Were A Winner!

"As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he."

Listen carefully, the first thing the enemy attacks is your self-esteem. I so get it now. Your narcissistic hater which  is all too often a loved one, knows how to destroy your confidence. They do it to keep you under their control.

"Your enemies shall be of your own house hold."

Yes, you will have relatives so disgusted with their own lives, their horrible mistakes,  they can not bear to see anyone out do them.  They are always imps with a bad attitude.  Always pathological liars.

They go for bad also. They terrify you , as in my case,  they start beating, abusing and calling you names upon birth!

Yes, very perverted low common wo/men sexually abuse their own children severely. Obviously my mother was trying to make me the nymphomaniac promiscuous whore she was.  It back fired, made me frigid.

The tool of degradation in  our case, was always skin color,  pigmentation and  birth status. Yes,  our own mother berated us for not having daddies, for being bastards!  How can you curse your children for something you caused?

No, all of us weren't black.  The first one looked white. She found a reason to hate him too,  to enslave him and destroy his life on the sly.

A doctor and his wife wanted to adopt him, wanted to send her to Shaw University to study nursing. Mathy Jane cut the absolute fool.  Yes, Martha was our burden to bear.  But, I thank GOD for her.

I am sure I would have never studied so hard, tried so desperately to amount to something in life.

At any rate, the longer she's dead, the better I feel.

This tRump character, all his name calling is a ploy.  He is a miserable bully, just like my mother.   I don't know how many women beat men but, I know my mother sure did. Quite successfully, quite often. The way my mother could fight, straight box, I think she could have beat Joe Louis.

I was quite violent myself.  I do remember beating a little girl quite viciously when I was nine years old.  I spit down her throat and made her swallow it.  Why? She was a little white girl and called me a "Black Nigger!"

She never made that mistake again.

Not only did Martha beat her husbands, she "rooted" them. For some reason she never put her hands on the third husband but,  she cussed him like a dog.

Bottom line, define yourself. Pursue your dreams.  Don't just talk! Talk is cheap, do. Please do not let your color, gender, age or financial status keep you from anything!

It is All in Divine Order. Truly it is. "Trust and obey".   Tune in, listen.  Go into your secret closet. Pray, meditate, seek GOD's face.

Oh yes, The Holy Spirit is real.  No, not all of those stories in that Book are true.  There was never any Adam and Eve, the story is anecdotal, designed to teach us we have a common beginning.

Discern. Think Critically.  If you are too lazy to read your Bible, you deserve to suffer.

Remember GOD is not color struck and has ALL Power.  That tRump character is a bag of wind.  You will look for him and he shall be no more.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

I know it was the BLOOD!

Yes , and old mongrel Jezebel whore drug me to Church every Sunday for twenty-one straight years. A fake, a ravenous wolf, a demon plagued whore. A woman with no morals, not one.

Why? To fool others, to maintain an appearance of godliness that she lacked and frankly did not want.

Martha was angry, the most irritable,  hateful , vengeful, spiteful ,jealous woman I've ever known.

 I loved going to church with her. I loved the good music, the good food and the good "preaching".  Plus , I was guaranteed at least eight good hours of her being on her best behavior.

Why did she really go? She hated every one in Wade Station with a passion. "Old talkin' niggers!"

My grandfather had sixty-five acres of prime farm land, a huge rambling house, paid for , no mortgage THAT HE GAVE HER, PUT IN HER NAME!

So,  why did she choose to live in Fayetteville, just twelve miles away?   What was she trying to hide from, escape?

The noise, the rumors, I heard them anyway. The ladies of Wesley Chapel whispered very loudly around me. "Common as bat shit!"

I was five years old and told my mother what they said. Martha roared!  Became unglued, unhinged! Was incensed! Cursed loudly , accused them of jealousy because she was "yalla", had good hair, would have passed for white if not for her "nigger nose".

When I was eight I found out my uncle was really my brother. Martha lost it, went ballistic! Declared how much she hated that nigger that had never done anything but ruin her life.

So, why did Martha attend that church every Sunday for years and years? Did she go to show of her fine , long luxury automobiles, her trademark Cadillac? Her furs? Her fine raiment?  Why did she deliberately dress all four of us in rags? Why were we smelling like mold and mildew from our thrift shop clothes?  Why were all of our new shoes second had, runt-ova?

She told us it was our color. We were all black ass bastard niggers and we better be glad that she didn't flush us all down the toilet.

Why can't I stop testifying, telling, spilling the beans, dishing tea? Because the low whore refused to apologize.  She knew better. I told her often, she read it and knew it; we can all enter into the Kingdom even in the last hour if we repent of our sins.

No, Martha chose to curse me like a dog, instructed me to not piss on her grave when she was dead.  Martha you were the vile predator! The evil incestuous pedophile. You were the one that murdered your own daddy and called it suicide.

