Safe in my Saviour's Arms

 I am sorry that my constant tears break my daughter's heart.  She loves me, wants to see me happy.  She makes me happy, always did.  I was happy, gleeful from the moment I knew I was pregnant. I knew I was pregnant the exact, precise moment I conceived.  Yes, it was deliberate.  No, it was not a trick.  She was planned.  I stated my position empathically.

I was fleeing fornication.  GOD's Word says to "flee fornication".  "If you can not flee fornication, then marry."  That made a lot of sense to me.  I only had one problem, no one to marry.  I was racist.  I refused to look outside my assigned "race" for a potential mate.

While I was very attractive,  I was much too educated for every black man I dated.  I was much too frigid and nervous as result of my sick,  devious,  demonic mother's interference.  A DEMON!  A human DEMON.  I call her human, that sick slut wasn't human.   She passed as human because she looked human, sounded human , wore human skin.  THAT DEMONIC SLUT WAS A DEMONIC SLUT FROM THE LOWEST BOWELS OF HELL!

When a woman can commit INCEST  it is over!  Every one in that family should just go and climb in an early grave.  DEAR LORD HELP ME JESUS! Our brutalizer, our RAPIST  was our own MOTHER  and the stanking SLUT  refused to repent or apologize!

She always said we weren't shit, that I wasn't shit.  She said that in between cooing, praising and gifting me with old second hand musky shit she didn't want.

"Come ye out from among them."  You are not lost, forsaken or unloved.  When a brutal rapist falsely believes fake "good preaching" is good enough to fool the masses, to hold her victims hostage, to convince the family she deliberately ruined to continue to participate in their own demise, we have confusion.

The GOD I serve is not a GOD of confusion.  Martha Jane Walters was a complete demon imp, totally sold out for satan.  Was dumb enough to crawl her whorish ass up in a pulpit preaching, just spitting in GOD"S Eye.  Just humiliating her victims, the low whore came after the very last mite so she could laugh from beyond the grave.

Well, it is NOT going to happen low slut!

"Come ye out from among them."  Please do not be continue to be cowardly and defeated.  The wicked witch is finally dead! Celebrate!

Hated for truth telling

Reverend Mark Burns said he "overstated" his credentials when he first started in the ministry because he was afraid he wouldn't be taken seriously other wise.  I heard you, Rev. Burns.  My mother did the same thing for eighty-seven years.  For eight-seven years my mother found some justification, some logic for all of her pathological lying, for  her foul despicable life.

You did not graduate from college! You are not a Kappa! What you are Rev. Burns is a lying miscreant, another viperous roach lured out of hiding, enticed out of a crack by your own greed.

Old billionaire lying Donald Trump promised you something, insinuated promoting him would guarantee you "great gain".  Tricked your dumb ass onto the world stage.  Now that your dumb fat ass is snatched naked,  what are you going to do?  I see you acting just like my mother.  Every time that low slutty bitch was caught in some creepy common despicable shit , incest or witchcraft, she went to crying too.  Plum cut the fool, persuaded us , her destroyed victims,  to feel sorry for her low slutty ass! To sacrifice our joy and happiness just to make her happy.  Unfortunately, the only thing that ever made my mother happy was  witnessing the excruciating pain she inflicted secretly.

My mother always had a good reason for beating us brutally, starving and mistreating us.   We were BLACK, we were NIGGERS and we weren't Shit!  She was "yalla", had good hair and her mother and father were married.  She was the smartest, we were all retarded, didn't know shit and the world did  not care any way.  She never offered an excuse for conjuring us because she always pretended to be innocent.  Always pretended to love us with a passion provided we remained mum, silent about her demonic shit. "Ni (now) take dat tuh yo'grave!"

My mother was a viperous "root worker ".  No, not just me, every one.  If you knew Martha, ever spent any time with her, you were "rooted", harmed, manipulated in some way.   Just because you don't know it, never noticed it, doesn't mean she didn't do it.  If you are a female relative reading this blog, I bet you are not married or you've been married many times.  Martha did not want any woman, any female relative of hers to ever have a man, not a real one.

