Ova'here rejoicing! I'm so humbled, I'm liquid. Yes, you can pour ME out of a boot.
Mainly my soul is screaming to high Heaven, Thank YOU Father! Thank you for an evil, demon possessed , "root working", jealous, narcissistic, sadistic, incestuous, pedophile, nymphomaniac , ignorant, incredulous, intractable "mother".
I never would have known, never would have discovered, what a WONDER WORKING POWER YOU REALLY ARE without the needless pain that abomination to the Holy Ghost made me bear .
Without a HORRID , viperous , pathological lying snake , stalking me for sixty-two years. I am sure I would have never known you. I would have remained foolish like so many in the world.
I would have continued believing falsely. I would have held vehemently to cherry picked scripture meant to enslave me.
Yes, I would have held fast to my "slave religion". I am sure I would have never read and studied Your Word for over sixty years. No, I would have remained confused concerning my mother. I would have always assumed the "cursing" condemned in scripture , refers to language, not the practice of my mother.
Yes, my mother Martha Jane Walters , would run and scoop some dirt off of a murdered man's grave with a quickness, if you made her mad, jealous or if you ever "out did" her in anything.
My poor mother was an imbecile, tRump's twin. Dyslexic, carnal, lying, vacuous, color struck, rabid racists.
Yes, I'm laughing, my mother was a "dirt chunker", but, MY GOD IS ABLE ...
'Your's is not to reason why, yours is to do what the fuck I say do." "Shut the fuck up! The more your black bastard ass cries, the less you piss!" "Shut the fuck up! Don't you sorry muthafuckers even so much as think back!" "Hurry the fuck up! You sorry black muthafuckers know I got to pray!"
We would all gather around a huge dining room table, in a cramped, nasty kitchen, in a tiny red brick hut, on Dwain Drive, in Fayetteville, North Carolina.
Martha demanded that we (each and every person under the sound of her masculine, baritone voice) , recite a Bible verse, from memory, without stuttering, stammering or repeating, every Sunday morning. It had to be new, fresh, delivered with power, confidence, and courage.
My lame ass took delight in this "commandment". I was excited for the opportunity to recite long passages from the Bible (secretly hoping to impress my very un-impress-able, "I-am-better-and smarter-than-you" , mother) .
My brother *** could not be bothered. "Jesus wept" was his, and none of us sorry black ass niggers , better ever think about stealing it.
I don't think any of us every wanted to, but, none the less, he always went first. The Bible verse "segment" of this long protracted bullshit , went on for what seemed like hours. It would generally go by smoothly , not quickly, however.
After scarfing down very cold grits and liver pudding, and her hard ass biscuits, s/he packed us into her long Cadillac and we headed to Wade! A tiny little village where my grandfather commanded a sixty-five acre tobacco farm, a rambling ranch home , orchards, vineyards, a man made lake and NO DEBT!
Yes, I always looked forward to going anywhere, attending any function, where my mongrel mother was forced to behave for hours at a time. (Dear LORD, I thank You for your unending Grace and Mercy!)
It was when Martha started reading long scripture, reciting long ass prayers. It was then, the "fat-back" grease seemed to "freeze" over and turn white on the grits. That "What the fuck" look would form on all of our dismal faces. Our stomachs growled loudly, to no avail, Martha ruled. And the bitch was not going to shut up until she was confident she had fooled GOD, us, and most importantly my "know-it-all" grandfather.
That whore would drone on and on . I guess we were supposed to forget she spent the week-end selling pussy to the highest bidder. That s/he lied , stole, abused, hated and tortured just because s/he could, her being "light bright, damn near white and all."
Did we say any thing, ever? Hell No! Why? FEAR! Enslaved, abused , uninformed, uneducated , mis-educated "Christians".
What in the fuck did Martha think she doing? Was s/he trying to fool GOD? Us? Her pathological lying self? Or was this some more of Martha's homemade superstition? No, s/he was just Mocking GOD. What was her point? We were stupid, she was smart? S/he was winning! We couldn't. S/he got here first, s/he was the lightest. S/he had the BOOK (The Seven Lost Books of Moses)
Martha really did think she was smarter than GOD, always, because she falsely believed she was always winning. Always having more money than you need is not necessarily winning, tRump, and tRump-ERS.
Did Martha really believe all her sins were "forgiven thee" ? Did she think fake tithing and sitting up in some hot, funky church , for nine, ten hours every Sunday, was some type of sacrifice? Was GOD honored to be in her presence?
I guess [HE] was because she sure made it clear, "WE" ruined her life. Not pride, not lying, not molesting, raping, robbing, murdering. "WE" did, by always telling, by always running our damn black ass nigger mouth-es.
