"How dast you!?"

Bitch! How you 'gon out smart me with your fucking brain,  with your intelligence? You bragged about  how brilliant you were, did you think you could birth dummies?   Your daddy was a genius, his mother, her mother.   My fellow victims that you declared "mental midgets", crazy as a "white mouf'mule",  were not as dumb as you made them out to be.  We certainly were never as dumb as you forced us to pretend just to pacify you, just to keep your clamorous mouth shut, just to keep from getting pistol whipped, stabbed, shot and most of all "rooted".

"You duh fool!" you were fond of spewing on us.  "Don't nun of you black muthfuckers fucking thank (think) back !" "I'll  give you black muthfuckers sump'um to cry fuh' '! Don't nun of you damn black wuthless ass niggas eva'tell a muthfucking thang dat go on in dis house! … Ni! (now) Git in duh car!  …You damn sorry ass niggas got me late fuh' church again!"

Yes, reprobates are real, live among us,  they are us or "we is them". (LOL)   At any rate, we all must study.  You must study to show yourself approved.  Uncultivated intelligence renders you a slave.  A person with more knowledge,  can and will exploit you,  enslave you.  We claim that our family members truly love us but Jesus warned us.

I am still trembling. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder with delayed expression!  That is exactly right, the perfect diagnosis.  I knew, I always knew.  Duped just like granddaddy, Martha was a brilliant enough viper to string us along with just enough kindness, just enough great acting and lying to keep us hooked.  Any woman that refuses to repent of her sins at age eighty-seven, is a preacher, prefers to mock GOD and still taunt her many victims just because she still can, has a demon.  She has a legion of demons.

No, Martha Jane Walters fell worse than any mere sinner.  She was a modern day Jezebel.  She was something  hideous that could not be saved.  We can be saved though.  We can save ourselves.  We can humble ourselves and thank GOD for pulling Martha's mask off.  We can look around this world, we know who and what  to avoid.

We are all lined up "lockstepping"  for every Holiday, religious and secular.  Sunday is Easter.  Easter is a serious trigger for me.  Martha tortured us viciously. "I don't 'believe in no fucking Easter baskets and candy and shit.  No new clothes either.  Wear whut the fuck you niggas got!"

That would have been OK other than my "father" always sent me a huge Easter basket and a beautiful outfit when I was eight, nine and ten.  This made my brothers hate me.  My mother told me not to ever tell my brothers that **** , a "family friend" was really my father.

One day all the gifts from "them" suddenly  stopped.  I found out many, many years later why.  My mother had to stab that "wife" in the back.  Poor Martha was that kind of woman.  She was a beautiful vixen and she had game.  I guess she did, she certainly used WITCHCRAFT!

Why witchcraft you idiot?  "Oh, ye of little faith."  When all of your faith in GOD is artificial, made up, put on, when Jesus is  in your mouth only, far from your heart, you will fall for sheer stupidity.  You will "work roots", call the Psychic Hot line, seek out astrology, Soothe sayers.  You are hell bound.

You will become so ashamed of yourself for practicing your deepest demonic urges you will refuse to change.  You ail refuse to repent.  You can't claim that you don't know any better, either.  The fact that you lie and deny proves you knew better, always knew better.

Crazy people, people that are genuinely mentally ill, do not and can not lie to you.  Why should any woman still have a closet full of skeletons?  Just like a toddler Martha demanded that no one on this earth ever have the courage to so much as criticize her for anything she ever did.  And to make sure no one ever did, Martha did some sick repugnant things assuming no one could ever find the courage to revel the kind of person she really was.

I will not lie for you!  I will not cloak for you.  I will give honor unto whom honor is due.  Honor is due to Jerome Walters, the only true patriarch of the Walters family.

This world must know that he did not kill himself.  He did not die of a self inflicted gun shot to the heart as his horrible daughter lied.

That woman did not have more power than GOD and she was not ever a real preacher.  More proof that we must all read and study GOD's Word for ourselves.

Praise the LORD!

"Come ye out from among them"

I hear you Jesus.  I am trying but we got so many blind, lying ass vipers it is hard to get away, to find your way.  Just who can anyone trust?  When you can't trust your pastor? YOUR OWN MOTHER!  You are in trouble.  You are in the wilderness.  Fall on your knees, pray, fast, seek GOD's face.

