This is the song that always signaled it was time to get my day started in "My Mother's House". Martha Jane Walters was indeed a beautiful woman by all standards, Very charming, actually very charismatic but EVIL! EVIL AS ANY RAVENOUS VIPER AND ONE HUNDRED TIMES MORE JEALOUS!
Granddaddy never missed "Around the Market House News" with Brother Strickland. Brother Strickland was a good man, a true Christian, a rare find. Just like my granddaddy , was as honest as the day was long.
You could trust him. My cousin Junebug would bring him brown paper bags full of cash to keep for him. Was it drug money, money earned from "law breaking" or was it money earned from trying to survive in this crooked, racist, rigged muthafucker?
I would not take anything for my journey, my sojourn around the Sun sixty-six times. The main reason is, I met, became well acquainted with a good man, a true Southern gentleman, my grandfather, Jerome Walters. And the other reason is my daughter! A perfect Georgia Peach. Beautiful! Brilliant! Honest! Loving! A "Christian" Atheist!
The blinders are sliding off and hideous Mathy Jane is being revealed. If nothing else , I do fully understand why you refused repentance. I stand with you on that. You did do too much repugnant shit for far too long.
The best thing you did was prepare me for tRump's demonic, scummy ass! Thanks for the heads up! You two dirty , common ass muthafuckers are true pieces of hog shit! You bitches stink worse than dog shit!
Both you dumb muthafuckers, delusional, actually believing Almighty GOD was ever going to let your treacherous asses get away.
Now, the declared "tRump ass kissers" are trying to distance themselves from him. But, they have that tRump taint on them because it is on "FILM"! It is recorded! It is in cyberspace for this world to see forever. FOREVER!
Martha, you refused to apologize to me. You gave me your ass to kiss. "You should not have done that Mathy Jane." You did and we're good. You are , where you should be and I am where GOD placed me, standing up to every vile "root working" demon POSSESSED PREACHER with nerve enough to preach.
We can't fix , what we refuse to face. America is in trouble! "Our chickens have come home to roost." We deserve it. How long can a nation treat people unfairly, unjustly and expect to flourish, to rise, to radiate?
How dare evil doers blast their victims with such venom!
My mother was the worse, deliberately took advantage of us with her sick demonic cruelty just because she could. A sadist! A sadist derives GRATIFICATION from punishing, harming or abusing others.
That was Martha alright, every way, every day! Then the low whore had the damn nerve to demand to never be criticized. You couldn't give the low slut the side eye for anything. If she beat you, you weren't allowed to cry.
GRATIFICATION - is narcissistic supply. Narcissistic supply is attention and admiration that a narcissist needs because she acts superior , while feeling inferior. The narcissist has two different "selfs", they have their "real self: and the "self" they wish they were.
The "real self" is a wounded child whose emotional development was arrested due to emotional abuse or neglect by caregivers. All of that was my mother alright. She was raped as a chid. She did MURDER small animals.
My family cloaked her. Pretended she was normal, pretended she believed that "Church act". I won't! Well, I won't any more, not now that I know.
The Holy Spirit sent for me, needs me. I will NOT fail! I will live and NOT die! I will speak, teach and preach Almighty GOD's Truth, so help Me GOD! (So help I JAH!)
No, I didn't come here to be a debutante, a sorority girl, well married or admired by the principalities of this world. I am not soft spoken, demure or feminine. Why? "Femeninity" has never been a virtue in my world. Plus, I have no use for pretense.
Jesus didn't come here to bring peace but, a SWORD! GOD sent me here to be every unrepentant, sadistic pervert's greatest nightmare!
GOD is very tired of ignorant imps playing "Church", smearing [HIS] Name!
If you don't want people to know the repugnant shit you did, APOLOGIZE! Don't curse your victim! Do NOT cuss her out! I can assure you, if she has one ounce of integrity, she will NOT take it.
How dare you preach and be so no-mannered! How dare you MURDER your own Father and never so much as mumble , "excuse me"?
The evil doer always blames the truth teller! I was always my mother's scape goat. No matter what mess she found her evil ass in, it was always my fault.
My mother pure hated me, hated everything about me. She hated my skin color, my smart-ass mouth, my "goody-two-shoes" nature. She hated that I was always talking, always needing. She hated, she had to feed our sorry black asses. She hated praying for our bitch asses, our broke asses, so much , she covertly conjured, stalked and deliberately ruined us , so we would need her.
Martha was such a train wreck she had to gut me like a fish! Did! And fucking laughed behind my back for sixty-two years.
No Martha, you never liked me, you hated everything about me. Ironically, you were always too afraid to tell me. Yet, you bragged about being a closet terrorist. You were the cruel monster. Why did you fear me? You didn't fear me, you feared the GOD in Me! I'm glad you had that much sense.
Praise the LORD!