No matter, I know for a fact s/he cursed GOD, never meant one word that proceeded out of her lying , perverted, jealous, ignorant mouth.
I also know , "If it had not been for GOD on my side ..." ; you would have never cold blooded shot my grandfather in the heart, alerting me of your INCREDIBLE, REPUGNANT evil.
I never would have known you were merely an infantile, promiscuous, nymphomaniac narcissist, who just loved to play "church" for fun, for your sadistic pleasure.
You would have never shown your hand , mailing me that poison pen letter , full of your excrement. If my poor broken, defeated, destroyed brother, had never returned to your lair , so many secrets would have escaped revelation.
Yes, Martha, it was the Holy Spirit directing him.
BEAMING!
"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!" "REVERSE THE CURSE!"
At sixty-seven I no longer doubt or wonder. I am no longer puzzled or confused. My own mother, Martha Jane Walters, hated me with an incredible passion for sixty-two years. Molested, raped, and brutalized me physically, spiritually, emotionally, financially and socially.
Then this miscreant had the nerve to hate me , us, for causing her to be such a low creature. How HORRID!
While I was groomed by my own mother to hate myself, to hate my skin color, my ethnic group, my culture, GOD said NO! "Really!? Have I not always protected you? Did I not warn you, alert you when that monster was at her worse? Haven't I always answered all of your prayers? Perhaps you didn't always like the answer, but I am Your GOD." "Baby, your mother tortured you, burned you, raped you, all of you. Darling I was there! If you don't know, you need to know, as much evil as Martha successfully inflicted, satan meant to use that imp to do far worse." " Not only did she leave you for dead, she always hoped you would die. Martha needed someone to be better than desperately. Committed to unspeakable evil Martha was truly a hideous monster that would not be stopped. Yes, the whore always knew full well s/he was a lying maggot. That is precisely why she could never find joy. Pretending you have joy while rotting in self hate is not the answer." "Cherry picking the Word to manipulate and deceive and control is not the way." Not could not, but would not, did not. Yes, Martha Jane Walters was truly an ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY GHOST THAT HAD TO BE ENDURED TO THE END. No, it was not just you. Of course it was your whole family. Of course it was every hue-man that ever came into contact with that "free range monstrosity". A whore so low, so loose, she delighted in secretly spreading misery for eighty-seven years. Relax daughter, prepare for your victory. BEAM on!"
Thank You LORD! I am humbled!
You told us in Your Word , any one that exalts themselves like my mother did, like tRump does, shall be debased.
BEAMING! "COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!" "REVERSE THE CURSE!"
Yea, I see why she hurried up and got the fuck on outta' here when dat boy come back home.
Well ... Shit! Whut the fuck did she expect!? She the one kept stalking him.
She wuz shocked shitless when he showed back up after twenty-five years. It wuz unreal. I had given duh nigga up fo'ded. I didn't blame him ...ever. I fully understood. I just moved two states away.
No, I didn't hang around fo'hur, it was my granddaddy! That slut could not hold a candle to my grandaddy. ... I've often wondered ... wuz he hur real daddy? ... That bitch sho'ain't had no love fo'him, no maternal/paternal/child instinct.
PREEEEEE-DUH-TOOOOOOORRRRRRRRR! (PREDATOR)
Will some body please tell me why deze old muthafuckers seem to live fo'fucking'eva! ... Shit! Bitches be a hunnerd! Dried up turds still stirring up shit, ... lying, plotting, stealing ... and most of all, sitting dey corrupt asses up in somebody's church ...swearing out they evil ass is going to "heaven" , cause they don't cuss, drink or smoke.
GAWD aint looking fo'no perfect people! Dumb ass lying muthafucker! Shit bitch, you could have been "gay" or what ever the fuck you were trying to hide out of shame!
'Cause they lie and get in the tithing lone.
Because they steal sermons and preach them like they wrote them, be proud too.
Shit Nigga! A hunnerd and muthafucking five!
I know why dem evil muthafuckers can't die.
Why?
Too fucking evil! GOD don't even want to be bothered wid their stank, treacherous asses.
One thing about it ... when they do finally die ... when eva'body realize they demonic ass is really finally gone ... niggas get tuh talkin' , mouths get to running, comparing notes, sharing secrets.... that's Bible!
Whur?
Read! Nigga , shit... that's yo'fucking problem ... too fucking lazy to read ... too fucking sorry to solve yo'own problems.
Yes, in my eternal search for joy, peace, righteousness, for my fair share of the pie , I discovered that every Word in that Book is worthy of extrapolation, deep study. Every Word is true ! With the exception of parables designed to teach us true righteousness, no one should be confused. Holy Scripture is created (revealed) to ensure fairness, love and peace.