I'm old now, old as in elderly. "Wo'out" as my granddaddy would say.  "Come to find out" the greatest, most horrific sly demon possible was my own mother.

This lying whore deliberately filled me up with self hatred, anger, pain and humiliation because of her stubborn pride.  My ignorant mother wanted to be GOD!  Demanded to be our god.  Made me feel unwelcome in this world.  Deliberately saddled me with her ignorance.  Did in fact enslave me.

What can I say?  You told us, you warned us in your Book LORD.   "Your enemies shall be of your own household."  "Mothers will be against daughters, daughters against mothers, fathers against sons,…"

"Shun the very presence of evil".

Brother James warns against being double minded.  The more I think about it, the more I  re-trace my secret pain and anguish,  I realize Martha was never truly double minded.  She was a single minded demon that pretended to be double minded in order to keep us controlled, trapped, enabling her.

I do thank her ignorant savage cruelty for preventing me from ever being a  racist.  She tried to con me into believing it was my black skin that  caused  misery to stalk me, when it was her.  My own mother was the wickest demon this world refuses to know about.  What a sick red eyed viper.

I have often wondered , did my mother's rape render her a viper?  No matter.  Martha had to be what Martha had to be.  I have to be the child of GOD the LORD Jesus Christ created me to be.  I do thank GOD for snatching me from the jaws of death and debauchery my own mother planned for me.

It is so important for grandparents to pray over their grandchildren.  I am here, I survived because of the fervent prayers of Jerome Walters and I honor him.  No horrid whore is going to come to this earth, murder him and get away because she is common enough to pretend to be a preacher.  Laugh and grin in her victims faces for eighty-seven years! Secretly laugh, scream and squeal like a damn pig when some of her ignorant ass, primitive ass, homemade hoo-doo works.

"Bow down satan!" "Every knee shall bow, every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is LORD!"



Praise the LORD!

John Lee Hooker - Will The Circle Be Unbroken

Sit down! Grab your hat, your coat! Don't you move!    If any one is still wondering what I mean when I declare that it is all in Divine Order, this is what I mean:

The year was 1974, I was attending the State University of New York in Binghamton.  I won a full Fellowship!  I was treated like a queen.  "Unbeknownst" to me old evil Mathy Jane was working overtime to destroy me.

It is far too painful for me to describe how I was made to suffer secretly by my own mother for those few months I matriculated in that great institution.  I will tell you Martha did finally convince me to return to her lair.  I suffered mightily and ended up teaching for a few years before I tried again,  attending Atlanta University.  It was  while attending this "school" I  discovered a treasure trove of information on the occult, witchcraft, voodoo, hoodoo.

My mother's deliberate hatred and manipulation, her unending attempts to destroy me secretly lead me to the study of WITCHCRAFT and FORTY-EIGHT VOLUMES of the best oral history ever collected  and I was disciplined enough, hungry enough,  to read every word.

"For such a time as this."
Praise the LORD!

No Shit!

What Almighty GAWD has for you, is for you, can't no nigger imp touch it.  Jest stay 'way from'um.  Ni, (now) I know your case is hard on account of you being  born tuh  duh slut.  Yes, she was a slut, nowhere near a lady.  Loved to fool hur stupid ass'sef always making eva'body call hur a lady and claiming she offered the highest prices  for her puntang.

When the LAWD promise to release you ova'tuh a reprobate mind, that's whut (HE) mean, (HE) 'gon let you go bat shit crazy.  (HE) 'gon take (HIZ) hands off yo'stupid ass 'cause you stupid as shit!

If you thank (think)  GAWD give one fucking shit 'bout cussin' , won't bless you 'cause you cuss, simply proves you too damn stupid to git blessed.  GAWD showered Mathy wid blessings but she didn't want'nun of-um.  Not only did Mathy reject all 'leben (eleven)  of hur churin', she tortured'um in secret fuh ' hur sadistic delight.

Yes, GAWD got a 'special hell all reserved fuh  sech low life lying predatory people.  Good enuf.

I hope the muthafucker roast for eva' and eva' and eva!  A mother that was really a motherfucker! LAWD hab mercy.  I hope dat ain't the reason this fool turnt fool!  GAWD don't give a shit 'bout nobody being gay!  Being gay don't make you a pervert.  Messing wid churin' do!

No, jest pride, jest lying 'caused her to turn reprobate.  

