Yes, I'm blessed! I'm so blessed, I have sense enough to know I'm blessed. I have faith enough to call on the name Jesus!
Praise the LORD!
It is indeed an evil world we are all forced to occupy but, that is not reason enough to join the enemy.
How long shall man remain stupid? Evil?
It doesn't matter how many choose to do wrong, you don't have to do wrong. That was my mother's favorite excuse; "everybody else is doing it, so why not?"
Because some shit is NASTY! Scummy bitch!
Preaching to people dumb enough or unfortunate enough to love you , is not enough. You have to repent of your sins. We all have to repent of our sins!
If you don't want to repent, do not do repugnant shit , you must pretend to be too cowardly to remember, to repent of.
Today is the anniversary of Dr. King's assassination. My LORD!
How dare s/he!? How dare they!? Little mental midgets, colluding, conspiring, conjuring against little old me. From the womb, from conception! "Get thee behind me satan!"
The wo/man that birthed me suffered with debilitating envy and jealousy her entire long life. What a waste. What is the cause of such misery? IGNORANCE! Poor ignorant ass Martha wanted to be seen as smart, thought of as highly educated without reading, studying, earning.
The truth is Martha lacked intellectual curiosity. She was a whore , actually sought after and in high demand prior to society relaxing the taboo on interracial dating. Martha's skin was white, her hair straight , so she was the next best thing to a "white woman."
White men have always had easy access to black women. Black men on the other hand have caught hell. Look at Emmet Till and countless other black men lynched for "eyeballing" white women.
That fact is , Martha was lazy. As academically unmotivated as tRump . And like tRump she demanded to run things. Also like tRump, her real motivation was destruction, annihilation. Martha was a sadistic bully! So is tRump.
Why? They are both demons!
Jesus told us to shun the very presence of evil! My family embraced it! Held her up, we were her servants, minions, imps, bitches, footstool . And for what? Her company wasn't that great.
Everything was for her. We had to keep her house clean, her Cadillac clean! Any "extra money" we had was hers. We could not have a mate, a lover, a better house, a better car, a better job. No we knew better than to ever try.
Rule number ONE!, never out do Mathy Jane!
I am beaming! Martha's relentless efforts to destroy me, made me strong. I was forced to learn Our Redeemer lives!
tRump has no power. He is the most embarrassing excuse of a miserable miscreant, I've ever seen. My mother was an uneducated dummy but, she knew more than this idiot.
tRump is what the world needs. tRump is pay back, Karma. tRump is the "mirror" we need. If Americans are not gagging and fleeing this abomination , we deserve to suffer.
It "feels" kind of strange now but, the fact is, I always knew. I was puzzled, often confused, mostly terrified and surviving only by the Grace of Almighty GOD and the blinders [HE] put on me.
I do laugh hysterically (now) recalling the sexual abuse Martha made me suffer from time to time. Unexplainable. Bizarre!
I was in the seventh grade, attending Washington Drive Junior High School in Fayetteville, North Carolina. I was in Mrs.Brown's homeroom and math class because my brother pitched a fit in Dr. Uzell's office and had me kicked down to the "low-class" homeroom.
I accepted my fate. What could I do? Dr. Uzell agreed, did not argue. I think by age twelve I was so used to being mistreated by those two buzzards (my mother and brother) , I knew protesting would be a waste of time, a big argument and I was still going to lose.
So, fuck it. No, we didn't do shit on the "low class" team. We had fun. Our teacher, our math teacher got sick the first day of the year and no one ever replaced her. I didn't care. We put on a talent show every day and I told jokes and m.c.-ed. No, I didn't learn any math but, my confidence as a comedienne and "shit talker" grew.
Any way, my "mother" made me wear this huge red, padded, 'hoe bra to school. I looked like a damn fool! I was a little girl forced to wear Dolly Parton tiddies to school because my mother was a fucking lunatic!
I survived that day somehow. Strangely, no one said anything. I don't know if they felt sorry for me or feared me.
Yes, by age twelve I was known for my extreme , erratic, psychotic violence. It worked. If you don't want to get bullied, "highly fuck up" the first bully. All bullying shall cease! Crazy people do not fuck with crazy people. It's a feeling. It is en-mi-ty - the state or feeling of being actively opposed or hostile to someone or something.
The unrighteous have enmity against the righteous. My mother and many over jealous hue-mans have always had nothing but pure enmity for me. So!? It made me better!
There are many pseudo scholars that will tell you slavery ended out of a sense of benevolence, Christian brotherhood and compassion. No such thing.
Slavery ended because it was no longer profitable! The slaves were more trouble than they were worth. They were notorious for stealing and destroying property.
While white women did hate black women, white men were not the only ones getting their "swirl" on. *This is a documented fact. If you care too, just examine old divorce records and law suits from the Antebellum period.
Yes, the slave was in misery suffering as a slave but, the slave master suffered as well.
"We" do not work well with others, in groups. "We"prefer to do our dirt, seek our revenge "one-on-one". Rape "Mammy" and see if you weren't eating ground up glass until your nasty ass expired.
Yes, slaves committed murder! Yes, there were some Africans held hostage that refused to be
broken.
Yes, mammy would be in your face grinning and crying, knowing full well, she was slowly poisoning your demonic ass. Smothering your babies, pissing on your cotton, seeking revenge, getting you back.
Racism is the real reason "We" lost the war in Viet Nam. "Peace with honor" my ass! A waste of time and most of all a waste of millions of lives.
Many arrogant white men were shot down by their own men. Many Viet "scouts" and translators were Viet Cong by night, by miles and miles of secret underground tunnels.
The evil racist can continue with his white supremacist bullshit , if he wants to. It's played out. Any fool can see, only the most foolish people look to a reprobate to force the world to worship "Their GOD".
