I know there is a GOD!

Hilarious!

This snake! This viper! This extremely jealous ravenous wolf demanded, swore she would, actually thought she could defeat GOD. A complete idiot for satan thought she could defeat Almighty GOD with dirt collected from graves , seductive lurid behavior , fantastic and fanatical lies. Martha Jane Walters did falsely believe secretly serving satan while proclaiming to love a  GOD she purely hated was undetectable.

World do know this viper was brilliant enough to tell us WE were her fruit. And  added ; "Don't nevah read the book of Revelation. You show me somebody preaching out of Revelation and I will show you a fool."

 Died satisfied. Happy as a low common unrecognized, unexposed abomination.

Martha that piece of paper , that so called ordination from the African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church , was just a piece of paper!  You didn't even like the people you preached to.  You called them dumb! You hated their black skin!

Martha you were the dummy!  You were the whore! You were everything you accused me of being.

DELUSIONAL!

GOD help the ignorant and the blind. Help treacherous whorish incestuous females. Dear LORD deliver the perverts that pretend their phony preacheing guarantees their absolution.

My mother was like; "Y'all the dumb ass mutha ******* stupid enough to sit up under me begging me to love you, to change, to treat you better...ha-ha-ha what a laugh."

No, Martha it was never your brilliant cunning and root working that made you "successful",  it was GOD 's timing.

I do have some sympathy for your plight. Your deeds were scandalous and repulsive but you knew better.

If you could live your life over , would you change?  Would you realize how your insane jealousy and pathological lying ruined you life?

Did you ever realize what a great coward you were targeting the most innocent and vunerable with your foulest perversions?

Just because you can't feel, have no empathy or sympathy for another human being does not give you the right to do the unspeakable for 87 years.

GOD opened my eyes, took the blinders off , when I was ready.

Scandalous!

Excruciatingly painful!

I said totally unnecessary. GOD tod me you were necessary, predicted , and you did NOT disappoint. If you can't trust or believe in the living , all knowing , all merciful GOD now , you are lost . A person must want to be found. You must desire freedom to be made free, whole.

An evil ogre can live a sick despicable life for ages but you don't have to go along. Once you wake up run, shun.

PTL!

She was right!

My mother was absolutely right, incessantly bragging about her brilliance for 87 years! It was brilliant cunning, brilliant deceit and treachery.

What an idiot!

Do know you will end up just like her if you continue to blindly follow her. If you are extremely jealous, backstabbing  and treacherous, GET SOME HELP!

Fellow victims stop fearing such "people". They are inhuman, inhumane . JESUS TOLD US TO SHUN THEM!

Our evil doer brilliantly avoided coming to the cross for everything! NOTHING WAS EVER HER FAULTH.  To be caught fornicating in the front seat of your new husband's car with your two small children in the back seat, jump up , pull  up your "draws" and proceed to beat that man to a pulp! It is hilarious to me now but at four I was terrorized. All the blood, broken glass. No wonder we were such well behaved silent children. Having Martha Jane as our mother was almost the equivalent of having O.J. Simpson as our father. No, you can't say or reveal much while that ogre is around and listening.

Family! She is finally safely dead! Free yourself! Come to the cross.
  I wonder did satan give my mother a bucket list?

My mother was extremely abusive, violent, savage, corrupt but we were not permitted to ever so much as murmur against her.  Some how she convinced us that it was a betrayal of her honor.

"Her honor"! The woman was a carnal beast! That brilliant demon convinced us that telling on her was the worse form of betrayal imaginable. GOD would not bless us, we would not live long and no matter what despicable deed she was caught in , it was our fault. "Bunch of black ass worthless muthaf******** nigger bastards! IHATEIEVAHADONEOFYOUDAMNWORTTHLESSBLACKASSPIECES OFSHIT!"

Do know after 24 hours of being subjected to this harangue she would true around and start praising us individually and I would be blamed for her unfortunate brief "criticism". I was not always the scapegoat, she would vary from time to time.

The You are right brother, she did do the best she could emasculating, ripping us apart physically,
emotionally, financially, and spiritually.

Marta JANE WALTERS  was a brilliant imp but she was common.



My head is still roaring. I think was 19, Martha's young fine kept husband had had his fill of Marta's savage abuse.  Worse than her habit of refusing to wash, brush her teeth or behave in a civil manner she was a sick whore.

