I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Saturday, January 10, 2015

She asked me why...

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My own dear mother asked me why I accused her of such.  I really could not answer her sufficiently at the time.  Although she knew, that I knew, that she knew.  She knew that I was beginning to highly suspect that she had a great problem.  That she was in fact  afflicted with the many demons she had collected over her life time, that she was determined to keep.  Demons she falsely believed she controlled.  She thought she was driving.  She was wrong.  Martha Jane Walters surrendered her soul the very first time she went down on a grave seeking power.

Piss Mathy off, piss her off in the slightest, say the wrong thing, give her the wrong look, win something, let GOD bless you with anything.  Mathy Jane was on you like a frog on a junebug.  Hating and lying, scheming, lusting, always up to no good.  Why?  There was no good in her.  No good that was strong enough to repent, to humble herself, to surrender to GOD.

Weak faith.  Refusal to pray. I think Mathy thought she needed those demons and she really did enjoy being a secret sadist.  Her cover was weak.  Cutting the damn fool, pulling guns and knives, fighting.  I know now, all proof of her tremendous guilt.

Mathy's many demons afflicted her, hounded her and she turned around and took her guilt and shame out on us of course.   She would yell and scream for hours,  her great hatred for us.  She would scream, yell, pitch  a fit (an 'adult' tantrum) about our "too black" skin, the fact that  were sorry "niggers", that our daddies weren't shit, how she should have never had us, how she kept our muthaf***** assholes open.   How we were not shit and would never be shit.  How she wished we would fucking leave and never come back.  How she could have been a model or a college professor if it had not been for our worthless asses.  How she hated my oldest brother for ruining her life.  How she "wuddin'have gotten pregnant " if if "hadden' been fuh yo' granddaddy running a Jukejoint."

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   January 10, 2015  All rights reserved.]

Friday, January 9, 2015

WARNING! WARNING! DANGER! DANGER!

You can not enjoy smoking a pack of cigarettes thoroughly.  A warning is placed on every pack.  You may ignore it. But you know it is there.

Every where we go "Caution" signs are flashing, blinking.  Street crossing lights give us a count down…7- 6-5-4- Run!

I sat in church for 20, 30, 40 years, never hearing about "sick evil", true demon possession.  Yes, I knew my mother was "common", suffered from "urges", but I didn't know the bitch had eyed me for her destruction.

The way I see it, for what ever reason, Mathy was made to feel superior in her " fresh out of slavery" community of Wade Station, North Carolina , for having white skin and "good hair".  She was raped, savagely , according to her.  Became a notorious common whore, which I am sure she conveniently blamed on her being raped as a child.

What Mathy was, was a SADIST!  She was a freak!  She got off on inflicting pain, then pretending to nurse you back to health.   She was a disease,  an abomination!

While I do enjoy talking about her like a dog, my purpose of "telling" is to WARN!  Every one needs to know.  These Jezebel spirited whores are in our churches! Cloistered up! Hanging tough! Destroying, eviscerating, maiming, deliberately leading into captivity, working witchcraft, mocking GOD, laughing while we stand in stunned fear, terrorized,  frozen!

I told you "Denial" is a wasteland. I won't live there anymore.  I am going to tell everyone I see.  I am going to make flyer's, put her name and picture on them!  Mathy deliberately took advantage of the ignorance that abounds in the church.  Manipulated our sincere desire for her love and wrecked havoc.

I will never believe she was ready to die.  The dummy was still trying to escape retribution.  One thing I know, Mathy was DE MON POSSESSED!   (How could she help it, how could she escape it?  She was the fool kneeling down on graves during a full moon at midnight. )   I certainly can understand why she refused to repent of her sins.  I have decided I will never repeat them.  Remembering what she did , just to me, is not worth the terror it strikes in my heart.

Mathy had a baby at 16, was always" 'omanish", no count, lazy and fast.  A pioneer freak in all areas of perversion.  She had no class.  Her father sent her to Virginia Union University, certainly the Harvard of blacks at the time.  She freaked out, dropped out of school secretly, kept conning her farmer father out of his Tobacco money for tuition.  Finally caught , she had no remorse , just a burning hatred for the "snitches".

She finally marries some old blind man.  She was too whorish for him, he divorced her.  Soon after she meets a primitive freak, just as common and perverted as she is.   Equally perverted, they marry.  He is much younger and if possible more , more ignorant.

