I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Thursday, May 30, 2019

Feeling WONDROUS!

WONDROUS!!! Feeling absolutely WONDERFUL! AWESOME!

DIVINE ORDER  becomes me! GOODGOTUHMIGHTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! 

So, this old "stanking", sick, selfish, sadistic, demonic whore decided to waste her entire life attempting to destroy everyone s/he thought  righteous! That  old slow learning, common, carnal viper really thought she could slay me with her Cheshire smile, horrid cursing, bullying and terrorizing in the name of "good parenting".

A hue-man skunk, a maggot, a low whore, a volunteer imp so revolted by her own sick immorality that she wasted eighty-seven years of her long miserable life making others more miserable than her low,  lecherous-rotting-from-the-inside-out-closet-lesbian-secret-voodoo-priestess-ass.

Yes! I feel Good! I feel great! That horrid whore is finally dead! That lying , fake, ordained minister is not only revealed, all the idiots that supported her look like fools.

Sure, Martha Jane Walters died proud she destroyed every thing Jerome Walters loved. Laughed that she murdered him and got away clean. WE  the family , lost everything, sixty-five acres of prime timber land, orchards, vineyards, a man made lake, a house and barns.  So, that stanking whore thought.

Your horrid inhumane treatment and deep treachery forced me to seek "salvation", some relief, an explanation, an end to my unrelenting pain.

You stanking whore, you were determined to punish me for your sins. Whore you died too stupid to be called stupid. You tried to steal my anointing. Dumb whore! Bitch! You were dumber than Cain!

I lost nothing! I gained a tremendous understanding of evil lying, predatory, viperous liars like my "mother" and .rump.

BEAMING!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Don't let the imps of this world make you out a fool!


Still "Un-washing my brain"! Still tapping down the anger. Yes, I am still mad as hell concerning fake ass, lying, perverted, carnal, INCESTUOUS, PEDOPHILE , lustful, demon possessed CRETINS,  up preaching in GOD's House.   While silent, lying, ignorant, judgmental imps march lock step holding up the dead , dying carcasses of wo/men like my "mother" and .rump.

My horrid "mother" continued to lie on me, to blast me to hell,  before s/he finally expired at eighty-seven years EVIL! What a hue-man piece of shit! 

"My GOD from Zion" turned out to be one of my "mother's" favorite expressions before s/he died. Did s/he mean it? Hell, fucking No! It was an act. "Mathy Jane" was an act. Her Fifty years of , clowny, phony preaching,  was just an act.  Church was just somewhere to park her long Cadillac s/he tricked some dumb nigger into buying for her.

The pulpit was just somewhere to show off her five thousand dollar robes, "fine raiment". Twenty-four carat gold Crucifix dangling from her snow white neck.  Hair so coiffed the heifer wore two wigs, always smelled good and gleamed, oozed a type of "holiness".  The imps are still falling at her dead feet.  Why?   IGNORANT! UN-READ! ILLITERATE! STIFF NECKED! BOOT LICKERS!

All I know is,  this rabid racism being unleashed is just a tip of the iceberg. These ravenous muthafuckers do intend to make this world miserable, again. They shall. But, when has this world never been miserable, when has this world  ever been right?

As and "old"person, my advice to every person is; LIVELAUGHLOVE!




Tuesday, May 28, 2019

BEAMING ! BEAMING! BEAMING! I declare I'm 'bout to bust!


Dear LORD in Heaven Thank YOU for another awesome day, for one more day to Thank YOU!

Yes,  LORD, I am pure marveling. The more you reveal, uncover,  about that woman I called "mother" , for over fifty years of my long life, the more I swoon, fall under the spell of Your Magnificence LORD!

Who knew? Only You LORD!

I certainly do get why Martha and .rump do think they are so great. Sixty, seventy, eighty years is an awfully long time to go without feeling or recognizing the repercussions of your filthy lies and demonic deceit. 

While Martha did brag excessively because her "goofer dust" did appear to work .  But, when Martha looked closely, what did s/he really have? NOTHING! A stanking, UNrepentant slut daring to stand up in pulpits making a fool out of herself fake preaching. every Sunday.

To this day I often wonder how many people where turned off, fled the "Church" because of my "mother"? How many missed "salvation", hope,  comfort?  I wonder how many have given up on praying, reading and studying the Scripture because of lying vipers, Scripture "Cherry Pickers" like Martha and .rump?

I know I'm a walking, talking Testimony! BEAMING!  World! When you are smarter, more moral than your "mother" by age three and you know it, you better have a fervent "Pray-ER" in your corner! You are going to need a miracle, you are going to need a JR WALTERS!