Dangling her ex-husband, present husband and future husband at the same time. Mistreating all three miserably at the same time. So, present husband makes his get away, actually escapes her clutches.

I am howling!  Martha went straight "Waiting to Exhale" on that man! Flipped the script and accused him of being the whore.

...
"What is done in the dark shall surely come to light."

Most of my "friends" have abandoned me. GOD told me no, it is just jealousy, envy, "hateration ".
Well I do not want envious haters and phony liars in my life like my mother.

"Love ye one another as I have loved you." If you can't love and support me sincerely it is best that you do what you do. Stay away if my shine intimidates you. Please don't come around if all you want to see is me down and grove lung.

My mother made me grovel for 62 years for love she never had, never wanted and would have never
given me if she had it to give.

Don't give up the wrong for the right. Don't let a dead demon hold you in the clutches of her abominable claws from the grave. Please don't wait for the "Church" or someone in authority to know your  truth.

" So glad I found out in time."

PTL!

Dear LORD, thank you so much for ...

your Divine Order. Thank you for righting wrongs, for intervening in our lives, for making the crooked way straight.

Thank you for revealing the hideous monsters that plagued that woman I called mother. Dear LORD do take the blinders off of my terrified brothers, my deaf and blind family.

Deliver all the innocent abused children of this world from these monsters. Take the blinders off, unstop the deaf ears. Free my fellow "cell mates" , truly yoke fellows, from that ravages of that sick whore.

Martha made a very deliberate choice to become the monstrosity she became.  Nothing but shame and excruciating pain was our reward for loving her. I will not say trusting her, few ever trusted her.  We did what she commanded because we had no choice. No fathers. The few that had legitimate fathers, didn't. One was a pervert the other much too young.

She taught them to hate me. That slick conniving whore did deliberately teach my entire family to hate me. She did make me her scapegoat.  What a very foolish woman chasing carnal pleasure from every warm body willing and unwilling.

I know now Martha lived in complete darkness, complete utter depravity. I knew at four. I was repulsed by the madness. The horrid vulgar  images still float in my head. ( Dear LORD how did I survive?) What a common cunt! First she dumps us on her parents that she secretly hates, openly and loudly blames for her lousy life.  Just dumped us for the first formative years of our lives , then stormed in and snatched us from the loving nurturing arms of our grandfather.

Some one should have known better. Some one should have cared.

Purring , pretending that she finally saw the light. Really never wanted to marry that runty little troll, never admitting that was the best she could get because her horrifying reputation proceeded her.  Martha mistreated that man, totally emasculated that man. Beat him to a pulp when he caught HER in fornication! Martha exploited her childhood rape into an excuse to become the lowest degenerate possible.

It makes so much sense to me now, the raped became a stealth closet rabid rapist. Delivered six innocent children into her madness and MESSED US UP!

I do feel sorry for her. It is a tragedy. A raped child became a rapist! It actually happens often. I am
glad it didn't happen to me. I do want all children abused from infancy to know they are not the scum of their abusers unless they continue that abuse. If they lie, abuse and lie, the vicious cycle continues.

I am very saddened by my brothers that are so blind, so defeated , they honor that sick whore instead of Jerome Walters.  They should know their behavior is cowardly. I pray they soon learn the female
viper that hated them was a man eater , a pure pestilence.

Children of abuse you are not forsaken. Trust GOD He will pick you up. Purge yourself of every lie you've been fed. The color of your skin does not disgrace you. The evil predatory imps that enslaved you, disgrace you.


My mother blasted me with "you're a black BASTARD!" every day of my life , conned me into counting myself fortunate because I was not one of the flushed five or nine. The number changed every day. I do know that Martha was so proud of the babies she killed she bragged about it for 87 years.

There is no hiding place for the hopeless sinner. Fake preaching and a following of the blind and just as ignorant imps won't save you.  GOD said to repent of your sins, not to die lying, pretending, blaming and cursing GOD.

"Be ye hot or cold or get spewed." Martha got spewed. Her "church", her followers will get spewed soon enough. Refusing to honor Jerome Waters in deference to that dead demon. There is no excuse for blind stupidity. Know your truth brothers! You were deliberately raped and ruined by your sick depraved demon possessed mother! "Come ye out from among them."  You should know there is Power in that name JESUS!

