By the time I entered college my precious granddaddy's once tall chiseled body, had dwindled down to a long , tall, bag of brittle , arthritic bones. Mostly from debilitating rheumatoid arthritis, extreme racism and my "mother's" nagging ass, non-stop, lying ass, ill tempered hateful mouth and fucking dumb ass scheme after dumb ass fucking scheme.
I fled North Carolina A & T State University , (in Greensboro, NC), every Friday, ( after Football season) , to drive the sixty miles to see my "granddaddy"!
Yes, we were tight, thick as thieves. We didn't even have to talk, we would just give each other the "eye", the look, and nod. (The ***** at it again, we would sigh simultaneously, why?))
No, granddaddy did not cuss or curse, drink, fornicate or carouse. He was really a good Christian. Genuine. Went to church dutifully EVERY SUNDAY! Served as the Sunday School Superintendent for years. Never stole one penny, whereas his daughter would and did steal everyone blind.
I arrived to witness my "mother" screeching and raising hell with my grandfather for having an "accident". Grandaddy did not play with "constipation". He was always taking Ex-lax or some purgative, and apparently he had taken too much this time.
I smiled gently; "No problem, granddaddy, I got you."
I remember the pink cardboard box of "Mr. Bubbles" I poured generously, making sure granddaddy would enjoy his warm bubble bath. I must have been strong. I just lifted him up in one scoop, and I gently lowered his old, leathery, brittle body down into the tub.
I patted him dry, powered him like a baby, put clean underwear and freshly ironed pajamas on him. Made sure his linen was clean and fresh. He was delighted. His ancient , wise eyes twinkled.
I trimmed his thick mustache, cut his long straight "Indian hair". I cut and filed his toenails and fingernails, massaged his arthritic bones.
While applying Jergen's lotion I noticed tears streaming from the corners of his eyes. "You don't have to cry granddaddy...I don't mind. "
He just smiled and beamed; "Baby... you know, I used to change your diapers and here you is changing me."
We laughed .
Yes, I accidentally married a stone faggot, not a mere homosexual. A bona-fied sissy! The nigger pure hated women, tried to pull that "Christian" shit on me. I'm still laughing, a dumb muthafucker that never read one fucking book in his entire life wanted to rule over me!
His dumb ass demanded to be the head of the house! Dumb bitch, learn how to fucking read! Do know that without a swinging dick, your tried fagged ass is totally worthless.
Yes, you fooled me and I accidentally fooled you. Yes, I did sincerely believe that I was celibate for Christ. Little did I know I was truly asexual as a muthafucker , due to my "parenting". True, I did suspect you were halfway "gay". But, never in a million years did I suspect you were pure PUSSY!
Shit, it was horrible! We tried. I think we both had good intentions. We both thought we were good "Christians".
I did read and study my Bible every day!(Little did I know that idiot carried his for show)
I have been searching GOD's Word for nearly sixty years. Yes, the Bible is a valuable tool. It the one book full of wisdom that you can trust. You can't "Cherry pick" it as most imps do. It is NOT a lucky charm, a Talisman.
It requires devout study.
The Holy Spirit did not create a Book for ravenous wolves to use to fleece innocent dumb sheep. But, that is exactly how it is used. Good enough, dumb muthafuckers should read.
Cussing is not a sin you stupid fucking idiot. CURSING is! What my mother did, is the sin. That bitch would conjure your ass! HORRID! Martha would "dust" your dumb ass.
Mathy Jane would stretch your black ass out on the floor screaming in agony with the SHINGLES! The evil, demon possessed bitch would grin in your face, and nurse you back to health. Yes, my "mother"was that fucking bitch in Misery.
While s/he did live better than US, her six surviving children, s/he was never happy. The whore was miserable, that's why s/he could not stop fucking with people s/he pretended to love. The dumb whore kept re-inventing herself with each passing fantasy.
S/he could not be helped. I tried, nearly died countless times, all to no avail.
No matter what wo/men like "mother" choose to do, they won't win , can't win , ""For it is written.
Do Not dare feel sorry for Mathy! GOD gave that low whore Jerome Walters, brains , beauty and EIGHY-SEVEN YEARS TO GET IT RIGHT. S/he deliberately squandered her gifts, then the low whore eyeballed mine.
I know Jussie know “sum thangs” because I know “sum thangs”. I am not ashamed. Yes, I know some things about conjure, voodoo, hoodoo, “fixing”, etc.
