Cool Hand Luke - Harry Dean Stanton - Just A Closer Walk With Thee

"Know ye the truth and be set free." My gracious , magnificent Jesus tells me. LORD, only you can understand my plea. Only you know why I am ETERNALLY  grateful for the blinders you wound are my blind eyes.

Thank you for creating in Martha a clever sadistic heart, a smooth slippery lying tongue. Thank you for making her hate me so deeply I turned to YOU!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"TRUST AND OBEY!"

Just chillin'

Observing all of these evil hate mongers attempting to enslave me, us, the entire world, drains me. Welp! What can I say about the racist "white man"?  What can I say about any evildoer after enduring the horrid mother I was shackled to forever?

Shit! If your own mother will rape and sexually molest you, starve you, beat, brutalize, lie on you, stalk you and "root" you for sixty-two years, why would you ever fear the likes of tRump?

I've got the magic touch, I'm anointed !  I SURVIVED MARTHA! I SURVIVED ONE SICK WHORE,  COMMON ENOUGH, DUMB ENOUGH,  TO THINK HER FAKE PREACHING WOULD OR COULD EVER SAVE HER!

I've had many years to think about this , not knowing (acknowledging)  Martha was the awful, demon possessed MURDERESS,   she was, was best.  There was no calming, no correcting Martha.

World, please do not miss this irony, Martha was truly demon possessed from birth and,  she was enabled by her father. I'm sure "enabling" his demon possessed daughter was never his intention.  It just worked out that way.

Always too kind, too soft, too understanding and always bailing Martha out financially , resulted in Jerome Walters taking a .38 bullet in the heart.  OLD demon possessed Martha was able to get her horrendous act labeled a suicide. The whore never cared, never cried. NEVER REPENTED!

How cold! How evil! How Martha! Why preach? The same reason Donald J. tRump demands to play President of the United States, EVIL!

No, do not look for Donald to change, nor this evil country.  Some things, some people,  have to be endured to the end.

It really wasn't that long ago,   some very happy,  super wealthy white men were still partying, celebrating their opulent wealth before the "Crash" in 1929.  Far too many  jumped out of high rise windows.  What shall these "modern day" mongrels do?

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!

"TRUST AND OBEY!"

My mother , MARTHA JANE WALTERS was certainly an evildoer, alright.

I'm laughing because no one could keep her scummy lying ass out of "Church". Did Martha really think her "service" fooled anyone? Yes! S/he sure fooled me. I almost never caught on and I was her chief victim.

How did she do it? Smooth as silk. tRump is the only other liar more dangerous.  My mother did in fact cause us some sick, "incurable" grief,  for far too long.  Her long tentacles never reached farther than our small community, than our small family, yet she was DEVASTATING!

Martha did do exactly what she set out to do, murder as many babies as she could, physically violate , molest and rape her own children and,  most importantly murder her own father, all under the watchful eyes of the "Church".

Martha was a stalker, she would hunt you down just  to throw her "goofer dust" on you. Martha was sadistic, she would burn, stab, lacerate and murder anyone that did not show her "proper respect".

What did Martha consider "proper respect"? Handing her your entire check, giving her all the fruits of your labor.  Permitting her to do anything with your body years before the "age of consent". Lying and cloaking for her. Keeping her sick carnal secrets.  The shame is, I did! I never told nearly as much as I could have.

My mother poured so much hate on me for telling my grandfather about her practice of giving us hot soapy enemas when I was four, I obeyed and "Shut the fuck up!"

To this very day I am tormented by the fact my mother deliberately humiliated me, participating in "group sex", a "train" in front of my unsuspecting eyes , when I was nineteen. Did I tell? Hell no! The fact is,  I feared her wrath more than I was ashamed.

Just when were we not ashamed of Martha? Just when was she not a sick, sadistic, nymphomaniac whore? Every Sunday from eleven to three.  That's it! That was all the goodness you could ever expect out of that  menace to society".