You must read it, study it personally for yourself. Never trust anyone to interpret The Holy Scripture for you. "What GOD has for you , is for you."
Yes, I always suspected "Christianity" to be extremely racist, just a "Slave Manuel". (Overrun with advice like; "Servant obey your master.) I was alerted to the white man's bullshit when I was eight years old.
I was watching Oral Roberts on Television "healing" throngs of people , as they lined up and "fell out". I shall never forget it. Oral Robert's was sweating, the sleeves of his snow white dress shirt rolled up to his elbows. I mean that Elvis looking white man was working his ass off healing the sick.
Writhing, squirming, pretending to be Jesus Christ reincarnated , he commanded every one at home to just put their hands on the TV and GOD would heal them immediately , THROUGH HIM! So, I put my thick ass "20/80- 20/100 Ice cube " glasses on the TV. Yes, I closed my eyes and prayed. Yes, when I finally opened my eyes I was still blind as a bat.
I remember distinctly! I said so aloud , I said so extremely annoyed; "This lying MOTHERFUCKER!" (Ain't nobody assed (asked) your lying white ass to get on TV fucking with people's dreams , for your fucking profit BITCH!)
I told my mother immediately, just went straight to her, told her that Oral Roberts MUTHAFUCKER WAS A FAKE! To never trust him. I never did. I didn't trust him many years later when I was recruited to attend Oral Roberts University.
Yes, the "Spirit" that alerted me to Oral Roberts, always warned me concerning my "mother".
Good looking out Jesus!
"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!" "REVERSE THE CURSE!"
MY LORD/HOLY SPIRIT is SUPERNATURAL! All knowing, all seeing. Always hovering protecting.
Yes, "It is ALL in Divine Order"!
How do I know, I know? I can feel ( ). Yes, [HE] walks with me , talks with me, has never left me alone.
Yes, Almighty GOD summoned by my grandfather, Jerome Walters' fervent prayers, saved me! THANK YOU JESUS!
Yes, Martha, GOD knew , GOD saw you manipulate Aunt Olive, trick her out of Uncle Will's books on "conjure". Yes Martha, GOD was watching when you coiled your slippery, slimy tongue around Aunt Olive and con her out of All Uncle Will's books and paraphernalia for your own evil.
The Holy Spirit knows you stole his "The Seven Books of Moses". You should have read it thoroughly! While you were blocking blessings, destroying homes, marriages, careers, you were doing it to yourself!
Martha, you let satan trick you into sabotaging your own blessings.
SOMETHING HE USED FOR GOOD. Something you were determined to use for your own carnal lust.
You were never getting away with evil , you dumb slut, you were just rotting, decaying. You were never winning, you were never rich, you were never smart or brilliant. YOU WERE A PATHOLOGICAL LIAR !
You were too low, too common, too immoral, too greedy, too selfish, too carnal to be believed! (acknowledged, accepted as real) Woman you were a "HORROR UNLEASHED"!
My (our) blessing stem from enduring your deeply , depraved , demonic ass until the end.
Bitch! I still can't fantom , (believe), your deep stupidity ... Bitch! You deliberately put "dirt" plundered from a murdered man's grave up against The Holy Ghost AND PREACHED!
No, nothing, no one can ever make me doubt or renounce The LORD Jesus Christ. I have INFALLIBLE PROOF!
I don't care if you believe me or not, for eighty-seven years a complete demon possessed monster lived among us, stalking, ripping US apart, abusing and laughing . A WICKED SELF-LOATHING PATHOLOGICAL LIAR ! A SICK SADISTIC INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE ROOT WORKING PROSTITUTING WHORE! All while wearing the moniker the AFRICAN METHODIST EPISCOPAL ZION CHURCH hung around her neck. (Ye shall know your "Church" by whom they chose to ordain. Ye shall know a "CON-try" by the man they call POTUS) A demonic troll ! HORROR UNLEASHED! Yes, s/he told on you, explained why you let her preach and kissed her yalla ass, you were just like her, all lying , ravenous wolves, "Jesus pimps". Don't worry, I have it on good authority "You shall go no further".
Guess what false "Christians" ? While you are following wo/men like Martha and t Rump, you are the one's losing.
Yes, that evil, ignorant heifer is finally in the ground and I'm dancing on her dirty little grave.
Martha Jane Walters, that tiny new born infant I caught you trying to deafen by exploding a huge paper bag in her ear, did not end up deaf. (She is doing EXTRAORDINARILY well, you low, lying, sneaky, serpent, slut!) And yes, every evil spell you covertly lodged against me, against us, BACKFIRED! "COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!" "REVERSE THE CURSE!"
