I had to apologize to my "mother" for "turning black as my ears", over and over for sixty-two years!
My whole life, every fucking day, that miserable shrill of a slut , was in my face telling me I WAS TOO FUCKING BLACK!
Worse, the low, common , stanking, perverted whore, that freely shit and had sex with the door open, did nothing but brag about how "light Bright And Damn Near White" s/he was.
Never mentioning s/he was a full fledged WITCH/COMMON ASS ROOT WORKER/ SOOTHE SAYER!
That's COMMON! I don't care who you are, where you are, THERE IS A LIMIT!
Of course I've lied, justified my lie, claiming I had no choice. Plus, sometimes, it is easier to lie to some people. They are beyond stupid and "worrisome". Just shun and go.
Shit!
I'm too old.
BUT, some "backstabbing" is "unforgivable".
Yes, I know The Holy Spirit has restored everything evildoers stole from me, but, when the Evildoer, the Backstabber, was someone you loved, was trying desperately to help, and they BACK STABBED YOU!
You will be CRUSHED!
You can pretend you are fine, all you want.
Bitch, you are powder, fucking dust!
Shocked SHITLESS!
Socks knocked off!
Head busted!
Legs broken!
(Don't lie, so tired, so exasperated, so humiliated, and persecuted, sometimes you pray for death to overtake you.)
Just move on.
Yes, do know they will "call", send out "feelers", hover and lurk around for a "weak moment".
A time of "your forgetfullness ", your "forgiveness".
Don't do it!
NEVER! NEVER! NEVER!
ASSOCIATE WITH A LIAR
OR ANYONE THAT BACK STABBED YOU SO BADLY YOU HAD A TOTAL MENTAL BREAKDOWN, AGAIN!
Yes!
The head of the serpent, that poisonous viper , is finally , safely dead! Never to lie, to vex, to hex, fornicate, lie and obliterate GOD's Anointed again.
No, you can't have my Joy old stanking 'hoe-bitch!
You died unrepentant because you deserved to.
It is true you could have come into the Kingdom in the last hour,
GOD knew your low, pathological lying, predatory, carnal, INCESTUOUS/PEDOPHILE MURDERING ASS would not dare.
I just have one question, what did you get?
Nothing!
Well, if you count the sadistic, carnal pleasure you traded for a good name, for the truth, for righteousness, for The Holy Ghost
....you still got nothing! Dumb bitch! You had the damn nerve to (secretly) hate the only people dumb enough to love your sick ass. No, "miss preacher", you can't preach "Repentance" then laugh , Claim you ain't repenting for shit! Just who do you think you are? Yes, you took that old "Color Struck" shit with you to your grave. Yellow demon, white, black demon, who gives a fuck? ALL y'all evil! and dumb as fuck too, apparently.
Don't ignore it, cover it up, cloak for the demon possessed loved one just because s/he birthed you.
No, I am not laughing yet, but, I am healing!
Thank GOD I am healing!
Only through the MIRACULOUS HEALING POWER OF THE HOLY GHOST!
I was once very angry with the "Church", with my "relatives", for loving, fearing, worshipping such a horrid wo/man for so long.
Now I understand. How could we not love her? s/he was so charming, gregarious, "generous", loving, while preying eyes were looking. satan's low common, immoral, savage beast every opportunity s/he got!
"Slave Christianity" taught us to "love our enemies as ourselves."
What?
"If a man smite ye on one cheek, turn to him the other,
if he ask you to carry his cloak one mile, carry it two."
While all that might be good, it it important to notice, the people preaching this shit, ain't doing it!
Jesus was CRUCIFIED for feeding the poor, healing the sick.
Now WE occupy a CONtry where you better not give a hungry, homeless person a crust of bread.
All I know , GOD is Good!
The Holy Spirit is still AWESOME! MYSTERIOUS! STILL ON THE THRONE!
The wo/man that birthed me and held me captive for sixty-two years, was as "common as bat shit".
Not quite true, while I have deep sympathy for the "slow learner", those with Intelligent Quotients "below average". I hate, loathe, despise stupid people. I hate people that pretend to be well read, well educated, while dumb as a fucking post!
