I am one proud granddaughter!

Yes, I strut. This once defeated,  Southern, stringy haired, humpbacked ,  white , po'white trash cracker,  called me  arrogant!

Claimed I  didn't know my place.
That I spoke disrespectfully to her, always contradicting her dumb, pseudo educated, fake , phony, plastic, closet homosexual , devout Evangelical Christian ass.

Shit!

That was in 1976!

That bitch was "highly uneducated". (Dumber than rump decades before rump)  Was the "Reading teacher" but, taught "Silent Reading".

No child was allowed to so much as fart in one of her classes.

The low, selfish closet dike had to work on her fake ass degree.
So s/he could make more money.
So s/he could flaunt her fake ass pious religion.
So s/he could pretend to be  intellectually superior based on skin color.
Based on racism, classism.

Why?
To deliberately make miserable.
The low slut was miserable and confused.
A closet lesbian "forced" to pretend to be what s/he never could be.

Sure, s/he became a principal.

So?

When have evil wo/men not been in charge?

The only place evil people get what they deserve is in the movies.

Why?

FEAR!

Most victims are so defeated, so destroyed, they give up.

Just want to live out their miserable lies in denial.

Self medicating, refusing to think, terrified of their truth,  they not only cling to lies , demand you do likewise.

I can't!

I hate the bitch!

There is no religion on this Universe that will ever make me honor or cloak for the slut that MURDERED AND ROBBED MY GRANDFATHER, ROME WALTERS!

BEAMING!!!

Otis Redding "The Glory of Love"

Dear LORD,

Thank YOU for the gift of clarity, truth, honesty.

Thank You for the gift of prophecy, the gift of wisdom, righteousness.

Thank You for Courage!

Most of all LORD, thank YOU for protecting Me, down through the years.

To this very day few can believe a wo/man so evil, so treacherous, so DIABOLICAL , survived unscratched so long.

Well, s/he did! 

I'm proud!

I boast!

I survived the low slut for satan!

If you ever find unfeigned, sincere LOVE, you are Abundantly blessed.

Thank The HOLY SPIRIT 

and

BEAM!!!

Wow! One day the blinders just slide off...

Make no mistake, the evildoer is not nearly as dumb as s/he pretends. Yes, s/he is always a bully. LORD, please never let them have more money than their "targets", hapless victims.  Never be reduced so low that you think you must depend on them for mercy.

Do know The HOLY SPIRIT  will work it out! If you ask, You must ask, you must pray and you must be receptive.

Do know the person, any person that mistreats you, does not love you. Any one that get some sadistic satisfaction from your tears, doesn't love you.

Make sure you know "kinship", "blood-ship" does not come with a loving guarantee. The only guarantee WE have is in The HOLY SPIRIT.

Prepare your hearts Children. satan is a sadist , and as long as he "lives" he shall cause misery, chaos and confusion. s/he is a PATHOLOGICAL LIAR!  

You can't fix them. You can't shame them. "Just endure to the end".  Do resist them. Prepare to cry daily. Prepare to be rejected as they play with your heart. Yes, they are sick sadist! LIARS!

GOD sees,  GOD knows,  GOD  moves. VERY SLOWLY!!!

Be abundantly blessed as you go about your day learning, asorbing, knowing.

I LOVE TO LOVE!

My only problem is, very few have every wanted to love me BACK.

No, it is not that I am "unlovable".

Some claim that I am "too honest".

TOO HONEST!

WELL. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE ME SITTING UP IN A CHURCH FOR?

TO FUCKING LIE FOR A DEAD MONGREL?

I WILL FUCKING NOT!!!

 I've got to volunteer to be a FUCKING SLAVE!

SOME MAN'S BED WENCH TO BE LOVABLE!

I WILL FUCKING NOT!!!

NO PHONY ASS, DRY, LAME, LAZY, PARASITIC MUTHAFUCKER GET TO LAY UP AND DRAIN ME!

NO! NO! NO!

No Dick is that good.

( Sorry muthafucker, I'm too old. You are too rude! too lazy! AND TOO MUTHAFUCKING EXPENSIVE!)

***

Yes, LOVE is good.

Real LOVE is comforting,

warm.

You can truly bask in it.

true LOVE will make you Glow.

No, you can't feign it.