Delusional!  The dumb 'ho really thought she was winning.

I declare!

No,don't declare, know and "Come out from among'um !  Stay 'way from'um!"

There are days I channel my grandfather, Jerome Walters.  Today is one of those days.

Praise the LORD!

Why be offensive?

It is true, my mother had a very offensive attitude.  When she did not feel compelled to kiss your ass, to be polite or friendly,  she was down right hostile , brutish, rude.  My mother could curse, could make up hilarious insults in mere seconds.

"The bitch a Hippomopotumus! Hip POh-Mo-Pot-ugh-mus  …Yea bitch got mo' hips and mo' ass than she need."

Why?  Why did Martha feel compelled to hurt people constantly?  Why did she have to do it clandestinely, secretly, without notice? Why couldn't she fight fairly?  Declare war? Why didn't she have the decency to put you on notice? Why be a viper?  A low, slimy , slippery serpent?   Why did she behave so horribly when caught?  How many women beat their husbands bloody  when they are caught in adultery? How many mothers rape their own children? Tie them up and beat them bloody in order to insure they will never revel their secret?

It is WITCHCRAFT.  My mother was clearly possessed by demons, no not one demon, many.  Only demon possession can explain the great pain the Walters family has been made to suffer.

I rebuke satan,  all demon possession.  Bow down satan!

My mother was a complete fool.  The legacy of slavery brought us here, put us in this position.  It doesn't matter.  (HE) is the same GOD today as (HE) was yesterday and will be tomorrow.  I embrace the LORD Jesus Christ!

Not only was Martha a complete idiot that got exactly what she deserved, all those that still follow her, love her , are still loyal to her, you'll get yours also.

Praise the LORD!

'Hooducation

"Hooducation ("Hood education occurs when reality meets this cruel world. )

Poor Donald TWO CORINTHIANS Trump threatening to ruin some demonstrator's life by calling the cops.  Poor naive billionaire Donald.  Does he not know that  pure unbridled hatred and jealousy makes him popular? Ravenous blood thirsty racists.

Wait!  Why am I shocked?  These people are the very descendants of people that used religion to steal this county, the very land we are standing on,  claiming GOD sent them.  The truth is they got run out of Europe with that Puritan shit.  Sitting  up in some dry  church all damn day.  Sitting on a hard ass wooden bench with no back pretending to listen to some dry ass hypocrite,  just so their neighbors would think they loved the LORD, was a good person and obeyed GOD's Word and all that other shit.

These same so called "Christians" did deliberated give the kind "Indians"  blankets contaminated with Small Pox, Measles , etc., knowing full well these innocent people had no immunity to European diseases.  That is not Christian.  When, where and how is that Christ loving?

These same "Christians" killed more Native Americans with Syphilis than any disease.  These same "people" deliberately killed all the buffalo.  Genocide.  Blacks were never enslaved because of "inferiority".  Their  (our) pigmentation made us perfect.  Those lying Indentured Servants were escaping and blending in, they were much too difficult to recapture once they escaped.  Native Americans were enslaved but they were "home".

The worse myth yet to be exposed, the taint of African Slavery, the idea that only black people have been weak enough to allow themselves to be enslaved.  What about the Jews? The Serfs? Medieval Serfdom was a form of slavery.

Blacks have never been the only slaves, merely the last slaves.  Slavery is simply a form of exploitation.  We are all being exploited.  When your CEO makes 300 times your salary,  you are a slave.

If AmeriKKKans think these "new niggers" are going to work forty to eighty hours a week for slave wages, when they can lay up,  have a bunch of babies, get Section Eight Housing and Food Stamps,  they must be crazy!

Calling people lazy is not the solution.  We are all lazy.  The nature of man is to be lazy.  You are just not going to exploit me.  Yes, you may enslave me but I am going to steal you blind!  No,  I am not going to do a good job unless you stand over me inspecting my every move.  I am going to play simple "Gone With the Wind Prissy Coon Slave " to the hilt.  You will just give up and say fuck it!  There is your joy.  Yes , I will make you wonder about every bite you eat.  Trust me if you want to.

Yes, you will rethink keeping those hard working "Mexicans" out because they are brown and you are still too racist and hateful to even want to share this planet.