How dare you be dumb enough to demand a standard of morality this buzzard doesn't even pretend to keep?
Just how dumb do you have to be to serve satan, to lose your anointing on purpose?
"...endowed by their creator with certain unalienable rights, among these, life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness."
What a crock! No, it didn't just hit me like a ton of bricks, this horrid fact has been assaulting me daily for sixty-six years.
"You're too black! You're too masculine! You're too out spoken, too truthful, too dramatic, too hostile, too impatient !"
Now, they claim I'm too old! There is no such thing as "too old", "too old" is in the grave. I will have plenty of time to shut up when I'm dead. Until then, I'm talking, telling, beaming, bragging, warning, explaining, teaching.
We occupy a CONtry where Michael Vick was crucified for killing a dog! Now racist policemen are mowing down young black men like grass.
"Media"; mum. "Christians"; mum.
We occupy a CONtry where we witnessed "the media" crucify and ruin politicians for misspelling "potato"! John Edwards hasn't been heard from for "fathering" an outside child while his wife suffered from cancer.
My body is now old, "newly old". I'm adjusting. Yes, I am quite shocked. It seems as if "Aging" just waited, hid it's effects , then suddenly, out of no where, s/he sprung on me and whooped my ass.
But, then I BEAM! Pull out my old pictures and grin from ear to ear, thinking; "Damn, I used to be fine!"
Fine is not necessarily a "blessing" if you are born into the clutches of a deeply disturbed, demon possessed succubus, ever one fears.
I'm laughing now because she is safely rotting in "her dirty little grave".
While my mother was absolutely the commonest, most carnal, evil demonic woman that ever lived, I benefited tremendously from her prolonged sadistic torture.
The first lesson I learned; "Jesus will fix it!". [HE] will! I know ! I have sixty-six years of "INFALLIBLE PROOFS!" I'M BEAMING! My countenance is glowing! I know for a fact there is Power in the name JESUS! Just call out [HIS] name! Please! "Oh ye of little faith."
I must laugh as I boast. An extremely wicked woman set out to force me into captivity, to force me into whoredom because she was such a great whore. While I do understand why Martha pretended to be ashamed of being a nymphomaniac, she wasn't. She was proud, she was glad. Evil was her preference.
Yes, my mother loved satan more than she loved GOD!
Brother James tells us to be hot or cold or get spewed. You can't be double minded. Martha Jane Walters was double minded. Preached and practiced Voodoo! Like a fool, hid her deep unbridled hatred behind lying lips.
"Get thee behind me satan!"
My mother was truly a savage beast! Absolute pure scum, an abomination to The Holy Ghost! A coward! Something so despicable, she chose suicide by a prolonged unnecessary eight hour surgery, before she would humble herself and repent for her prolonged repugnant life.
"Pride goeth before a fall."
If you love the LORD, have any desire to know the LORD, pray.
Make sure you know there is nothing, absolutely nothing you can do to lose GOD's love .
Please fear no wo/man! Please don't! Please know your truth!
My truth, born to a complete sadistic, demonic, lascivious, nymphomaniac, psychotic, pathological liar that played "preacher"!
My mother was a whore! Worse than a mere whore, she saddled her depravity with WITCHCRAFT, INCEST! PEDOPHILIA!
Always sold a little "pussy" on the side. She claimed she couldn't resist because her "cootchie" was so sought after and fetched such a high price. I do remember the five twenty dollars bills she spread in my face, bragging , when I was fourteen.
"Gwen! See dis hunnard dollars! Know how I got it? Sold some pussy."
I didn't answer her one word, I just gave her such a look that she set out on her greatest campaign yet to destroy me , us.
While Martha was never more than a viperous backstabber, she knew how to entertain you, shower you with empty compliments, while scheduled you to die or suffer miserably. Do know she never loved or liked you, ANY ONE! EVER!
The only interest MARTHA JANE WALTERS had in any one , was their enslavement, her ability to exploit and use. Yes, she was of little faith and I do believe she did purely hate GOD.
Unfortunately, just like tRump, she thought herself better and smarter than the people that worshipped her. And like tRump, she credited her color.
While Martha skillfully blamed her husbands and many lovers for our sexual abuse, she was the ring leader (always) . She did it for control. Once she tricked her second husband into sexually molesting me (us) , as a TODDLER, she knew she could get away with anything.
LORD, is that why he let her beat the dog shit out of him when he caught her fornicating in the front seat of his brand new car? Brilliant! "Infallible proof" Martha was DEMON POSSESSED!
Out of the million plus things my mother did to me over the course of sixty-two years, nothing has wounded me more than murdering my grandfather. That was wrong! LORD, if it be thy will, heal my broken heart. I have cried rivers of tears for my grandaddy since February 10, 1979.
I am tired of crying, I am tired of no one my family caring.
She never did get it, she could never understand. She scoffed and scorned me for crying, considered me weak. She really thought my grandfather garbage. She was the garbage!
LORD, I do remember how elated, jacked, giddy, and proud of herself after she did her deed.
Then I remember, this is the same woman that bragged, cheered, laughed , telling us how lucky we were to be alive, that we could have ended up like the five she flushed.
My poor daughter thinks we should have killed her. That's because she never tasted brutal torture from a complete succubus. I certainly can understand people supporting tRump. How can they know, how can they ever begin to understand?
Evil demons like Martha and tRump must be felt. Most people are "Doubting Thomases". We have to put our fingers in [HIS] wounds before we will believe.
What could possibly be worse than a wo/man like Martha and tRump? People that still fear her., them.
How can anyone in their right mind fear a dead demon? How can any one in their right mind fear that bloated mental midget tRump?
