Sunday, May 3, 2015
Got to tell somebody!
No weapon, not one weapon formed against me by the many evil doers that have confronted me in my long life, have prospered. Not only have I survived the greatest two legged viperous "preaching" ravenous wolf, I HAVE THRIVED!
"Won't He do it!?" Parents, teach your sons and daughters that! Let them know, teach them to never doubt the goodness of GOD.
That old sly serpent, grinning, red eyes glowing like coals, just knew she had me. Deluded by satan she was positive that she won and was always winning. "Back fire!" (thanks TD Jakes)
This horrible wayward woman/child, sold out to satan sadist, was bent on being her own mini god, right or wrong, win or lose.
Martha Jane Walters brought fear, pain, and destruction every where she landed for 87 years! "Shut up!" NEVER! Why would any one on this earth wish to keep such a creature secret? Is it because she was a "member of the black race"? Is it because she "preached" at you? Is it because you too suffer with the same "affliction" of jealousy? envy? covetousness?
Do you agree that I am too black? too lucky? had it too good? am a busy body goody two shoes? that I don't understand "urges" and carnal pleasure?
Are you really that dumb? Did you bet on satan? on dirt collected from murdered men's graves?
I must share one of my grandfather's many pearls of wisdom. He remarked; "If a Rabbit's foot was so lucky, why didn't it do the rabbit any good and he had four of them?"
If Martha's "dust" had any real power, why did she live and die the life of a lying , murdering, crucifying, ally rat?
"Yet if any man suffer as a Christian, let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify GOD on this behalf." 1 Peter 4:16
Saturday, May 2, 2015
My first mistake was ...
When I distanced myself from her, deliberately and bravely went no contact, I still suffered. Not, just the horrible images and nightmares concerning one sadistic event after the other. It was all the name calling and vilifying;"YOU AINT ****! "
"YOU AINT ****!YOUAIN'T****!YOUAIN'T****!YOUAIN'T****!YOUAIN'T****!YOUAIN'T****!" occupied every available space in my brain.
Everything was a trigger. Watching young whorish ghetto mothers on MARTA, snatching, cursing their snotty nosed, raggedy unkempt toddlers. Every time I saw this I cried, remembering full well that was once me.
How dare any mental midget in this world scold me! Declare me to be the menace, the peace breaker, the gloom and doom - er.
These sick sadistic vipers crawl up in families and rot! My mother was a sick sadistic troll that terrified us! She was and incestuous whore, that is precisely why my brothers refuse to face that scorching, life altering memory. ( Dear brothers, I send you my courage, the courage GOD gave me.)
I don't care if she is "family". If she was such a great mother, deserving of such great honor, why must you live in secret?
Hey "Dumb-Dumb", you claim that there is no such thing as "demon possession". YOU ARE A DEMON *****! BOW DOWN!!!
Read your Bible! What does Jesus spend an inordinate amount of time doing? Casting out demons!
So who has been casting out demons since the two thousand plus years Jesus ascended into Heaven?
Plus, I know what I know. The ignorance heifer did in fact drag me down on graves with her (when I was still a toddler) collecting dirt off of graves!
I am a victim of "living" with her. (Talk about sleeping with the enemy!) She was a vile, vulgar, "yalla" imp for satan. She had no manners, no culture. Lived on the "down low", "loved" on the down low, rotted in her own self hatred and misery on the "down low" for 87 years!
She was vulgar and foul. Had loud, disgusting, repugnant sex with the door wide open! She was a pioneer freak that demanded; ""Don't you ****** tell a mutha******* thang dat go on in dis house!"
Martha was a menace to society that should have been put away. You can not love mother, or father, sister, brother, any one, more than you love GOD! That demon in Mathy was extremely cunning, manipulative, treacherous! . But also extremely lost, doomed, hopelessly entangled with sick evil.
I refuse! Mathy made her bed, let her lay in it! No one put a gun to her head and made her do one common act. No one pried her legs open. I refuse to go to hell cloaking for her.
Am I embarrassed to know, to discover that my own mother may be one of the commonest, lowest, sadistic, malignant narcissists, that ever lived? NO!!!
I am so grateful to the LORD Jesus Christ for intervening in my life! I am so grateful! I HAVE JOY! I HAVE FREEDOM!
I thank my Merciful Father for saving me! I pray that He will save YOU! Bless you as well. Heal you from the crown of your head, to the bottom of your feet!
