From my first awakenings of "self", from the first moment I realized I was "alive" , I feared, I cowered, I declined, I shrunk for the good of my "mother".
If my mother ever let me know anything , she let it be known that she was in charge of my life and I was most unwelcome. My ass was black and I was a burden! I ruined her life. She kept my asshole open and that I should always shut the fuck up, even in her death.
No one was ever going to believe me if I told and who cared anyway? I wasn't shit! Shit, I should be glad she took the time to clean my shitty diapers. (which she didn't, my grandfather "mothered"me).
Yes, my mother hated me (us, everyone that ever lived) with a passion. Why? She could not face her truth? Martha Jane Walters was a reprobate that lived in denial. She was carnal, incestuous, a pedophile and worst of all a, ROOT WORKER!
I have often thought my life tragic until I looked at the other side of the coin. What if she had loved me (us)? What if she had taught us to be the viper she was?
That poor, ignorant, hateful, jealous, lying, lascivious woman that birthed me, did not hinder me! If any thing she made me strong, tenacious!
If nothing else, I can see through false prophets, I can discern ravenous demons like tRump.
GOD has a purpose for my life. I live and love for Almighty GOD, not man. "What I know, is all I know." Every time I see a little raped child I swoon, go into deep depression. Yes, I'm angry because the slut left laughing! Happy, pleased with living and loving satan, while swindling believers.
You just got in the ground whore. You didn't get away.
tRump and his minions wont get away either.
"Many are called, few are chosen." REVERSE THE CURSE! "COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
When I broke, I broke! I shattered! No, there was nothing left but dust. It was my own fault. I knew at three "that slut wasn't shit!" I was one terrified, traumatized, raped, abused, molested , black bastard child for far too long.
I was that demonic whore's "Whipping post" far too long.
Fortunately or unfortunately for me, my mother was demon possessed, smart enough to fool or offend all would-be critics and admonishers. Luckily for me I always had my grandfather, Jerome Walters!
There are very few people on this earth that can boast and feel tremendous pride for a loved one, an ancestor such as my grandfather. Sadly, his daughter was his polar opposite. GOD knew. That's why [HE] put Jerome Walters in my life, in our lives, to stand in the gap.
To heal us, to keep us safe from the ignorant mongrel he feed, "raised", tried to love.
Our world will be at least two hundred years, catching up to mongrels like Martha and tRump. It really doesn't matter, only the righteous will see GOD.
My mother saw six bastard children and hated us on the sly. Always too cowardly to tell us how she really felt, she took the viperous route. GOD saw us and rewarded us openly, "according to our good works".
My mother's type of lying, manipulation and intimidation work for a long time, seventy, eighty, ninety years, then those buzzards finally die.
The world will learn the truth and no one will be able to explain why. Do YOU! Do love You fiercely! LIVELAUGHLOVE!
Dear LORD in Heaven thank You for Your Divine Order! Thank you for leading, guiding, and protecting me from the many mongrels that have sought my life. Dear LORD thank you for the years I've enjoyed sans Mathy Jane!
"LAWD have mercy Jesus!" No wonder our lives were so miserable, so long! "My LORD from Zion!" ; how could I know? How could anyone know? A pure DEMON! A human DEMON , in real life! An ordained minister! A PATHOLOGICAL LIAR! A ROOT WORKER! A SOOTHE SAYER!
That low whore for satan tried her damnest, every trick satan taught her, to ruin us, to destroy all of us. Yes, she vexed me, raped me, tortured and stalked me for sixty-two years! Ridiculous! The absolute height of ignorance and depravity!
Martha may have pretended that her white skin and straight hair assured her favor, she knew full well she was lying.
Most of all Martha knew full well she was an INCESTUOUS PERVERT! She, more than anyone knew there was no good in her, ever. Martha knew that she was envious, covetous, jealous, carnal, cunning and "no-count", beyond measure , from the first day s/he breathed breath.
Families! Read Isaiah 49:15, protect innocent children from their evil deranged , low whorish mothers.
Pride, stubborn pride prevented her from ever getting help, from repenting. Yes, she waxed worse and worse with each passing year. Yes, she preached eloquently, preached "Fire and Brimstone", never believing one word.
EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! "My LORD from Zion!"
She is gone now. PRAISE THE LORD!
Dear World, future parents, if you ever birth a child that begins her life bludgeoning small animals, DO NOT KEEP THAT LEGION A SECRET! If you can't catch her, stop her, please do NOT let her run over you. Don't let that viper, that imp, that ravenous wolf run loose just because she talks a good game, lies brilliantly, pretends to be a loving mother, daughter, sister, cousin, loved one.
