JOHN LEE HOOKER - HOUSE OF THE BLUES (FULL ALBUM)

"Messin' wid the kid!"

Now,  growing up, every one knew that there were certain kids you just did not "mess wid'".  We were those children.  Weird ass, what the **** did I mess with them for, street urchins?

I am laughing now, recognizing it as pent up rage.  We did not dare so much as roll our eyes at our "mother".   But, Woe, unto the next somebody that crossed us.  No, we did not fight fair and we were relentless.

Yes, my little brother did open up that big boy's skull with a carefully thrown brick!  Yes, there was much blood.  I think an ambulance was called.  We didn't care.  Collectively we agreed; "That'll learn him!  Come down here ******* wid us!"

The poor boy didn't know, he was very lucky to not be shot.  I must admit, shooting is not a foreign experience to my family.

There is far too much shooting in the world now.  Far too much pain.  It is time for  a reckoning, for reconsidering…for finally telling the truth.

PTL!

I press on    ...

"Won't He fix it?"

Jesus will fix it!  He will fix you right up, just like you've never been broken.  He healed me!  And I thank Him! I can't stop thanking Him!  I just can't stop praising His name.

You see, I know and fully understand, that He did NOT have to do it.  It was Grace!  Grace saved my grandfather, Jerome Walters and His Grace saved a wretch like me.

I know I was destined to be just another maggot on the bottom of some wretched woman's shoe.  GOD saved me!  Heard my cry! Praise the LORD!

You do have to cry out to Him!  You do have to make your wailing known.  You can't be ashamed of your affliction.  Not one friend or acquaintance had the awful pain and burdens I was forced to bear.

Not here! Not today bitch!  Your satan finally failed you.  Poor Martha spent 87 years trying to lay others out to dry.  Trying to ruin others because that is the only way she could feel "good" about herself.

I still do not understand how a woman could put so much store in dirt she gathered from graves in Jesus' name,  but could not trust Jesus.  Delusions and ignorance.  Those are about the only gifts satan is giving out.

PTL!

I press on   ...

I know how you feel.

What's that comedienne's name?  The one that played "Kramer". He was severely heckled by some miscreants one night.  It must have been awful because he ended up losing it and calling them the "n" word.  He was judged and severely punished financially.

First,  how can people who call themselves that , get upset when someone , outside of their "race" use a term they freely use?

Any way,  the poor man was vexed and if the "n" word was the best he could do, he doesn't know how to cuss.  I know how to cuss!  I know some choice terms that would have reduced those clowns down to dust.

You have to be a child of the street to know how to get down and dirty as your adversary.  Dumb Mutha******* hating me for "snitching" on a MUTHA******* MONSTROSITY!

THIS MUTHA*******STALKED AND PROVOKED ME FOR 62 YEARS!  And I'm supposed to grin and bear it!   **** EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!

PTL!

I press on    ...

There is no sanctuary for an evil doer.

There is no sanctuary for wrong doing.  Don't give me the "stank eye" because you got caught doing what you always did.  Don't roar and blow your bad breath on me because every one in Wade Station, North Carolina was right.  You were as common as bat shit.  As a matter of fact you were worse.

I am on my blog, bragging, as usual, because you forced me to Jesus!  Praise the LORD.  Without your evil hand interfering in my life, I surely would have been lost,  like the rest of my family.

What's that?  It is called Divine Order!  It is the "real deal",  rather than that artificial magic dust you tried so desperately to peddle.  You ended up on the wrong end of the stick!  You should not be so surprised.  When were you ever winning?  When did you ever win?  Sure you got what you wanted, but you never got what you needed.

You always lied and claimed my grandfather mistreated you, beat you savagely.  You lying whore!  That is probably what he needed to do.  He never cursed you, called you names or demeaned you in any way.  He always talked kindly to you, forgave you and he certainly always helped you financially. As a matter of fact, you pimped your father.  Just straight "jacked" his check for losing his health and having to live with you.

Getting our checks "jacked"  by you was so customary, so expected, it became a standing joke.  As a matter of fact,  we all knew you could smell money.  And once Mathy Jane smelled your money, it was gone.  It was no longer yours, it was all hers.  You re-soled your shoes, wore the oldest, raggedest second hand clothes, just so you could proudly turn  over your entire check to Mathy Jane.  Yes, children, Mathy Jane had game.  She should have taught Iceberg Slim.

"There is no hiding place down here."  You can't mistreat me and justify your irrational hatred against me because you failed at life!  I didn't make you,  make all of those horrendous decisions.  You got what you got for being "nasty".  I know you were raped.  Perhaps that did awaken some sexual urges prematurely .   That  did not give you the right to have your carnal lust and eat it too.

Screaming; "Whut about dem' men?";  is merely a protest over an age old double standard.  Who are you to tell GOD that His laws are unfair.

So, you did just like you wanted, with whom ever you wanted, just like you wanted.  Perhaps you claimed pride, courage or cruelty.  But you could not own it.  The first words out of your mouth were;"Don't tell nobody "

Children, never do anything you would be ashamed to admit you did.  Period.  Case closed.

I know you rotted.  You pure rotted for 87 years.  You can not highjack any glory or honor  from me.  You're lucky  I don't go down to your dirty little grave and spit on it.  And  for all of the "Mathy Jane Supporters" , those still claiming what a great woman of GOD she was, you're a bunch of imps,  just as lost.  GOD help you!  Talk about blind and won't see!

If Mathy Jane is you definition of success, your pinnacle of the good life, may the Dear LORD  anoint you with a double "potion" of His love and tender mercies.  May he look out for you, lead and guide you.  May He heal your feeble mind, quickly.  "Come Jesus!".