If you are a male relative reading this blog, you are shy of a set of testicles.  Martha hated men that stood up to her.  I am laughing, recalling this was her mantra!  That is one threat my mother screamed every morning; 'I'LL CUT YO'MUTHAFUCKIN' BALLS OFF!" 

She was not a good person.  Her sorry life has done more to keep people from the true and living GOD than satan could ever do personally.   Oh yes, my mother was satan's personal imp.  he could have never created a more loyal viper than Martha Jane Walters! The dumb slut created herself. Half reading her books on the Occult, cherry picking the Bible.

You need to know, this world needs to know,  there are many such men and women on life's highway just like my mother, just like DT and Rev.Burns.  "Pay them no mind."   From such stay away, shun, discern, listen and learn.  Always think critically. Evil can NOT win.

GOD shook Martha's  demonic ass out like the predatory roach she was too.  Do what you want to , GOD got this.

Beaming!

Praise the LORD!

Marvin Gaye - Pride and Joy

Why hide it? It is not only true but glaring, obvious.  The older I get the more I marvel at the perfect prophecy of GOD"S Word.

These Jezebel spirited women do deliberately lead their own children into captivity.  Miraculous!  A mother that was a "root worker",  an evil conjurer who could only curse and cuss the truth from her.  It was all a ruse.  Yelling, screaming, having tantrums, threatening, hating, withdrawing her phony love, bragging confidently about her voodoo. Well, she never kept the truth away, she kept critics away, admonishers, cowards.

Martha had no power, she had mouth, she had magic, she had six extremely traumatized enslaved children.  No matter, GOD is having (HIS) Way.

The evil doer advises the coward to; " run away, live to fight another day".  If you are existing without your manhood,  you are not living , you are just here, here waiting on death.

That is exactly what my mother wanted from me, from every one.  I was only useful when Mathy needed something to brag about.  I was her stepping stone, her foot stool when she felt vindictive, hateful, jealous, pitiful, saddled, put upon, burdened.  When she felt racist and color struck, when she felt envious, when that Cain spirit gripped her, that "double-mindedness".

Strangely, Martha was quite promiscuous .  She was like a little nasty rabbit aways sneaking off to screw when ever the opportunity presented itself.  She took my boyfriend . Screwed him! I WAS FOURTEEN!

No, I am not right.  I will never be right.  Not only did she do it, picked at me about it.  "Come Jesus".

You're a Wonderful one!

Today is my daughter's birthday! I am so humbled by the goodness of GOD. Not only is my daughter the absolute best blessing GOD has ever granted me, she is AWESOME!  Just an AWESOME  good person.  Brilliant, beautiful and a GOD send!

Dear LORD I thank You for this day! Happy THIRTY-SECOND  Birthday baby girl!

Praise the LORD!

How this world treats you ...

does not matter.  If this world loves you, welcomes you, great.  If this world pre-hates you, creates obstacles for you, if you are severely abused sexually, physically, emotionally, spiritually, financially, by YOUR OWN MOTHER FOR SIXTY-TWO YEARS  .  It's alright.  GOD's got you!  No matter how much the evil doer seems to thrive and you seem to lose, don't worry about it.

My poor mother was always slithering away to enjoy the carnal pleasure she extracted from some demonic deed,  gleeful.  She would do her dirt, lie and run.  Hide out, chuck "dust", manipulate, connive, plot, stalk, set up, lie, envy and lust.   I am screaming at the irony I was totally unaware of.  This "thing" always inflicting pain, brutally beating, burning, bludgeoning, plotting against every one viciously in order to save her  name.  Always declaring her innocence, her great love for us;  "I'm yo'mama muthafucker!  I had all you damn niggers!   I could have flushed your sorry asses down the toilet." 

Martha wasn't  looking, pretended that she didn't know, didn't want to know and you were not dragging her any where near the truth.  I'm screaming!  Look at all the horror this woman committed in eighty-seven years by screaming, having tantrums, beating, stabbing, shooting, aborting, raping, robbing and fake preaching.

Of course she never admitted it, never confessed.  Why should she? She was winning, was free to commit  her abominable sins over and over.