Sure, Martha drove long Cadillacs and "dragged her minks on the ground",  s/he could have played that whore in MALCOLM X  giving "head" behind an abandoned building.  Don't hate me bitch!  Find the courage to hate your lying, evil, demonic, self!

Too ignorant, too full of pride to ever repent, apologize,  or attempt to change , Martha picked on, vexed ME!  WRONG CHOICE, DUMB SLUT.

S/he still lived  "paycheck to paycheck", secretly of course. Poor Martha lived eighty-seven years as a deeply disturbed, sick, psychotic imp. S/he taught us to never tell on her for sure. Yes, you had to be quite foolish to ever utter one word of truth concerning the demons that held Martha Jane Walters hostage while s/he yet slittered on this earth. Not now.  Yes, "the gig is up".

The gig shall be up for that other volunteer goon, (soon) also.

Yes, death is the only thing that could have ever saved us, me, WE. Yes, it is that bad in America. Deep ignorance and horrid racism have finally overtaken US. No, this shit is not new. One thing for sure, if this shit is ever going to be fixed, it must be faced.

BEAMING!  Dear LORD,  I Thank YOU for inclining the hearts of my enemies against me.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"





Monday, May 27, 2019

"Whom the LORD, loveth [HE] chastiseth"


That old .rump, Martha Jane Walters,  and immoral maggots of the same elk,  brag about how slick they are.  How they can use the Constitution and the Bible for toilet paper , and get away clean because they are white, male and billionaires.  Because they are great bullies, they got here first and satan himself fears their sick evil ass!

Yes,  these imps flaunt their "power" in GOD's eye! Yes, they have the audacity to spit in GOD's eye then laugh all the way to the bank.

Yes, they grin in your face, stab you in the back. Yes, they are glad to see you fail. No, they will never lift one finger to help anyone.  Sure, they may play like it, give "it" much lip service. Remember, "look at their fruit".

Rabid racism would have ended in the 1600's if niggers didn't perpetuate their own misery.  My 'mother" was raped only to volunteer to become a RAPIST! A SECRET RAPIST! NO SUCH THING YOU DUMB SLUT!

Yes, they are "Color Struck", they love , rank,  and judge by pigmentation! Pigmentation only! Yes, they are in high agreement with rabid racism. Yes, they openly brag about how they are so brilliant, untouchable, and unstoppable, never realizing The Holy Spirit wants no part of them. 

"GET THEE BEHIND ME sATAN! I NEVER KNEW YOU!"

They have fallen too low, languished there too long.

Anyone that still fears and cloaks for the likes of my "mother" , of .rump,  are horrid, worthless and not worth saving. Save yourself.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Sunday, May 26, 2019

No, you can not move I ...


This is the song I preformed for MY class in 1988. I was desperate , attempting to teach "Tolerance" in an extremely rabid racist atmosphere. Nine-nine percent white, ninety percent affluent.   One hundred precent " .rump-ish racist".   Little did I know I was experiencing a "pre-cruser" to the extreme vitriolic racism to come. 

All of this horrid nonsense being carried out in the name of the LORD is predicted. Yes, it is indeed horrid but, very real.  My "principal", my "mother" and most of the people I  know, or ever knew  are just as lying, greedy and immoral as .rump. Those that are not are just  as low , or  too fucking stupid to know they are too  fucking stupid.

The "Silver Lining" ; both these low scummy 'hoes that were  too jealous, too manipulative, too conniving,  to ever set foot in a real Church were closet lesbians for no reason. Yes, the dumb whores tried to hide their "naked-ness" over "churching". Yes, the low common whores "served gawd" at least three times a week!  Quoted their cherry picked Bible twenty-four seven. Just as low and common as any venomous snake in the lowest, hottest jungle. 

There is no god anywhere that gives a fuck if you cuss, drink, smoke, play with yourself , intermarry, turn trans, gay, straight or asexual.  All of those laws are man's and if you are dumb enough to obey them , you deserve to suffer.

There exists no god that gives a fuck if anyone puts some syllables together and utters an expletive. There is a GOD that sits high and looks low and all rump-ers are in some deep shit. Keep harming children, keep on. My "mother" did. Yes, that slut sure fucked her life up.

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Never too old to "Bump and Grind"

Dear LORD Thank You for tremendous growth and understanding. Like so many people I really thought "partying", drinking, smoking, belly rubbing had a time limit. Bullshit!

This is my perfect groove right here. What do I remember? These little clubs, holes-in-the-wall were sprinkled all over the Cumberland county North Carolina I grew up in. I loved it. We called ours "The Dirty Floor" because the floor was in fact dirt! The place was a raggedy shack, the "likker" was homemade, the fish fried in lard but the fun flowed.