It is real. You can do it. Scripture warns against using it for wrong doing. People that practice conjure are greatly feared. Fear is their power.
Yes, I also know some “thangs”. I deliberately do not practice voodoo mainly because I witnessed what it did to my poor mother.
While my mother did end up a complete an utter monstrosity, as a result of delving into areas she did not fully understand, s/he did do some good things , for some good people, sometime.
I am a witness. Every one s/he sold one of her “Lucky hands” to was completely vindicated! The ugliest woman I had ever seen , came to her , got some “golfer” dust , and got the fine man s/he wanted. Fascinating. I shall never forget it. I was a mere child of fourteen. I was her designated door keeper. I prepared her sheep for slaughter.
I got the info from them, slipped it to her. Everything was “we” until “we” went shopping after a rewarding day of fleecing. Mainly s/he granted me the privilege of watching her shop. Martha loved to buy one hundred pairs of shoes from one store, just to flex.
No, s/he never shared. S/he “handed down” which we greatly appreciated.
Yes, you can “root” a person . Unfortunately, the “root-or” shall pay dearly. It is not worth it. Ask The Holy Spirit for what you want.
Yes, there is a MAN going around taking names! LORD I'm so happy! I'm humbled! The evildoer's time is up, therefore s/he rages like a fool.
I shall rejoice! I shall not despair. I was born into the demonic clutches of witch, a conjurer, a "root worker". A sick , sadistic, common, carnal whore that loved being who and what s/he was. What s/he didn't like., what s/he refused to tolerate was criticism.
No! You would not be so foolish as to admonish Mathy Jane for SHIT! BE IT INCEST, PEDOPHILIA, "root working", lying, fornicating, adultery, drinking, smoking, gambling, lusting, lying, envying, hating, plotting, inciting riots or blocking blessings.
No, you better do what Jerome and Rachel Walters always did, nothing, but, appease that sorry lying slut. Feel sorry for the whore because she was viciously raped at eight (supposedly) and was an unwed mother at sixteen. Don't ever tell any of the sick repugnant shit this demon spawn pulled every day. Just look away, play dumb, knuckle under, s/he uses VOODOO! Always kiss her "yalla ass" and hope and pray the lying slut does not put that shit on you.
I do fully understand why so many feared her , and still do. You would rather go through hell wearing a pair of gasoline "draws", than confront my mother. You would be lucky if s/he only raged for forty-eight hours straight.
Why didn't we know s/he was a demon? (I think we did.) Sex with the door wide open! BITCH! You nasty "stanking" 'hoe!
Well, Mathy lingered and slithered on this Earth for eighty-seven years as a human maggot! A foul, filthy animal!
Many tell me it takes courage to expose such a person. I don't agree. Why fear a dead demon? How great is your faith? Why do you even bother calling yourself a "Christian"?
I shall tell you one thing, s/he always hated the "Church", despised all black people with a passion. Kept hand sanitizer with her in the pulpit. I must laugh because Martha was not afraid of germs, it was those "darkies", those "black ass niggers" rubbing up against her stark white skin , that she hated.
Anyway, the slut is very dead now. I'm happy. Of course I hate I permitted her to torture me, us, the Walters clan, so long. But, I do know The LORD is in this! IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!
Every time the evil one attempts to slay us, we should rejoice. WE are protected. That weasel in the seat of power laughs uproariously. So!? So, did my slutty mother ! Until the day that horrid whore closed her eyes.
Anyone that wants to cherish that slut's memory, go right ahead.
"Do you mind if I get comfortable?" ; is something we say more as an announcement, than a question.
I know I love the Blues! I am a pure Blues fanatic! I AM AN ENTHUSIAST !
This is an example of "belly rubbing blues". The point is to find, a fine mate, throw back a couple of good stiff drinks, and belly rub with your clothes on. Now, you can go home , perhaps alone. But, you got your "groove" on while you still could. Some strong fine arms held you tightly for "just a little while".
LIVELAUGHLOVE! Experience this while you can. Remember, tomorrow is not promised.
To think of all the evil, demonic plots my mother got away with. Then the Dumb whore messed around and murdered my granddaddy!
"You shud'na don' dat Mathy Jane."
I have braced myself. What if that thang is potus for life? So!? Who gives a fuck? If a savage, immoral, treacherous, perverted wo/man can keep doing what they have always done, so what?
My mother was a horror unleashed, for eighty-seven years. So!? I'm fine! BEAMING!