The absolute beauty! I not only survived her,  I AM GLAD TO TELL ON HER! TO REVEAL THAT LOW STANKING MAGGOT!  I do have some lingering concerns. What about her "Church"? WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE TURN A DEAF EAR TO SUCH MADNESS? COWARDS!

 Hue-man beings full of fear instilled in them by horrid whores just like my "mother".

"COME YE OUT FROM AMNONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!" 

"TRUST AND OBEY!"

"tRump Daz" are not new

The "tRump Daz" of evil treacherous vipers stalking and persecuting people of color, of women, of the poor, is not new .  Far too many hue-mans on this earth have always been  vile, putrid,  foul, full of evil racism.  Far too many hue-mans are willing to pretend they are "Christians" , will do anything to remain in control.  This evil fuckery is not new to me.  As a matter of fact it is too old.  There are far too many weak, frightened, terrified, degraded, defeated victims of whores like tRump and my "mother". These abominations to The Holy Ghost , not only exist  but,  are proliferating astronomically because few are willing to reveal them.

I AM NOT ONLY WILLING TO REVEAL WO/MEN LIKE MY "MOTHER", I MUST!

MARTHA JANE WALTERS WAS ALWAYS THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF WHAT SHE PORTRAYED! I PROMISE  you, no wo/man has ever been "commoner",  more perverted, solidly sadistic, cruel, carnal, demon possessed,  than that dead slut.

Most , if not all of OUR "Leaders" are disingenuous exploiters and enslavers. My mother always complained about being seen and known as the common slut she always  was. Martha really believed her complexion , "Light bright and damn near white", guaranteed her privileges only she and fellow white racists were "blessed" to enjoy.

"Whut about dem men?"  ; was always her go to "confusion".  Martha was a WHORE! Loved being a fucking whore, was determined to live to be  "a hundred"  whoring, lying, vexing, plotting, sabotaging, ruining, robbing, raping,  while playing fake "Evangelical-Saved-Sanctified-Preacher"  in a church full of "Black ass,  ignut ass niggers!" ; that she clearly hated.

My mother was clearly a "Fallen Women". A "mother" to a beautiful child she clearly hated by age sixteen. 

Jesus told us we shall know them by their fruit. My GOD from Zion! My mother's fruit is still too horrid to look at, to examine.  But, I must! I am compelled!  While many want to believe such wo/men as Martha and tRump are rare, "tRump Daz" are revealing the horrid facts, EVIL ABOUNDS !

I am  sitting here , in my new apartment, chilling, rescued by the same little baby  that horrid whore tried to deafen.  I caught her red handed, the low stanking whore, that "Root Working" viper blew up a grocery sack and exploded it in my daughter's ear! Why? What the fuck was wrong with you?  Just as cool as a cucumber; "I wuz jest testing her hearing."  Sly, slick devious dog! You low slutty troll! You hue-man FUCKING MAGGOT!

Dumb , stupid,  demon possessed WHORE,  YOU WERE FIFTY - NINE YEARS OLD!  My innocent baby was only days old.

That was "impish" Martha. Scriptures reveals the feet of an imp are swift to run to mischief. That explains all of the brutal beatings, rapes, sexual molestations and sheer torture. You could not resist plugging your own daddy in the heart with a .38 bullet.

Any wo/man that yearns, desires to copulate,  wit her own flesh is DEMON POSSESSED! 

"GET THEE BEHIND ME sATAN!"

MARTHA JANE WALTERS  , you not only bragged about flushing five of your babies down the toilet, you raped us, RUINED US! YOU beat us unmercifully!  YOU BURNED AND BRANDED US!  You starved us, deliberately denied us any sustenance , no love, no money, no food.  

We succeeded despite you,  yet , you demanded to punish US over and over for your  sadistic pleasure. No one was ever going to outdo you in anything! NEVER, even if you had to sell yourself to the devil to win.

