BEAMING!!!

Awwwwwwwww!

Praise the LORD!

Thank You for rescuing me from the clutches of my worse enemy. Yes LORD I am in complete AWE!

"Fret not thyself because of evildoers..."

I do believe that I am finally comprehending, hearing, understanding that admonishing.

According to Proverbs; "a whorish woman shall search for the precious life". S/he will. The person covering their low self esteem by lying pathologically is a deceiver.

Like so many, perhaps most, my ignorant ass, deplorable mother,  rather waste time faking, lying, pretending, thieving, stealing and killing , than being real.

Why didn't my mother ever realize how transparent she really was? Divine Order! All too often the evildoer misinterprets kindness for weakness. Grace for "Got away".

Was it that she couldn't or wouldn't live righteously, live in real love, real happiness, real satisfaction? 

Was it the fact she definitely was not chosen, was she demonic, or demon possessed? Is their a difference? She may have called herself carnal but Martha was a PERVERT!

For some reason, by a far stretch of her imagination Martha blamed her father for her childhood rape experience. Yet, she told me somethings that made no sense. 

"Daddy broght that nigger there to watchme while they wuz in the field."

Number one, you always claimed you had been working in the tobacco field by age five. You did not need babysitting? Why are you still lying? You know you can't live forever. You know the fact you've made it to your "eighties" is an absolute miracle.

Confess! Repent! "Then you can go and be at rest."

Sorry Martha, you can't get "off", "get by" preaching.  "EVERY KNEE Shall bow, EVERY tongue shall confess that [HE] is LORD!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

GOD is raining, shedding [HIS] tender tears on ...

the lemon trees.

I  witnessed the most beautiful lemon tree yesterday  as I walked my dog down a beautiful,  tree lined  Los Angeles street. It was majestic. It's noble branches loaded down with huge bright yellow lemons. My heart leapt! My soul is finally smiling again. (BEAMING)

Yes, I fought the urge to steal one. Not out of "honesty", rather , "Fear of Cameras".

At any rate, I LOVE CALIFORNIA!  Who knew I would end up on the West Coast? GOD! The Holy Spirit!

PRAISE THE LORD!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

P.S.

Still rejoicing!

"Sudda, wudda', cudda!" is an expression I heard often living in the "South", the "Country", "across the tracks".

It seems everyone wants to be rich, famous, powerful.  I must agree. What is wrong with being rich? What could possibly be wrong with living in opulence? Nothing. We ALL know not one person on this earth should ever suffer lack .  We know the resources of this Earth are abundant,  plenty for everyone.

Yet, sick, sadistic, lying, predatory, carnal wo/men continue to overpower us, to destroy our lives and laugh.

One thing I've learned in sixty-seven years; do not listen to the "Church"! Listen to the words of Jesus. "Shun the very presence of evil."  If my family had followed the book of Acts, had obeyed GOD with more than our lips we would have been spared.

For far too long the "Church" has been wrong. You don't need to sit up in a "Church" to be blessed. You can not buy a blessing and yes , you can hate your mother if she is a low, unrepentant , greedy , jealous,  sadistic,  perverted slut , like my mother.

All lies are nothing but "vinegar and gall".  "Little white lies", just little "fibs", all bullshit! You are right or you are wrong. There is no in between.  You are hot or you are cold.

No one  should have to suffer a horrid monster for fifty, sixty, seventy years without any release.  Why are "we the family" still dizzy, still flabbergasted,  still in shock?  Still comparing notes? Still examining physical scars as we attempt to heal from our many mental blemishes.  Only because that low stanking whore pretended to be a preacher, to love the LORD. 

 My mother, Martha Jane Walters , should have been incarcerated from age eight! "My GOD from Zion!"  Look at all the sick acts she had to repent of by the time she reached age eighty-seven!

Why? Lying! The only hue-man being known to lie more than my mother is donald j tRump, twin ABOMINATIONS TO THE HOLY SPIRIT!

Both are absolute pieces of shit! Both jealous of their own damn shadows. My mother chose an eight hour surgery, suicide by unnecessary surgery before she would humble herself.  What shall it take for donald? Shall the whole world perish to save a lying white man from his just desserts?


"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Hubert Sumlin, Robert Cray Band, Jimmie Vaughan (Sitting on top of The w...

Yes, low carnal , sadistic methods work well when your victims are of your own family. You may brag, cluck and strut about what a powerful "Root worker" you are , when your victims are your own children.

You can brag about how great your sermons are and demand to be honored when people  (YOUR FOLLOWERES) are vacuous enough to measure  you by color and material wealth. Yes, a smart wo/man like Martha can drive luxury vehicles , wear diamonds and minks , when s/he is honored for being "light bright and damn near white".

