Sending this one out to my five brothers ...Rose Royce - Wishing On A Star

Dear LORD have mercy on my five brothers, their families, me,  my family and every one involved in this sad saga of incest, pedophilia, murder and witchcraft.

Free us LORD! Take the excruciating pain! Take the shame! The fear!   Bring us to your cross. Grant us the courage to finally face our truth.

We were imprisoned but,  we endured to the end. It is obvious, we were under satanic attack, held hostage, held for ransom.  I had a serious nervous breakdown.  I lost everything!  That was Mathy's signature move.   We all knew it, we all saw it, watched her destroy friend after friend our entire lives.  None of us ever wanted to believe she would do it to us, her own children.

Why would she need to root us, she already treated us like crap. Isaiah 49:15 warns us of evil mother's like you but, the "Church" doesn't preach it.

Martha would gleefully  befriend you, love on you,  then pounce on you unexpectedly, decimate you then laugh.  Worse than worse, she would brag to your face what she had done, take all the credit just like that mongrel , tRump.

Martha took tremendous pride and pleasure in her deed once it was done, once she felt successful she felt the need to brag. That's demon possession. That is delusion.  What kind of woman stalks her own children for seventy plus years pretending to love them while,  delighting in their down fall?

That is some sick perversion.  What kind of people take it, keep quiet? Defeated, faithless people. People lock stepping to church every Sunday, learning nothing, just following tradition.  People that do not trust or obey, they just pretend.

No, your life was not going to amount to much under Mathy's watch.  Not only too jealous, just too stupid.  She never learned her left from her right.  Always pronounced loins,  LIONS! "Grid up your LIONS."   (Hilarious)

Dear LORD while we watch this world divide and sub divide,  according to color,  some will  seek righteousness, some will  seek You.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Sending this one out to my dearly departed mother. The Spinners - I'll Be Around

First of all I must say I do thank the LORD for you.  I am deeply humbled, prostrate,  for simply being privileged to witness GOD's Magnificence working in my life.  Demonic sick plot, after sick plot orchestrated by my own mother foiled. Praise the LORD!

Poor, low fallen woman, you chose to sit there, to rot, to take your entire family with you.  While your choice was wrong, it was truly beneficial. Because of you, your jealousy, envy, cruelty, lust for sadistic mutilation, I did well.  My daughter did well.

How many women of any color can reflect on a thrifty year stellar career as an educator? How many can do it sincerely?

I have all of the evidence Martha. I have a copy of that obituary you wrote after you MURDERED  your own daddy! It reads like a confession, because it was a confession.  Martha! Why did you MURDER your father on the anniversary of your brother's murder?

WITCHCRAFT!  Practicing voodoo and conjure messed you up Martha.  You knew you were wrong but, you refused to give up your vile proclivities because you enjoyed what you were doing. Your hatred for me, for us, for granddaddy,  was unreal.  I lived it and can scarily believe it.

Yes, Martha you left no doubt you were demon possessed.  That preaching for cover was entertaining and oh yes, very convincing.  But, your fruit! An abomination!  Martha! You volunteered for the evil one to turn you into something lower than a maggot.  How in the GOD's Name could you look in the mirror for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS? 

What can you say, dead and rotting, now?  Nothing! I have committed the rest of my life to exposing vipers like you and some of your husbands. "You shall proceed no further."    If more people revealed incestuous pedophiles like you , there would be a lot less of you buzzards, that's for sure.

People that mistreat me, shun me, talk behind my back, go out of their way to offend me on Face Book have never read 1Peter 4:16. Probably can't understand it any way.  I forgive them.  I do laugh. People vacuous enough to think The Holy Spirit takes notice of their phony worship.

My mother never missed a Sunday of service for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!

Get your heart right! What is in your heart? I tell you how I have suffered and you imps go out of your way to make my pain worse? Pray! Fast! Study! Purge!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!

"What am seen can't be denied."

"I am that I am!"  I am here! I AM ANOINTED!  I know my purpose! I know the plans the Holy Spirt has for me. I can not be stopped or dismayed in any manner.