The ancestors "The Donald"  wants white America to return to added insult to injury, called these innocent people dumb savages for being kind to them, for sharing their food with them, for helping them survive.

"For such a time as this".   All I know is this ugly mutherfucker was in my face screaming, hollering about how fucking black I was and how much she hated me from birth, in private.  Yes, this low life scummy bitch did play loving mother in front of company and sick , psychotic, sadistic beast when she did not think any one was looking or  when her extreme jealousy took over and caused her to rage and plot sadistic revenge.

No, it wasn't me letting you get by.  It is GOD's Divine Order.  Racism is a lie straight from satan's lying lips.  Be color struck!  Be stupid.  Be as stupid as my mother.  You have to be as lying, as intractable, as thick, as "coonish" .  You have to be an Uncle Ben Carson.  Sorry Donald, I don't do lame.  I don't do lying and delusional.

"The wicked will cease from troubling."  Pathological liars that use WITCHCRAFT  and a license to preach shall be known.  Our sorry public school system shall be exposed for the pipeline to prison that it really is.

Parents please do not release your child over to the enemy because you think you have no choice.

Why I fled the Public School System:

• There is no true desire to educate, simply a desire to warehouse your potential scholar  until s/he is old enough to be incarcerated.
• Teachers are so seriously underpaid and devalued most have to take on a part time "hustle" or a second job,  Or spend exhaustive hours on- line acquiring additional degrees.
• The cheapest non nutritional food is served.  Many administrators make their "money" by illegally inundating  the school with vending machines , selling "chicken biscuits", while deliberated only offering imitation unpalatable food.
• There is no hot water, soap or toilet paper in the bathrooms.  All inspections are announced. 
• Inhumane, sadistic  administrators lock every bathroom but ONE! A child has to fill out a lengthy form to just use the rest room.
• Children of color are regularly mistreated and deliberately left under-educated.  They are not only permitted to behave abysmally , but  often encouraged.  Motivational speakers are not invited,  teachers that encourage and attempt to motivate  are scoffed, ridiculed, demoted, picked on and targeted.  Educational field trips are discouraged,  are considered too expensive and a loss on the "culturally deprived".
• If a child survives twelve or thirteen years of this pseudo education he or she can not hope for much in this life without going back seeking and earning a real quality education, which they will not be inclined to do.
• America is reaping exactly what she sowed.

"Come ye out from among them."

Praise the LORD!

Popeye The Sailor: Lets Sing with Popeye (1934)

There I was, a little blind girl, unwanted, a bastard, pre-hated, a thing destined to be her mother's piss ant, just another slave, a sex toy, something to be disposed of, something that would be very confused by her very confused mother.

Martha alternated from beating us savagely,  to over loving us, over indulging us.  We drove her long sleek Cadillac to school.  Sold her liquor on the Fridays we skipped school and wrote our own excuse notes.

Our  mother was cool. We could drink, smoke, cuss, lie, steal, assault, come and go as we pleased.  I had to pretend I had a real curfew to protect myself from predators.  Predators my own mother sent after me on the sly because she never matured pass an extremely envious fourteen year old that just happened to be a pathological liar that experimented with WITCHCRAFT.

"One thing about it".  GOD does sit high and looks low.  Martha always taught us that.   Martha also always pretended that she was powerless against her evil and that it was best for you to look after yourself.   Having Martha Jane Walters as my mother was very much like having the "wolf man". No,  she was not always dangerous.  There were times , many times, she was actually fun.   Just be ready for those times, those full moons when she turned into a ravenous wolf.  Always be wary of her, watch what you said and did.  This bitch was like carrying unstable nitroglycerine.   Not only was Martha known for going off, no one would help you if you said the wrong thing to the bitch and got attacked.  Good enough for your stupid suicidal ass,  would be the opinion of your fellow victims.   No, we never stuck together or even plotted together on this horrid whore.  She planted a type of selfishness in us from birth, an independence and distrust of each other.  We are a litter of kittens.  We are kin but we don't care.

I am still ashamed.  My mother took my boyfriend from me when I was fourteen!  Worse, the immature hideous bitch mocked me for being lame, for being a virgin unable to keep him.

"Mothers will be against daughters."  In this case it was a very good thing.  That boy was a beast.  He would have surely ruined my life.

Yes, GOD is moving by (HIS) goodness.  Everything that evil woman ever did to me backfired!

Praise the LORD!