat Hip-o-mo-pot-ugh-mus (got mo hips and mo ass dan she otta) woman screwed some stray n***** on the back of the bus! ….I ain't never seen nutting' lak it in my life!"
The thousands of stories like that one thoroughly convinced me that Mathy was honest, that her lips were loose. Most of her stories were quite hilarious, entertaining and I felt bold. Boarding cruise ships pretending to be a millionaire. Taking advantage of the services the tall handsome built "cabin boys" offered.
I laughed hysterically as she told me about the escapades of others, never her. She was the preacher, made everyone pray over ever meal. "What is done on the ship, stay on the ship!" I laughed. Martha sincerely believed that "the ship" was a sin free zone! Old women getting their freak on, who cared? More power to them.
Caution: don't do things that will lower your self esteem, cause you to view yourself as filth. That will cause you to hate and envy, to seek revenge or to play GOD.
It is so sad, when I picture my mother now, all I can see is this little selfish demonic troll that she not so secretly always was. A filthmonger, a pathological liar, a f******* creep! She made me feel very sorry for her once when I was caring for her after a knee replacement. She lamented how she never had any friends, how all the neighborhood children hated her and picked on her every day. "My mama told me that I would git some friends one day, that I wud be able to make some friends when I got to high school."
I cried. It broke my heart to imagine my poor little mother bullied and taunted for being pretty, for having a "bushel bale" of fire red hair! As I learn more about my mother's condition, I now know this was probably a lie, another needless ploy.
How sad, Jesus came, shed His blood and died for us and some people can not resist an opportunity to scam his fellow man. Lacking "natural affection", nothing, no one, no age or stage of affliction is off limits. Sure, you can live like that if you want to. You can dress up, put on aires, but it is your guilt that betrays you. Your insecurity, because no one knows the true you , the authentic you, more than you do.
Yes LORD, our greatest problem as a world , as a society, is Man's Inhumanity to Man. Few people are trust worthy. You said; "Many are called but few are chosen." Jesus on the lips! Sounding good, nothing but tinkling brass.
I must say one more thing about this idiot and her supporters. The contention is ; I should not tell because she was our mother and it will bring shame on the family. I am not the one that brought the shame! Your reprobate mother did! And how dare you hold me responsible for GOD'sWORD! He said you would reap! He said; what was done in the dark would come to light! He told you to repent!
Have the courage to place your hatred properly. If you hate GOD, say so! Don't come after me! I've suffered enough! Vexed and super, super tried of Mathy and her mess!
My grandfather told me often to never waste my breath on a fool. Talking to Mathy was always just like talking to a brick wall. Rebellious and evil, just for the fun of it, just because she could.
"Get thee behind me satan!"
[Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles September 2, 2014]
I am feed up to my eyeballs with fake a$$ Christians. N******* preachers that have never read the Bible thoroughly one time. Men and women that sound good, look good, put on a good performance, admonishing you to do what they have never done and don't plan to.
I am exasperated by people that holler "LAWD! LAWD!" and don't mean it. My LORD and Savior did not suffer and die on that cross for some semi-illiterate pathological lying sadistic reprobate to torture me for my entire life! Commit every sin known to man, rip, run, decimate and destroy for her own barbaric primitive pleasure!
If we suffered mightily, it was our own fault. Of course we were terrified! A gross savage monster for a mother! Thank GOD for the days, hours and minutes she had to pretend to be "normal", put on a temporary performance of good parenting, stewardship, intelligence, saved from sin and sanctified.
We lost our grandmother, Rachel, in 1954. I do remember her attempting to protect me from the wrath of Mathy Jane. Mathy Jane, a simple whore "that would screw a snake if you held his head". Now that is a direct quote from Mathy Jane herself. I wonder if her first cousin/sister ever knew that is what she said about her?
I listened, didn't judge, just listened as Mathy ran down every woman in the family. Graphically described the sexual practices of others.
"Yea chile, we took duh bus to Atlantic City! I swear that big fat Hip-o-mo-pot-ugh-mus (got mo hips and mo ass dan she otta) woman screwed some stray n***** on the back of the bus! ….I ain't never seen nutting' lak it in my life!"
The thousands of stories like that one thoroughly convinced me that Mathy was honest, that her lips were loose. Most of her stories were quite hilarious, entertaining and I felt bold. Boarding cruise ships pretending to be a millionaire. Taking advantage of the services the tall handsome built "cabin boys" offered.