Your rebuke has done nothing but make me strong.

I attended Atlanta University.  I was tricked, lured by love, mislead by my demon possessed "mother". Let me say, I was dismally disappointed. A so-called University, nothing but a gloried high school.  A black school totally run and controlled by imps, jealous, ravenous imps.

I did find solace, I did find joy, in the "stacks", in Trevor Arnett Library.  I discovered a life worth living reading every word former slaves dictated to The WPA interviewers.  I could hear their voices, interpret their dialect.  I did my master's thesis on "Voodoo and Conjure".

I sat in Trevor Arnett, in the "Negro Collection" for nine, ten hours a day, reading, in complete rapture. One gentlemen fascinated me with his testimony concerning this one particular slave that had "healing power".  He saved his master's prize thoroughbred when some one slashed his hind leg open.  The slave just knelt over the horse, praying, touched the horse and the blood coagulated immediately!

When the interviewer responded in disbelief, re-questioned him, expressed deep doubt, the former slave responded; "What am seen can't be denied."

My experiences can not be denied.  It is obvious to me now , who and what my birth mother was.  I have to laugh as I count all of her failed attempts to completely ruin me.  Having me raped, sexually molested repeatedly,  didn't make me promiscuous as was her hope. The nasty-always-having-sex-with-the-door-open-slut made me frigid, ASEXUAL! Chaste, celibate, virtuous! (Ha-ha bitch!)

The drugs! My mother had my medicine cabinet, refrigerator loaded with highly addictive drugs! Some how, for some reason, I did not get addicted! Praise the LORD!

The saddest part of this saga, Martha could have been who and what she wanted,  had she left off destroying me, destroying others.  Fact is, I would have taken her secrets to my grave also,  if she had not MURDERED my granddaddy.  That was that 'hoe's undoing.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM MONG THEM!"

You might not know who you are.

Perhaps you accept someone's judgmental opinion of you, Don't. "Look at their fruit!" Wait! Remember!  When did you start having doubts about yourself? Just when did you  become too anything? (Too fat, too tall, too short, too ugly, too old, too young, too opinionated ?)  Do you remember the day joy left your life, got sucked dry? Murdered, annihilated, stomped into dust the dust? It was the day you trusted "man" (your mama) more than the Holy Spirit.

My joy was snatched the moment I was conceived in the belly of a whore. A mongrel whore, a female body housing a demonic male spirit.  An abomination, a vile imp that dared to preach falsely.

Most people are as uncaring, phony and disingenuous as my mother.  Most are blessing blockers.  They grin now,  are extremely happy to dig a pit for those they consider more talented but, less deserving,

 to fall in.

Yes, they are know-it-alls, know every thing about everything. Yes, they are the keepers of  everything "black".  They are still trying to unite black people,  never admitting when they encounter a "black" more talented, more knowledgeable,  they very skillfully use their authority to stab them in the back. No, they will never let on that they are in complete awe of your talent.  They rather attempt to convince you of your worthlessness.

Relax!  It does not matter in the least. It is All in Divine Order.  There is nothing you or I can do to stop or prevent the day. Wo/men like my mother shall be known! Blinders are falling off. 

Live right. Love genuinely, sincerely. "Seek to understand". If you can't help, don't hinder! 

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"Ham-scammy"

Failure to plan means,  plan to fail. Most people are "ham-scammy".  We try to assemble projects without reading the directions.

People hate to think, have very short memories and love to hate.  It is only by the merciful goodness of the Holy Spirit that I am still dwelling on this bitter earth.  My mother used to tell me how fortunate I was that she didn't flush me.

No, she didn't flush me like a turd but, she sure treated me like one.  A horror! A human horror, the greatest most convincing pathological liar that ever lived! Ridiculous!

How did she get like that? I blame it on the Voodoo.  But, I know it was spiritual.  Mathy Jane did what she was put on this earth to do.  A beautiful female that practices conjure, introduces her sons to some abominable practices , automatically hates and attempts to destroy all she perceives to be righteous and good.

