Trust no man! BUDDY MILES - Them Changes

"Lean not to your own understanding."  Do NOT put your trust in man, especially an orange anus.  Do not trust those prognosticators that said he would not be elected.

Please do not soothe your worried minds by pretending this man has one schred of decency in him. I know him, well,  I know his kind well. He is a malignant narcissist, he is a demon possessed man.  So was my mother.

We were her slaves, her pawns, her property.  She was a closet sadist. A closet lesbian, a closet incestuous pedophile, Voodoo priestess, serial murderer.

I must pause for a moment and laugh, my mother's secret to her happiness was to put all her filth in the closet, close the door ,  then preach falsely every Sunday.  Don't laugh, it worked!  I'm still laughing, her greatest defenders have no idea how she truly felt about them, talked about them and "rooted" them also.

Yes, she left many with severe burns, deep scars, lacerations, pistol whipped, raped and ruined. Yes, she died celebrated, the mother of the church,  by the very people she hated the most.

Why did she hate them? Skin color. tRump! Dark skin color unhinges that man.

Well, we bowed, we cowered, we obeyed her as docile servants, we kept our mouthes shut, ran and fetched.  Did she ever change? Hell No! Did she MURDER a good man ? Yes!  Did she get clean away aided by her own family? Yes.

Did I tell? Did I call the Fayetteville Police? Yes, yes, yes!    But, when you are a black female in racist AmeriKKKa , you don't count.  When you are brilliant, beautiful, black and female, you will be held down, held back deliberately,  held back by people you thought loved you.

Yes, it is true, blacks are "Crabs in a barrel"! I have sixty-six years of evidence! Black people suffer with SELF-HATRED! SELF-SABOTOGE!

There is only one race, the human race but evil forces have convinced us to divide and die. I sit here raging at the stupidity of my most ignorant demonic mother!   MARTHA JANE WALTERS  was a volunteer demon, died laughing, swearing she had won.  Bragged to my face about what she had done to me, to us, so  successfully, for so long.

How can I blame the racist when I know our enemy was our own mother?  "Your enemies shall be of your own household."  Why should I lie?  SIXTY-FIVE ACRES OF PRIME TIMBER LAND ON I-95! A family estate, orchards, vineyards! All lost due to the maniacal skill of a malignant narcissist, a ravenous wolf, a false preacher.  

Rot you SLUT!

Stop listening to the lying words coming out of their  mouthes and ""Look at their fruit!"

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

The Blues blasted loud and long in our house Junior Wells & Buddy Guy ~ ''Ships On The Ocean'',''Early In The Mornin...

Yea, the Blues was always blasting loud and long "In My Mother's House".   "Likker" flowed, she bought it by the Texas Fifth.

We could drink, my mother didn't care.  Did we know she was breaking the law, contributing the the delinquency of minors?  (Not really, we thought she was cool.) Was it a "'Hoe House" ?  On occasion if the price was right.

Mainly my  mother's  house was an excellent source for "Voodoo".   You came to my mother if you wanted to put a "root" on some poor hard luck "summa'bitch".  She could get your "nature" back (erections prior to Viagra) , get you acquitted of a crime, give you the "Number"  and she could identify your enemies. Oh yes! She could get you that man you lusted after,

Yes,  the Madame could read Tarot cards perfecty.  My mother could use a plain deck of cards and read your mind like a book.  No, it was not magic, just common sense. Old age wisdom.

The only thing my mother did wrong was serve two masters.  She should have been evil or righteous but, straddling the fence was not a good idea.

It is "Free Will"! Make a decision.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Sam Cooke & The Soul Stirrers - Just Another Day

They tell me Jesus chastised them for not giving [HIM] water. The evil doers recoiled; demanded to know when they had denied [HIM}, His Holiness,  water.

Jesus responded; "You did it  unto me when you denied  the least of  one of these my children."  Shocked, they mocked and didn't care.

Look at the staunch Evangelicals Screaming;"No brown people! No refugees! No food for the poor, the elderly, the orphans !" "Make them make bricks without straw!"

Look at "orange anus" up blabbering, foaming at the mouth announcing how he plans to make the entire world as miserable as he is.

The evil doer has no use for GOD/The Holy Spirit , other than to use to get her way, to manipulate, confuse, convict, enslave, exploit, ruin, humiliate.

The evil doer will die hungry, ravenous.  No, she will never admit it, though she was caught red handed.  Learning how truly wretched,  depraved,  my own mother truly was,  has been excruciatingly painful.  It has been "Plucking-out-my-right-eye".  Like Jesus, I was given nothing for the pain.  Had to bear my own cross.   Fine, because I've learned at the end of excruciating pain is pure Joy!

