Tender hearted was the trait my grandmother Rachel saw in me. I have some very vivid memories of her. She died in 1954 and I was boen in 1951 and my vivid clear memories of her are clearly manifestations of GOD's Grace, His Goodness and tender mercies.
"Mathy Jane, don't talk tuh dat baby lak dat …you know she tender hearted."
Bless the soul and memory of my grandmother, Rachel McPhail Walters, a woman that I know prayed for me, demanded that my mother retrieve me from that whore house she abandoned me in.
From what I have been able to piece together, Rachel Walters was a clairvoyant , some type of mystic. That certainly explains my many mystic, clairvoyant experiences. It even explains this blog.
Oh, I can discern you. I discerned my mother. It was my conditioning, my youth, my humanness, my loneliness, my desire to be "normal", that kept me tethered. It was also Divine Order.
My wise grandfather taught me about "predestination", about how a man's , a woman's bounds were set, set by GOD and there was nothing you could do but let GOD have His way. My life has proved my grandfather right.
My brother was gone, totally absconded for 25 YEARS! Comes back, BAM! Mystery solved.
(Some devious hardheaded carnal women tear down their own house because they foolishly think cruelty is courage, that there is some actual power from dirt collected from graves, that secrets last forever and when you are dead you are done. They are extremely selfish reprobates that are beyond GOD's reach deliberately.)
Praise the LORD. Except I WILL NOT LET IT GO! No, I don't have money, BUT I HAVE CHARACTER! I have morals, I have standards. I will not associate with EVILDOERS AND THEY WILL NOT BULLY OR INTIMIDATE ME!
She threw me, you, all of us, under the bus, played closet bulldagger, half man, half root worker , half coon, half intelligent, half preacher, half pimp, and died DEMANDING THAT I KEEP QUIET, THAT I CONTINUE AS HER DOCILE, SIMPLE DEFEATED STEP STOOL! GOD SAID NO!
Make the Bible a lie for her! I didn't even like her! I would have never associated with such a woman had we not been kin.
Don't play fair, lie , cheat, work roots, bully, play head games …."It will all come out in the wash."
Bible. Fact. My grandfather taught us that, taught my mother. She in turn quoted it often. Said it like she meant it. Who knew, who could know that it was merely a smoke screen? Who knew, who could know this woman, this human being was bent on evil? On serving satan? Determined to be satan's "bottom bitch".
No, you didn't know, I didn't know. Although warned we CHOOSE to remain clueless. Why ? "Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient."
That one quote from my grandfather sums up the entire history of mankind. To quote my mother; "A __________ will lie faster than a cat can lick his _____."
People will lie and deny. People will tell the same lie so long , they begin to believe their own lies. These people are bullies. If you are not easily lied to , they will call you foul names. If you are still resistant, they will resort to desperate measures, guns, knives, WITCHCRAFT. Oh, YOU WILL FALL IN LINE!
Let's face it, the vast majority of the human beings we share this planet with are *uncivilized , ignorant vipers. Dumb brutes easily swayed to kill and destroy on command. If you question you are automatically labeled a trouble maker.
[*Side note, when you insist on solving all problems with violence, stealth missiles, bombs, terrorism, destruction, you are uncivilized. Truly civilized people solve all problems peacefully through compromise and a sense of fair play.]
The fact that most people in our world are lying predators is no reason to join or placate them, especially now. If your dream was to live a long life as a closet demon like my mother, you have missed your chance. GOD is moving. More and more shall feel the wrath they deserve, the wrath they brought on themselves. Foolish men and women that did abominably because GOD did not snatch them in the collar immediately.
"You might get by for a long, long time, but YOU WILL NOT GET AWAY!"
For some reason most people in the Walters family, that take good care of themselves, live well into their nineties. My grandfather had a cousin Refus, that lived to be 107.
It saddens me to know that my own mother flat refused to repent of her sins. She was a "Twisted Sister". Evidently she had to be. II Thessalonians, we had to "let her let until (she ) be taken out".
A beast! A fallen young woman that did wax worse and worse, DID DELIBERATELY BECOME A SOOTHE SAYER, did fulfill the scripture from Genesis to Revelation! PRAISE THE LORD!
I am sitting here reeling! Just recounting some of the narrow escapes, just amazed at the Goodness of GOD.
Plot after plot failed. Poor Martha thought my rape would make me promiscuous like her. She had no Heavenly idea that GOD had His hand on me, was watching, was in fact protecting.
Poor Martha did exactly what she pleased, when she pleased, with whom ever she pleased, for 87 years! Because she did foolishly take satan's side, was in fact dumb enough to believe in Voodoo and superstition while PRETENDING TO BELIEVE IN GOD. In a GOD she not so secretly hated with a passion.
Martha was a BULLY! She was a "BULLDAGGER" , half way in , half way out of the "closet". She was confused.
Don't mess with WITCHCRAFT! Do NOT entertain it. "From such stay away." Do NOT read horoscopes, Ouija boards, etc, No good will come of it. Trust GOD! Free Fall!
