Still learning, important facts finally falling into place.

As I watch OUR world implode over sick lies , told by "Evangelical Christians",  I prefer to put on some good music and pray to GOD that such  horrid niggers are kept far from me.

Yes, I married one. I call it an accident, yet I know it is ALL IN DIVINE ORDER.   That sick slut that birthed me was always secretly ashamed she was so highly "sexed". Was a nymphomaniac at the very least.

No wonder s/he was never "home". Thank GOD.

At any rate,  I ended up married to  a FAGGOT  as a result of my demon possessed ignorant powerful "mother's"  influence.

I know the whore hated me. I know he loved DICK as much as my "mother" and hated me as much as the low whore did,  also.

One of the many horrid things he did during our brief "marriage" was to force my daughter to scream her lungs out for hours. He had to show me what a man he was.

My baby was new born. I had a hard delivery. My baby blew through me like a freight train, or a Buick. I was in pain, deep agony. The freak fucker parked at the bottom of the hill when he brought me home from the hospital,  on purpose.

I could not breast feed my baby because the low whore had given me a disease. My daughter began crying because she was hungry. It was time for a bottle. I don't think *** liked me telling him to go to the car and bring her milk and bottles up.

This lying piece of shit responded with; ""Wait til'im finished puttin'hur crib together." That piece of shit faggot did not stop putting that crib together for about two hours. HORRID! 

I have often wondered why, that dumb ass faggot really believes wo/men are inferior, that all homosexuals are weak, cowards. Why he self hates. Christianity. Well , not real Christianity, just that made up shit niggers believe and repeat. Slave Christianity. 

Well, I have divested of it. I read the Book! The Christianity being practiced by most "Christians" is nothing but Demonology.

Your sexual preference has nothing to do with courage you dumb ass faggot!

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

It is all in Divine Order!

It truly is. Yes, I'm astonished, often bewildered knowing what I know. Yes, I am humbled by the fact my grandfather, Jerome Walters was wise enough to see something in me worth saving. Put a Bible in my hand at eight years old.  Taught me to read, study, extrapolate, interpret it for myself.

Yes, my heart is broken, crushed, knowing my own "mother" hated me with a purple passion. Yes, I'm still tried. THAT HORRID COWARDLY WHORE PREFERRED TO DESTROY ME, HER OWN DAUGHTER BEFORE S/HE WOULD DARE LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND ACCEPT RESPONSIBILITY FOR HER OWN ACTIONS.

Martha Jane Walters preferred to rape, ruin, assault, bludgeon, burn, brand before s/he would dare change her evil ways. Yes, Martha was a full fledged PERVERT  alright. S I C K ! S I C K! S I C K !

"Know ye the truth and the truth shall set you free."  THANK YOU JESUS!

The fact is Martha was always something too common to know. Too ignorant and jealous to be around. The good citizens of Wade Station, North Carolina labeled her early; "Common as batshit!"

They should have added; "Dumb as dewkey." You can't serve GOD and man! You can't preach and practice WITCHCRAFT! You can't preach for fifty years without repentance. Woman! Woman! Woman! GOD gave you EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS . Eighty-seven years of being on top!  Eighty-seven years of playing "bigshot", driving luxury cars, spending everybody's money but, yours.  Eighty-seven years of ripping, running, robbing, raping, ruining and destroying in secret, on the sly.

All the time grinning calling yourself and ORDAINED PASTOR!

But,  when it came time to die, you re-nigged.  After hinting, always promising to change, to become a better person. You LIED!  Now ROT.

Rot with rump and all of the repugnantly evil hoe'mongers deliberately sullying GOD's name..

Yes, Martha I do thank GOD every day of my life for your horrid treatment of me. I thank GOD you grinned in my face, hugging and kissing on me, slathering great compliments on me, knowing full well you hated every fiber of my being.

(Of course you were a closet demon, you were a closet whore, a closet prostitute, a closet lesbian.)

Why? Jealous! Why? Dumb bitch, I was You! You influenced me. You were always and avid reader, a true scholar. Why did you want ME to be your footstool? Why did you demand your husband rape and molest your own  little children?

Did you ever think, ever believe,  your clowny preaching was going to protect you beyond the grave? True my five brothers shall never say a word against you.  You are their "Cross to bear". Yes, you very successfully "de-nutted' them, but you didn't get me!

BEAMING!

"GEE-MO-NELLY-SKELLY!"

Growing up on the largest Army base in the entire world , while spending every summer in the "Country",  has proved to be a blessing, the best of both worlds.

Yes, I was privileged to attend the best schools in the entire world while enjoying a unique culture of fascinating hue-man beings. I remember being mesmerized by their "language", colloquialisms and serious slave patois.