My man Jesus is Awesome! [HE] told me to know my truth.  I found the courage to piece eighty-seven years of hidden diabolical madness together.   WHAT???!!!   INCEST! RAPE! PEDOPHILIA! CONJURE! MURDER! BEATING! BLUDGEONING!BACKSTABBING! LUSTING! PLOTTING! HUMILIATING! BLESSEN BLOCKING! Cool! I can heal now.

One fact for sure, there is no doubt. "Suffer the little children to come unto me.  Forbid them not the Kingdom of Heaven."

No "root working", ignorant, depraved, carnal whore is going to come to this earth, live the life Martha Jane Walters lived and just leave, just die.  That is not it!  What kind of people accept such? IMPS! 

To accept Martha, to pretend to be ashamed or afraid of a dead demon is ridiculous! Any one that still admires and fears Martha Jane Walters is just as depraved, just as lost. Just as fake  a "Christian"

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Sam Cooke & The Soul Stirrers - Just Another Day

"See heah whur a ship turnt ova."

"I see here where a ship turned over " was one of the funniest stories my grandfather ever told.  It seems a fine gentleman farmer from Wade, North Carolina was prosperous in every way for a colored man December 8, 1941. 

The "fair-to-middling" staunch member of Wesley Chapel Church was too proud for people to find out he could not read.  So he would sit on his porch every morning, wearing a three piece suit, "flo-shine-shoes" and a nice pair of "spectacles".

To people that didn't know,  he appeared to be just as smart as rich white folk.  So,  one day my granddaddy, Jerome Walters was passing by on his way to somewhere and he paused to greet the "fair-to-middling",  upstanding colored gentlemen . Granddaddy says: "Whut you reading there brother?"

The upright staunch Christian Methodist paused, pushed his glasses up , studied the picture carefully , then finally mused; "I see heah whur a ship turnt ova'"

"Count it all joy." I do! Up early, again just praising The Holy Spirit that dwells in me and will NOT let me hold my peace.

Mainly, I am grateful to my grandfather, the righteous man that introduced me to Biblical scholarship when I was a very young child.  As, strange as it may seem I do thank GOD for my awful mother, a modern day Jezebel.

She was a terror, she was a beast but she was inescapable. It may take this world two hundred years to know, to learn how low a wo/man can fall.  Not just fall, but remain in the pit she dug, rotting and festering. Bludgeoning, beating, terrorizing, intimidating because we were "hers".

Yes, the low ignorant, common , immoral slut claimed us like property, abused us just like she misused and abused everything she touched.

I remember my "mother" buying the most expensive clothes sold in Fayetteville's finest department stores, bragging, then disrobing, letting fine garments fall to floor, then she would proudly walk on them. Like a terrorized "Celie" I ran behind her hanging everything up.  Grinning, glad to do it.

I know now we were her personal "slaves".  As I child I was proud to be the only one that could hand crack her ice properly.  Hand wash her "delicate" clothes including her under ware.

"My soul looks back and wonders how I got over."  From my conception, until right now, nothing but torment!   I have so many triggers!  Roaches!  The thought of a roach sends me back , screaming!  I ball up in a fetal position and just cry.

I shall never forget that hideous shrill diabolical laugh when she informed us of the cooked roaches she had lifted out of the nine day old pinto beans the low slut had forced us to eat. She did brag that was the reason she did not touch them and the only reason she let us eat them, she didn't want them to go to waste.

Dear LORD I have sixty-two years of stored up excruciating pain.  Take this pain LORD! Take this pain!

Who really is at fault here? The abuser or the abused? She dished it, we took it.  She laughed at our pain, we laughed despite it.

Our Father we pray but,  evil men demand to divide and conquer us. Pretending some people are undeserving of the same privileges, protections afforded to whites only, to WASP. (White Anglo-saxon Protestants)

 The evil racist is an ignorant demon just like my birth mother.  What kind of woman is low enough, depraved enough to deliberately sexually, physically, psychologically, emotionally and financially attempt to destroy her own children?

Worse, how destroyed, how deliberately faithless do you have to be to suffer willingly, to continue to suffer in silence long after this lascivious reprobate is gone?  She's dead! Dead! Dead! Dead!

Sure, I suffered under Mathy BUT, NOW I'M SHINING LIKE KLONDIKE GOLD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Just chillin' enjoying retirement Dramatics - Whatcha See is Whatcha Get (1972)

I see my old employer is nine hundred "teachers" down.  Good!  Go down with your raggedy ship!

You stupid muthafuckers forced us to sit in a muthafucking workshop on READING!  No! I know, we were stupid for going! We sat there ignoring you, talking about you to your stupid ass face! The white teachers formed some racists opinions of you.  They had to because I sure did. "Coons" Fucking "Coons"!