For some reason Martha actually believed she was brilliant enough, cunning, covert  and sly enough to use GOD against the people of GOD.  What a fool!  Yes, Martha dug up a ton of dirt in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost, sprinkled it on every one she secretly hated.

Look at that orange menace in the White House doing the exact same thing, throwing up gang signs, white power signs , actually dumb enough to think he is going to win.

My mother had an insatiable jealousy against me. It is obvious tRump has a hatred against former President Obama that he can't satisfy.  Yes, the mongrel is so ravenous, so eaten up with deep racism and envy he is willing to destroy the entire world,  just to prove his white skin makes him better.

Relax, it is not going to happen.  And the good thing, truly the greatest blessing, all the fake Christians have been found out. Yes, tRump persuaded all of the racist rats and roaches , that it was safe to come out of hiding.

Wrong move.  No, it is not too late.  You can repent. Do so quickly because time is running out.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

The Holy Spirit

always sends [HIS] anointed hundreds of years before their time. John the Baptist felt like a lone voice crying in the wilderness. Dr. Samuel Yette , Dr. Francis Cress Welsing , have yet to be understood or well received.

Zora Neale Hurston would have never been discovered without Alice Walker. Zora died a pauper at age sixty, was buried in a paupers grave without a headstone.

I am an empath sent here years before my time. I am a truth teller occupying a lying world. I am a fierce warrior, a SisStar in a world full of blind, deaf and dumb imps, blind sheep content to shuffle along.

I am clairvoyant.  A gift I never asked for . It is a heavy burden, it is a type of curse.  My mother was truly clairvoyant, as was her mother, Rachel.  It is erry, frightening, awesome, heartbreaking as well as liberating.

I can hear the voice of Jesus, yes [HE] worries me, compels me , won't let me hold my peace. While my mother was extremely clairvoyant, she deliberately chose satan ,  claiming GOD was too slow. She did pretty well as an evil disciple for satan.  Escaped imprisonment, any kind of confinement or punishment for eighty-seven years.

I,  on the other hand just can't follow satan.  I am an Empath. I love people. When anyone hurts, I hurt. It is terrible to feel the pain of others.  In my youth I could not drive pass a hospital without experiencing agony.

I can also pick up on negative, disingenuous energy.

I am sure that is why I am a loner. I will not stomach the company of a liar. I've felt and predicted far too much in my life.  It scares me.

I can remember  experiencing the transition  of a dear cousin , clearly. He was the sweetest little boy.  He had blond hair and blue eyes.  We called him Stinky.  One night, for some  reason I dreamed about him.  It was more than a dream, it was an out of body experience.

I was in our living room vacuuming and Stinky just appeared from no where; asked me what I was doing. I told him I was vacuuming.  He asked me if he could do it.  I said sure.  I handed him the vacuum clearer and he cleaned the living room carpet beautifully.

The very next morning we got the news that Stinky had died of peritonitis. He had appendicitis, something easily fixed.  It seems he had complained about the pain in his side but , it stopped. He died needlessly, still a little boy.

I was so distraught, I was inconsolable. I still don't know why my mother opted to not attend the funeral.  Just recalling this incident  still saddens me and he transitioned  over fifty years ago.

All I know, I came to this earth and was never welcome here. I've been mistreated by every one.
All claiming it is the color of my skin. Lying bitches! Lying jealous ass whores.

Yes, I married a stone faggot. I am not homophobic.  I champion gay marriage.  It's faggots I hate.  A foggot is to  a homosexual , the same as a nigger is  to  a black person.   Being black doesn't make anyone a nigger. Niggers come in all colors.

Being homosexual, gay or what ever label the world pins on them,  certainly does not make one a faggot.  The fact you are a lying,  predatory,  vile , common person , makes you a faggot.

Fags are  immoral, predatory homosexuals. I married the worse one on earth. The jealous bitch destroyed all my manuscripts, master's thesis, poetry, art, collections, clothes, everything that defined me.

The low , slimmy , ignorant,  covetous, viperous  coward did this  while I was having his baby.  Not only does it prove he was an ignorant, woefully uneducated "faggot".  It proves GOD loves me, protects me, walks with me, leads and guides me.

This mongrel, this miscreant,  deliberately tried to use GOD to destroy a "Woman of GOD". Why? He was jealous! He was empty, vacuous.  There was nothing in him. He could read, but he didn't. I am sure he has never read one book in his entire life.

Yes, the man was so foolish, he kept a Bible in the back window of his car to appear "religious" while living the most vile lascivious life possible.  He was a dog, never missed one Sunday of service. Had the nerve to be an usher!

I am in a great deal of pain today.  The number of babies being savagely raped, murdered and abused is at an all time high and very few Christians have the courage to so much as mumble.

