"Only a dog returns to his vomit."

Growing up in rural North Carolina,  in the early Fifties and Sixties , was oppressive, yet empowering.

I began my journey in a dresser drawer, in a Whorehouse. Six months later in the loving arms of my grandparents,  JeRome and Rachel Walters.

Awesome! Awesome! Awesome! I say awesome because I am one of the many that didn't get flushed down the toilet.

I did not get a pot of hot , boiling coffee,  thrown on me (like my brother, either).

Yes, s/he did brand  me. Damn near burned my little three year old elbow off but, the Dear LORD saved my beautiful "Coco brown" face.

From the moment my little feet touched down on this good Earth,  I have been running for my life!

Yes, that whore! That Prostitute! That sick sadist, was after me, stalking me, vexing and hexing me , just like King Saul pursued little David.

And just king David, GOD chose me, anointed me, and protected me.

JeRome Walters put a Bible in my hand, stressed the importance of true scholarship. Told me no matter what , I had to earn my way.  That the color of my skin, my gender, never had to be a hindrance.  And anybody that said so,  was ignorant, especially my "mother".

 Well,  the world I inherited is certainly IGNORANT!

Got a so called potus , that is a pos!

The dumb muthfucker is dumber than my dumb ass "mother"!

The bitch is more perverted and incestuous no doubt.

No matter, x's desolation is coming,  just like my "mother's".

I read the Bible for myself dumb bitch.

You do have to apologize! You do have to repent!

There is no god or GOD anywhere that is  sending anyone , to a fiery furnace,  for cussing. But , "root working" , Conjure, that shit you did! YOU shall pay!

mjw, you and x , shall be remembered for being the two dumbest, greediest, lying-est, sickest, perverts to ever live,  and demand to lead.

Now ROT!

I'm fine.

Yes, I'm still too black, too outspoken, too uppity.

No, I still don't have any loyalty for your stanking ass.

I still refuse second class citizenship!

I still demand what the US Constitution guarantees !

'WE HOLD THESE TRUTHS TO BE SELF EVIDENT THAT ALL WO/MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL AND ENDOWED BY THEIR CREATOR WITH CERTAIN UNALIENABLE RIGHTS,

THAT AMONG THESE , LIFE, LIBERTY AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS."

No, I still don't know my place but, YOU ain't here to Lie, Lie, Lie and Deny, Deny, Deny.

You are not here to help take down the government, to destroy the dream.

PRAISE THE LORD!

BEAMING!!!

Let GOD abide

I am posting some great Gospel music.

Music that created Me!

Please pick one to listen to as you read.

Smoke Bomb Hill, 6C Honeycutt Road, Greensboro Street Extension,  on the campus of Fayetteville State Teachers College, 1C Rogers Street, 825 Dwain Drive, 519 Rock Canyon Drive, all scenes of HORROR!

All controlled by HORROR Unleashed on this good Earth for too long.

Sure, satan was there, wearing a wig, dressed as our "mother".

EVIL! Permanently depressed, unhappy, loveless, insatiable, violent, abusive, perverted, sadistic, carnal, full of sin!

One thing about it, as evil, demonic, deplorable, sick and sadistic as mjw was, WE were in church EVERY SUNDAY WITHOUT FAIL!

Why?

Why all the confusion? Why do people run to churches every Sunday if they don't believe?

Why practice "homosexuality" on Saturday night , and turn around and preach against it on Sunday? 

Who asked you? Why are you ashamed? Why do you volunteer to live a lie?

Why bother? Who was mjw trying to fool, to deceive? Was s/he in there just to be seen? s/he really could not justify wearing one of her minks to work as a G-4 data-entry clerk, so s/he drove way out in the country to serve GOD with people s/he always absolutely hated and despised EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY until the day the LORD closely her lying mouth.

Why?

Because they were always talking about her behind her back. Always blocking her  blessings.

Yes, the "root worker" that stalked and tracked every one she pretended to love, raged when anyone talked about her.

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The parking lot of Womack Army Hospital was much too large for anyone to notice her long string of long Cadillacs. 

But, in "Church" s/he could see and be seen. Of course s/he sat in the good seats, IN THE PULPIT!

Of course s/he was admired, all that long "good hair" and so damn YALLA!

Excuse me, the bitch was WHITE!

Is that why WE are there? Do black people crowd into Churches to worship the white devil, white devils?

What kind of people volunteer be the footstools of people with lesser melanin?

What kind of people actually hate themselves for not possessing the physical features of their oppressors?