Your "phony-ness" shall always show through your lies,

disguised to hide your  True meaning.

Don't worry about it.

GOD  got this.

IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!

No one, nothing,  can undo what The HOLY SPIRIT  has Ordained.

BEAMING!

Scream my name!

I dare you!

For sixty-eight years far too many "loved ones" have spit my name.

Hurled it, chuncked it far away from them.

"Git on way from round heah!

Learn to shut yo'mouf!"

"Be grateful to be massa' footstool."

"Yo'mama git to be a MONGREL MONSTROSITY 

Cause s/he LIGHTSKINNEEEEDDDDDD!"

Well, I don't give a FUCK!

Lying ass muthafuckers lined up marching into houses of worship today.

Most will spend all day lying their fucking hypocritical, parasitic asses off.

All shall be entertained.

The puffed up with pride shall strut.

The blind sheep shall remain blind and shall be severely fleeced.

The evil, the jealous, the sneaky closet homosexuals 

deliberately mispronounced my name.

Called me "Ray-CHUR" just to hear my blood boil.

Defeated Confederate sympathizers always try to reduce my name to "RACH"!

HELL NO!

That's right , put some respect on my name!

I've earned it.

You can laugh at me if you want to.

Consider yourself better because you have more disposable "wealth", income , Cheddar.
WE are ALL the same!
NOTHING!
Piss ants!
From dirt WE came,
to dirt WE ALL shall return.

Money is just paper.
(You are not taking one funky dime with you when you die.)

You use money, never let money use you.
Never permit anyone to use You for you money.
Never reduce yourself to buying love.
If a nigga  can't love you just so, can't love you for you, fuck'um.

Love should never make you feel bad.

I accidentally married the dumbest, sorriest, "no-fucking-est", broke-est closet "gay" Christian muthafucker to ever live.

Instead of the dumb muthafucker chilling, acting like the "gentleman, staunch Christian" he pretended to be before I married him, the dumb nigga turned rouge.
Rouge REPROBATE!
Out fucking strange "men" at random.
Out smoking crack.
Out laying up on his lazy ass actually believing I owned him my life, my hard earned cash because of the COLOR OF MY SKIN!
 Nigga Please!

Wait! It was a blessing! His horrid ignorant behavior saved me years of anguish.

There is one thing WE should never forget; IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!

 This Life is a test.

"What would Jesus Do?"

What do the righteous do?

The condemned thief said to Jesus: "When thy enter into thy Kingdom LORD, remember me."

If the first thing you do when you enter into your kingdom is "floss", ....

well that's on you.

Who? What kind of person deprives a loved one of joy,  deliberately piles on inflicting  pain?

Somebody in the need of prayer.

Someone who lies out of fear.

Someone that needs to give up fear and embrace GOD's Almighty Truth!

BEAMING!!!

"By [HIS] stripes I'm healed.

Suffer in silence!?

Why?

Why the fuck would I?

"What have I to fear?

What have I to dread?

Leaning on [HIS] Everlasting Arms"

No, I can't do it.

I can't gang up with you people that demand to grade people by complexion, status and wealth.

It makes no fucking sense.

It certainly indicates you lacketh "Common Sense".

I have Gifts!

I have MANY GOD GIVEN GIFTS THAT ARE REJECTED,

MOCKED , BY MY FELLOW MAN ,

Claiming I'm too weird.

Scoffing me.

Some totally forgetting they would not be where they are without my "weirdness".

No matter, it is fine.

Even I have sense enough to get up from the table when true, sincere Love is no longer being served.

Yes, I press on in Jesus' Name!

BEAMING!!!

I REJOICE BECAUSE THE HOLY SPIRIT HAS GIVEN ME ANOTHER CHANCE TO GET IT RIGHT!

Ova' here in Lovely LA.

Beautiful city for some,

not most. I dare say half.

I have never seen so many "Cart People" in my entire life.

Mercy! Mercy! Mercy!

So many people reduced to nomads, homeless.

Despised!

Hated!

For what?

Existing?

Being born "too dark"?

"Illegitimate"?

Illegitimate and "too dark" was my "crime".

All lies. I was born into the clutches of a demon possessed "Root worker"/Conjurer/Sadist/Carnal

perverted Incestuous Pedophile.

So?

I escaped!

Thank You for reversing the Curse Lord!

BEAMING!