That is the beginning of my story,  but not the end.  Almighty GOD is the author and finisher of my faith.  If my mother's church and all my relative and friends refuse to know or hear about Martha Jane Walters,  because they are still terrified and live in disbelief, I understand.

We were looking for an ugly satan.  Not our beautiful mother.  Not someone capable of making us so happy just with her smile.  I loved every compliment.  I would clean her house from top to bottom knowing that she was going to destroy it within five minutes.  I willing followed her around picking up and hanging up her clothes.  Scrubbing with Ajax and Tide only.  (Martha refused to buy any other cleaning agents.  I washed dishes in Tide!)

Mathy's  sick evil started to stink.  It was too much.  The pain she put on me became excruciating.  As always she demanded silence.

It is 2008, she is 83 years old, still abusing me.  I'm still too black, too dumb, too hard lucked, too broke.  She mocked me for being fat, for not having a husband, for never having one single man to ever love me.  She mocked me for wasting 30 years of my life "teaching sorry ass nigga churin".

She had knee replacement surgery.  I was there! (Where were all these haters that are so in love with her now?)  I couldn't cook her grits properly, or the sausage .  "Seem lak it jest don't taste right"

(Bitch, you got me up a 6am , bammng on the wall, ringing your brass bell , demanding breakfast, that you lost taste for!  Help me LORD Jesus!)

No body warned me! Nobody but GOD.  Jesus told me to shun evil.  I should have listened.  No, I wanted a mother so bad. I just had to have a mother.  I was going to make this bitch love me if it cost me my life.  Shamefully, it almost did.

#1 - Pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit always!

#2- Increase our faith, NEVER DOUBT HIM!

#3- ALWAYS PRAISE THE LORD!

#4- Remember, "Apart from Christ we are nothing".  Mathy wasted 87 years of her miserable life trying to prove my grandfather wrong.  He told her that,  when he came and rescued her out of a whore house in Richmond, Virginia.  She was ashamed.  Not ashamed of being a whore.  She was simply ashamed that of her  now tarnished brand, that her game was peeked.  She hated Jesus for telling on her.  Granddaddy rushed to Richmond to rescue his daughter after a very vivid dream.

#5- "I ain't studdin' hur"  and I ain't suddin' 'bout nobody that loves hur and insists on honoring hur!"

#6- READ YOUR BIBLE DAILY!






Thursday, January 8, 2015

So, ask yourself this question;

why does a mother purely torture and terrorize her own children, then attempt to pass it off as parenting?

Well, if you have sense enough to demand that I never tell "It", you have sense enough to not do it.

I won't even criticize the fact that you were a pioneer freak in sexual debauchery and perversion.  That is perhaps fine with willing, consenting,  adults.  But, you were a full fledged pedophile!

That is something we should have been made aware of, at least warned.

These so-called churches always preaching hatred against the "homosexual".  I notice they don't open their mouths on you pedophiles, molesters and rapists.

"Niggas always trying to dump they dead shit off on somebody else."  That is an exact quote from my grandfather.  I had no idea what he meant.

You "stanking" heifer! (I will not put your filth out there more graphically) "You duh cause of it! You duh cause of my son 'forsooking' (sic) me!" ; you would scream at me for hours, knowing full well why your son shunned you for 25 years!

"Never do anything you would be too ashamed to admit you did."; another exact quote from Jerome Walters.  You should have listened! (hard headed yalla' heif'fah)

(T.Bone Walker - Stormy Monday) *bear with the computer illiterate

If anyone deserved to be murdered ...

it was Martha JANE WALTERS!  She was one fool that went from bad to worse, to "worser".

If I had not read my Bible on my own, she would have succeeded in her evil plot.  She was nothing but a common bully."Common as bat shit."   Just like the old heads in Wade, NC, declared.

A true sadist,  if there ever was one.   Personally, I don't think she ever had reason to think herself so superior.  Perhaps her brilliant ability to spin incredible lies deserves attention. But not honor.

When you gain "honor" through terror. MURDER, and witchcraft, what do you do when you die?

What do you do when at least one of your many victims wakes up?  Discovers you were never more than a vicious 14 year old, precocious, extremely jealous, extremely insecure adolescent.

Screaming, hollering and great fake crying always kept Mathy JANE from her "come upance". The dummy always believed she narrowly escaped the consequences for her many sins through her "magic"

"You can't win fuh duh fix you in!  I can't lose fuh duh stuff I use." You go to hell satan with that ignorance. Any body afraid of you, deserves to suffer.