People that march into buildings, some palatial palaces, carrying Bibles they have never read and have no intentions of ever reading.

IMPS!

VOLUNTEER IMPS!

On this day, Friday, September 20, 2019,  I thank My  LORD for taking my blinders off!

For fully revealing and exposing mjw and x.

BEAMING!!!

"In all thy getting, get understanding."

I am so blessed! Yes, I am ANOINTED!  Of this I have no doubt. Why else would evildoers stalk me, hunt me down, seek me out?

"Be not envious of the ways of the "oppressor".  Who is your oppressor? The wo/man that lies to you. Tortures you, sexually molests and abuses you. Demands that you keep their sick perversions secret, BECAUSE OF THE COLOR OF THEIR SKIN! THEIR GENDER! THEIR WEALTH, STATUS!

WAIT... they back their bullshit, their right to "oppress" with some "Cherry Picked"Scripture.  Yes, they get in your face screaming, waving their "Letter of Ordination",  as proof they are better than you.

That they have a "Get Over" scheme that is fool proof.

They taunt you, grinning, bragging , offering evidence that "skin color" is far more important than real talent, real gifts. These low sluts just carry a Bible, deck themselves in  twenty-four carat gold crucifixes and crosses. Preach well, (actually some one's sermon ) . Just "sounding brass".

Lying! Lying! Lying! Not only not meaning one single word, notliving it. Living the exact opposite. Mocking GOD! Laughing! Driving up to the bank making night deposits! Laughing! Corrupting youth. Laughing! Daring GOD or any GOD lover to resist, to tell.

No, don't ever think about exposing them. So,  what if you do, people are still to afraid to STAND UP!

You will be like me , alone, Nat Turner in this joint.

Dear LORD, on this day I thank you for the wisdom and guidance of my grandfather, Jerome Walters.  Granddaddy put a Bible in my hand when I was eight!  We had one on one Bible Study.

I am so glad we did! These Jesus pimps have gone mad,  deliberately misinterpreting, misconstruing Scripture. Ravenous wolves, false prophets , "root workers" , like my "mother" are fleecing the ignorant, un-read, vacuous sheep.

Good, they should. Don't read, don't study. Suffer.

Know nothing. Go through life depending on the goodness and charity of your "oppressor".

When anyone tells me they don't read,  or they don't like to read, I remember the slaves were forbidden to read, now the oppressed,  refuse to read. And refuse to listen to people like me. I'm too black, I'm female. I'm old. I'm no count. I'm poor. I live pay check to pay check. I'm not famous, no one knows me.  My own "mother" hated my guts with a purple passion!

Sure , I am a lot of things to a lot of people but, I refuse to be a foot stool. No half faggot illiterate is going to marry me, treat me like Celie, never apologize but be ignorant enough to think I must forgive his HORRID ACTS because I'm a Christian!?

Fuck No, nigga! Drop dead!

I read the Book! You are not worthy.

What I am , is DELIVERED!

PRAISE THE LORD!

Surely God Is Able

Yes , I'm up early again, grinning, BEAMING!

Born into the demonic clutches of a charming viper.

Made to suffer and suffer, totally mystified,  and confused by a

sadistic , malignant narcissist for sixty two years.

No, there was NO Hope for me, ever,

according to that sick, demented, disgusting slut.

Believe me, NO ONE was ever going to prosper or be anything if mathy jane walters could help it.

Let mathy "hear tell" , you found some joy, some one to love you. Let on that you were up for a promotion or won some trinket, some honor.

There , "Johnny on the Spot" , was mathy the viper,  to "gaslight" you, shame, manipulate, deflate, let down, exploit, molest, rape, rob and murder.   All while carrying a Bible , and punctuating every sentence with words and phrases designed to keep you ignorant.

That slut , took her stanking,  ignorant , whorish ass , straight to the "Graveyard".

You were getting hexed, vexed and "dusted"!

(Dust- to take dirt scavaged off of a murdered man's grave, mix with some incantations and sprinkle on the people you secretly hate.)

So what bitch?

"NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST THE RIGHTEOUS CAN EVER PROSPER."

You have been prophesied!

In other words, Jesus told on your horrid ass before you were born.

Your getting away with pure debauchery; INCEST! PEDOPHILIA! CONJURE! MURDER!

For eighty seven years, eleven months and twenty two days , never meant you were winning.

Bitch!

You were carrying out the WORD!

Read carefully, GOD chastises (punishes) those HE loves.