I can see clearly now that that old cretin is finally dead! Yes, I am exhausted! Spent! "Woe-out"! "Tied" (tired). But, I can't get mad with GOD, Jesus told me! Told us! So why did we keep that which we should have shunned? "Slave mentality". That bullshit about; "Gawd don't put no mo'on you than you can bare." BULLSHIT! That was NOT GOD afflicting us, it was Our MOTHER! Martha was one DEMON POSSESSED WHORE THAT NEEDED HER FUCKING THROAT CUT!
Our waiting on GOD to stop that slut was our fault. We were using the exact same Bible they used to justify enslaving our black asses. We didn't read it, we were told, we believed, we lock stepped.
I too, would have been content to lock step if that maggot, that ravenous nymphomaniac, pathological, sadistic slut had not been my mother. A complete whore, so depraved she did not ever believe in GOD but, was confused enough to conjure her filth USING ALMIGHTY GOD ;""In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost!"
The low whore for satan was so depraved, so lost, so confused, she took Me! Drug me down in those damn woods, at midnight with a kerosene lantern. I was only three years old but, all children are not stupid, stupid bitch! I TOOK A MENTAL PICTURE! I memorized the names, I know the graves.
There is something you "Jesus pimps" should remember; Jesus gave [HIS] life, vermin, lying maggots like my mother , could not take it! Jesus gave [HIS] life , that we might have ever lasting life, for us to know and face Our Truth!
Some lying slut that satan dug up claiming to be filthy rich is no richer than Almighty GOD allows. How can one adult person convince another adult person to lie for them, to do things that are "unseeingly" and expect Almight GOD to bless you? You can't! Evil doers do not believe in GOD. Evil doers are delusional enough, blind enough to believe in the power of evil only.
Most "Christians" are still too dumb to know they really do have HOLY GHOST POWER! "You have Not because you ask Not! Oh ye of little faith!"
No demonic whore that boasts of selling "lip reducing cream" can ever make me un-love my grandfather. MURDERING him and labeling it suicide, did not fool anyone. Some are yet intimidated. Cowards pretending to be so damn courageous. I'm still praying over that. How can anyone fear a dead demon? You are not afraid, you just don't care. You can't care. That is sad.
tRump, like Mathy Jane , know ; "You shall proceed no further." WORD! REVERSE THE CURSE! "COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
There is room at the top for everyone. Why leverage, why rank and deny people? Why bother calling yourself a "Christian"? Look in the mirror! Get that beam out of your eye before you go screaming, persecuting and passing laws against people that are not lying, lame ass nerds like you. Read Matthew 24!
I am finished with the "Church"! I read the book of Revelation. We have all been hood-winked, satan snatched the "Church" from the true Christ Lover eons ago. I dare say, based on my personal experience of some devout "Church going", very few in there are worthy.
How do I know most "Christians" are mere stooges , imps for the evil one? They elected tRump, an anti-Christ. No, not The Anti-Christ. This simple imp is paving the way for him.
The vast majority of so-called "Christians" are racist liars. White people, that hate black people and black people, that hate black people. No one hates white people. I do not know of, have never heard of a black hate group the equivalent of the Klan. Yet, the Klan is not on the "Terrorist Watch" list. HOGWASH evil demonic racist imps. "Bow down!"
The Black Panthers never hated white people, they were against injustice.
We now occupy a world where the grand wizard of the imperial knights of the kkk are trying to rule. There is only one problem, their leader can't find his own asshole with a map. Good enough! Slut!
Yes, that white piece of shit, is just as much a piece of shit, as my own maggot mother. This dumb whore was so delusional she thought she won. Or did she? No, Martha knew her goose was cooked the day my brother returned after a TWENTY-FIVE YEAR HIATTUS!
Too proud to apologize, this evil demon possessed slut chose elective surgery! What a cowardly move. How ironic, a woman that could freely rape, rob, bludgeon, scald, MURDER, Conjure, fake Preach, could not find, or pray for the courage to repent of her sins.
I will not be surprised to learn that tRump suddenly discovers he is in need of some operation, some long protracted surgery.
I'm ova' here just "Crip Walking" on satan's head! I am pure celebrating! Humbled beyond measure, mere words. Sixty-six years ago I was born into the foul clutches of a most foul demon. A mongrel, a maggot masquerading as a human being. A fallen woman made cunning and clever enough by demonic forces to terrorize the entire Walters Clan for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! She is finally gone , safely dead now. Praise the LORD! How could it happen? How could a woman of Martha's intelligence, beauty, charisma, fall so low, for so long? "Free Will". Please never forget The Holy Spirit gives us Free Will. Martha gleefully beat, bludgeoned, gang raped, burned, branded, scalded every innocent person she could get her creepy claws on!