I pray that all of my relatives will finally take their blinders off, finally know and embrace their truth.
Finally rejoice, dance on the head of the sick albatross that deliberately enslaved us for her own sadistic pleasure .

Over here praising  you LORD! Just thanking you for delivering me from the clutches of a volunteer sick demon. Thank you for snatching me out of the lion's mouth. Free my entire family if it be Thy will LORD!

PTL!

"As a man thinketh ...

so is he."  In other words, you are what ever you inwardly think you are. Please do not fool yourself with your pronouncements or announcements. "I'm a lady!"  "No, that's not me I am not that kind of person."

World, do know that there are far too many vipers on this earth, in good families, IN THE CHURCH. These vipers are deliberately ruining, attempting to thwart GOD's plan, his Divine Order.  My sexual molestation began at four! The little girl in me is still weeping over the savage inhumane treatment deliberately inflicted  upon me by my own mother.

Oh yes, it was her greatest desire to destroy me.  To destroy my grandfather. To destroy all joy, just mutilate any chance I ever had of any hope.
Announced it too! "You ain't taking no piano lessons!" The low stanking whore spewed that on me when I begged her to let me take lessons from a lady that complimented me. If you wanted to be hated severely and openly by Mathy Jane, get something, enjoy anything. That low stanking viperous  whore was coming after it and you with a vengeance!

I am still amazed !   Absolutely astonished that we let this thing remain loose to plague US! Just US, the WALTERS family.  She was far too cowardly to try her "insanity" any where else.

"As a man thinketh in his heart"; she preached, which proves she knew better.  Why all the name calling Martha? Why was my color so repugnant to you? Why did you call me a "luddle black bastard" every day of my life? Why did you tell me I wasn't shit? Why did you call my degree with honors worthless? Why did you only see evil in me?

The evil was in you Martha Jane!

"Cast not your pearls before swine"'. Never waste your breath on a fool.

I understand it so clearly now.  Martha THOUGHT she was a low whore, unworthy of love, only capable of cunning and treachery. Did her childhood rapes and molestations contribute to her self loathing?  I am sure it did.

Why was she such a pathological liar? Was it fear? Was it habit? No, it was a total lack of faith in Almighty GOD. "Many are called, few are chosen."

Why did we subject ourselves to her evil demonic cruelty so long?   Stockholm  syndrome?  Lingering "slave mentality" ?  Docility! We're we that crushed and defeated? She should have rotted in prison for that one savage beating laid on my brother, alone.

I do not want this pattern of abuse to continue. My mother was in fact severely sexually perverted! You don't want to ever know the true depth of her depravity.  Do know it was low enough to  prompt her to practice primitive slave voodoo. Do not laugh. It does work. (Revelation 9:21)

Do know that my low lying insanely jealous corrupt mother tricked me, completely conned me out of leaving a prestigious Graduate school I was attending.  I ended up attending Atlanta University , majoring in African American Studies. Did my Madter's Thesis on VOODOO AND CONJURE as revealed through slave narratives.

Busted! My old "root working", primitive as any "witch doctor" in a Tarzan movie.  A throw back to the Salem Witch Trials, did live, did practice evil while passing her demonic self off as an ordained minister.

Yes, the disengenious black community let her get away out of fear.  Just like Martha , Jesus on their lips, far from their hearts.

No, matter what.  MJW knew better. It is obvious that she always knew better. Her pattern of perfect deceit proves she knew better.

Martha was a savage batterer. She was a rapist. Who knew? My poor grandfather lived 84 years and died to modest to say the word pregnant out loud . "She is in family way" was the polite expression he used.

Did he know his daughter was a ravenous wolf in shee's clothing? Did he know she was a pedophile? A pioneer sexual beast , an abuser? Did he turn away from her "affliction" one too many times?

World, you need to know, Mathy Jane is your future man and woman. Do NOT fear her! Do NOT tolerate her! Announce her! Snatch her cloak off! Trample her under your feet!  Rebuke and denounce her! Be made whole today!

PTL!

Put your trust in GOD!

"In all thy getting, get understanding"

It is another beautiful day in Conyers, Georgia and I'm feeling fine. I put all my trust in GOD. Got in the practice of calling on Him early in life.  Born to a savage, perverted, ignorant, extremely whorish demon.  To this very day, the daily deeds and sick perversions practiced by that woman I was paid to call mother makes my skin crawl.