Knowing my own mother was a rapist crushes me. Yes, I am fine dust.  GOD is healing me, healing that beautiful little girl Martha Jane Walters thought she thoroughly destroyed.  Yes, I am that stone the builder threw away.

Do know all the buzzard mongrels that came after me relentlessly have all claimed to be staunch devout Christians. None of them have ever missed a Sunday of Church.  Also know their churches are still playing deaf and dumb.

Yes, Simon Temple African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church on Yadkin Road in Fayetteville, North Carolina,  I am calling you out because YOU treated me like the predator and praised that known whore, that mongrel that practiced WITCHCRAFT and you know it.

Yes, the rocks will cry out before you do. Yes, she declared YOU were all greedy dogs, a bunch of  closet faggots. lusting after money. Keep on! You shall go no further.

Please do not have any sympathy for lying dogs wearing robes, waiving letters of ordination.  Please have no sympathy for that "Thang" satan has installed in the White House.  He shall go no further.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

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Tell it like it is

Dear LORD, what is the real reason most black people are still at the bottom of the world, the poorest, the most uneducated, the most likely to go to jail, the most hated and persecuted? Is it just "white supremacy"?

Baby, sit down, listen,  I can't lie. The muthafuckers deserve it! Your  own mother birthed four geniuses , deliberately fucked all y'all up! Physically, spiritually, mentally, emotionally, financially, psychologically, every damn way the low whore could.

No, the bitch won't shit.  She was a pervert,  she knew she was a fucking pervert , was determined to live a lie for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS  and die a pervert.

Yes, the low slut for satan knew exactly what she was fucking doing. Hoe-ass bitch!

The white school counselor called her in,  all excited, showed her your IQ scores, there was no doubt about your intellect.   NINETY-NINE PERCENTILE ON THE IOWA BASCIS SKILLS TEST! 

This stanking hoe gets  EVEN MORE  JEALOUS THAN HER STANK ASS  ALREADY WAS , BECAME BOUND AND DETERMINED TO MAKE Y'ALL pay for her 'hoeish ass mistakes.

A beautiful little genius boy born with out a daddy, she decides must be raped, must be tied , gaged and severely beaten,  often. Why? Because she was s fucking piece of jealous dog shit.

Wait now, I am not prejudice!   I made all y'all but,  for some reason , a lot of my dark creations hate themselves. Yes, far too many have me on their lips and far from their hearts.

Yes, I see'um crowding into churches every Christmas and Easter wid they lying assess. Wouldn't pay Jesus with an "Amen". Yes, they rob Peter,  to pay Paul.

Yes, they will eyeball you and stalk you.  Straight grin in your face with nothing but hatred and jealousy in their cold lying ass hearts.  Pretend to be your friend, come in your house, steal you blind! Borrow money , never repay, then talk shit about you. to yo'face and behind your back!

Yes, they will steal yo'shit and help you look for it. You know I ain't lying! What I got to lie for?

Don't take it personal. They are just human. Those four hundred years of slavery took a tole on their lying , lascivious assess.  

Yes, they love to fuck, to just make babies that they fully  intend to hate and abuse. Stay 'way from'um. DISCERN! LOOK AT THEIR FRUIT! Don't judge any man by their color. Don't be fooled by shit they got to say. Trust NO man! You hear me!

DISCERN! DISCERN! DISCERN! Be as wise as a serpent but as gentle as a dove. Yes, if he hit you, turn the other cheek, ONCE! Just once , maybe. Some of these bitches got hell in 'um and they don't understand meekness. It's ok, straight knock them on their ass, I'll forgive you.

The main reason sluts like yo'mama get away, few people have any real courage. No,  the niggers ain't got no faith. They jealous. Yes,  niggers are more jealous of each other than they are of "The White Man".

Shit! Niggers love the white man.  Say sumpt'um about that muthafucker tRump, see if they won't jump to his rescue.

Yes, I'm coming back but,  it will be awhile.  Dumb ass niggers still think cussing is a sin. Selling AR-15s is the sin bitch! Letting rich white muthafuckers have enough guns to arm Cuba,  is the sin! Letting one percent of white muthafuckers have 99% of the wealth is the sin,  dumb bitches.

I'm sorry, I'm going to sit back and let you dumb muthfuckers just fuck and kill each other.  Shit! I'm tied (tired) and I'm GOD. Fuck this shit! I'm out of here until your dumb asses start reading the Bible, read something! Read the fucking dictionary and stop saying "converSATING and Look-ED-good!"

 Discern, think critically,  stop hating each other more than you love  the "man". do what I fucking told you! LOVE EACH OTHER AS I HAVE LOVED YOU!

 Stop being predatory! Stop backstabbing, Stop lying! Stop hating! Stop being so damn jealous.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM

P.S.

