Tuesday, April 3, 2012
It is not ...
"they don't know" as much as "they won't know". It is a truth so excruciatingly painful that you would just rather not know.
You fool yourself into believing that you can tolerate her. Maybe your love, loyalty and devotion will help her. Plus, you know that she can't get worse. She has already done the most despicable. (So you thought) After all she is very elderly. She is a preacher, and an ordained minister.
She says all of the right things. She sure knows the Bible. She doesn't look like that "old serpent". Her voice is a siren. She quotes the Bible "religiously". When she calls you will listen. She will hypnotize you. She will slay you. Then she will laugh.
She will make sure that you finally know that she was behind your demise all the time. She will twist that knife and will not care.
Diabolical evil exists people. I don't know if it exists in every family. It is alive and well in mine.
I am not going any where near her. I am warning every one that cares to listen.
I know now that my grandfather was a martyr. "How long will they kill our prophets while we stand around and look?" Bob Marley asked.
Did my grandfather know the depth of her depravity? No. He knew that she tried to kill him when she was sixteen. She was always "acting the fool", cutting, stabbing, cussing. But no one called her a demon. At least not to my face. Few women in my church liked her. Very few trusted her enough to associate with her. The few that did had to regret it. She would "screw" your husband, boyfriend or son. Son! Yes son! She always had a thing for teenage boys and girls!
"Jest ignut." he thought. "Don't pay no 'tention to yo' mama...she ignut." Ignorant! Her abominable ignorance pales in comparison to her demonism!
"FROM SUCH STAY AWAY!!!"
Why does she "preach"? Why does a fisherman cast his net? Why do you put cheese on a mouse trap? But why? What does she get out of it? Nothing! Other than the fact that she got away with it. She "fixed" you, she slayed you. She proved once again that she is "smarter" than your gullible a**.
You will not have a better house! You will not have more education! You will not look better, dress better or have more money. She will break you down and make you come begging for some rent money or a new set of tires. She will get on the phone and broadcast your sorry life to the entire world.
She will go to church every Sunday. Sit up in the pulpit in her fine robe. She will not miss one wink of sleep. She is a sociopath and proud of it. She will shut you up! (so she thinks). She will put some primitive "Af-fee-cun witch doctor hex" on you. She will brag about what she has done to others for a whole lot less.
GOD is not going to let her get away. "But by your hard and impenitent heart you are storing up wrath for yourself on the day of wrath when GOD's righteous judgment will be revealed." (Romans 2:5) "FOR HE WILL RENDER TO EVERY WO/MAN ACCORDING TO HIS WORKS:" (Romans 2:6)
GOD has called us out of darkness into His marvelous light. If you can't see the light. Or if you refuse to see the light, I guess GOD's light is not for you.
Stay in His WORD children. Read it, study it, extrapolate. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Peace engulf you, protect you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
You fool yourself into believing that you can tolerate her. Maybe your love, loyalty and devotion will help her. Plus, you know that she can't get worse. She has already done the most despicable. (So you thought) After all she is very elderly. She is a preacher, and an ordained minister.
She says all of the right things. She sure knows the Bible. She doesn't look like that "old serpent". Her voice is a siren. She quotes the Bible "religiously". When she calls you will listen. She will hypnotize you. She will slay you. Then she will laugh.
She will make sure that you finally know that she was behind your demise all the time. She will twist that knife and will not care.
Diabolical evil exists people. I don't know if it exists in every family. It is alive and well in mine.
I am not going any where near her. I am warning every one that cares to listen.
I know now that my grandfather was a martyr. "How long will they kill our prophets while we stand around and look?" Bob Marley asked.
Did my grandfather know the depth of her depravity? No. He knew that she tried to kill him when she was sixteen. She was always "acting the fool", cutting, stabbing, cussing. But no one called her a demon. At least not to my face. Few women in my church liked her. Very few trusted her enough to associate with her. The few that did had to regret it. She would "screw" your husband, boyfriend or son. Son! Yes son! She always had a thing for teenage boys and girls!
"Jest ignut." he thought. "Don't pay no 'tention to yo' mama...she ignut." Ignorant! Her abominable ignorance pales in comparison to her demonism!