Hang a sign on that slut, warn others, and refuse to fear her.
"Resist the devil and s/he will flee."
My mother was caught in the very act of fornication by her new, too young, husband. She was in the front seat of his brand new Ford Fairlane with her lover.
He did come out of no where, in the dark, busted out his own car window. Mathy sprung up out of that car, pulled her draws up and proceeded to beat the dog shit out of that man. I was four, my brother five. We were in the back seat. Neither one of us has been right since.
Now, what does that say about my mother? How many wo/men actually engage in sexual acts in the presence of their own children, any children? My mother! Why? How? Evil! Ignorant! DEMON POSSESSED!
How and why did Martha Jane Walters become demon possessed? Practicing WITCHCRAFT!
No matter, Martha knew better. She knew she could repent, she didn't because she had no desire. At eighty-seven she was still full of lies, excuses, hatred and jealousy,
Yes, she was an awful person but, I have The VICTORY!
All I know, is what I know and I know Martha Jane Walters was at least demon possessed , if not an outright demon herself.
She was by every clinical definition a sociopath, a psychopath, schizophrenic, a pathological liar, a sadistic pervert, a carnal practitioner of WITCHCRAFT , incest , pedophilia, and murder, that was determined to confuse Almighty GOD.
Perhaps the saddest but , the best fact about my mother , she could not resist bragging about her treachery, her ability to manipulate and con others. She was a hoot. Her favorite "flim-flam" outside of selling lip reducing cream, was; "You been rooted and are scheduled to die."
That one did garner the most loot but, she never won. Just like granddaddy warned her; she wasn't going to prosper.
Instead of ignorant Martha listening, she deliberately hated and blamed her own father for her never ending failures. A slew of children , all with different fathers. Always "broke", always living in "lack". Claimed he jinxed her, put "the bad mouth on her".
Serving GOD and satan had nothing to do with her miserable life according to Martha. It was our "lying mouthes", it was people always in her fucking "bizness". It was sorry black ass nigger men that were always taking advantage of her!
That's not the reason she murdered him, however. She murdered him because that is something she always wanted to do. Martha was such a lying coward, she had to wait until my grandfather was elderly, "", confined to a wheel chair, was probably asleep , before she dared pull that trigger.
My fellow victims may pretend to fear such scum, I won't!
"Resist the devil and s/he will flee!"
Look at the children coming after tRump and his minions! BEAMING! Won't [HE] do it!? REVERSE THE CURSE! "COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
"Then trust in GOD's redemption through Christ and rejoice. Your savior has come , and he's coming soon." If you are really a child of GOD, if you are truly righteous, a Christ Lover , you do NOT lie! You do NOT deliberately manipulate the truth to appease your oppressor.
If you know Jesus , like I know Jesus, you are relaxed, you are rejoicing. You will marvel at the goodness of GOD, you will BEAM as GOD makes your enemy your footstool.
Money is mere paper but, The Holy Spirit is real! Your homework is to study Isaiah, the greatest prophet of the great prophets.
The POTUS is too dumb to be embarrassed, too corrupt to ever do one honest deed in his entire life. Dear LORD on this day, Sunday, March 25, 2018, I do thank you profusely for the privilege of enduring Mathy Jane for sixty-two years.
Thank you for strengthening me, leading and guiding me through this "veil of tears". A "mongrel mother", an "anti-mother"! Who knew? GOD! "GOD sees, GOD hears, GOD saves." Praise the LORD!
Looking back over my life and finally recognizing the sick deeds Martha accomplished , for what they were, demonology! I BEAM!
LORD You are Wonderful!
I can only imagine how my grandfather must have felt "birthing" and attempting to parent a pure lunatic, a bad seed, a demon!
I do have to laugh. I don't know why Martha made it a habit of practicing voodoo. She was evil and totally GOD forsaken without any help from satan, before she claimed voodoo as her weapon of choice.
World, when your small child brutally murders small animals for fun, you are going to need Jesus! You are going to need a savior. You are going to need and anchor.
Children of GOD , when your own mother has a lustful eye for young innocent flesh, her own flesh, you are going to have one hard life. No one is going to try and save you, you will be on your own.
Child rape is a subject so disgusting, no one wants to approach it, to believe it exists. I have never heard one pastor preach Isaiah 49:15. (That one scripture alone could have saved me fifty years of sheer misery.)
Relax, it gets better. If you are fortunate, blessed, you will not only outlive that succubus, she will serve as the predecessor to Donald. J. tRump . You will be able to discern all of his tricks, his potential moves. You will not be impressed with the low slut's money. You will never be dumb enough to believe one word coming out of his pathological lying mouth.