Don't block blessings! Do not do so mentally with negative thoughts. DO NOT INTERFERE ! (My poor dumb reprobate mother was glad to ruin my brother, trick him out of his appointment to West Point. She was all to glad to destroy the great potential of a great musician by pretending to love him while ALL of her actions signaled the greatest hatred an imp for satan can have against the Goodness of GOD. Do not compare, bring yourself up short , then hate those that you have assigned superiority over you.
Do NOT judge! And especially do not label or assign human characteristics and frailties to skin color, hair color or texture, ethnicity, religion, age, ability, wealth, status. Do NOT worship people! Do not become some one's imp hoping to get or gain what you think they have. GET YOUR OWN DREAM! PURSUE YOUR OWN DREAM! Know that we are ALL the same, HUMAN and subject to the exact same frailties.
Stop "siding and dividing" based on "race". If you are afraid of *******, make sure you know they DO come in ALL colors!
Do LOVE!
Do CARE!
Do GIVE!
Do BLESS! "Bless and hate not."
ALWAYS THANK GOD FIRST! When your feet hit that floor, thank GOD! Do pray without ceasing. The adversary is tenacious, he NEVER gives up! S/HE WILL SNATCH AND DESTROY EVERYTHING YOU PROFESS TO LOVE! Treat people the way you want be treated.
Do know "mental illness" is an illness, the same as Cancer, MS, Lupus. It is a disease. GOD told us to pray for one another. Love all you can while you can. But if the person you love turns out to be a low viper, shun them. DO NOT GET IT TWISTED! DEMON POSSESSION IS NOT MENTAL ILLNESS! A demon possessed woman caused a great deal of "mental illness". MARTHA JANE WALTERS WAS DELIBERATELY DEMON POSSESSED! You must protect yourself. That is not selfish, that is common sense.
Be abundantly blessed today as you bless others and as we ALL pray for better days.
Blue lights in someone's basement. Usually the last dance at Billy XXXXX's house. High class, "light skin-NED Negros." A real father that smoked a pipe and made at least one periodic authoritative customary appearance to make sure we were behaving like intelligent upper class Negroes that knew how to come in an upscale neighborhood and behave like ladies and gentlemen.
Eleven o'clock sharp was Mr. XXXXX's
cut off, shut down, no matter what. He was one of those; "No, you don't have to go home…but you got to leave here."
I felt privileged to be invited to Billy's parties. He was popular, smart, a little cocky, but certainly a fine young man.
What went wrong? Why can't our young people do the same any more? What went wrong? Did the teachers and preachers get too greedy?
Have we been teaching too much about prosperity and very little about morality ? Are we some worthless little mealy mouthed Christians? Attending baby showers for the "unwed" but still whispering and talking about them behind their back?
Why do I sit beside that heifer on the MARTA train, with the three inch dagger nails and 24 inch weave and never open my cowardly mouth as she snatches on her raggedy snotty nosed toddlers?
What happened to the condom giveaways? Why does your daughter think her vagina defines her?
Did you ever tell her to never do anything she would be too embarrassed to admit she did?
What kind of parent are you? Mouth shut, wallet open!
"Parents take authority over your children!" Teach them the WROD! Fear no man,woman, child, position, status, opinion.
The extremely evil, devious, mischievous , beautiful, almost white, red headed little girl that bludgeoned that puppy between two bricks for no good reason, grew up an became my mother.
When I say "grew up" I mean physically. Martha Jane Walter's body matured and aged, her poor mind remained the same for 87 years. Why? She was a reprobate. Why? She was full of pride, hatred, blame and was a brilliant pathological liar. She was a beast, carnal, cruel, as low as they come.
She had no respect for GOD, her mother, father, brothers, no one on this earth. Martha was a lazy imp, refused to hit a lick at a black snake. She had no hunger or desire for knowledge unless, it involved a swindle , anything to make her predatory existence easier.
One thing I knew to NEVER do, divulge the phony double life Martha was deliberately living. Martha's list of forbidden topics grew long. The longer she lived, the longer the sick secretive list. Some hilarious, some shocking and heartbreaking. I loved laughing to tears recalling how Mathy Jane used to pistol whip and bludgeon her second husband. We didn't like him because he was a "Chester", Chester the molester.
"Keep your distance from that jet black, red eyed pervert!" Pearly white teeth. His beautiful teeth looked like they had been carved out of ivory. He was actually handsome. My mother hated him. He was too black for her "taste" but "his money was long and green".
Poor Mathy could never escape her prostitution mentality.
I am going to make this plain; ""GULS! KEEP YOUR DRAWS UP AND YO' DRESS DOWN!"
That speech was delivered to me , to the entire Algebra class of Mrs. Bertha Reeder. An all black Algebra class, in an almost all black high school, E.E.Smith Sr. High, home of the Golden Bulls.
Not only was Mrs Reeder one of the best teachers I ever had, she was a mother. She cared, she nurtured, she loved. The baby of thirteen, she pulled herself up, acquired a college degree and had a passion for passing on knowledge, for uplifting .