Paying people for academic proof they earned what they did NOT! PhDs, full of shit! Empty wagons!
Why pretend to read? Why pretend to study, to know it all, when your dumb ass knows nothing? Please notice, it is always the dumbest ass people, always bragging, always swearing , they are right and can NEVER be wrong.
WE all have our gifts, some brute, physical strength, some great intellect. WE should all bring something to the table worth SHARING! "THIS EARTH IS THE LORD'S AND THE FULLNESS THEREOF!" No cretin can horde ten billion dollars and swindle the entire world. WE are ALL unique, beautifully made by Our Creator.
The color of OUR skin has nothing to do with a "Curse from a vengeful GOD". MALARKEY! It is science, geography you dumb muthafucker!
You damn, illiterate, unread, fake ass, phony ass, half in the closet, muthafuckers, deserve to suffer. My brothers, my fellow victims, deserve to suffer for still honoring a dead demon that NEVER GAVE ONE FUCK , for ANYBODY, EVER!
They deserve to suffer for lying. They know they hated that cunt as much as I did. Just ashamed. I get it. I can't say I would have told either, other than the dumb slut targeted Me!
No, s/he didn't just target me. s/he stalked me! Plotted! Plundered! Was HORROR UNLEASHED!
s/he was right, s/he was winning. I was being the good , forgiving, forgiving, forgiving daughter, and s/he was the insatiable , greedy, lying, lascivious , stanking slut ,to her dying day.
So? What did s/he win? Not a damn thing! But thanks to x and ALL that are Color Struck, white supremacists and ignorant coons, I no longer practice their "Cherry picked , homemade religion."
I know for a fact all of my "personal problems" stem from that phrase Our Creator, Our Father, The maker of Heaven and Earth.
From the moment I was conceived in my corrupt "mother's" belly, life for me has been Hell! One fucking needless tragedy, needless rape, needless molestation, needless swindle, needless murder, one after another.
Followed by LIES! LIES! LIES! DENIAL! DENIAL!DENIAL! DEFEAT! DEFEAT! DEFEAT!
WE have no legitimate excuse, The Holy Spirit not only gifted us with a "Book" but, common sense. I do look back on my "Christian Experience" and cringe! Yes, for nearly fifty-seven years of my life I practiced "Slave Christianity"!
I sat there listening to pure fabricated nonsense! "Whites are superior, blacks are cursed, Never miss "service", GAWD will curse you. Forgive your enslaver. Worship your enslaver. Adopt his ways, his culture. Pray. Work ten times harder for ten times less. GAWD DON'T PUT NO MO'ON YOU THAN YOU CAN BEAR."
First mjw, then x. VIOLA! My eyes popped open and the blinders fell off!
That nasty ass, common ass, mathy jane murdered and robbed her own daddy when s/he was fifty-four years old , JUST because s/he was ALWAYS that common! That nasty! That despicable, her whole, entire life.
While WE the family, through no fault of our own, spent far too much time trying to save this slut, to cloak and lie for her, (to no avail), the lessons I've learned are astounding! LIFE SAVING! HUMBLING! RESTORATIVE! HEALING!
Yes, amerikkka is on the decline. So, that is not new. This horrid, racist, despicable ship for satan has been going down slow from it's evil conception.
The entire history of the Institution of Slavery is DESPICABLE! UNWORTHY OF DEBATE! BOW DOWN DEMONS!
One casual read of Revelation exposes every liar, every racist, every thief, every murderer, every soothe Sayer. Keep on!
While my heart remains broken, deeply betrayed by a host of people I "love", or once loved, I shall not begin to pretend to practice "Slave Christianity". The "religion" of my oppressor is Not for me.
Why, Scripture tells us to be not envious of the workers of inequity. WE should not envy the ways of the oppressor!
Stop blaming your savage barbarity, you savage inhumanity, on your "religion", you are just lying scum!
I was watching this "Divorce Court" show yesterday. This woman was seeking advise concerning her cheating "man". For the last twenty years this man has abused her by cheating, stealing her money, free loading, getting arrested, wrecking her cars, etc. He has had two outside children from other women , while living with her and has reneged on two weddings.