That's Jesus! How did (HE) know? Your enemies shall be of your own household? Mothers will be against daughters.

"Touch not my anointed and do my prophets no harm."  Who is worse, the pervert or the silent victim that permits the pervert?  Who is worse, the lying raping , "root working" woman or the horde that protects her, remains silent?

It doesn't matter, IT'S ALRIGHT!

Mahalia Jackson--How I got over LIVE

Thirty-two years ago today I was in labor, a long labor of twenty-eight hours, natural childbirth.  I was all alone. No one was with me. NO ONE!  Friend or foe, mother, father, husband (yes I was married) brother or sister.

What had I done? Was I that hard lucked? I certainly was not repugnant.  Nor was I a whore.  I owned my own home, I WON IT! I had NO bills other than my meager house note.

What happened? Life happened!  My sick evil demon plagued mother continued to plague.   She thought she was plaguing, GOD was permitting her actions to shape me.  Praise the LORD!

Well the beautiful part of this story is my BEAUTIFUL BRILLIANT DAUGHTER! 

THE ABSOLUTE BEST GIFT GOD HAS EVER GIVEN ME!!!

When your ignorance is incomprehensible

When your stupidity is beyond my ability to grasp, you are a reprobate.  The beautiful silver lining in my testimony, Martha knew she was a reprobate but could never summon the courage to surrender to GOD.  She could never trust GOD, goodness, righteousness, holiness, NONE OF THAT CHRIST LIKE SPIRIT .  Martha refused to risk loving.  It wasn't in her.  Was she a born criminal?  Or was she a slave? If any human being suffered with antebellum mentality,  it was Martha.

She was engrossed in that color coding.  That "yellow you mellow" shit.  Perhaps she was once in demand as she claimed.  Looks cease to matter when you prove to be a whore, male or female.  A person has to have very low esteem to remain in a relationship with a cheater.

My mother's second husband was definitely a sneaky pervert.  She bragged about robbing him of his entire check, putting him on a meager allowance.  He was allowed to buy cigarettes, that's all.

I am howling to myself.  The bitch was a dominatrix , a sado-masochist .  I am slow! Her beating the dog shit out of him when he caught her in the very act of fornication was part of their little sick twisted sex game.

Martha was a pioneer whore.  Of course that mentality bleed into everything she did.  It was who and what she was.  She certainly was my  "thorn in the flesh."

She knew that I knew, would remember the beautiful little sandals my cousin gave me.  She did it because she was a brute, a bully, a miserable disgruntled confused lesbian promiscuous whore.  She was not illiterate but , woefully uneducated.  Martha was truly a lazy scholar, an anti-intellectual.  She wanted to sound smart by repeating what she thought made her sound smart.

She was jealous.  Mainly she was sadistic.  Truly a sado-masocist.  When a person gets to the point of smashing a puppy and enjoying it, feeling no remorse, just anger towards her admonishers, it is already too late.  Welcome another viper.

Do not fear them.  I repeat; DO NOT FEAR THEM! SHUN THEM!  

While the evil doer has no power and can not win, they sure can vex the hell out of you.  Suck the joy out of a room.  There is no explanation for my mother.  She had Free Will.  We all have Free Will.  We must all come to repentance.

Make a choice, make a stand.  I can not stand with an ignorant illiterate lying promiscuous bully woman that MURDERED  my grandfather. I can not and I will not do it.

Corruption has overtaken our world.  No matter.  It can not win!

My mother chose to marry a pervert because she was not only a pervert but , one delusional enough to think she was winning, that she could not lose .  The Scripture clearly tells us to not mock GOD.  Martha did.

Just a rank, roguish, nasty woman.  A pathological liar.  A malignant narcissist just like DT.  Void of moral one!  My mother would do anything with ANYONE ANY WHERE then turn around and hunt you down like a dog for telling.  Would hate you for the rest of your life (secretly)  for knowing what a common viper she actually was.

Money and a fake wealthy persona gave my mother courage.  Working "roots" against all of her friends and relatives was her  habit, she was an imp, a little viper.  She always defended her evil deeds by claiming it was your fault for letting her do it.

Like I said; INCOMPREHENSIBLE!