I learned to duck and dodge, to discern, to be alert. Yes, suspicious. Jesus told us to. Mostly, GOD got me!
What a horrid whore, a snake, a poisonous viper! When any person lives a life , so low, so repugnant, so foul , and filthy, people don't want to know, that is HORROR UNLEASHED!
Actually most people don't have the strength or the stamina to know , what I know. Very few have the strength or courage to bear the burdens this version of "Slave Christianity for former slaves" has caused me.
Bullshit! Niggers still "toting that barge, lifting that bale", turning the other fucking cheek. The One Percenters still enjoying Heaven on earth, niggers still waiting and praying for theirs in the sky.
If there is a "Heaven" and that slut is allowed in, I don't want to be there! I don't want to be in any heaven with donald trump, neo-nazis, "root workers" conjurers and closet homosexuals, liars and defenders of Mathy Jane.
Racism, white supremacy, is HORROR UNLEASHED! The greatest nation in the entire world has waged war on people defeated thousands of years ago. WE have no fight left. WE live at the mercy and whim of our oppressors.
My mother was my oppressor! Our oppressor. A stanking Jezebel whore! A BULLDAGGER!
Seriously, a real genuine BULLDAGGER!
Real BULLDAGGERS hate men. Martha laughed when GOD gave her so many MEN to ruin. Yes, the slut started early, assaulted us in her corrupt womb. Failed coat hanger abortions
never deterred her from her deep, satanic, convoluted debauchery .
Five fine sons that s/he gleefully de-nutted.
Yes, that horrid whore did a lot of damage, destroyed a lot of people and their dreams in the process of attempting to lift her horrid, despicable , common ass above all of the people she loathed, envied, secretly hated.
Why? Martha was always comparing, judging, playing GOD. For some reason Martha really believed the fact s/he was "light bright and damn near white" , entitled her to privileges s/he never could earn if s/he tried.
Now rump, neo-nazis being heralded as something new. What is new about white supremacy? What is new about self-hating niggers helping white supremacy continue to flourish?
My own mother, Martha Jane Walters did more to hold back the "negro race" than any white supremacist. Why? S/he was a white supremacist! The slut was a sneaky demon, a high yalla bed wench. A piece of shit. A clown!
A stupid carnal slut up mocking GOD every Sunday for over fifty years! A dumb slut mad with me, mad with the world, because I refuse to ever accept any demonic racist lie from the likes of my mother or rump.
My blinders came off! The Holy Spirit sent me some courage! "Color!" That's the best excuse you maggots can come up with? Really! I don't get to enjoy my life because my MOTHER labeled me too black!
Stanking whore! Do you really think you, and the poorly educated, carnal, repugnant RACIST vipers can keep me from anything The Holy Spirit wants for me , For US, for WE THE PEOPLE?
Using your poor version of "Cherry picked" scripture, WE shall remain broke and lost. My fellow victims that still fear or love your stanking ass, shall forever suffer.
Bitch! GOD reveals you in Revelation! Conjurer, that's you! Sexually perverted, incestuous, murderous piece of dung, that's you! You are the HORROR the "Church" permitted to preach!
Low whore , you and trump have exposed the "Church" and the Dream. All complete Bullshit! Except for The Holy Spirit! It was /is , The HOLY Spirit that saved me from your DESPICABLE, REPUGNANT, REPULSIVE, PATHOLOGICAL LYING ASS!
RIP - Rot in Purgatory you STANKING WHORE!
PRAISE THE LORD!
You came to this world sexually molesting, maiming, scalding, stabbing, bludgeoning, burning, branding , emasculating, STALKING every fool dumb enough to fear you. You low whore , you did it for your own perverted sexual pleasure !
You hated GOD, your father, true righteousness, so much , you volunteered to become a MONGREL!
Martha, you succeeded, the only thing you ever did well. Few shall ever believe a low maggot like you was loved and held in high regard by the African Methodist Episcopalian Zion Church.
Martha you are proof, something is very wrong in the Body of Christ! No, you are not going to win and many shall be lost following your demon possessed ass.
You really thought you were WINNING! YOU DUMB BITCH! YOU WERE NEVER WINNING! You were always JUST SOMETHING TOO HORRID TO BE STOPPED! TO BE APPROACHED!
This is not a race war, this is a spiritual war, the demon possessed against the anointed, the truly righteous. Relax, the evildoer can't win and WE ALL have to die one day.