An ignorant demon that set out to ruin every one in her world just so she could look better, have more money, more "honor".(  A morally bankrupt woman, IMMORAL,  without one shred of decency. ) Not the world, just her world, just her family, her children and did. Martha did die happy and satisfied that she had totally ruined, head fucked , mentally, physically and spiritually annihilated her children that did not pay her enough homage. The children that out did her.  Martha used fake maternal love, out and out lies, cunning, overt and covert conniving and CONJURE to destroy us. MURDERED that interfering know it all daddy. Totally destroyed the reputation of that black ass daughter and that medical doctor son.

  At least she died thinking she had.

Warning! If you want to be despicable maggot scum, live the low life of Martha JANE Walters. There is no excuse for her. And I refuse to be ashamed of her deeds and my long association with her.

I am marveling at the brilliance of the community, labeling her "common as bat shit" early. Marta did not disappoint.

If you ever find yourself in the clutches of an evil abomination , trust GOD. If you wake up and discover you are "living" in satan's lowest, foulest hell, with a secret closet reprobate pedophile incestuous nymphomaniac sadistic whore , pray.  Trust GOD to deliver you, He will.

Evildoer that preaches, every word in that Book is true , whether you believe it or not!

Delivered!
Set free!
Rejoicing!

PTL!

Time is on my side

"FurstofallgivinhonortuhGAWD! I'm coming tuh you LAWD asan empty pitchur'fo auh full fountain 'siring tuh be filled wid yo'goodness LAWD, LAAAAAAAAAWWWDDDDDDDD IF DEY BE ANYTHANG..."

All rote, all memorized and repeated in unison every Sunday. Why were we there? I was there by force. I was a child. I had no choice . I am not complaining, I am thanking! I am thanking Almighty GOD for intervening in my life, for leading and guiding me, for protecting me.  Most of all for elevating me. For purging me of the that feeling of revulsion, of unworthiness , of worthlessness cast upon me by my own mother,

My Mathy Jane Experience was my "prison" experience. " Some of you will be cast into prison that you might be tested,"

Tested!  Washed whiter than snow!

The myth that every one is alright, that most people are just fine , is perpetuated by our silent fear.  "Just don't say nothing,"  What kind of nonsense is that?

My family, me, my brothers, my grandfather endured the most sadistic slut that ever slithered on this earth because she held us captive.  She was the lunatic , maiming, raping, assaulting, stabbing, shooting, cursing, lying, STANKING around with the keys to the Asylum jingling in her pocket.  She was a  monster ,  and she was NOT going to be held accountable, ever!  BLASPHEMOUS ! PREACHED! Practiced every abomination she could.  Lived despicable, died despicable. Died a ravenous despicable UNREPENTANT beast.

An 87 year terrorist finally died, just expired like a parking meter. No apologies, no regrets, no explanation, no justice, no peace.

An ogre that loathed secretly, humiliated openly , every one she pretended to love. Died still attempting to prove GOD was  NOT real ,   "A present help in time of trouble."   Martha said it and meant it; GOD  was just as phony and insincere as she was. ( No one believed in Him. Most people just claimed they did. Honesty was stupid , only practiced by dumb ignut niggers like her father.)

Most people were just as low, just as lying,  as she was. So, "Go on and do what ever you want to do. Just don't get caught!  I did't beat him FUH stealing,. I beat him fuh gittin' caught."

What was Martha's proof? We were! We, her six surviving children. We were all elderly, the youngest considered old, still were in her hands.  Still tethered to her inescapable evil. We were all elderly, lives spent and according to her, all losers.

Mathy was laughing. The fact Martha made it to "ordained minister" , "mother of the church" and loved by her victims (she was still secretly destroying) emboldened  Martha. MJW, the evil snake serpent mother. The woman that cast that dispersion upon me, deliberately cast me in her low light.  Martha was a secret imp that secretly cast everyone and everything she touched into her filth.

Died laughing. Died a secret. Died daring me to tell. I promised to tell when I was eight. She cursed me like a dog. I confronted her again at fifty-eight, she cursed me like a dog.  My fellow victims, yoke fellows , deferred to her out of habit, out of conditioning, out of terrorizing fear. I understand.  The Truth our mother left us is too hard to know without GOD on your side.

When you finally admit the Truth about MJW  you are going to need an anchor. I pray your anchor holds.

PTL!