World ! MARTHA JANE WALTERS WAS A CLOSET SADIST ! Martha was a lascivious freak! Yes, Martha was one fucked up human being! I am still debating the "human" part. She was a being alright. Martha had NO Manners! NONE! Never ever had any! Always shitting with the door open! The slut would even have sex with the door open, pretending she did it on accident. Again, how did Martha get like that? Unrepentant Unremorseful! Up to Mischief! How did she fall so low? Practicing WITCHCRAFT! Up preaching in GOD's House! Why didn't Martha know better? SHE DID! She knew better. that is why she hid it so cleverly! She knew full well her sick sexual proclivities were an ABOMINATION UNTO ALMIGHTY GOD!!! Why didn't we know? We had not read! We had not studied! No preacher told us! "LOOK AT THEIR FRUIT!" Dear LORD, I am so humbly and meekly thank you for taking her, removing her when you did. Thank you for the lessons I learned! Than you for the faith I acquired enduring her demonic spirit. If there be any way others can be saved, spared, their torture shortened by my testimony, "touch LORD!" Touch! Redeem! Restore! So that ALL remnants of the Walters Clan may Rejoice! REVERSE THE CURSE! "COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
"These are They" is the term my grandfather used when he honored people like Martin Luther King Jr., Mother Theresa, Jesus Christ.
"These are They"; good people, unselfish loving people. Human beings that are in love with the Holy Spirit that lives in them. People dispatched to this earth to be a comfort, to teach by example, to guide.
I am a "These are They" and this world has persecuted, molested, raped, robbed, vexed and stalked me for sixty-six years. The blind, greedy lock steppers of this world do not care. Most people are lost, and shall never be found.
How can The Holy Spirit help you when you insist on dividing and ranking by color, gender, sexual preference, wealth, status? Why are most people so stupid? How can so many people be so blinded by racism, sexism, hatred, jealousy, envy, they demand to be ruled by a mongrel monster? How can this end well?
How did my family think our Mathy Jane Experience could or would end well? We lost everything! Sixty-five acres of prime timber land! Our family home burned to the ground because we refused to recognize the morel monster standing in our living room! Why? Fear! Terror!
Jesus said :"Fear no man!" Yet, we fear. Why? Our "Churches" teach us to fear. Our "pastors" feed us to the wolves because it is convenient. Lazy, greedy "pastors"! Un-learned, un-read, fat, greasy and greedy, content to preach tradition.
"Pastors" terrifying believers for cussing, drinking smoking , fornicating, never EVER SAYING ONE TINY WORD AGAINST RACISM!
Why? Because THEY are RACIST! They are just as color struck and evil as my own mother.
Most people are too human, much too slow mentally. Most people are liars, phony, lustful, covetous and lascivious. Trust no one!
I am ashamed of the world I live in, must occupy. Ignorant, vacuous, lustful beasts that are proud to line up and reject people like me. The low sluts relish not giving me a single "like" on FB while never having the courage to say what they really feel to my face.
Look! Disingenuous. lying WHORE! "You too will get your just an honest due on this planet earth." You will find out , You have no friends either. People lie to you just as much as you lie to them. People you are busy stabbing in the back are stabbing you in the back. Your "friends" are hiding their secret desire for your demise as much as you are.
Why? You don't know Christ, The Holy Spirit. You have NOT prayed nor desired to pray. (If you can't pray, pray to pray.)
What's your problem? Are you angry that I refuse to live in your artificial, perfect fantasy world? Don't feel so confident yet. You don't think you have any enemies. You are foolish enough to think you have thousands of friends.
Friend, none of us have any friends. The only friend we have is Jesus Christ!
"White privilege" is not real, it should not ever be desired or needed. Think about it, why would anyone need to rely on an unfair advantage, a lie, in order to get ahead? My dead demonic mother relied on color. The poor idiot was stuck on color. Why? SHE WAS A NYMPHOMANIAC DEMON POSSESSED WHORE! Martha had to be ashamed of her deeds! Martha was a mongrel of a woman allowed to pure rot and destroy much too long.
My mother did try to justify her "condition" to me. She claimed she was just like everyone else, that most people were just as common as she was, she was just unlucky for always getting caught. HOGWASH!
Martha really did hate people of color, all. She did freely rank people by skin color and hair texture. Martha was a beast! She should have never been tolerated. I am she was called here to do what she did for far too long.
"…imprisoned …endure to the end." Because of her I found Christ! Because that lying whore was permitted to preach, was welcomed and cheered for over fifty years , I know the "Church" to be a complete farce, a hoax, most "Christians" are totally worthless.
Most "Christians" are liars, are cowards, are do nothing blind sheep. All crowding beautiful cathedrals lying simultaneously by the millions, billions. (Blind stupidity is a hard nut to crack) How can The Holy Spirit ever bring such people to "The Truth"?
"Many are called, FEW are chosen."
I am so proud, this evil world forced me to become a "These are They".