"FROM SUCH STAY AWAY!!!"
Why does she "preach"? Why does a fisherman cast his net? Why do you put cheese on a mouse trap? But why? What does she get out of it? Nothing! Other than the fact that she got away with it. She "fixed" you, she slayed you. She proved once again that she is "smarter" than your gullible a**.
You will not have a better house! You will not have more education! You will not look better, dress better or have more money. She will break you down and make you come begging for some rent money or a new set of tires. She will get on the phone and broadcast your sorry life to the entire world.
She will go to church every Sunday. Sit up in the pulpit in her fine robe. She will not miss one wink of sleep. She is a sociopath and proud of it. She will shut you up! (so she thinks). She will put some primitive "Af-fee-cun witch doctor hex" on you. She will brag about what she has done to others for a whole lot less.
GOD is not going to let her get away. "But by your hard and impenitent heart you are storing up wrath for yourself on the day of wrath when GOD's righteous judgment will be revealed." (Romans 2:5) "FOR HE WILL RENDER TO EVERY WO/MAN ACCORDING TO HIS WORKS:" (Romans 2:6)
GOD has called us out of darkness into His marvelous light. If you can't see the light. Or if you refuse to see the light, I guess GOD's light is not for you.
Stay in His WORD children. Read it, study it, extrapolate. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Peace engulf you, protect you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
Saturday, March 31, 2012
It rained last night.
GOD drenched the earth and washed all my sins and pain away. It is another beautiful day in Covington. No demon can rob me of my joy.
I have a beautiful, brilliant daughter, and I am delighted. I have reasonable strength, good health and a burning desire to right one horrific wrong. I will not let the world believe that my grandfather killed himself. I will not let his grave go unmarked.
We knew his murderer was an idiot. Did we know that she was demonic? Yea, we knew, but we were afraid to know. It was too weird, too ghastly.
Did I hate her? In a strange way I always knew that enmity existed between us. Like my grandfather before me my heart ached to see such great talent and beauty go wrong. There was nothing that we could do. She was not going to be controlled or admonished by any one for any reason.
How can you help or correct any one that delights in your torture? The more you tell her about the anguish and pain she causes the happier she gets. There is no way to correct or help a demon. That is why Jesus told us; "From such stay away."
When a woman is beyond fallen, beyond common, beyond lost. When a woman decides that she will have her sadistic pleasure at any cost while pretending to be a loving, nurturing, saved and sanctified woman of GOD. She is "messed up".
Jesus told us to "Shun the very presence of evil." ; for a reason. Evil people will suck the life out of you. Cause you to live in fear, isolation, depression and finally exhaustion.
"No weapon formed against me shall prosper." I am Glorified! Sanctified! Thank You Jesus for saving me from the hands of uncommon evil. Thank you for delivering me out of the hands of a sick succubus.
I have some art to do today. I have some dolls to make, an oil painting of my grandfather that I must finish. I have a novel and a book of poetry to publish. I have so many great and positive things that I must do.
To GOD be the Glory! What a beautiful day! Rejoice and be glad in it! Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing!"
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
P.S. "Count it All Joy!"
I have a beautiful, brilliant daughter, and I am delighted. I have reasonable strength, good health and a burning desire to right one horrific wrong. I will not let the world believe that my grandfather killed himself. I will not let his grave go unmarked.
We knew his murderer was an idiot. Did we know that she was demonic? Yea, we knew, but we were afraid to know. It was too weird, too ghastly.
Did I hate her? In a strange way I always knew that enmity existed between us. Like my grandfather before me my heart ached to see such great talent and beauty go wrong. There was nothing that we could do. She was not going to be controlled or admonished by any one for any reason.
How can you help or correct any one that delights in your torture? The more you tell her about the anguish and pain she causes the happier she gets. There is no way to correct or help a demon. That is why Jesus told us; "From such stay away."
When a woman is beyond fallen, beyond common, beyond lost. When a woman decides that she will have her sadistic pleasure at any cost while pretending to be a loving, nurturing, saved and sanctified woman of GOD. She is "messed up".
Jesus told us to "Shun the very presence of evil." ; for a reason. Evil people will suck the life out of you. Cause you to live in fear, isolation, depression and finally exhaustion.