You did every thing to ruin everyone that loved you . Why? Was it self hatred or was it the price you were forced to pay for practicing WITCHCRAFT  while preaching?

Scripture tells us to be hot or cold, your stupid, stanking, whorish ass demanded to do both. Martha were you ever  really that stupid? You took credit for our achievements! You stanking WHORE! You justified your sabotage , took credit for achievements you could only dream of.  You  tried to get even with us for troubling you, for preventing you from your dreams.

You never had any dreams, you dumb slut. You never had one original thought because your entire life was consumed envying and trying to destroy everyone else.  You never achieved anything because you were a whore, your ambition never exceeded getting off of your lying  back. 

Woman! You had US! You birthed US! If you didn't want us, why keep us? Why didn't you give us away? We were all beautiful, all six of us intelligent, loving, kind.  Why stalk us pretending to be what you were not?   Why did you ever pretend to love when you were full of nothing but hate? Why burn with envy for eighty-seven years? 

Martha, reviewing your awful truth, OUR awful truth, it doesn't look good for people of color.  Yes, Martha you were one sick racist. You were seriously "Color Struck" .  But, more than anything you were carnal.

YOUR INCEST, PEDOPHILIA, and practice of WITCHCRAFT  I refuse to hide. I also refuse to be ashamed of defeated by the likes of you and tRump.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

P.S.

You were always just as perverted and carnal as the men you married. Why? Because NO decent, moral man would have your demon possessed ass!

Looking back over my life, it's been hard but oh so beautiful

Ben E King - Stand By Me ( 1961 )

Born into the clutches of a hardened whore, a prostitute, a "root worker", a con artist, a wo/man lacking the morals or the warmth of a maggot.

Now, witnessing the exact same low characteristics in the PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES!
Stand down you heathens!  What makes them think they shall get away? They don't think! They don't care!

Martha was a rouge! An imbecile! Something too sick, too horrid to know. But, she had to die one day! "You gon'left heah! Yes, we all got to left heah one day!"

Did Martha, do these false prophets think they are actually winning? Did Martha believe crawling her stanking, putrid, despicable ass in the grave would protect her? Like an Ostrich poking her little pea brain head into the sand to escape reality, Martha deliberately terrorized everyone she knew into deep silence.

Martha marched proudly into hell,  with her head held high. Practiced witchcraft, incest, pedophilia, homosexuality, group sex, murdered, maimed and preached "successfully" for eighty-seven years. I am the only person on this earth willing to risk  everything to expose that whore!

So be it! Every time I see a beautiful little toddler, I rage! How stupid can people be? Relying on "looks". Relying on skin color, gender and financial status as justification for "man's inhumanity to man."

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Kanye West goes hero worship on President Trump in Oval Office

Do not miss this opportunity to learn about OUR greatest secret, "mental illness". I am the product of a seriously mentally ill wo/man. My "mother" was not only bat shit crazy, the low whore for satan didn't have sense enough to die.

Yes LORD, I thought that ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY GHOST  would never die! S I C K!!! DEPLORABLE!  Not only did my mother practice INCEST, PEDOPHILIA, WITCHCRAFT, MURDER, RAPE AND ROBBERY, you better NOT ever in life say SHIT!

She is dead now! "Oh what a relief!"  

Soon we shall all be forced to expose, treat or SHUN  the mentally ill", the Kaynes, the Mathy Janes, the  Donald J. tRumps.

How sick, these mongrels are plaguing the "Church".  Just mocking GOD. I know that stupid ass Mathy Jane "chunked" dust in the "Church" in order for her sick, sadistic,demon possessed ass to be able to "preach" in the "church".  What an idiot!

The truth is, Amerikkka deserves this shit. My "mother" deserved her horrid life. She was scum and she knew full well she was low scum!  Skillfully Martha pretended her "color" gave her the right to be an abomination to the Holy Ghost.