There is no hiding place.  Your many sadistic secrets will be known.  Your bizarre brutal behavior will finally make sense.

I do believe Martha did volunteer to die.  She had no choice.   Her horrid life had finally caught up to her.  "That 'boy' came back home. Oh my.  The gig is up!  The cat is out of the bag."

Martha had to die, go ahead and cross the great divide,  hoping for some mercy.  Praying that GOD would count her phony preaching as something.  She was not about to "fess" up to her horrible life.

I could never understand why Martha demanded to punish us.  Not one of us volunteered to come here.  Martha was such an ignorant narcissist, she was stuck on; "You black mutha********* ruined my  mutha******** life!"  She was raging, felt robbed.   Once raped, ruined, it was over for her, and for that very fact alone,  it would be over for you.  Your "undoing" would be befriending or loving her.  Worse than a thousand midnights, be her child, be born into her clutches!  Mathy Jane was going to do the only thing she knew how to do well, make you her Bitch!

She could never see birthing us,  black, illegitimate, totally without fathers,  was curse enough.
The rapes, the incest, was just to  let us know how unhappy she was with our presence.  We were a burden to her.  A burden that burned like molten lava , with every single penny she had to spend supporting, feeding and caring for our sorry black  asses.

Martha was angry, raging, furious with us for making her pretend.  Forcing her to put on this clown act of "loving , nurturing, mother".  Martha was mad with us for making her pretend that she was happy, that she was satisfied.

Martha was a pathological liar.  And the biggest lie of all was of her great love for "family" , how "family" meant every thing to her.  The great love and admiration she had for her father, for  her church, for GOD, all lies!

"I just love my churin'.  I love me some *** and Gwen!"  Lying, "stanking" PERVERTED WHORE!

There is nothing like Freedom!  All of this great tragedy could have been avoided by telling the truth.  What if we as a family had faced our truth much early on?  What if some one had been brave enough to institutionalize Mathy Jane?

PTL!

I press on   ...

"Knee bowed

and body bent…coming be'fo you LAWD as an empty pichur be'fo a full fountain , desiring to be filled aid yo'goodness LAWD!"

"Didn't come fo'no show, no form nor fashion. "

If was as if Martha was demanding that I save her.  Save her from her sins without knowing her sins.  Any thing we didn't know about her very secretive hush, hush behavior,  was clearly  our fault.

The only thing was, if we got close in our accusations and speculations , we were going to be crucified, laid to waste.  You would not get up!  You would not dare show your "lying", snitching, signifying, "ain't nun ofyo'mutha****** biznessno-how black stanking ass bitch" , around her again!

 I told you,  I hate black mutha****** anyhow,  always talking' , running' off at the mutha****** mouf!  I TOLD YOU I AM AN ORDAINED MINISTER!

A splitting, mind numbing,  migraine headache,  going some where to happen.

You were going to let Mathy in!  You were going to let her kick your brains out!  And "bitch you were  going to ******** like it!  Or pretend you did!  You better not ever let on that you kind of knew she was just a little bit wicked.  No,  you were not.  Not and live in any reasonable comfort !  She was sending her dumb ass "flying monkeys" and simple, retarded, blind, deaf to death  kin , after you.

 "Hell No!  Ain't no ************ GAWD gon' save you from me!  I'm Mathy Jane!"

No more!

No mas!

PTL!

I press on!

Pick a team,

pick a side.  Have purpose.  Delight in the LORD, in doing good,  in telling the truth.  In a very strange way I am very glad my mother was so earthly common.  If fleeing the "belly of the beast" won't motivate you to live a self-disciplined, "holy" life, nothing will.

Call me a nerd, a prude.  Tell me I'm missing out on something I never had.  I never had it and I never want it!  Anything that can make a grown, mature woman,  have loud, lewd, "unnatural" sex acts  with the door  wide open, with the house full of children, and dare you to so much as mention it!?    Help us Holy Ghost!  The world is in trouble.

And that same woman,  get up and "preach" in "GOD"s house",  without so much as a "'scuze me Jesus".    Something done gone wrong in the body of Christ.    No, not that the heifer did it!  The fact that I am the only somebody,  on this planet earth,  complaining about it!

Jesus said "Fear no man".    Why did He tell us that?  He knew these low, common, lower than a frog's belly,  whorish'ass women,  were coming!

I'm sorry!  I'm a mother and I wish a ***** *********** would look at my daughter sideways. ****** you better not have no lust in your voice or in your eyes.  You about to get dealt with.

Well,   if it takes being savagely molested and raped yourself,  to develop this kind of rage, so be it.

 No!  You shut the **** up!  You pusillanimous, cowardly ***********.  You would not ******* bust a grape.

"Get thee behind me satan!"   "You have no manhood!  You are worthless in battle.  An old toothless woman,  is better than you….Is that your plan satan? …You rob little children, little boys in particular,  of their manhood,  before they even know what it is, that they in fact,  have it?

You're scum satan.  I hope demons drill you in the ass for eternity!  You have no excuse!  You volunteered to be the reprobate you became.  You are the idiot that insisted your color and hair was  a gift from GOD.    You are the one that hated righteousness.    You are the pathological liar!  You are the one that put her trust in some dirt off of a grave.
 So, since you blew all of your chances, embarrassed yourself by being "found with child" every six months(by a different man), flunking out of college, being common enough to have sex with kin, …I'm supposed to Pay!?

 Not today!  Not today bitch!  Abraham Lincoln and the 13th Amendment freed the slaves!  Ain't you heard!?

Jesus set he captives Free!  "Ho!

I know you feel crunchy.

Good enough for you, simple bitch!

PTL!

I press on    ...