Any body dumb enough to think one race is superior to the other and I made all of you,  you deserve to suffer, serves your black asses right! The earth is mine, the fullness thereof! Don't none of y'all own shit!

 Shit! I'm daddy to all y'all. Any body that lets any woman threat y'all the way your mother did and still don't say nothing , when the bitch been long dead , deserve to suffer.

Who The Cap Fit

World, when you finally find out  your worse enemy was your own mother you are going to lose it.  Yes, you may lose your four bedroom house. Yes, you will lose your mind and nearly ALL of your friends.

So, go through it any way! Find the true blessing Almighty GOD has stored up for you.

BEAMING!

I tell you my aura is so bright I glow in the dark.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

''YOU'RE SO FINE''

Dear LORD thank you for a grandfather that taught me this. Thank you for a real man of GOD that stood courageously in the GAP for me. That faced down his evil mongrel, covetous, sadistic, perverted , pathological lying daughter.

Dear LORD thank you for Martha Jane Walters, a whore so common and despicable she dared to try and destroy me from conception in her corrupt womb.  Thank you for turning every evil thing, every evil plot,  into pure treasure.

I'm over here BEAMING!

Yes, she did curse me, yes she did hate me! Yes, she was a viper, a ravenous wolf! What did she get? Nothing!

Her followers are found out. That "Church" she preached in for over thirty years is found out. I found out I was practicing "slave religion", Christianity handed down to me by  former slaves.  The first lie I was taught ; "GAWD don't put no mo' on you than you can bare."

GOD was not saddling me with all that filth; rape, molestation, starvation, humiliation, degradation, poverty, loneliness. IT WAS MY OWN MOTHER! A fallen woman rendered helpless to the whims of satan because she practiced voodoo.

A woman so carnal she lusted after her own children!  That's low! MARTHA JANE WALTERS  was a volunteer WHORE!  An imp for satan, dumb enough, deplorable enough to actually think she was winning, using GOD against the people of GOD!

Yes, world my own mother was tRump before tRump!

I rebuke her! Don't you dare try to keep me enslaved with that "forgive and forget" crap. Martha not only died unapologetic, died laughing.  Died confessing to me that it was her all the time. She was the one behind every pit I fell in.

She is over there in Spring Lake now,  rotting . Good!  I learned my truth and was set free.  Any of my relatives still trying to find reasons to love her, to cloak for her , do know you are on your way to hell.  Your silence will not protect you.  As a matter of fact it is a curse.

Don't honor Jerome Walters, make sure you don't.  See what happens.  Keep honoring that repugnant swine , when you know better.  Jerome Walters taught us better!

"Seek and ye shall fine."

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Just Be Good To Me

Don't stop the music. I'm referring to the music in your head, your song. Do dance to your beat. Don't be fooled, Jesus told us; "Your enemies shall be of your own household."

Yes, every word Jesus spoke is true, LISTEN!  There is something very important you must  hear, understand. Don't keep forgiving people over and over because they be kin.  Forget that forgive and forget crap! Jesus told us to forgive them IF THEY APOLOGIZE!

Do know jealous evil doers will NEVER APOLOGIZE!  It is not in them!  When caught in wrong doing my mother beat you severely or cussed you out for two straight days in a row, non-stop. Yes she would conjure you, "root" you.

Yes, there were times the law had to be called.  Why did she act like such a fool when caught or corned? EVIL!!! DEMONIC!!!

Jesus tells us to shun the very presence of evil, RUN! Don't look back.

Please do not stay in a bad situation fronting, pretending. You will live in misery and your abuser will never have one sleepless night.

My dumb ass practiced that "slave religion" I was taught. Some bullshit about always love your mother. No one ever mentioned Isaiah 49:15. Some mother's do birth babies to torture, to rape, to destroy. Some wo/men have NO natural affection, absolutely none but, unfortunately these wo/men are always the best fakers.

Yes, my own mother was as common as a mongrel dog.  So, that's her lost.  GOD gave her many children , six of us survived abortion .  Three of us have  extraordinary talent that she was determined to destroy by any means necessary,  because she was mad with GOD because she never wanted children and no decent man would have her whorish, lying, thieving, brutal, ignorant ass. Not for long,  anyway.

She was SADISTIC! She did her best to stop my music, just couldn't.  The Holy Spirit would not let her.

Do not let anyone take your joy, ever.

The world we occupy is truly predatory, vile wo/men masquerading as Christians will rape you, fleece you and laugh.  Yes, and most will be kin.  Sorry, that's life. Just practice discernment and don't leave your baby with anyone!

Keep a keen eye and  keep dancing to your music. LIVE! LAUGH! LOVE! Do love yourself fiercely! Shun ALL jealous hearted people. If you sense your friends and relatives have a jaundiced eye, move on.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"