I laughed hysterically as she told me about the escapades of others, never her. She was the preacher, made everyone pray over ever meal. "What is done on the ship, stay on the ship!" I laughed. Martha sincerely believed that "the ship" was a sin free zone! Old women getting their freak on, who cared? More power to them.
Caution: don't do things that will lower your self esteem, cause you to view yourself as filth. That will cause you to hate and envy, to seek revenge or to play GOD.
It is so sad, when I picture my mother now, all I can see is this little selfish demonic troll that she not so secretly always was. A filthmonger, a pathological liar, a f******* creep! She made me feel very sorry for her once when I was caring for her after a knee replacement. She lamented how she never had any friends, how all the neighborhood children hated her and picked on her every day. "My mama told me that I would git some friends one day, that I wud be able to make some friends when I got to high school."
I cried. It broke my heart to imagine my poor little mother bullied and taunted for being pretty, for having a "bushel bale" of fire red hair! As I learn more about my mother's condition, I now know this was probably a lie, another needless ploy.
How sad, Jesus came, shed His blood and died for us and some people can not resist an opportunity to scam his fellow man. Lacking "natural affection", nothing, no one, no age or stage of affliction is off limits. Sure, you can live like that if you want to. You can dress up, put on aires, but it is your guilt that betrays you. Your insecurity, because no one knows the true you , the authentic you, more than you do.
Yes LORD, our greatest problem as a world , as a society, is Man's Inhumanity to Man. Few people are trust worthy. You said; "Many are called but few are chosen." Jesus on the lips! Sounding good, nothing but tinkling brass.
I must say one more thing about this idiot and her supporters. The contention is ; I should not tell because she was our mother and it will bring shame on the family. I am not the one that brought the shame! Your reprobate mother did! And how dare you hold me responsible for GOD'sWORD! He said you would reap! He said; what was done in the dark would come to light! He told you to repent!
Have the courage to place your hatred properly. If you hate GOD, say so! Don't come after me! I've suffered enough! Vexed and super, super tried of Mathy and her mess!
My grandfather told me often to never waste my breath on a fool. Talking to Mathy was always just like talking to a brick wall. Rebellious and evil, just for the fun of it, just because she could.
"Get thee behind me satan!"
[Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles September 2, 2014]
Monday, September 1, 2014
I ain't lying!
Last year my daughter took me on a trip to Italy! "I ain't lying... I felt White as a muthaf******! "(White as in privileged or imagined privilege.)
We slept and dined in 4 and 5 Star hotels! Viewed "wonders of the world." We were very kindly treated . It was the vacation of my lifetime.
Strangely, perhaps coincidently , the only rude , snotty or aloof people we encountered , just so happened to be black. That is to say their outer skin seemed to resemble mine.
I had to laugh. It was as if someone passed a law declaring; "All black people traveling in Europe should immediately be suspicious of each other , avoid each other's eyes, pretend that they are not shocked s****less to see another n*****" in Italy! S***! N***** might need a f*****!favor if I acknowledge we got this "color thang" in common. " S***! I don't know why duh muthaf****** didn't speaker to me!? S***! 'I dont like f****** af-EE-cans no way! Stuck up muthaf****** ..... Probably Gay any way ."
Do the TEN ! Obey the Ten Commandments!
We slept and dined in 4 and 5 Star hotels! Viewed "wonders of the world." We were very kindly treated . It was the vacation of my lifetime.
Strangely, perhaps coincidently , the only rude , snotty or aloof people we encountered , just so happened to be black. That is to say their outer skin seemed to resemble mine.
I had to laugh. It was as if someone passed a law declaring; "All black people traveling in Europe should immediately be suspicious of each other , avoid each other's eyes, pretend that they are not shocked s****less to see another n*****" in Italy! S***! N***** might need a f*****!favor if I acknowledge we got this "color thang" in common. " S***! I don't know why duh muthaf****** didn't speaker to me!? S***! 'I dont like f****** af-EE-cans no way! Stuck up muthaf****** ..... Probably Gay any way ."
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Now I thought that out of the wrong side of my brain. The brain I have every time I backslid. S *** ! This world poisoned me too. Yes, I cuss! It is not a F*****'habit!'it is a choice! It is how I feel! Not how YOU feel! F*** You! I assure you, foul language is not our problem. Stupidity , ignorance, Living Out of Covenant with GOD is our problem , the blind leading the blind. Living "double minded " is!Do the TEN ! Obey the Ten Commandments!
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