"No weapon formed against me shall prosper." I am Glorified! Sanctified! Thank You Jesus for saving me from the hands of uncommon evil. Thank you for delivering me out of the hands of a sick succubus.
I have some art to do today. I have some dolls to make, an oil painting of my grandfather that I must finish. I have a novel and a book of poetry to publish. I have so many great and positive things that I must do.
To GOD be the Glory! What a beautiful day! Rejoice and be glad in it! Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing!"
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
P.S. "Count it All Joy!"
Friday, March 30, 2012
The Truth is...
you are not worth wasting breath on. You are a time waster, a thief, a burglar, a "dim-witted" dummy. Truly a legend in your own mind. (It is the saddest most heart breaking truth I've ever had to embrace.)
What's done is done and can't be undone. How some one can remain the same jealous, common, untrustworthy, devious, duplicitous, rank reprobate for well over seventy years is sad. Just sad.
With all of the energy and hours you spent designing plans to destroy others just to make yourself look good, you could have become a great author, actress or preacher. A real preacher, not a closeted snake.
Well it was your life. You squandered it. You had the right to do so. But, you never had the right to torture and destroy your "loved ones".
You did it and can't feel sorry. Christ died on that cross for you, paid for your sins. But, you don't care.
We are saved by Grace through faith. Where is your faith? I will never understand people like you. You put all of your faith in some "dust", some talisman, some magic charm. But you can't trust GOD!
Yea, you had a good time laughing at how you "punished" me, thwarted every effort I made to climb out of that ditch, violated me, while I remained clueless. Now I know. I have no doubt about your low character, your common nature. I do not agree that you couldn't help it. Common and demonic is your preference.
You had a real dad, a wise father and you hated him. My LORD!
I will continue to pray for you. You are still living. Luckily longevity runs in our family. You may live to be well over a hundred. Who knows? Will you spend the rest of your life as a miserable unrepentant wretch? You still can't bend that stiff neck can you?
"You hafta' pray dawthur! You hafta' ask GAWD to come into your heart. You have to pray for the indwelling of Hiz Holy Spirit. Faking it won't make it dawthur. Attacking the people that see thru you won't help. Hating and trying to destroy people who have what you want, won't help either. You jest make it worse. The mo' low life common thangs you do, the wurse you feel."
What is the moral of this story? Don't make common, low life and sneaky your choice. Don't believe that you can lie, torture, brutalize and sabotage your way through life.
Make sure you know. Tell your friends; "You get your just and honest due on this planet earth." It might take seventy or eighty years for the world to catch up to you. But, rest assured you will not get away.
A "sign and a proverb" is not what you want to be. Do know all the pain and anguish you caused, you are going to get back.
My grandfather taught me that time changes all things.
Stay in His WORD. Pray for discernment and the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace, engulf you, cloak you, and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
P.S. You have to want it Martha. (You know that) We can rebuke the demonic spirits that have you bound. You have to want to come to repentance. No matter what, do know your life has been a blessing.
What's done is done and can't be undone. How some one can remain the same jealous, common, untrustworthy, devious, duplicitous, rank reprobate for well over seventy years is sad. Just sad.
With all of the energy and hours you spent designing plans to destroy others just to make yourself look good, you could have become a great author, actress or preacher. A real preacher, not a closeted snake.
Well it was your life. You squandered it. You had the right to do so. But, you never had the right to torture and destroy your "loved ones".
You did it and can't feel sorry. Christ died on that cross for you, paid for your sins. But, you don't care.
We are saved by Grace through faith. Where is your faith? I will never understand people like you. You put all of your faith in some "dust", some talisman, some magic charm. But you can't trust GOD!
Yea, you had a good time laughing at how you "punished" me, thwarted every effort I made to climb out of that ditch, violated me, while I remained clueless. Now I know. I have no doubt about your low character, your common nature. I do not agree that you couldn't help it. Common and demonic is your preference.
You had a real dad, a wise father and you hated him. My LORD!
I will continue to pray for you. You are still living. Luckily longevity runs in our family. You may live to be well over a hundred. Who knows? Will you spend the rest of your life as a miserable unrepentant wretch? You still can't bend that stiff neck can you?