Satan fooled her, don't let him fool you.

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES     January 8, 2015  All rights reserved.]

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

I be who I be!

That's all I can be.  I can't be any one else.  I am true and authentic! I promise I will never lie to you or attempt to manipulate you in any way.

I will not lie,  cloak or play stupid for a sick, common, fallen,  woman that did everything in her power to destroy us, ME, the entire Walters clan for 87 years!  I will not dare keep silent or try to cover or forget.

Tell me, how do I forget 62 years of secret covert sabotage and excruciating pain?  How do I "unhear" her demonic shrill hideous laugh?

How am I supposed to forget she MURDERED her own father!?  My grandfather!

"Jest don't say nutting'!"  What rock did you ignorant niggers crawl out from under?

What?! Because she preached? Because the A.M. E. Zion church gave her a license ? Because she wore fine robes, solid gold 24carat "crosses"?

Hey satan, getting into your dirty little grave before I had the opportunity to really expose you adequately will not work.  YOU ARE GOING TO BE KNOWN!

This lying incestuous beast pinned all of her filth on me!  You dummies believed her because you wanted to.  Too dumb to honor your real righteous relative, get on somewhere with that.  Talking about "Black lives matter".  You lying hypocrite!  You protesting for some body you don't even know.  Knowing full well people in your own family are being beaten, abused and even murdered.  "JUst don't say nutting on account of we family.  We don't narc on each other and we don't know fo'sho…yea, we know she worked roots but she wuz always nice tuh me."

Well. I tell you what, keep honoring a known root working reprobate.  See where that gets you.  As form, I am going to press on in Jesus' name!  Thank ing Him! Praising Him for releasing me from that cruel creature.

satan truly had me bound!

Now, for all of you people screaming at me to shut up, telling me you are tired of my story I just have one thing to say; I don't listen to you, I listen to GOD.

I am NOT phony! I am not fake! My PTL! is real!  GOD is watching you, His eye is on all of us!  What ever you do, don't block Him! Do not stand in the way of His anointed.

If you are confused, trying to serve GOD and man, if your faith is weak, go pray!  Seek His face, His wisdom, His guidance.

In the mean time i make you "shame".  You may not want your name associated with mine.  My stripes may embarrass you.  If you are around me I will freely tell you that my mother and her 2nd husband were nasty common pedophiles.  Creatures ravenous for the flesh of small innocent children.

They thought they were slick using "voodoo".  Of course I am ashamed but I am outraged more than I am ashamed.  I want the next nasty heifer, common slut like Mathy Jane to remember me.  Do it again! GOD told you not to touch His anointed.  You did it anyway!  And had the nerve to refuse to be bothered with my whining about it.

Stalked her entire family like some troll.  Demanded to be a secret; "Ni, take dat tuh yo' grave!"

The hell you preach heifer!

P.S. This is not throwing "Shade", this is an attempt to enlighten the blind.

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   January 7, 2015  All rights reserved._

If you don't like my peaches ...

don't shake my tree.  If you don't like me, don't like me.  If you want to hate,  hate on.  But, you do need to consider a few things.

#1-  Always consider the source.  When did you ever know Martha Jane Walters to be honest, truthful or upright?

#2- Are you terrified of the truth?  Is it so repugnant that you would rather die and roast in a tormented hell than know the truth about that woman?  I feel you.  It took me fully 62 years to get the courage to simply know.  To know I knew.  To know that if I searched the world over I would find few people willing to admit they too suffered from a demon possessed love one.

We suffered in vain.  Suffered needlessly.  Read our Bibles much too slowly.  Relied on satan to release us from her grip. The ***** is dead, still holding and crushing  five sets of testicles in her vice grip.  GOD said NO!!!

#3- Praying for your healing, for your eyes to open, for GOD to unstop your ears..

Be abundantly blessed.

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES  January 7, 2015  All rights reserved._

Some of you mens

Need to be mo'careful cause some of dese wimmens jest want yo' manhood. You bedder read yo'Bible.  Start wid Proverbs. Read bout dat heifer sitting out dere on duh porch fluttering her long eyelashes beckoning fuh you to come in tuh hur.   She gon hurt you, reduce you to a crust of bread. Keep on! I dun tole'cha!

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES  January 7, 2015  all rights reserved.]