Praise the LORD!
Friday, May 1, 2015
Dear LORD, Thank you for ...
For sustaining me, for holding me up, for comforting me. For permitting me to finally accept my horrible truth.
And Dear LORD, thank you for her foul mistreatment, so caustic, so sickening and repugnant, I wanted no part of such behavior.
"Let he who hath an ear hear!" Praise the LORD.
Thank you for Your Grace and Your tender mercies. Thank you for the healing balm you have engulfed me with. May it spread LORD! Smear it on my all of my kit and kin. Heal them mightily LORD! Stand them up! Give them the courage, the same courage, (the same common sense, we were forbidden by that succubus), you gave to me.
Let them know that they are worthy LORD! That you Love them too!
Tell them it is all right LORD, that you do not hold any of that filth against them. Tell them that the hour is getting late and that is time to come on in the house.
May every reader of this blog be abundantly blessed TODAY! From the crown of your head, to the bottom of your feet. May the "Doctor's report" be in your favor! May you find unexpected financial blessings in your mailbox! May your enemies be saved! Come running to the Cross! May every door open for you, may you be ready, sharp and productive with your gifts.
Brush your teeth with this affirmation for the rest of your life.
I was born for Greatness!
If I am to Be, What I want to Be
IT IS UP TO ME!
IT IS IMPORTANT THAT YOU REPEAT THIS AFFIRMATION DAILY BECAUSE THE ENEMY, THE ADVERSARY, IS TEARING YOU DOWN WHILE YOU ARE UNAWARES.
Sit down. Accept this truth from Jesus' lips, "Your enemies are in your own family", your own household! Don't waste your time with your family, trying to help them, trying to convince them, not if their fruit is rotten.
Why are you trying to impress anyone other than GOD?
Why are you trying to earn the love of, trying to change, a known demon? (From such stay away!)
You know she is a sadist! You know she is addicted to low, savage, primitive, cruelty! I don't care what she sounds like, or looks like! I know you were conditioned to fear her. I know she is disgusting. But you do NOT have to give up the Right for the Wrong, for a dead demon.
"Honor your mother"! Caligula would have made a better mother!
Honor GOD!
"Time changes all things"
First, and foremost I thank Him for placing Jerome Walters in my life. Secondly, I thank Him for intelligence, a ravenous appetite for knowledge. Critical thinking, the ability to discern, to sense danger, fakery, quackery , lies, predatory schemes, carnal games.
Dear LORD, I thank you for my courage because these vipers are aggressive in their hostility. They vilify , curse, judge and block. Congratulate each other for "out hating", for clever creative offensive insults designed to destroy, to thwart, to stop GOD's plan, His Divine Order.
"You're crazy!" "You're broken!" "You are depressing, you bring gloom and doom." GOD prepared me for rejection from this world by pairing me with the lowest, commonest, most demon possessed, sour lying troll possible! GOD planted me in the belly of a whore that drug me to church every Sunday, mistreated me so I sought the LORD!
I thank you LORD! After Martha I am as strong as Sampson. I also know satan's schemes of name calling, withdrawing phony love that never existed in the first place.
I find the ability of imps to work together so smoothly, so seamlessly, for evil, amazing. Crabs in a barrel. Dumb crabs that insist on bickering, blaming and destroying.
Don't waste your time trying to save them, run and shun. Jesus told you to "pluck your right eye out" if it offend you.
A nasty, common, root working, soothe saying, conjuring, MURDERING, mother is more than an "offensive right eye". She is an abomination!
I will warn the world! I will testify!
Sweep around your own front door. Don't you ever forget the 10th Commandment, you covetous, jealous, lying, plotting, scheming "hater". "Know ye the truth!" Know the truth about yourself!
You lack interpretive, analytical skills. But you can lie! You can be a racist! You can blame every problem on evil "white people".
My mother died at 87, blaming "evil white people" for her lack of success. A woman so foolish, she did the unthinkable, unspeakable and died cursing the world and GOD for not accepting her abuse, her lies, for seeing through her.
My mother was unnecessarily common. There is no excuse for her low moral character. The fact she was raped as a child can not justify her primitive carnal nature. Keeping her a secret does not help me, help us.
What a selfish whore. The lowest vile human being makes a deathbed confession. Not this viper. "From such stay away."
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