"You hafta' pray dawthur! You hafta' ask GAWD to come into your heart. You have to pray for the indwelling of Hiz Holy Spirit. Faking it won't make it dawthur. Attacking the people that see thru you won't help. Hating and trying to destroy people who have what you want, won't help either. You jest make it worse. The mo' low life common thangs you do, the wurse you feel."
What is the moral of this story? Don't make common, low life and sneaky your choice. Don't believe that you can lie, torture, brutalize and sabotage your way through life.
Make sure you know. Tell your friends; "You get your just and honest due on this planet earth." It might take seventy or eighty years for the world to catch up to you. But, rest assured you will not get away.
A "sign and a proverb" is not what you want to be. Do know all the pain and anguish you caused, you are going to get back.
My grandfather taught me that time changes all things.
Stay in His WORD. Pray for discernment and the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace, engulf you, cloak you, and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
P.S. You have to want it Martha. (You know that) We can rebuke the demonic spirits that have you bound. You have to want to come to repentance. No matter what, do know your life has been a blessing.
Thursday, March 29, 2012
GOD has a Divine plan...
While it is true I have had the misfortune of being born into the clutches of the most maniacal, selfish, sadistic, sociopath that every lived. I had the greatest fortune of growing up under the tutelage of the wisest, kindest, true Christian on earth, Jerome Walters.
It is not for me to know why it had to be that way. I know that GOD has a plan for my life. I know that I hear His voice, I know that He leads and guides me. I know that I am a Victor!, not a victim.
I know that the price of rebelliousness is too high. I know that sin will drag you down. It will put you in the gutter, make you so "shame" that you will refuse to crawl out. I know that if you see a "fool" you should shun them.
The greatest lesson I've learned in my life is to trust GOD. Have no fear. Jesus will fix it. Every WORD in that Book is true. Study it, tattoo it on your heart. Fear no man. Never let an evil demon make you live in fear or shame.
She did those horrible things knowing full well that we would be too ashamed to tell on her. Well I am telling the whole wide World! Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux MURDERED my grandfather! She took his life because she is a demon possessed crazed maniac. She took his life because she suffers with insane jealousy. My family took it, fled into deep denial because she programmed us to fear her.
Beaten and numbed into submission by this ogre, what else could we do? I know my Bible fell open to Ezekiel 13:21 one day. I knew that was the answer to all of my unexplained grief.
To all of my relatives that still fear her, I pray that GOD will grant you the courage to know the truth and stand up to her.
I do forgive her! She needs to stop! She needs to re-read the book of Ezekiel and recognize that she is powerless, found out and fully exposed.
I do thank her. I know that I am the best person I could ever be. I know that GOD let her torture purge me. I am fine gold. I am healed. Praise the Lord!
Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
It is not for me to know why it had to be that way. I know that GOD has a plan for my life. I know that I hear His voice, I know that He leads and guides me. I know that I am a Victor!, not a victim.
I know that the price of rebelliousness is too high. I know that sin will drag you down. It will put you in the gutter, make you so "shame" that you will refuse to crawl out. I know that if you see a "fool" you should shun them.
The greatest lesson I've learned in my life is to trust GOD. Have no fear. Jesus will fix it. Every WORD in that Book is true. Study it, tattoo it on your heart. Fear no man. Never let an evil demon make you live in fear or shame.
She did those horrible things knowing full well that we would be too ashamed to tell on her. Well I am telling the whole wide World! Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux MURDERED my grandfather! She took his life because she is a demon possessed crazed maniac. She took his life because she suffers with insane jealousy. My family took it, fled into deep denial because she programmed us to fear her.
Beaten and numbed into submission by this ogre, what else could we do? I know my Bible fell open to Ezekiel 13:21 one day. I knew that was the answer to all of my unexplained grief.
To all of my relatives that still fear her, I pray that GOD will grant you the courage to know the truth and stand up to her.
I do forgive her! She needs to stop! She needs to re-read the book of Ezekiel and recognize that she is powerless, found out and fully exposed.
I do thank her. I know that I am the best person I could ever be. I know that GOD let her torture purge me. I am fine gold. I am healed. Praise the Lord!
Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel
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