That is a modern day Jezebel alright.  She was NOT my mother, merely my vehicle to planet Earth.   I'm here now and I refuse to be anyone's mule! I will not be some second class "colored". I will say what I want to say, when and where I want to say it.

I was indeed a footstool for far too long.  That little girl Martha just decimated, crucified and attempted to ruin is rising from her ashes!

I'm outraged! That low whore Martha put on that "holy roller" act just so she could enjoy her sick proclivities.  Martha would cry, become unhinged if you mentioned anything she did wrong. No matter how slight.

The forty-eight hour cussing/cursing you got for mentioning she still owed you money was not worth it.   Fuck it! Forget it, let her have her way.  Martha's vulgar brutality always worked.

Was her preaching every Sunday incongruent with her lifestyle? Yes. But, it wasn't her fault.  The life that GOD demanded was impossible,  so she lied, pretended.  And everything would have been perfect in her life if she had never consented to birth and keep our sorry black asses.

She could have been a model for Pepsodent  tooth paste.  She was recruited.  She was brilliant as a college student.  On an on, Martha was perfect.  She was "damn near white". She had power.  She would put a "root" on you if you did not do her bidding.

That selfish slut is dead now but, the  lessons I learned from struggling against her envious, jealous, demonic ass are worth sharing. I certainly learned that no weapon formed against me shall ever prosper.

Most people are disingenuous and most people are glad to see you fail,  especially if they think you are too attractive, too intelligent and too black.

The evil doer is on his last leg that is why he is fighting so furiously.  The greedy weakened white elitist is down to his socks. He is leaderless. America is leaderless. Why? Lazy, spoiled,  far too much opulence concentrated in the hands of extremely hateful ignorant whites, tRump.

I learned to not let some backstabbing,  jealous,  promiscuous whore block my blessings by getting in my head. GOD is healing my inner child, that precious little girl that low whore for satan deliberately destroyed.

I found out people that bully and intimidate suffer with extremely low self esteem,  that they hide behind pretending to be loving, wise sages,  that have nothing but your interest at heart. They will love on you for your loyalty and docility but, if you ever object or resist they will tear you limb from limb! They will turn every friend, every love one you ever had against you.

A fool will continue to argue viciously and furiously, knowing full well they are wrong. Knowing full well they are just "head-fucking" you for their own sadistic pleasure.

Jesus told us to shun evil.  Stupidity is evil.  Shun stupidity, tRump is stupid! Racism is stupid.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Max and relax, GOD got this! DAZZ BAND - LET IT WHIP (1982)

Ova' here pure "twerking" on my own "mother's" demonic head!  Not just her head but,  every evil doer that dared to vex me.

Seems to me "Ugh-mur-ree-KKK-ka"  (America) done fucked up now! I'm screaming ! That's what you low life dick sucking vipers get! Good enough!

I bet you bitches are pausing from your preying long enough to pray.  You 'hoes better pray fast! Orange anus, muthafucking lunatic , is guiding our ship.  And yes, the MOTHERFUCKER IS GOING DOWN!

Good enough for you demonic, selfish, perverted,  muthafuckers.  Lets say we do experience a nuclear holocaust, you rich bitches do not know how to survive in the real world, the fucked up world you sluts created for people of color.

Let something happen to our banking system. Let's say the "terrorist" shut down our electronic financial system, YOU ARE FUCKED!  Lazy and dumb!  Do notice the millions you greedy muthafuckers have forced to live under bridges. Homeless people are tough! Resilient!

Proper language and proper etiquette will not help any of us in the event donnie dimwit gets his way.

You soft! You can't take shit. This Taylor Swift 'hoe suing somebody for feeling on her ass and the whole world stops! All these soft ass newscasters and journalists actually thinking this shit is newsworthy. Her white mama and daddy CRYING! FUCKING CRYING!

Yet, children are being raped, sold into sex slavery as the media wastes time on her fucking bullshit!  I thought about it and got real pissed off.  Shit, my OWN MOTHER RAPED ME AND NOBODY IN THIS FUCKING WORLD GIVES A SHIT!