There was never any  excuse for Martha, s/he was our cross to bear. Sadly, s/he is not rare. The longer I live, the more I realize, most people are just like my mother, phony liars living in and justify their imagined fear.

 She knew her fake ass preaching was not going to save her.  The low whore wasn't interested is "salvation". Martha was happy doing exactly what she always did, lying. fornicating, molesting, raping, robbing, murdering, screaming, raging, intimidating, persecuting, stalking, plotting, conniving, manipulating,   chunking "dust" and fake preaching every Sunday.

A lie is still a lie, a lie shall always remain a lie, no matter how many people deny the truth.

Intelligence has nothing to do with skin color, culture, religion, gender, "education", "indoctrination" or financial status. Intelligence is GOD given. [HE] giveth liberally to those that ask.

Yes, I still rage. Pray for me, not against me but,  for me. Pray for yourself. What ever you want, ask. I rage out of frustration. I rage because for sixty-seven years I've been harassed, plotted against, lied on, exploited, ridiculed and robbed ,simply because.  Simply because some loser said I was "too dark".  Some grey-eyed simpleton , too lazy to ever read one book , declared I was too opinionated.

Somebody blocked me simply for being born, for surviving her constant torture, for refusing to give up. My own mother hated me for being born more physically attractive, more intelligent, for acquiring higher morals.

The rational always offered to me was skin color, gender, hair texture.  All bullshit! Sheer jealousy, envy. That lying perverted tRump is so jealous of President Obama , he is hell bent on destroying any and every person or people , that ever loved him.

That was my "mother", shot my grandfather dead through the heart for loving me.  Nothing ever changed. Martha was a horrid whore for eighty-seven years but, she finally died, PTL!


Go ahead filth monger. You still have to look in the mirror to shave. You see what every one else sees, a mongrel. A liar, a filth monger.

That was my "mother".  For eighty-seven years she refused to acknowledge the low fallen creature she always was. "We" were too "Slave Christian" to see, to know, to acknowledge.  "We" also greatly feared that whore. My "mother" would stab you for speaking out of turn to her. My "mother" would lay hands on you, lacerate you for telling her about herself.

Martha was NOT going to listen! A lie was the truth and the truth was a lie! Martha keep a handsome picture of he third husband on her desk at work for years lying and bragging about how happily married she was.

Lying ass, conjuring ass Martha never kept that man but,  a few months before he realized he was in the grips of a full fledged monster.

My grandfather was the only man I ever knew that had enough courage to rebuke Mathy Jane.  Yes, he caught a bullet in the heart for  doing it but, he stood up!.  On one wobbly leg he stood up to that cretin.

 "We" knew, "We" saw but , "We" didn't know what to do, so "We" did nothing but wait.  Yes, I waited impatiently for that lying immoral slut to finally go away.  To die, to desist from troubling.  Yet,  she lives in my brain, in my memory. 

LOED purge me! Cleanse me of all thoughts, of all the memories of that horrid whore! "In the mighty name of Jesus I pray."

Yes, I'm pissed, Yes,  I rage because the whore made sure "We" were all old and worn out before she departed the scene.  So!? A day broke, homeless, friend less is better than any day suffering for that slut that birthed us.

One good thing about experiencing the horrid mother I was assigned, I can see clear through tRump's filthy ass. HORRID!  any person, any group siding with tRump is just as evil, just as lost.  Just as stupid and repulsive.

GOD is still Good! Read the scripture; "You shall not dash your toe against a stone..."  That woman, that horrid woman that birthed me never had any reason, never had just cause to mistreat anyone. She was the "right color", "Light bright and damn near white"; according to her.  She was beautiful, according to most. Yes, she seemed tp possess great intelligence. Martha Jane Walter's problem was immorality. Not only was she lazy as a dog but, as vicious and conniving as any serpent.