Ladies, our daughters are cranking out babies faster than this world can destroy them. Why? If your daughter is "fast", won't listen, put her on some birth control. If you are too late to teach her about virginity and chastity , admit it.
Every young mother receiving any kind of government assistance should be monitored. (The Department of Family and Children Services in Georgia is a joke. Totally dismantle it and start over.)
A math teacher that cared about her students, our welfare, how refreshing! Thank you GOD for placing so many wise wonder people in my path.
I never met this man, but I know I love this man! By age 27, he had done so much for so many, I am sure it can never be calculated. I know it was his soothing voice that helped me to survive my carnal mother and her many, many "lovers".
Praise the LORD! Thank you for good music, good times, good people.
"The hour is growing late …the time is nigh." "When I was a child , I thought as a child, spoke as a child. When I became a man, I put away childish things."
It is like verses of the Bible are on "sped dial " in my head. "Messages" from Jerome Walters, one of the few good men I have had the pleasure of knowing in my life. I refuse to let his living be in vain.
"I will stand on Mt. Everest!" (In my Issac Hayes voice) And proclaim the goodness of GOD, the goodness of Jerome Walters! I know it was the LORD GOD Almighty that placed Jerome Walters in my path to protect me (us) from his evil daughter.
There was absolutely no good in Martha Jane Walters being that void of morality; was initially my first thought. GOD taught me better. What greater proof can any person have, than your personal testimony, that lines up perfectly with every word in that Book?
'Soothe Sayers that commit acts of immorality.' Praise the LORD! I'm swooning!
My mother was a known "Root Worker"! THAT IS A WELL KNOWN FACT!
REVELATION 2:14! I will not speculate on the sexual atrocities she may have committed on others. (Not here, not now) I will only testify to what she did do deliberately to me.
I KNOW FOR A FACT GOD SAVED ME! I KNOW DIVINE ORDER WHEN I FEEL IT! LIVE IT! AM PROTECTED BY IT! LED BY IT!
I AM OBEDIENT TO THE WORD OF GOD!
During my retirement I discovered the program The First 48 HOURS, I record the shows, watch, re-watch them. I am riveted, fascinated. Just like Jesus said; 'always family members.' "Your enemies shall be of your own household."
PAY ATTENTION! It was MY OWN MOTHER! BRANDING ME , ABUSING ME, USING ME AS A SEX TOY AS A BABY, A TODDLER! DEMANDED THAT THE WHOLE WORLD REMAIN SILENT ON HER BEHALF! Claiming some non-sense about "honoring your mother"! Really! YOU MURDERED YOUR OWN FATHER! BRAGGED ABOUT FLUSHING 5 BABIES DOWN THE TOILET! What is there to honor?
You can NOT make me LIE! You could not make Jerome Walters lie! You were infuriated! Any one that stood up to you, GOT KNOCKED DOWN!
WERE YOU FOOL ENOUGH IN YOUR DIMWITTEDNESS TO THINK YOU COULD OVER POWER GOD? OUT THINK GOD?
No, she was NOT HUMAN! The childish retarded dummy gave up her life, her happiness, her joy, her soul, for imaginary power. The idiot was sadistically cruel! SHE WAS A NASTY PERVERT! She never had any power. She was a beast and GOD let her live a very long life for His own reasons, for His Divine Order.
Evidently this imp tried to enhance her sorry life through some sick carnal pleasure she "enjoyed" , through secret sadistic torture. If you knew, if you caught on, you were no more fun. You were no longer a challenge.
Martha was so much like my cat Vick. Vick, a coal black rascal, used his jet black tail to hypnotize this huge fat rat. Once caught, Vick paraded him around the yard like a conquering hero. The poor rat was squealing helplessly as Vick clamped down on his neck and took him into the bushes.
Vick would deliberately let the rat get away, just far enough to think he had actually escaped, before he pulled him back in for some more gnawing. Well feed (Sheba and Friskies) Vick, refused to put the fat rat out of his misery. He cast it aside , just left it, became bored, tired of taunting. I had to fling its rapidly decaying body over the fence with a long spade shovel.
Perhaps that is why she never really cared if you (I, we) went "no contact". You had become too wary, too wise, too suspicious, you were going to represent some serious work, plying with money, gifts and platitudes and the "whole nine yards" needed to "fatten you up for snakes".
If you love the LORD, if you love true goodness, you will obey. You will not lie or plot . Most of all you will learn. You will grow up. You will pray daily for the indwelling of The Holy Spirit! You will not give up!
You will grow, you will mature. YOU WILL CHANGE! You will know you have changed when you stop trying to punish. When you stop trying to hate. When you finally stop judging.
"Put on the changed man."
Research, 1 Corinthians 15:51 - "Behold, I tell you a mystery; we shall not all sleep , but we shall all be changed."
GOD just gave me this; " Study the First 66 Books , avoid The First 48 HOURS. "
GOD's WORD is our manna from Heaven, created by GOD for our protection from the adversary.