NIGGERS! "You cursed!" Bitch! This MUTHAFUCKER IS OUT HERE RAPING HER OWN DAMN CHILDREN!  Stalking her entire family and friends with conjure for eighty-seven years because she was of little faith.

Martha's jealousy was fucking ridiculous!  She was our fault.  We should have stood up to her but, we were confused.  Her "Christian" act was right-on, pristine! She fooled me!  Fooled me good and I was the scapegoat!

And your dumb ass is worried about how I'm telling it.  FUCK YOU! FUCK YOUR DUMB , ILLITERATE, ANTI-INTELLECTUAL , FAKE CHRISTIAN ASS!

 Bitch! You are just jealous.  Read! Read dumb ass! "Study to show yourself approved."

Please learn that the Holy Spirit is no respecter of man.  We are ALL the same in the eyes of "GOD"!

Having "money" does not mean you are blessed by "GOD". Evil blesses too.

Time is up for the evil one.  Read the book of Revelation! Evil can NOT win!

Well, the white man can keep tRump as Commander-in-chief if they want to.  No matter, GOD got this!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"I am tired, I am weak." Mahalia Jackson Precious Lord, Take My Hand

Dear Heavenly Father I stretch my and to thee! "Oh, where would I be without YOU on my side?"

Dear LORD,  you know we shared a "mother" lower than a maggot!  A wo/man that was a buzzard! Why? "Because it is written!"

Woman! Woman! Woman! There is no anonymity for demon vipers like you!  There is no hiding place! YOU DID NOT WIN !  What you did do,  was live EIGHTY-SEVEN MOTHERFUCKING YEARS MISERABLY AS sATAN'S LOWEST WHORE, CONCUBINE,  VOLUNTEER IMP!

Bitch! sATAN DIDN'T EVEN SEND FOR YOUR SCUMMY LYING ASS!  You were the typical reprobate, "Feet swift to run to mischief."

I do understand the racist's deep hatred for people of color.  Color is where we lay the blame but,  it is not color, race, gender or age, it is the spiritual.

My mother had the spirit of evil because that is exactly what she wanted.  Martha, did NOT, could NOT Love, ever.   She could mimic, knew all the words.   It was not in her nature to be kind, righteous or truthful, ever.  What she could do, was very adept at, brilliant and cunning in cajoling , manipulating, intimidating , enslaving and annihilating.

It seems Martha Jane Walters was dispatched to this earth, solely to destroy dreams.  That she did do.  Did it perfectly, except there was a slight hiccup in her clever demonic scheme, Jerome Walters! Yes, the fervent prayers of a righteous man availeth much.

Yes, my mother did commit the perfect murder, February 10, 1979! Her own father!

While our Stockholm  Syndrome is real, our CHRONIC POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER IS alive and well.  I still feel like a fucking POW! Waking up in a cold sweat remembering just one act of that low whore's cruelty, treachery, malicious acts of unprovoked violence!

Now,  I know why  the fucking slut was coming home suffering with guilt for her demonic proclivities.  That morning the dumb mutherfucker woke us all up at four-thirty in the MUTHAFUCKING MORNING! SCREAMING; "All you black muthafuckers git yo'sorry asses up and scrub 'dese muthafucking walls!"

The dumb whore had nothing for us to use . No cleaning agents, no cloths, rags, not even a bucket!   Yes, the simple retarded demonic whore made us use "Dutch Cleanser", that hard dry shit,  that never cleaned shit.  Newspapers full of ink took the place of rags!  Needless to say,  many walls were just fucked up and had to be painted over before the low whore for satan would admit that she was wrong.

No, she never admitted she was wrong.  We were just some fucked up,  worthless ass niggers that couldn't do shit right. (tRump)

"She's dead now! She's dead now! La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la means she's dead now! The wicked witch is dead now! I'm floating! Singing in the rain! The low whore for satan is dead now!"

How did my own mother fall so low and stay so long? Fear! No, that whore,  didn't fear shit, ever, nothing!   The fear was all ours!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

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