LORD, I do have to laugh. "A preacher!" That stanking whore! How are you going to brag about the five babies you flushed then turn around and demand that we sit at your dining room table for hours while you "preached" and fake prayed.

"Time changes ALL things!"   Thank you granddaddy. When I think about the all the years I carried a knife to high school, was bent on taking the life of the young man that walked up to me and thumped me on my breast, my nipple , while attending a party.

When I remember how I stalked him , knew he took the short cut through the woods to get to E.E.Smith. When I think of the hours I sharpened that knife for my "stepfather", how I looked forward to plunging that knife in his jet black heart hundreds of times.

To this day I rage! A grown ass man sexually abusing little toddlers! A nasty carnal piece of dog shit permitted to molest and rape me by my own "mother"!  Yes, I rage!

A "Church" low enough, dumb enough to want such a "wo/man" as pastor. I rage! A "family" still pretending that piece of shit was every anything but the low stanking whore she was.

A "Country" pretending to love, respect and fear the likes of tRump. Fuck tRump! Fuck Martha!

'COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Otis Redding - You Don't Miss Your Water - 1965

Over here in the desert, the Antelope Valley, as happy as I can be. My little baby had to fly three thousand miles to save me. She did! By the Grace of OUR Magnificent, benevolent GOD,  that little girl was able financially, physically, emotionally and intellectually,  to uproot me, re-plant me in a loving environment.

Yes, I AM eternally grateful! Yes, I am humbled beyond words. My own "mother" was the sickest, most depraved , demon possessed woman that ever lived TOO LONG!

Nelson Mandela had twenty-six years of prison confinement, "We", I had SIXTY-TWO YEARS OF  Mathy Jane!  The bitch should have been named Freddie Kruger!

To think such an evil, disgusting person lived so long as an ordained minister, as a daughter, sister, mother, grandmother , great grandmother!

I REFUSE  to stand with my defeated brothers , pretending that horrid slut did not completely destroy our lives. She did! She's gone! Praise the LORD!

"REVERSE THE CURSE"

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

P.S.

I still get the absolute "heebee-geebees" recalling the sick evil things my own "mother" did to me. Then I feel elated, twenty feet tall realizing all of the horror she attempted but,  failed.

Martha certainly raged as foul, disgusting, common hue-man. I do get it, I can fully understand why she had to feel so miserable. INCEST!  Bitch! Slut! Have sense enough to go and kill yourself.

PEDOPHILE!  Wo/man! I have to laugh, my poor "mother" always bragged about how she was winning. Dumb slut! You were just pretending. You know, NO ONE trusted you. Few if any really loved you. We feared you, we craved your love but, I can't say I ever loved you. 

I did want to. I wanted to desperately but , every day for sixty-two years you did something to me, to someone I truly loved to cause me to pay close attention to your sick demonic ass.

Strange as it may seem, I am really glad to see such a low creature as Donald J. tRump serve as POTUS! AmeriKKKa deserves tRump. 

any Christian that claims to love Jesus Christ and tRump is highly confused. They are about as "Christian" as my demon possessed "mother".  Stanking 'hoe, digging up graves in order to preach! BITCH!  How fucking stupid! No wonder you could never get or keep a man without the use of WITCHCRAFT! 

THE sad fact is, you can't practice WITCHCRAFT DEAD AS A MUTHAFUCKER!

P.S.S.

Over here just shaking my head, remembering some of the sick, sick, shit that woman did to me, to us, to my grandfather.

How? Why?"Slave Christianity"!  My "mother" preached it, believed it. My "mother" worshipped at the feet of "Slave Christianity".  Was an evil imp just as sure as satan. Don't feel sorry for her. The slut-cunt loved it! No woman can flush her own babies down the toilet then brag about it. No whole , right-thinking, Christ loving wo/man can live the life Martha lived for eighty-seven years and not be ASHAMED! MORTIFIED BY HER OWN EVIL!