Well you damn coons fucked around and brought down an entire school system.  Good luck fixing it. Lying, bullying, micro managing is clearly not the answer.

Yes, I am still talking about you, I never intend to stop! Mongrels! People given too much authority. tRumps, pre-tRump!  Damn idiots! Immoral, unconscionable liars!

Telling parents one hundred percent of your Advanced Placement Calculus students scored a three on the AP Exam. You got cheered and applauded but,  you failed to mention we only had ONE student!

Two thousand black students given twenty-one minutes to scarf down a lousy "free lunch".  You knew full well it took the average law abiding student fifteen minutes to get through the line.

But,  you took two hours to eat your catered lunch! You fucking SWINE!

No world! Modern day administrators are all tRumps! "Pay them no mind!"

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

'SIEZE THE MOMENT!" Thundering Beats of the Iroko Cultural Troupe Revives the African Drums ...

"Now is the time for all good wo/men to come to the aid  of their country."

Don't

Drop

Draws

Drop 

Jaws

with your brilliant intellect!

Dare to Shine Brilliantly! 

Stop playing Church!

Be the Church!

Every where you go

There you are!

You can NOT lead 

Where you refuse to follow!

You can not hide your sins while condemning and deliberately persecuting others!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"Arise and go to your Father's House!: Go To Your Father's House Remix x K.Smoove #TEAMCLUB

• KNOW YOUR WORTH!
• LOVE YOURSELF!
• HEAL YOURSELF!
• HEAL OTHERS!

Unplug! Go into your secret closet and seek GOD"S Face/The Holy Spirit!   Quit lying! Why are people packing "Churches" by the millions straight,  Gay as "Little Richard",  persecuting fellow Gays so no one will suspect they are Gay!  What kind of stupidity is that?

You can be GAY dumb ass! GOD didn't say that! Evil, manipulative, exploitative, cunning, "man" said that!

"Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free!"

The Walters family did welcome and permit one deeply disturbed viper,  vex us for eighty-seven years because we thought we were being "good Christians".  The main reason Martha was able to hold us captive for so long, she was our mother our "care giver".  We had no father! The low slut did find an accomplice,  a fellow pervert.  It was only by the Grace of GOD he escaped the murder I promised him.

No, we are not promised a rose garden and no one, NO ONE gets one.  Even the people that pretend to be so happy, so perfect, are lying.

The fact is our lives are not our own.  Think about it, from the moment you breathed your first breath someone was there to tell you how to do it.

So much of our behavior is learned, dictated, forced upon us.  When you are someone like me, some one that is keenly observant, highly intelligent, righteous, forthright, vocal and articulate, there is a problem.  Oh yes, you will be shunned, avoided like the plague.   Good! You don't need to be around most people! Most people are truly vipers!

Do we inhabit a world where skin color is so paramount, so pre-determinant,  that we are willing to face total ANNIHILATION!? Will this entire country go down following an "orange anus" just because he's white? Because he's rich? Because black skin is so envied ? 

Yes! Black skin is as envied as DOUBLE FUDGE CHOCOLATE DEVIL'S FOOD CAKE!
 I get it.  Black is fine, fine as wine. Our proof is one PRESIDENT BARACK HUSSEIN OBAMA!

A brilliant man , made to govern alone because of small minded, poorly educated racists.

Well, well, well.  Is this what we've come to, a body of immoral liars!  Perverted wo/man bullying, persecuting, demanding to have their way simply because they have all the money?

"orange anus" in your attempt to slay me , you stirred me, pissed me off, reminded me of all the shit I've been forced to take off of you dumb muthafuckers  like you for my entire life.  Bitch! You may or may not  have a lot money but , you damn sure are stupid as fuck!

Don't get mad with me, with true intellectuals,  because you lack the stamina to complete a first grade primer.  Well buddy boy, your time is up! "You shall proceed no further!"

No, I didn't say it, GOD said it!

You and my mother sure ruined the "Church" for me, sure exposed it for being demon possessed.  People are using the "Church" like a  laundromat .  Doing all manner of filth during the week, running to church , putting on a show for their friends , then returning to the same sins and perversions.

Few are reading, seriously studying or seeking GOD's Will.  Man is doing his will based on his poorly educated evil racist opinion.  I am mystified, horrified,  to see so many ravenous "Christians".

I should have known , people that wink at a known evil demon possessed witch like my mother, pass that whore of as "Mother-of-the Church",  have no problem embracing a man like "orange anus".

• Do NOT ever attempt to placate EVIL , it can't be done
• "Fret not thyself because of evil doers"
• Jesus will fix it!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"