Yes, a very disgusting succubus can actually get away with preaching falsely to idiots she secretly despises , if she is the right color. If she is charismatic, entertaining and is backed by a great choir and a band.

If her victims are unread, poorly educated,  and just as lying and immoral  as the slut they love.

Yes, a low whore can get away, be ordained in the African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church if their leaders are just as demon possessed as Martha. If the said leaders do depend on said demonic slut for "witchcraft".

If she flatters them, keeps them buttered up with lies like "Black Prince". If s/he throws them a bone or two, crumbs from her table every now and then.  S/he can take her crumbs  back just as long as she showers her victims with fake love.

Just as long as s/he makes promise after promise and forbids you to remember, or speak of any foul deed she ever did to you or anyone. (Notice how tRump promises, promises, lies, and lies)

Yes, she will die one day and many shall profess to be in shock. Perhaps some will be.  Most shall be found lying, just lining up on the side they think will best benefit them.

The evildoer can not win.

Yes, the Holy Spirit is slow but , sure!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

God Will Take Care Of You - Aretha Franklin, Gospel Greats 1999 album

Tuck this one under yo'heart baby. HE is a keeper, HE will keep you, got infallible proofs. No, the evildoer can't win and s/he can't outlast you. It may feel like it. Yes, you will grow weary. The main reason, evil is so unnecessary and more unnecessary than "unnecessary" , is an ignorant evildoing imp,  like my mother.

That bitch had better sense. She always had better sense. She just had a wicked streak and was not going to be punished, criticized, admonished, EVER! 

No one better not so much as give Mathy Jane the "side eye".  Don't clear your throat! Look straight ahead ! SHUT THE FUCK UP!  

EVIL! satan wearing a wig. DEMON POSSESSED!

Why doesn't the "Church" preach about this?Warn of this? The ravenous wolf is not going to expose herself. If you can't discern, you don't need to know.


[HE] told us hearts would wax cold. Why are we surprised? Is my grief caused by "desire"? Did I so desperately want "her" to be normal that I turned my head? Did I turn my head, remain silent, aloof, out of fear? Ignorance?  Fronting? Or Divine Order?

If the evil white supremacist  is able to suddenly, rapidly, reverse two hundred years of racial progress, so be it.

I made it to old. Color has absolutely nothing to do with character.  People are going to believe exactly what they want to. "Cast not your pearls before swine."

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

[HE] is a Mother to the motherless, Father to the fatherless

Rejoicing! Beaming because every Word from the Holy Spirit is true. The truly righteous, the courageous Christ Lovers,  can not go wrong. Honest people, "fine people" , do not accept wrong doing. Period! Ever!

Good people will walk alone if they have to. And they have to. It is worth noting, very few good people actually  exist. "Many are called , few are chosen."

Good people do not remain silent out of fear, shame, habit,  or conditioning.  "Mental illness" perhaps. It must be "mental illness" in addition to the demonic witchcraft that holds my family in bondage, denial, defeat, suspended anticipation.

They  (we) are in bondage indeed. Yes, they are dishonest, can not be trusted. While it doesn't make me proud to know few people in my family can be trusted , I have to admit that is the hue-man condition of most people.  Most people live in terrifying fear and deep ignorance,  period.

Didn't Jesus tell us [HE] was sending us out like sheep in the midst of wolves? DIDN'T THEY CRUCIFY JESUS? Well if the evildoers so gladly, so eagerly strung Jesus up,  "upside down" , AND [HE] WAS/IS GOD!  What can any mere hue-man being expect?

My grandfather was a good man, a true Christian and not only did his evil ass daughter shoot him dead through the heart, the low whore for satan got away with it.

No, my family knew and know she did it. My family prefers to pretend to fear a dead demon. Bullshit! They just don't care. They are just like our mother and lack "natural affection".

The truly righteous lost the "Church" over two thousand years ago. Examine the King James Bible. First of all dumb ass, it's a book commissioned, edited and promoted by an old European practicing "homosexual".  A white supremest, a greedy, sadistic exploiter. A liar!

"Git shed that Book!"  No wonder people of color are still under the white man's lash.

I had to look into my own life. I had to question my own intelligence. For eighty-seven years that Mathy Jane was a menace to society. A "Root Worker", a witch, a carnal sadistic incestuous pedophile  stalker , that preached every Sunday for over fifty years.

A woman that bragged about flushing five of her own babies down the toilet. A vicious woman known for shooting, stabbing, maiming, crippling and destroying her loved ones.

How did she get away? The "Church". The black social club. The "den of thieves", fakers and takers.

No, I can't do it. I can not and will not lie for liars. I will not honor a horrid whore, just because she managed to escape the incarceration, persecution and execution , she so richly deserved.


"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"