I was so proud of the way I could translate my grandfather's speech for my little white friends.  I was six or seven and a little white boy was over, playing. After a pleasant greeting; granddaddy inquired;"Wan-suppin-tete?"  My friend was puzzled so I was too happy to "interpret"; "He said do you want something to eat?"

Do know my grandfather was no dummy. He spoke the language of a Southern gentleman that was self educated , righteous.  The most Christ like person I have ever had the privilege to know.

My grandfather was a good man but,  his daughter was a full fledged demon. A true SUCCUBUS! A BALL BUSTER! A MAN EATER! A sick , sadistic,  low maggot of a whore that was determined to destroy me!  To destroy us, to destroy Jerome Walter's legacy because s/he hated him, hated us, hated the world. Most of all Martha Jane Walters was extremely racist. S/he practiced "Slave Christianity" and voodoo.

Martha was a serious practitioner  of voodoo, conjure, all demonic "black arts".  Why? Jealous. Why? Raped as a child, blamed by the "Church".

 Yes, I am a witness!  And I'm so glad that stanking , ignorant, sniveling coward is finally rotting in her dirty little grave.

Martha only had one desire for eighty-seven years; to destroy any and everyone she felt was righteous, was loving, was genuinely kind.

Why am I BEAMING?  S/he didn't get me. Almost. S/he came close many, many times  but GOD, The Holy Ghost saved me.

Now, here comes rump, just as stupid, just as racist, just as demon possessed, sadistic , corrupt, and carnal. Please notice how "Evangelicals" worship at the feet of these pimps, imps rotting from the inside out.

Man, I am rejoicing! Her "Church" rejected me. Well, they sure revealed themselves. Do know Martha told on you long ago, one lie Martha didn't tell.

Anyway, if rump is not the Anti-Christ he is his precursor. Without my "Mathy Jane Experience" I would remain an ignorant hate filled "Chiristian" like al thel m a g a -ers.

No, Martha, I am not taking your evil sadistic shit to my grave. By the way, "Fuck you bitch!" Stanking low whore , murdered my grandaddy and just up and died , EIGHTY-SEVEN years, unrepentant.

Nigga please!

Why lie when you can tell the truth?

Be the Light!

REJOICE!

"COUNT IT ALL JOY!"

LORD  I thank you for saving me.  Save us, SAVE US ,  is a needless plea because I know you will. You always did, you always will.

Just how low will the evildoer sink?  Just how long will the righteous permit the oppressor to oppress?

 Silent ...  feigning fear or sincerely terrorized, WE are  frozen, WE are immobile. WE are "Leaderless". The evildoer wishes to convince the people of color to surrender.  The evildoers highjacked a religion, uses it to persecute, swindle and hog ninety-nine percent of the wealth.

They shall horde, they shall lie steal, rape and render useless. So, they have no joy. They are the "Walking dead". Miserable , lying, carnal, conniving wretches.

Let'um.  Love yourself! Unlearn the lies of your oppressor. Love does not hurt. You do not cloak for your child that bludgeons a puppy between two bricks. You do not lie for her and YOU DO NOT FEAR HER !

I do so get it. Fresh out of slavery, Martha latched onto some great superstition. Exploited it to the maximum for eighty-seven years.

The evildoer wrote a book, made himself supreme, confused a lot of people for far too long. I'm BEAMING  because his time is up.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"Be what you are and live your life!"

Cruelty is not courage , dumb ass. Sadistic ass Martha knew that shit, s/he also knew few would ever challenge her.

A wo/man so fallen, so low, so despicable, so evil, so low life, s/he practiced WITCHCRAFT  against her own family!

You dumb bitch, you are going out  the world "backwards , like you did when you first came here".

Stupid slut! You can't preach repentance and refuse repentance. No one can fool GOD. Low whore ,  you never fooled GOD, your daddy,  or me. 

Yes, I played the fool , but I was never your fool.  How could I ? You were FUCKING EVIL!!!

A human maggot! Yes, human maggots exist. Jesus warned us. No, WE didn't listen. The only reason I discovered you; DIVINE ORDER!

Yes, low slut, you made GOD shame!

Jesus warned us that WE would want to dig out our own eye! Wo/man if your sin was too disgusting for you to face, why do it to US, your own blood?

What did it profit you? You did all that evil, squandered your youth, your beauty, our inheritance.  My grandfather's sixty-five acres of prime farmland, a house, a man-made lake! For what? What can "they" say? S/he  always drove a Cadillac? S/he always wore fine clothes?  S/he had over a thousand wigs, one hundred thousand pairs of  shoes?

What was the point of preaching? Were you ever concerned with any one's salvation? Did you ever in eighty-seven years want anyone to enjoy their life? Did you ever desire my, our, any one's prosperity? Genuinely? No, never , simply because you chose satan. Own that shit bitch! That's why satan let your lying ass down. You were luke warm, sometimes hot, sometime cold, now your stanking whorish demon possessed ass is spewed. 