The persecuted, vexed to death,  exploited,  enslaved "children" poured into these "illegal" clubs on Saturday nights freshly scrubbed in the very "Lye soap" they made. Just glad to have a few hours to let their hair down, to finally find some joy in this hard as fuck life they partied the black off of their miserable lives.

Do know some of the finest hue-man specimens ever created packed these little houses deep in the woods of Wade Station , North Carolina.   Men and wo/men muscled up perfect,"game to the heart" crowded these little funky joints. The lucky ones found a hot body,  lava hot and turned the fuck up ! 

Some knew, some know, your Heaven is here,  dumb ass!

LIVELAUGHLOVE!

BEAMING!

SHOUT OUT  to the E.E.Smith High School Class 1969!

Saturday, May 25, 2019

I shall NOT hold my peace!


BEAMING! Glowing in the BACKFIRE of Martha Jane Walter's demonic conjure! HALLELUJAH! PRAISE THE LIVING LORD! GOODGOTUHMIGHTY!!!!!

"Won't [HE] do it?!!!" "Holly Molly!"

"We shall all understand it by and by."

There is a time and season for everything. Wo/men like Martha Jane Walters are HORRID, yet much too plentiful. Pure evil sent here to this earth, to molest, rape, brutalize, terrorize and lead into captivity.

The beauty is, the silver lining is, they can lead but,  they can't push.  There was no way I was ever going  to be anything like my "mother" . DISHONEST! IMMORAL! CARNAL! LECHEROUS! INCESTUOUS! And most of all LYING! 

I must give my "mother" credit, s/he was always better , a much better pathological liar than rump. S/he did pretty well until the day s/he shot my grandfather in his eighty-four year old innocent heart.  All of her lies began to unravel rapidly February 10, 1979.

satan directed that slut to send me a letter s/he wiped her ass in! Seriously! Dumb whore, you did to me, what I should have done to you.

Cretin! SUCCUBUS! Malignant narcissistic SERIAL MURDERER!

***PRIVATE NOTES***

Saturday, May 25, 2019

That little miscreant, that little horrid jealous, vacuous, carnal, sadistic whore did really believe s/he was entitled, privileged, endowed to do sick, sadistic abominable evil any time and any where to any one she so desired.

"Nobody bed' not say shit to me neither! I'm Mathy Jane! You cant win fo'the fix you in!  I can't lose fo'deh stuff I use."

Martha always freely bragged about her great talent as a closet voodoo priestess. Always raided graves under the cover of a full moon just like some idiot witchdoctor in a Tarzan movie. Tragically Martha's "courage", total depravity , stems from "Slave Christianity"  . That book that has been didactied, re-written, cherry picked  to cast   All whites as   superior and all people of color are cursed, inferior dung that all good "Christian" whites must wipe off of the planet.

So that stupid ass slut adopted the attitude of "white supremacy', "I'm light bright and damn near white!".  "I can do what ever the fuck I please just as long as I skin and grin, quote the Bible, compliment and slather hope on the people I truly hate".

What a fucking idiot! That damn Mathy Jane was going to commit INCEST,  Pedophilia, practice WITCHCRAFT, sell pusssy, lie like a damn dog for eighty-seven years and nobody better ever do shit about it! Period!

"Well, fo'git it den!"  MARTHA FIFTY YEARS OF PREACHING THE GOSPEL  and you never got further than being a closet mongrel?

Why preach? What was your point? You had no point. You demanded to flaunt. You demanded to hate my GOD, The Holy Spirit, your father, every truly good and righteous person you ever encountered.

You demanded to make the righteous look like weak , wimpy fools, deaf, dumb , blind sheep, because your god, satan commanded you.  The Truth is, anybody that has anything good to say about you or rump can kiss my ass!

People dumb enough to believe words, syllables uttered in anger is a "sin", and is just cause to persecute, vilify, shun, avoid, condemn is a fool.  An illiterate fool.

LORD, you got all of these idiots lined up , lying. Nuggurs claiming  to be  saved, sanctified, Holy Ghost filled. Bragging that they don't cuss! Don't curse! Don't drink! Don't smoke! Don't touch their own bodies. Yet , they are full of demonic hatred for people of color, the poor, for every living honest righteous being still struggling in this hell called life on earth. 

Jesus said to shun you! If you are living by a Book you have never read, never intend to read yet you think you are going to get away with your HORROR UNLEASHED  and held up by lecherous, lascivious, wretched demon possessed wolves, I suggest you read again.

Pray again. Pray for enlightenment. Pray to be loosed from such mongrels as Martha Jane Walters and rump.


BEAMING!