No, evil shank, there is no way in Hell, on Earth, in the blasted Universe ,  you could ever be loved, admired or held dear to anyone's heart.

Sure, that is what you wanted, demanded, but you went about it the wrong way.

 Like most impatient, faithless "Believers" you went for the money, the sex, the name, the popularity.

You used satan to trick others,

satan used you.

You were so despicable, so foul, The Holy Spirit released you over to a reprobate mind.

If you had ever been a true scholar, instead of a jealous one, you would have read and understood this passage:

""Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.

Ye shall know them by their fruits...."Matthew 7:15-16a

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Now, the USA is in the grips of such a demonic mongrel, a monstrosity from the bowels of satan.

I'm BEAMING  because I know My GOD is able!

(Straight pimping)

The Ward Singers: Surely God Is Able

Before I started my quest ...

Before I started my quest, 

before I realized the deep trouble my precious little life was in,

I cried to LORD!

Yes, 

I did ask [HIM] why?

Yes, 

these years have been hard,

excruciating!

But, 

I must pause and brag,
YES
THE LORD KEEPS RIGHT ON
BLESSING ME!

BEAMING!!!

Where would I be without my granddaddy?

Yes, I'm a lap baby!

The the first four years of my life,

my little feet never touched the floor!

THANK YOU GRANNNNNND DADDDDDDY!

THANK YOU JEROME WALTERS!

Thank You for taking a bullet in the heart,

for you constant, unending sacrifice.

Every life needs just at least "One-Good-Somebody",

someone to go their bail!

Some one to "Stand in the Gap".

I now know that hardened whore meant  that bullet for me.

Why?

Jealous,

full of pride.

A racist imp that clung to the lie of "color privilege",  far too long.

All Gifts come to us from the Father of Lights!

You can't steal my Glory, my anointing.

No one can.

"The LORD giveth and the LORD taketh away."

You didn't have to pretend you ever believed I ruined your life,

in order to justify your deep debauchery.

You never had to pretend you were hiding the sick perversions you were so proud of.

No one ruined your sick demented life but,  you martha.

No one flunked you out of college but,  you martha.

No one pryed your legs open,  and got you pregnant,  year after year, but, you.

No one made husband after husband, man after man , leave you but,  you.

STOP LYING!

GOD doesn't lie!

Can't lie you IDIOT!

You actually told me you always hated your dad for refusing to lie for you.

Yes, martha, you were truly heartbreak that lasted too long.

You left instructions for no one to ever reveal your horrid ass.

Dumb bitch , 

you were well known before you died.

YOU

bragged about being a root worker!

YOU 

bragged about screwing young men,

young WO/MEN!

YOU  

are the fool that shamed yourself,

standing up their lying, preaching for cover the next day.

There exists No GOD ,

anywhere that said you could not be "GAY"!

Some old lying wo/man like you , made that shit up

in order to persecute, exploit, enslave, terrorize and make miserable.

Anyone that still fears You, mjw,

suffers from a serious lack of faith, and a lack of sense!

You just go on and rot with your UNREPENTANT, STANKING, LYING ASS!

Dear LORD,

Thank You for good "religion"

BEAMING!!!

He brought ME from a mighty long way.

Thank You LORD!

You been a mighty good Father!

 You have been my loving Mother!

You have been my Doctor in the "sick room".

Thank You for saving me from that raging demon, Legion!

Thank You for saving ME from HORROR UNLEASHED 

ON THIS GOOD EARTH FOR FAR TOO LONG!

Thank You for exposing lucifer!

A sick, demented, sadistic whore!

Thank You for exposing such "Christians".

IDIOTS!

IMPS!

PESTS!

PARASITES!

Un-read, uneducated "Christians".

Clowns!

Immoral, jealous, envious cretins that crowd into buildings every Sunday,

just to put on a show for fellow imps.

Some, pretending to speak in "Tongue".

Some catching the "Spirit", spinning like tops,

while full of hell and racist ignorance.

Now such an ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY GHOST

really thinks s/he has won.

Just bulldozing over GOD's people.

Mocking the Constitution and the Bible!

Laughing and bragging that s/he can't be stopped.

You did too mjw.

You strutted,

you laughed,

you robbed,

you raped, 

you MURDERED!

Now you are dead,

can't come back.

Left here unapologetic!

Flat refused to repent ,

And cursed GOD!

Blamed GOD for all of your bad decisions.

Blamed GOD because none of your eleven children had the same daddy!

You died angry because you died a fake.

That was your choice.

If there is one lie in it,

GOD is Not in it!

BEAMING!