Were you ever ashamed of the fact you always had to pretend to have morals? Were you ever ashamed of the fact that you had not one maternal instinct, that you were truly sadistic and demon possessed?

Did you ever care about the way you deliberately devastated the lives of all six children you birthed? No! You couldn't. You couldn't because it was your sadistic pleasure to live the horrid life you chose.

No Martha, you can't blame your sick sadistic perversion on my grandfather.  You can not assign blame to any choice you ever made.

Martha Jane Walters the best thing you ever did for me was live a life I loathe and never want to repeat. RIP ROT IN PURGATORY!

"REVERSE THE CURSE'

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

May I tell you about Divine Order?

I watched her, studied her body language. S/he was not in the least bit nervous or sad. S/he never cried one real tear. S/he was gracious enough to put on a show for my cousin *Liza when she rushed up from Pamlico, South Carolina screaming, torn up with grief for poor uncle Rome.

Hell no, I was not convinced granddaddy "offed" himself.  I certainly could understand why he would.   Shit, the low slut for satan had me contemplating suicide too many times to count.

S I C K ,  S I C K , S I C K!  The low slut was always up to some S I C K shit that no human mind could invent.

There I was, ASTONISHED!  FROZEN IN DISBELIEF! LORD , did this low slut, this cunt, this closet lesbian, the sadistic pathological liar, fake ordained minister,  just up and MURDER MY GRANDFATHER?

Did this fake religious whore take the same old rusty .38 that killed my uncle February 10, 1939 to murder my grandfather February 10, 1979?

THE answer; a resounding YES! Why? How did MARTHA JANE WALTERS  fall so low in life and linger there so long? FEAR! Fear and voodoo (conjure). Fear and ignorance (abominable). Fear and racism, sever unnatural hatred for every one darker than you.

Looking back over my life discovering my "mother" bludgeoned a small puppy to death between two bricks,  as a small child, I have no doubt MARTHA JANE WALTERS WAS DEMON POSSESSED FOR EIGHTY SEVEN LONG, LONG, LONG YEARS!

Yes, the LORD knows and I do not care how many in the world know my secrets. I still curl up in a fetal ball and rock my frail body back and forth,  trying to heal myself from the horrid deeds perpetuated upon me by my own "mother".

I try not to rage realizing how many people chose to not ever help me. I try to tap down my anger remembering how I shared my awful secret with so many people along the way. "Color Struck" imps just as stupid, just as jealous, just as greedy,  perhaps, just as perverted.

She is DEAD  now. THANK YOU LORD!

No, I no longer have one bit of interest in any Church or any preacher. My "mother's" Church knows now (because I told them) Martha, their "Mother of the Church" was never no more than a horrid closet bulldagging lesbian and carnal, sadistic succubus,  up mocking GOD with her stolen prayers and sermons for over fifty years.

They don't care. They are just as phony, lying, disingenuous and closeted as she was!

Now we have rump deliberately ruining this nation the same way my mother deliberately ruined the Walters clan.

Why? Demon possessed.  The Church has been highjacked by mongrels like my "mother" and rump for eons. So! It won't work.   RELAX AND REJOICE!

"REVERSE THE CURSE"

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM"

No Wonder!

Billions of hue-mans just suffering! Billions of hue-man beings enslaved, vexed and persecuted for what? Being born the "wrong color"?  What kind of fucking excuse is that? It is the biggest lie that  stanking , yalla,  masculized,  brutal,  satanic,  sadistic slut ever came up with.  HORRID DEMONIC IGNORANCE  deliberately perpetuated by a volunteer cunt , that no one could stop for eighty-seven years.

You were never winning dumb bitch. You were never  more than the walking dead. Just another pathological lying cadaver.

As much as I try, as much as I pray I can never erase that memory. I can never unring that bell. I can never unlearn what I learned about my own mother that day.

Shit, it was still afternoon, daylight was still lingering over *Lamb’s barracks, Martha’s third lover. Yes, Marta was still having relations with the ex-husband, present husband and future husband.

I was nineteen. What did I know? I always went “clubbing” with my “mother “. Always enjoyed Shirley Temples sipped in D2 or the NC0 Club. I thought I was cool with the coolest mother possible.

Except this day when Martha chose to let a host of men run a train on her in my presence. That was it! My life was scattered. “WTF?”

I screamed when we got back in her long Cadillac and headed for Savoy Heights. Yes, the low slut made me suffer for that knowledge.

Again, BACKFIRE! I thank GOD if I had to be hated, targeted with  witchcraft , if came from a low sniveling maggot that never had the courage or common sense to repent.