Asked why she remained with him, her answer knocked my socks off; "I'm a Christian!". What the fuck does being stupid, have to do with being a so-called Christian? I am done with "Christians" ! Mainly because the wo/man that birthed me was an ORDAINED MINISTER! What the Fuck!? That is like making x potus! No lower mongrel, vicious, viperous serpent , every slittered this Earth , for far too long! Color Struck! Color Struck! Color Struck! Damn dummies really believing their own lies. For nearly ninety years my own "mother" bragged about how s/he was just winning, winning, winning, and how much I was losing, losing, losing. Always comparing herself to me, my life to her life. What s/he had, what I didn't have. How everything I touched turned to shit. (Which was the a DAMN LIE!) Always claimed to be helping, deliberately crossing personal boundaries because I lacked the courage to resist her. Worse, the low whore for satan secretly "chuncked dust". LAUGHED UPROARIOUSLY AND CONTINUED HER DEMONIC PRACTICES UNHINDERED! Then one day, Almighty GOD put her lights out. Closed her lying mouth. Dried up her demonic "roots" and "dust". Don't worry about x, GOD will get him. It is just a matter of time.
LORD I want to thank you for saving me from the oldest demon to haunt this good Earth , too long!
Yes, I was intimidated when s/he declared no one would ever believe me .
s/he was much too smart, too clever, s/he was AN ORDAINED PASTOR!
Nothing but empty, sounding brass.
No, no, no, no, no...let no one take your joy!
They may take your house, your houses, your income.
Yes, they may laugh and brag about how much they have won, how they can't lose.
Yes, they really think they are smarther than than The Holy Ghost.
I get it.
mjw never believed in The Holy Spirit, not really. s/he was confused enough to evoke GOD's name while collecting WITCHCRAFT to "dust"her enemies and loved ones.
s/he just never believed "whole heartedly". s/he believed just enough to enslave and exploit others.
s/he did deliberately put on a good "saved, sanctified, fierce, ferocious" act. mjw was covered either way. Good Christians were too "Christian" and terrified of the Truth , to ever confront her, and her fellow minions did not care.
No matter.
Come out of the group, the hordes of hue-mans that love, fear , trust and obey mjw and x.
They deserve to suffer!
READ!
Think critically!
"Close your legs" if you are prone to pregnancy after pregnancy , like my "mother".
Stop blaming wo/man, your nasty ass is nasty too.
Don't mistreat the child because your common ass is common!
Please stop believing any skin color is a gift from GOD.
Earn your way.
Pay for what your want.
Get off your knees begging, plotting, scheming up ways to duck, dodge, and refuse repentance.
Earn your way regardless of your color, gender, age, rank, status, or the state of "white supremacy".
hurry up and shed "Slave Christianity"! The religion practiced by x's supporters is clearly racist! Inhumane, immoral, sadistic, incredulous and intolerable! "FROM SUCH STAY AWAY!"
I will Not do it! I shall never be so cowardly, so immoral, so inarticulate , feeble minded and destroyed , that I can not tell, reveal, make known, the HORRORS PRACTICED BY MY OWN BIRTH "MOTHER"!
I am delighted that the so-called potus is my "mother's" twin! Both low, immoral , hue-man maggots! Both INCESTUOUS/PEDOPHILES! BOTH PATHOLOGICAL LIARS! BOTH EXTREMELY SADISTIC! BOTH DEMON POSSESSED! Wait, both imps refused to be stopped. Don't stop, when GOD gets ready, "It is ALL OVER BUT THE SHOUTING!"
"All great Civilizations grow up, reach a peak (Climax), then eventually fall. Some decline very slowly, gradually, some fall rapidly, overnight.
mjw 's evil , demonic empire fell overnight. s/he enjoyed over eighty years of sheer debauchery, then, that boy came back home. mjw was much too proud to admit what a horrible, vicious, low life maggot of a mother she had been, so s/he resorted to more WITCHCRAFT!
Don't worry, laugh at the ignorant slut!
Don't worry about that "thang" currently occupying the white house , either.